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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

BLACK SWAN YOGA

"There's no such thing as simple.Simple is hard." Martin Scorsese

1. THANX LONGSHOT O'lEARY
2.just a simple revue of what i saw yesterday and what i think they have in common.
BLACK SWAN
this years Xmas art house circuit darling
even showing on two screens here in sleepy S'Cruz.
I LOVED IT.
in rereading three local published revues i note that some peeps can't tell the diff betwixt artifice,archetypes and stereotypes..even tho all agreed it is a great movie. Soul Mate asked me to describe the film and whether she would like it,given her feminist labor oriented ex Catholic views.
(how did i get trapped in all Italics???

i found it hard to describe its unique intensity, i was reminded of Carlos Saures (sp?) great dance films of the 70's CARMEN & BLOOD WEDDING, neither of which she has seen. i finally settled on"its a warped coming of age story" and if the film would inspire young girls to take up ballet as a career, one which is both beautiful and heartbreaking from my conversations with former ballerina,"it is a good Bad Example" of why you shouldn't.dancers are athletes as this movie points out just as it points out the dedication and routine infantilization of wimmin, much like stunted growth gymnasts who also break down en route to center stage. i saw many feminist issues raised in this film which apparently escaped the revue i read, c'est la vie  SIGH.

YOGA INC
this was a 90 min doc i saw on the Docu channel last nite as i was still coming down from the high of Black Swan. this is a very gritty look at the history of Yoga in the USA, since the 1890s apparently and how it has become copyright infringement lawsuits Big Business today, along the way the spiritual and morals principles have been abandoned in favor of profits.one thing which particularly galled me was the YOGA COMPETITIONS... the same eagerness in please while literally tying oneself into knots was evident as in Black Swan..
in our quest to be Perfect (sic) we must be wary lest
we lose our way and lose our true selves in the process.

as a visual artist, writer and wannabe screenwriter i toil against my own standards and sometimes,rarely, i reach or exceed them...in that way i compete. i am not THE BEST anything but i can strive to be The Best Me i can be,despite everything falling apart around me.

3.i wish you all the best 2011 possible but it doesn't auger well.
..if you are still working take a few moments each day to savor nature,
if you live near an ocean or lake try to visit it
at least once a week and listen to what it has to tell...

peace
namste
mega

Monday, December 27, 2010

IINNOCENT BYSTANDERS?

"How can a bystander be guilty? No such thing.Have you ever heard of a guilty bystander?
No, because  you cannot be a bystander and be guilty.Bystanders are, by defination,
innocent.That is the nature of bystanding."  Jacki Chiles character on SEINFELD


"When i use a word" Humpty Dumpty said., in a rather scornful tone.
 it means just what I choose it to mean-neither more nor less."  Alice in Wonderland"
Social Security INSURANCE anyone?

aloha 2u again,
 one problem with the LINKS Tag format is the restriction of fonts and type face unlike regular blog pages where u can go crazy! but that's just technical stuff.

being recently turned 63 and a Genuine Bay Boomer (b.1947)
all this chipping away at SSI has both and me and Soul Mate
moderately perturbed,after all there is always a quick relatively
pain free suicide alternative  SIGH.
but as usual we worry that like Humpty Dujmpty the American Dream is FUBAR
(i.e Military Slang fucked up beyond all repair) which means our kids have
'screwed the pooch' (gone shit outta luck-SOL etc etc).

i am, by nature, NOT an optimist but even i am
mildly stunned how quickly it has all unraveled.
a similie;
you are a young terrified child in the back seat,
before seat belts, and your father is a drunken
rage-a-holic madly careening down an icy dirt road in sleeting
pitch blackness with perhaps one intermittently working headlight,
and you and your Mom both know there are cliffs and washouts somewhere ahead
but your screams to slow down or look at a map fall on deaf ears
as the powerful V-8 engine hurtles like a missile into Hell.

we are all that child, here in the Untied Snakes of Amnesia.
O BOMBER is the third term of the Bush Crime Family admin,
Bush Tax Cuts for The Elites-check
Death Tax decreased -check
Social Secureity wounded-check
Medicare usurped by corporate friendly
mandatory Obamacare-check
Mortgage fraud & foreclosures undeterred-check
the Middle Class crumbling-check
FDR social  reforms disolving-check
Bill of Rights and Constitution still raped-check
Gitmo Gulag, still open for biz-check
Police powers still unchecked-check
Drone attacks in foreign lands proceed-check
anti Arab/Muslim racism continues-check
US Empire still far flung and malicious-check
hunger in america-unchecked
real Wall Street reforms-unchecked
confidence restored in the USA-unchecked FAIL.

did i miss anything?
 i voted for O Bomber given the limited "choices" we are given
i thot "maybe just maybe"...FAIL!
NOT FDR in black face -FAIL.

i am am perplexed by the massive shopping spree workers
went on for Xmas, i doubt the massess of unemployed & often homeless
had a "Merry Xmas"...
we had limited gifting as our SSI COLA
(Cost of Living -sic) was frozen yet again.
but it is a brisk beautiful day
perfect for magical thinking that
THE BEST IS YET TO COME..yeah right.

i probably have repeated the statemtnt that having the fedgove reform Wall Street
is like hiring the arsonist who burned down your house to supervise rebuilding it.
STILL TRUE
incoming KALIfornia Guv Jerry Brown has already pormised
UGLY CUTS
like the marrow deep savagery of Guv Groper were beauty pageants?
prisons are overcrowded with non violent "felons"
schools are overcrowded with pre-felons (esp. blax & browns)
hospitals are overcrowded with the uninsured and sick "illegals"

the US is technically broke
Main Street is drowning in debts
while Wall Street is taking itas money overseas.
the EU is a harbringer of Hard Times a coming

cuts in basic wages, pesnions stifled then ended,
entire nation states sinking into red ink
at the 'tender mercy' (nonesuch) of the IMF and World Bank moguls.

The Buddha (now showing on PBS)
said
all life is suffering
due to ignorance greed, and anger
STILL TRUE
what lil have we,as a people learned in this the Kali Yuga,
the age of Iron & Blood...

i leave you with the quoute i gave my dear depressed freind in Arkansas

"We are all in the gutter..but some of us are looking at stars."
Oscar Wilde

look up, to our higher selves & energies,
we are all but a kernel of "GOD"
shine on
my peeps,
shine on

peace
namaste
mega

2011 – The beginning of the End of America – Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

2011 – The beginning of the End of America –
Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

aloha 2u,
back to basics.

SOCIAL SECURITY INSURANCE is "on the table".
used as a bargaining chip with O BOMBER'S Payday Tax cuts (sic).
if i understood the sound bite right, NJ Guv Chris Christie sez to NJ pensioners
SCREW U, WE BROKE!

IN THE DAILY FISHWRAP THIS AYEM IS A COLUMN RAILING
AGAINST BABY BOOMERS AND SAYING HOW WE'LL HAVE TO
sacrifice THE ssi BENEFITS WE PAID INTO ALL OUR WORKING LIVES sigh.
(damn Caps Lock)

are The Elites being asked to Sacrifice, to eat domestic caviar instead of imported?
IMHO..well, u know what i think.if not, go to and play the
YouTube vid on the above link, it is quite succinct and factoid filled.

as Paul Krugman predicted months ago
chronic high unemployment will be deemed "structural" as in,
'ain't shit we (fedgov) can do bout it'.
the vid claims that 17& is the Actual US Unemployment,
that seems to tally with what i have read elsewhere.
despite The Best Holiday Shopping Day EVER
the US economy is in the toilet as a Robert Reich col pointed out Sunday last.
corporations are making gret profits overseas and soon India
and we have become a Rust Belt Country to them
in terms of Global Economics...kicked to the kerb,
left to age ungracefully and slowly starve.

thot i was being Paranoid, who me?, until i talked to a dear friend
settled in Bible Belt Arkansas, he has reached the same dire conclusions.
"we live in a dying Police State, much like Rome when it fell."
to condense a two your mutual rant to its core.

BTW did you note O Bomber's parting Xmas gift before Hawaii
excutive order for "indeterminate incarceration" for
the forlorn prisoners at our Gitmo Gulag who were kidnapped,
tortured, kept doped up now and forever without a trial or judge to hear them,
calling Franz Kafka or Joe Stalin to the front desk please.

was Rev. Jerimiah Wright right?
here in "Paradise" with eyes wide shut.
Happy New Year?

namaste
mega




namaste
mega






the Gitmo Gulag prisoners, kidnapped, tortured and doped up for eternity withoput a trial or judge, it could be any of us next.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

SANTA IS A COMMIE...?

Psssst..SANTA IS A COMMIE, OR AT LEAST A SOCIALIST.

why is he always sooo jolly,
what is he smoking in that pipe
or stirring up behind closed doors?
is he cooking meth with all those inbred "elves"?
why are there NO Female Elves, what kinda sexist garbage is this?

why does he always wear RED isn't that a Commie color?
whats with him and all these children on his lap?
seems like another Micheal Jackson type to me.
whats with all this redistribution of wealth with presents?

he knows whose been Naughty or Nice?
isn't that Homeland Security's job?
who checks his papers at the border?
and where exactly is the North Pole,
can Sarah Palin see it from her house?

why is he REALLY sneaking into people's house?
to plant Commie listening devices
or to poison our gingerbread cookies and egg nog?

who is behind this nefarious plot?
it's gotta be the Commies,
still sore after they lost the Cold War....

doesn't the "X" in XMAS
look like the hammer & sickle?
doesn't Trotsky look more than a lil like Santa,Comrade?

"Faith  may be defined briefly as an illogical belief in the occurrence of the improbable."
H.L.Mencken

Merry Xmas,good will to men  and all that good shit.
mega

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

SINE GRAVITY OCTAVE 2

"Many desire to kill me, 
and many wish to spend an hour 
chatting with me.The Law protects me
from the former." Karl Kraus, misanthrophe

aloha 2u,
this new insulin is REALLY messing with my head so i will attempt to be coherent here.

1.in am generally NOT a fan of Post Apocalyptic movies, since i fear we are living thru one.
Mad Max,I Am Legend,Book of Eli,Terminator ;Salvation ,Soylent Green and so on. you all know the gig..CIVILIZATION IS DESTROYED AND THE REMAINS OF HUMANITY  LIVE LIKE  RATS TRYING TO REBUILD IT AGAIN THRU AN ANARCHY OF CHAOTIC SEXIST SAVAGE BARBARISM...(see KALI YUGA referrals)

FACT despite Conventional Wisdom there is surviving megalithic structures around the planet,from turkey to mesomerica and peru we find massive massive structures of indestructible granite and diorite which tell us we are NOT the first worldwide civilization on this planet.just friendly reminders from the past? or ominous warnings?
FACT you all know the work of  supergenius NIKOLA TESLA ..
you say you don't?
in almost every FRANKENSTEIN movie there is a large metal device which crackles with electrostatic energy,that device is a TESLA COIL (look it up)
FACT we are entirely wrong in our usage of finite fossil fuels and wasteful explosive internal combustion engines.heard recently the best car engines are about 70 percent efficient. we are killing our planet to drive to jobs we often despise.so we are committing needless planet wide genocide...for a profit.
FACT last week or so PAKALERT PRESS published a story " UFOS are Tesla' flying saucers".and strangely enuff if you scope Tesla's Wikipedia mention it does mention that Tesla proposed flying devices of discs and cigar shapes which were powered by "teleforce", his version of what science is now calling Dark Energy or Dark Matter. the thing with so called Dark Energy is that it makes up about 85 percent of the known universe, which means for human purposes it is infinite.
FACT Conventional Wisdom sez TIME TRAVEL IS IMPOSSIBLE DUE TO ENERGY CONSTRAINTS, YOU'D NEED ALL THE ENERGY PRODUCED ON PLANET EARTH TO POWER SUCH A DEVICE...what if you weren't limited to planet earth??? we will return to this and the Theory of Time Traveling Nazis, i promise.

FACT NIKOLA TESLA   july 1846 -jan 1943
(see Wiki bio for more details) born in Serbia  and generally recognized as :the father of the second Industrial Revolution" ,worked with Edison and Westinghouse among others.in 1895 he designed the first hydroelectric power plant at Niagra Falls, fought Edison's choice of DC (direct current) with his own invention of AC (alternating current) which we still use today.then in 1891 he invented the Tesla Coil still used in radio and tv electronics, he also developed flourescent light ( can't win em all), laser beams,wireless communication, wireless transmission of electrical energy!   the principles of remote control and robotics.
FACT TESLA NEVER FAILED he just got into fueds and got his funding yanked or inventions proved too disastrous for the current energy cartels to manage.

THEORY Tesla's "teleforce" is tapping into Dark Matter as channeled by the World Energy Grid (straight ley lines, which are man made NOT natural) as relayed thru our humble planet and sun. Tesla predicied that the energy of our sun is electric NOT nuclear, we live in an ELECTRIC UNIVERSE (see aerther,prana, chi etc etc) which some Quantum Physics are just now tiptoeing around.newspapers often asked Tesla if he had invented a "death ray" like in the dime novels, in fact he had.

BTW WILHEM RIECH,a rogue disciple of Freud, broke away to discover what he called ORGONE ENERGY based upon his own work with human orgasms.generally regarded as a quack his ORGONE BOX (basically a coffin filled with earth, like vampires use..?) promised to cure all ills and energize you tremendously. on the flipside was DOR Deadly Orgone Radiation, which he demonstrated could break up clouds,change the weather and possibly kill from a distance..a death ray. a cheap affordable death ray that almost anyone could build...for his work Reich was by fedgov imprisoned and his books  burned.if he was such a quack why take the then unusual task of tossing him in jail and burning his books????(and yes, i have read some of his books which survived)
THEORY  TESLA & REICH WERE ON THE SAME PAGE....A VERY DANGEROUS AND INNOVATIVE PAGE...

BTW 2 speaking of book burning,the Germans were the supreme orientalists of their era,please note  the swastika faces left -a sign of the LEFT HAND PATH or THE SHORT PATH , what we'd call EVIL (see THE SHADOW with Alec Baldwin for a superb depiction of this).
 Hitler spend millions on expeditions to Tibet and India,researching a so called Aryan Race but also finding old Vedic tech manuals and translating them into German, this they augmented with Tesla's public inventions,***Werner von Braun was an esp big fan of Tesla...

FACT as early as 1911 Tesla spoke openly about airships without wings or propellars powered by electrical energy,note this was b4 World War One  and planes were made mostly of baling wire and canvas AND HE DID NOT MENTION ZEPPLINS..

IMHO what got Tesla into trouble was his proto socialist notions that energy was a human right and should therefore be provided by govt for FREE(see Bryrclifffe sp?)

OVER-UNITY TECH
if you've ever heard the rumors of car engines running on water then being bought up and yanked by the car companies or take the latest example of COLD FUSION which was mocked and derided here and ultimately its inventor killed..meanwhile in Europe and Japan Cold Fusion is still being bench tested and found to work, anyway Tesla's concept of OVER UNITY is like that.

it either
A)produces more energy,often much more energy, than it consumes 
or B) it uses no visible energy at all ,using rotating often counter spun magnetism and principles of harmonics we have mostly lost. remember that MUSIC IS THE MOST MATHEMATICAL OF THE ARTS thus the most scientific, computers can write music as well as play chess...
i admit a bias as Tesla is one of my fave SCIENCE HEROES but
FACT when he died Hoover's FBI had 80 crates of his writings seized and classified,never to see the light of day?

ROSWELL one thing that has always bothered me about Roswell is that the military had a PLAN IN PLACE for squelching all info gathered there, leave out the lil green men crap, the tech was found then cordoned off, classified then trucked off the Wright Patterson in Ohio.i have seen mention of the so called Blue Berets, crash retrival teams...there are usually reports of odd markings like hieroglyphs found on this tissue thin but durable UFO skins.
History and History Internal has a lot of documentaries about Nazis,UFO and general fortean weirdness.
some peeps are just kooks and ET is behind everything from the Ice Ages to Mammal evolutions (more on that later too) when the only toll you have is a hammer than you treat everything you find as a nail SIGH.
lets leave ET out of the equation until we have too okay?

one recent docu caught my eye, NAZI SECRET SUPER WEAPONS or something which mention things like jet engines, VTOL Nazi fighters,the New York Killer bomber and ballistic missiles projects and just plain old batshit crazy stuff. one which caught my eye was dubbed The Bell, a metallic dome about ten feet high and five feet wide with no weapons or wings, what could it be?
built in Poland it consumed enormous amounts of energy but for what purpose..? the excited announcer said that this was the exact device found on 9 dec 1965 in Kecksberg,Pa (see Wikipedia entry) which blazed across several states then was found and removed by the army in record time.hmmmmmm.....the excited announcer then said this is how Hitler Escaped Berlin, which is nonsnense.

1.Hitler did not die in the bunker, there are too many stories and details which do not match beside there were several "Hitler doubles" ,just as Churchill and possibler FDR had theirs ,to foils assassins.several were placed at the bunker b4 the alleged 'suicides'.
2.FACT the Hitler Skull the Soviets found in the Hitler Bunker is DNA female...
3.Hitler possibly escaped Berlin via subway to Templehof airport where his fave female,
WHO JUST 'HAPPENED' TO BE IN TOWN THAT DAY ***sigh , pilot flew him to safety in Italy or Swizterland.
FACT Hitler had Parkinsons and was probably lil more than a figurehead to ODESSA & DER SPINNE...there are vague rumors that Hitler and Eva Braun had a son who ended up being a jazz player in the Netherlands and wanted nothing to do with the Fourth Reich...
4.TIME TRAVELING NAZIS...am still trying to wrap my head around it, but The Bell and the Kecksberg UFO seem to be identical right down to the mystery runes of script along the rim, was it just a test or did some few Nazis escape to....
5. FACT you are aware that OPERATION PAPERCLIP (as referenced on the X FILES) did indeed bring thousands of unrepentant Nazis over here to help fight 'the Cold War'? well we did, and not just non-combatant rocket scientists,in one of the more shameful acts in us history,which is saying a lot...
6. what was six...1947, the year i was born saw the creation of the CIA and the first appearance of UFOs Over America and Roswell.Tesla had been dead and buried 4 years and AREA 51was being mapped  with the longest modern runways on earth for expanded super top secret programs...
THEORY  TESLA WAS RIGHT!


ET GO HOME?
"GEN 6:2 That the sons of God saw the daugthers of men
that they were fair;and they took them wives of all that they chose."

THEORY
okay okay this has been bugging me for a week, what kinds of Angels did Lot have to protect from lusty towns people? Angels with physical sexual organs?

 Angels apparently who like to fuck human wimmin and spawn offspring?
 who exactly are these SONS OF GOD?
FACT it is predicted that we can spawn with chimps since we share 98% of their DNA
THEORY what if we go up the food chain and some peeps decide to take a dip in our gene pool,bestiality much?
who or what the Sons of God were/are is unknown but they apparently share enuff of our DNA to breed, like dogs we are off the same species Homo Sap.

speaking of breeding
seen in tow places now that our universe has FOUR BRUISES from possible bumps in the Membrane of the cosmos spawning 4 daughter universes with laws of physics different than ours, if you do any research of Fairie Lore you will note the time dilation effect,a human spends a few days or week with the faerie (who are not all Disney Tinkerbell saccahrine cuteness) and returns to find years or even generations have passed here on earth, this is across all the cultures i have surveys about 50 i think.also common them of the CHANGELING child and breeding with human wimmin
like various warped UFO Abducitee contacts,
are the Sons of God still out there?
what is their motive other than survival as a species???
some researchers are getting hip to NOT E.T. but E.D.-Extra Dimensionals or Exo Dimensionals

THEORY instead of dying off maybe our ancestors shifted to an adjacent dimension where they could keep tabs on us and give a nudge when needed? was ATLANTIS maybe a spaceship or shift-ship across The Bleed (see prior blog) i am still digesting this one,stay tuned.
heads hurt now?, more to come...

next, back to our irregularly scheduled vitriol and abuse...

namste y'all
mega

Monday, December 20, 2010

GIMME MORE

"What we have heah,is a Failure ta Communicate!" a sweaty Strother Martin as he clubs COOL HAND LUKE senseless...

aloha 2u,
good morning katz N jammers,
what have we here?

as Gov.Groper deserts the scene hopefully back  into
a well deserved anonimity the new Guv has proposed UGLY CUTS  yet again.
did u do your homework kiddies?
did you faithfully read every word of DISASTER CAPITALISM by Naomi Klein???
toldja so.

here's the Cliff Notes version, or precis

Cyclopean cuts leading to "temporary emergency measures",
which soon become Permanent,
leading to Draconian Cuts to human services and welfare
.it's the Secret Soauce of World Bank and IMF loans.
who loses-we all do,
who wins..just look uphill...
hoo doo voodoo economics,
Trickle Down snake oil   TAX Cuts (sic)
just sold to us by Clinton and O Bomber
and their cronies on Wall Streert who ecscape this whole sticky "crash"
not only unsacthed but RICHER THAN FUCKING EVER!

HUGE WEEPY SIGH.
this new thrice a day insulin is bad for my mental health,
i see things all too clearly when i should be sleeping.
are we waiting for Pinochet,Peron,Franco and some other
greasy thick necked jackbooted
Man On Horseback to "rescue" us????

if it is the Antichrist come
how will we know?
at this point we've been humped & dumped,
gangraped by some many Economic Theories and wasted efforts,
balm to cover the Giant Sucking Sound,
as Ross Perot so aptly called it...
a sucking chest wound really.
so we lie here in the gutter
bleeding from every orifice
a Denver Boot on the car we live in.
after the phantom mortgage rapists
foreclosed on our dreams,
dreams,
our all too fragile
pitiful middle class
dreams of dignity &
selfhood....now
we fight the rats in the gutter
over the last scraps,
flung there by rich Philantropists
-rapists with tinsel halos...
where is our Dickens
or Upton Sinclair
or Steinbeck
to crystallize our suffering,
where o where?

helpless or hopeless
or down so far
we have nothing left to lose.
it's time to put a greasy
work hardened hand
around some well bred neck
and wring it until he
bleeds
equality,
real equality,
not the usual
mind numbing
propapaganda

O BOMBER
saw himself as the FDR for our times,
instead we get the new Hoover
Hoovervilles of tarp and steel.
the myth is
THIS USEDTA BE A GREAT COUNTRY,
i think we have always been
the mean eyed rats at the door
ready to steal
the Baby and the Bathwater
or anything else not
nailed down.

some TV gilded throat
proclaimed
ARE WE NOW A BANANA REPUBLIC?
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
IF YOU ASK ME...
they killed JFK ya know
and how many others on that bloody list...
maybe i have lived too long,
seen to much,
bled too much.
is Dubya our
Nero,Claudius
or more ominiously
our Caligula????

basement level;
shattered dreams and
shards of the middle class,
the working wounded are lined up
outside the toilets
waitng for relief,
relief my black ass.
WHAT WE HAVE HEAH, IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE...
yes Boss,
picking it up hereBoss,
we say to THE MAN WITH NO EYES...

NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP
& SLURP YOUR RUNNY
GODAMNED PORRIDGE.,
jesus died for
whose sins exactly?

despairing in da dark
mega

Sunday, December 19, 2010

ADDENDUM

NOTE TO SELF
new thrice daily insulin makes me mean..er.

okay okay,
DO NOT DRIVE INTO A LARGE TREE,  
I NEED MY READERS
BESIDES WITH AIRBAGS AND SUCH
ALL YOU'D GET IS A BLOODY NOSE,
WRECKED CAR AND DUI POINTS ON YOUR LICENSE.

STAY HOME AND SULK, DRINK IF YOU MUST,
AVOID CHEERY PEEPS THEY'LL ONLY AGGRAVATE YOU.
do not KICK SMALL CHILDREN, THEY TEND TO BITE.

if you have a cure for a sticky caps key which does not require home made explosives..let me know.
i have CDS from G Man with the acerbic Ricky Gervais and the immortal George Carlin to keep me amused until this season passes.

ENJOY?

namaste
mega

TREPIDATIONS

"Nothing is more damaging to a new truth than an old error."
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

aloha 2u,
i am NOT a Luddite BTW look up Luddite,its fascinating...)
if you're in a Good Mood then skip this
until you're dyspeptic...more scroogy.


ROBOTICS
i first read about Robotics in the 50s, probably in I,ROBOT by super-genius Isaac Asimov, whom we named my second son after.and his FIVE LAWS OF ROBOTICS are still in usage today, see the Will Smith movie for more details altho it is Very Loosely based on the book.
but it was the novel which became the film COLOSSUS:THE FORBIN PROJECT
WHICH AFFECTED ME MOST. IN IT TWO SUPERCOMPUTERS,
BOTH DESIGNED ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF "THE COLD WAR" UNITE TO STABILIZE HUMANITY BY BECOMING "god",SOMETHING REFLECTED IN THE MORE POPULAR  WAR GAMES.

"SKYNET" anyone? behind me TERMINATOR 2:JUDGMENT DAY is playing with a buff Linda Hamilton kicking some serious ass etc etc.
what has this to do with Asimov? this brings us to the
genius and immortalist RAY KURZWEIL, look him up this man is both fascinating and scary.

1. the guy wants to live Forever, no i mean really.not downloading his thots into computer storage or into some as yet to be perfected cyborg, he wants his body to last physically intact for at least 500 years and there is some nut in England who sez 1000 years is desirable...HUGE DESPAIRING SIGH.
if this perfected the starving masses in america,africa and Bangladesh won't even get a chance in line for this millionares elxir or whatever, more of the same if you ask me. More ELITISM uber alles..

2.but it is his second idea which troubles me most. SINGULARITY ORIGINALLY THIS ONLY DESCRIBED THE EVENT HORIZON OF BLACK HOLES AND NOTHING ELSE, OUTSIDE OF GRAPHIC NOVELS AND HIGHBROW SCI FI...(damn Caps Lock key, i blew compressed air into it last week and it seemed better briefly.)

where was i? oh right Kurzweil,
he has reformatted SINGULARITY to mean the day,
in the very near future when according to MOORE'S LAW,
COLLECTIVE A.I.  'ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE'
will make individual computers smarter & faster than humans, smart humans.

IMHO this is not a Good Idea.
Kurzweil also invisions robots designing,
creating and building the next generations of robots
-without human interfernce....
philosophically we are playing "god" and how could we,as imperfect as we are, somehow manifest Perfection? what if they decide keep us around as stupid pets, too malicious to let roam the universe or maybe just this orb. what if they put us in Quarantine until we grow up,if ever...

also, lets assume for a moment that THE RAPTURE & 2012
don't happen....lets assume we have to ride it out here on this single damaged planet.

you realize by now that i am a human Data Aggregator and i what i find scares me,
as i have children,otherwise fuck it.
what the CLIMATE CHANGE DENIERS
seemed to have missed with all their bluster is that
Climate Changer Estimates have mostly been
Too Conservative about the RATE OF CHANGE...
we just had a weather front last week which effected 30 states
and now a huge weather front is bringing death and disaster from the Yukon to Mexico.

what if? we have Missed the Tipping Point
and the damage is irreversible while we argue over
corporate profits and seating arrangements on the Titanic?
SOUL; MATE got pissed at a local candidate becuz he thot Electirc Casrs would solve Everything, just plug in and go,
as i may have mentioned most COAL FIRED POWER PLANTS
POLLUTE WHILE GENERATING PRECIOUS ELECTRICITY...
THATS A LOSE-LOSE AS I SEE IT
while smug preening faux environmetalists pat themselves on the back,
hope they dislocate something.

and another thing while i'm at it..
.if you celebrate anything this season,
no JC was NOT born on 12-25 it is a long been a  festive pagan holiday,

I WISH YOU AND YOURS WELL-GOOD HEALTH ,
RELATIVE SANITY AND TRUE LOVE
otherwise go out,get fucked up and drive into a large tree at high speed...
i object to being ordered to BE HAPPY as an old cartoon once said
"no thanks, i have other plans" say it with a mean hard glare...

fuck all this consumerism,
Eat The Rich, lotsa of tasty marbling in their flesh,
not all stringy like we poor.

Enjoy your holi-daze.SIGH, if u can.

namste y'all
mega

Friday, December 17, 2010

SINE GRAVITY OCTAVE

"Reality is what bites ya when delusions,drugs and mediation fail.:  Ho Chi Zen

aloha2u...
1. yes i am still watching the Ancient Aliens series of History Channel amd i concded some of their ideas and theories are overly simplistic, here's what i theorize...

FACT? the Common Wisdom believes &  teaches, without evidence, that 8,000 years ago we went from simple hunters gatherers to beer makers who built cites and domesticated both animals and grains.
FACT there are cyclopean ruins of granite or diorite, the eternal sturdy stones, in turekey dated at least 10,00 years and in Peru dated at 14,000 plus but both may be far far older. ruins attributed to the Incas actually precede them and are of far greater workmanship as is the 100 ton temple rock at Baalbek, Lebanon.

the sound gravity octave is a term i found back in the 70s when i first began exploring this stuff.
now it is called THE WORLD ENERGY GRID THEORY that ley lines are electromagnet or even electrostatic conduits which can be enhanced and amplied with the usage of sacred stones on what we now call sacred sites

FACT gravity is not spread equally around this planet, there are permanent bumps and depressions in the oceans..
FACT Royal Rife, yes that is his name, developed a series of electrostatic frequencies which he claimed could destroy ALL disease.his theory is still being tested and accept by thousands of peeps, me i can't afford it but..lets posit as fact that there are HARMONICS WHICH CAN NEUTRALIZE GRAVITY.using the World Energy Grid for power...( see Bermuda Triangle, Devil's Sea near Japan and Vile Vortices)

FACT everything we do is wrong using fossil fuel; explosive/extractive power sources.
FACT using clreean electric cars powered bvy dirty coal power plants,
FACT 'CLEAN COAL IS A PR MYTH"
THEORY  older civilizations on this earth used sustainable  "Subtle Power"
which did not pollute or stink up the planet and left eternal stone markers in case we 'forgot'
see civiliztions like the HARAPPA IN INDIA or the vast unknown cultures in South America who built impossible ruins which are still standing to mystify us eons later.BTW the language of called  Senzar is a precursor of modern day Sanskrit which experiments have shown to be a computer friendly language with no alterations made in grammar or thot construction, this should make Vedic and pre Vedic translations faster...
FACT they have found evidence of five colors of cotton grown in pre Incan  cloth, we can only grow one color.and when exactly was corn first cultivated? we don't know.

it is my THEORY that this World Energy Grid is eternal and i believe that both the genius Nicola Tesla and the eccentric Wilhem Reich tapped into it.which in THEORY why thew fedgov shut them down and later stole or burned their research sinc it was a threat to Big Energy interests.
FACT both thot that energy was a human right and should be given FREE to everyone.

MORE TO COME
next i will try to get my head around mind-blowing  time traveling Nazis and how fairies might be real and extra dimensional...

LOVE YOUR MOTHER-EARTH
namaste y'all
mega

Thursday, December 16, 2010

GUSH V. BORE

"SOS   U$A  FOS!" 
local wall graffiti,
G Man i totally totally agree.

aloha 2u, just a quickie tonight.
a few days ago was the tenth anniversary of Bush V. Gore
so nautrally the slightly left media got their panties in a twisr
over it, since they seem powerless to think about anything else.
about the Supremes, Antoine Scalia the current spark plug of the Supremes
,who never met a conflict of interest-like his son and his firm testifying b4 the Supremes..SIGH.

anyway Scalia considers himself an "Origanalist"
when it comes to the Constituion(sp?)
apparently wrote in B V.G
that there is NO CONSTITUIONAL RIGHT TO VOTE...WTF?
and therefore NO RIGHT TO HAVE YOUR VOTE 
COUNTED AT ALL OR EVEN ACCURATELY...hullo Florida!


so Bush stealing one election, a coup d' tat via the Supremes and
Florida disinfranchisement or yet another via Michigan vote juggling and discouragements
were NOT ILLEGAL...per se  SIGH & CRY.

so in essence, we do not live in a democracy but a plutocracy
and what the Elites say goes, even one of the Tea Bag leaders proclaims that Voting should be restricted to Property Owners and not the common rabble.
so following that Originalist interpretation we should now abolish voting rights for wimmin and rerun to an openly  slave owning culture?

THERE IS A JEFFERSON QUOTE ABOUT TREMBLING FOR HIS COUNTRY WHEN HE FEARS THAT GOD IS JUST AND HIS PATIENCE NOT BEING INFINITE OR SOMETHING, yeah right sIGH.

 i tell ya that Canada is looking better n better, esp. for this Oreo cpl...

namaste y'all
love each other
mega

Friday, December 10, 2010

side salads

"would you like a side salad with your cyanide?"
my BFF G Man, in response to some gloomy
foreign news i sent him today about the us economy.

SIGH.
aloha 2u,
these are the time which drive men & wimmin to drink, cheap vodka if they can still afford it.
gotta love Sen.Bernie Sanders who is still filibuster for justice vs.tax cuts for the rich. i already sent an e mail to my two sham reps supporting his efforts.

had  along talk with with an OS Software engineer who described his method of a trifurcated approach to net security.
1. THERE IS NO,repeat NO,privacy online due to fedgov,hackers and foreign hackers etc etc etc.you remember i have been 'phished' twice recently and once had to have my twice rebuilt steampunk PC rebuilt yet again..$igh.
2. next we talked about having fedgov 'tails"/dossiers on us from past activities.i think i won for having the after school Russian Language Club i was a member of during the '63 Cuban Missile Crisis shut down by the FBI.. there were less than a dozen of us plus a teacher...plus i was wiretapped in the late 60s for my anti-war activities.in olden days you could hear the hollowness of the tap and often them typing on clicking away during your call, Freedom Of Speech anyone?
3.next we talked about how in the 1960s in nyc all high school boys were forced to swim naked at high school and at the Y..he said nobody ever believed him when he said this but i can testify to the truih of this, naive me thot it was Normal everywhere and that girls swam naked too-they didn't. sigh, will i ever know the whys and whereas' of this world?

Soul Mate asked me recently
"Why are the rich doing this? to what purpose
are they pauperizing the middle and working class?"
good query
i have no answer.
one foreign headline is about 'watching the american economy turning into another Detroit"...

YIKES!
SM is insisting that i be more Positive in my worldview...okay
I AM POSIITVE that i will NOT live long enuff to see the worst of this....
howz that?

please try and find Love where u can, if the world does NOT end in 2012
we still have to live amongst the debris.

we are now 3rd World 'merica
get used to it.
namaste
mega

Thursday, December 9, 2010

MY BLK LTHR JKT

"HAPPINESS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU EXPERIENCE,
IT'S SOMETHING YOU REMEMBER."OSCAR LEVANT

ALOHA 2U,

I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET... 
AND MY CAPS LOCK KEY NOW SEEMS TO BE BROKEN...SIGH.

WHEN MY BACK FINALLY COLLAPSED I COULD NOT WORK,
I GOT TWO DOCS TO AGREE TO THAT AND
I GOT CALIF DISABILITY INSURANCE FOR A YEAR, NO BIG.
I WAS TOLD TO APPLY FOR FEDERAL
SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY INSURANCE (I.E. NOT AN "ENTITLEMENT") WHICH I DID...

FIRST OFF THEY SEND YOU TO TWO DOCTORS U HAVE NEVER MET, IN MY CASE A FOOT DOC AND KIDNEY DOC, BOTH OF WHOM AGREED I WAS FUKT UP-EVEN THO THEY WERE BEING PAID TO SAY OTHERWISE.THEY ARE ALWAYS PAID TO SAY YOU CAN GO BACK TO WORK...HUGE LIMPING SIGH.

NEVERTHELESS MY CLAIM WAS DENIED AND AFTER CAL DIS RAN OUT I WAS FORCED INTO THE HUMILIATING GRIND OF APPLYING FOR WELFARE AND FOOD STAMPS WITH SINGLE MOMS AND FLASHY PIMPS TROLLING FOR NEW TALENT.(SHUDDER)

..THEY HOPE TO BREAK U WITH THIS,
NO REALLY. SOUL MATE AND I RAN INTO A DRUNK SSD CLAIMS AGENT ,
AT THE OAKLAND AIRPORT,WHO SAID THEY ROUTINELY DENY ALMOST  EVERYONE IN HOPES THAT A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE WOULD GIVE UP AND SOME EVEN COMMIT SUICIDE..THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO PROVE IT. HUGE HUGE SIGH...

SO I GOT A LAWYER FROM A LIST AT CIL-BERKELEY. SHE WAS A SMALL SHREWISH PARANOID WHITE WOMAN CONVINCED I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW FUCK HER OUTTA HER SHARE,ALMOST HALF OF THE SSD BACKPAY.HOW EXACTLY DO U PROVE A NEGATIVE?

ANYWAY IT TOOK ANOTHER YEAR AND SHE WON THE CASE AND SHE GOT HER MONEY B4 I DID AND THE WELFARE PEEPS GOT REPAID ALL THE MONEY I WAS FORCED INTO OBTAINING..SIGH..

EVENTUALLY I GOT A CHECK AMOUNTING TO SEVERAL THOUSAND DOLLARS AFTER LIVING ON FOOD STAMPS & GRISTLE, SOUL MATE SOMEHOW KEPT ME ALIVE AND YES I DID CONSIDER SUICIDE, I.E. SELF DELIVERY, QUITE OFTEN.

FIRST THING I DID WAS LIMP DOWN THE STREET TO A SMALL  TIBETAN SHOP ON UNIVERSITY BEHIND BURGER KING,BOTH NO LONGER THERE, AND GET A HANDFUL OF VARIOUS BRASS BUDDHAS AND GANESHAS AND SOME CARVED IVORY EXPLICIT NETSUKE FIGURINES.

NEXT SOUL MATE AND I WENT TO HILLTOP MALL AND GOT ME A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET AND MY FIRST ALOHA SHIRT,& STILL THE MOST BEAUTIFUL IMHO.SO IT IS WITH MIXT FEELINGS OF DESPAIR AND PRIDE THAT I LOOK AT BUT SELDOM WEAR MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...

SO NOW U KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT
FROM FEDGOV LACKIES AND DISABILITY CLAIMS.
Y'R WELCOME.

namaste
mega

Sunday, December 5, 2010

kick da can

"IF YOU WOULD ONLY RECOGNIZE THAT LIFE IS HARD,
THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER FOR YOU." Justice  Louis D.Brandeis

aloha 2u, yeah well...
am i more bummed out than usual,hard to tell..
just read the sunday papers and even the funnies aren't today.

WTF?
after a third quarter that was the RICHEST IN BIZNESS HISTORY
The Elites still spent millions demonizing O BOMBER
and handcuffing him with a GOP "Hell NO,you can't!" House...
his response was to freeze fedgov wages and treat the workers like they were pissy dogs to his hydrant.
SIGH, why is it that the only peeps who still believe in his pledge of "Change' are the very Elites
that put O BOMBER into ofc?

OUTSIDE OF THE TOP 1 PERCENT WHO IS BETTER OFF THAN THEY WERE UNDER DUBYA'S OILY HAMFISTED PLUTOCRACY????

i read Krugman and lately Robert Reich and i just wanna weep...during The Great Depression The ELITES still made out well, snapping up industries for a pittance. squelch the Unions and stiff the workers Amen.

i was going to wrtie today about SIDEKICKS
lets see if i can seque this in...
1.like cinema most white guys have a minority race sidekick,usually black,
so i was regarded as a sidekick-not a complete person, by most of my male white friends and even some of the females,b4 i learned to expect more.when i turned out to be smarter and more complex than they the friendship was over..was i to play dumb to soothe the fragile male egos as most females have learned? no, i am the star in my own life-movie.

1a. ODDITY
most sociopaths and serial killers take this ti an extreme and reduce most of the world to disposable one dimensional cut outs, oddly enuff they seem pleased to find someone like me who sees thru their bullshit..am still working on this aspect of interactions.

2.the USA as i see it has all the hallmarks of a Sociopathic Empire
a self-inflicted victim of Imperial Hubris/Overreach
with bases in over 100 countries and a rotting infastructure and workforce at home.
www.TomDisaptch.com
was talking about this on CSPAN yesterday and came up short
when it came to efforts to stop the US Permanent War footing.unlike most human sociopaths the US of Empire seems immune to truth telling and fault finding, see recent WiKiLeaks tantrum.
the COLD WAR was a scam to keep the war profiteeroing industries in high gear while the Soviets worried we were try8ing for a First Strike KNOCK OUT capability, they still don't have any version of the interstate highway system partly due that it would make it easier for future invasions.SIGH & CRY.

3.THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/MEDICAL COMPLEX OWNS OUR PUNY ASSES... and there ain't a goddamn thing we can do about it.   huge fetid sighs...


3a. its like going to Vegas to find the liquor strong, the wimmin willing and all the games rigged,just ask "The Supreme Court".$$$$$ equals Free Speech bullshit...'equal justice' for all is even more bullshit, just ask the poor,raped wimmin and abused children how "just" this society is.the great RICHARD PRYOR often joked that when niggahs go to jail all they find is JUST US...


3b.for example..if you are raped and even lose a body part, like the nipple trophy rapist in L A..about 85-90% go unreported, i never told the cops, and of that say 10 percent the number who go to trial and get their reps slimed the winning average is maybe 2 % less if the rapist is a good looking wealthy white male.the current story arc of DEXTER follows up on this scenario, personal revenge? most of us don't have the aptitude to become serial killers..some times i almost wish i didn't. when The Mirage informed me that the babysitters ex-con son had sexually abused our children;my first thot was knives,surgical gloves,nylon rope and body dumping spots..unfortunately she had told the cops first...sigh.


4.took a half assed Personality Test on FB last week, despite answering honestly i came out a NORMAL (sic) if i with my ultra dark malignant lethal directed turbulent moods am Normal then God(s) Help the US of A. i gave this more thot, i could go Postal quite easily but as i grow older the thot of gunning down innocents is less attractive, there is a scene in the much maligned WATCHMEN movie where a pair of superheroes take apart Max Security prisoners during a prison riot..yeah, i'd want a piece of that vigilante mayhem.


5.eh,Sidekicks as i say the US Empire is treating the rest of the world like Sidekicks and they resent it and they,like jackals around an ailing lion, see our flaws and weakness...they wait to pounce and i promise it won't be pretty.speaking of UGLY read an obit of democracy about SARAH PALIN as a Hitleresque faux populist prexy in 20102 or 2016......guess all that cartel drug massacres violence & femicide in Mexico ain't THAT BAD or maybe with Climate Change/Global Warming Canada wouldn't be THAT Cold. watching from the sidelines of infirmity as the American Collossus stumble and falls prior to the HOMELAND (Heimat is the original Nazi) rising again under the Tea Bag freak flag of Sarah Palin bogus Home Style mama grizzly fascism....lets just say i liked how that movie wended the first time..except for all that bringing the Nazis over here and getting Gestapo head Gehlen to start Interpol stuff.
shit, i should be drunking ber and enjoying (?) football insrtead of bumming you guys out...


6.why "kick da can"? cuz thats what O BOMBERS fedgov is doing instead of solving the Real Problems of this unequal society, see Gov.Gropers inane futile lease on Sacto expire with the shit still dripping from the corroded fan, Made in China label still attached.
more unemployed means more cannon fodder when the UI runs out?    sigh


yes G Man i can sometimes out gloom even you,agree or disagree?
Chriss, it all stinks except u and a few others growing like a lotus thru the excrement...keep a flowering please.


go team?
namaste
mega


Friday, December 3, 2010

IHSS ....IN DEEPER SHIT

"FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES BUT
REMEMBER THEIR NAMES." JFK

aloha 2u,

feeling better, returning to my normal level of misery.
meditating again and soon will return to yoga and maybe walking too.

BACKSTORY
IHSS is a fed/state /local program designed to keep sick
and elderly peeps in thir homes and not strapped to their pissy beds in some nursing home.
FACT peeps live longer at home and tend to die sooner in nursing home.
FACT there are not enuff nursing homes to accommodate
the roughly 400,000 peeps statewide in the program.
FACT ever since i hit s' cruz the state has been robbing the counties of monies used to keep peeps in the program and leaving them with a whores promise of repayment.yeah right.

FACT in good years the tasks of the Advisory Group and county locals is to improve services and accountability and in lean years its just keeping peeps alive.
FACT we hit Lean Years five years ago and now the shit has hit and broken the fan...sigh.

NOW
FACT things have gotten So Bad that last election the general populace passed a Proposition,
no not That kind,to stop the scrotes and screw ups in sacto from ever doing this again.
FACT even with this a letter is going out from sacto to tell all 56 counties in KALIpornia to cut IHSS hours by 3.6% and halt or cut workers wages too.
FACT THIS SHIT WILL KILL PEOPLE!

THINGS COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE EH?
wrong..huge huge fucking sigh.

yesterday the daily fishwrap delivered yet more cheery news
some facelss bean counter in the Census Bureau
has decided,unilaterally, that an area from the tiny pimple of a town .davenport,
on the northern edge of s'cruz county..south to the gang infested environs of salinas,
should be considered one big metro complex ( i.e.super city)
1. this is insane
2. this means massive fedgov cuts in cash allocation..namely
public transit and paratransit, public works projects and IHSS funding,
the majority of which is fedgov dispensed..
THIS SHIT WILL KILL EVEN MORE PEOPLE!!!

HAVE A MEETING LATER TODAY TO DISCUSS 
HOW MANY BODY BAGS WE WILL NEED....SIGH & CRY.

other than that it is bright sunny and cold outside, Soul Mate finally has a diagnosis of what ails her and my new heart doc is giving  me yet more pills and tells me i may be a candidate for STINT CITY a la Cheney and lose weight of course.i went on a new program bout a month ago
NO REFINED SUGARS & NO ENRICHED WHITE FLOUR,
WHOLE GRAINS ONLY YADA YADA.sounds good eh?
I HAVE GAINED 7 Pounds damnit....SIGH.

please have a better day than mine.

namaste y'all
mega

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

BBC News - Facebook U-turn over woman's breast cancer scar photo

BBC News - Facebook U-turn over woman's breast cancer scar photo
yeaaaa.....

Boijmans TV Episode 11. Shame

Boijmans TV Episode 11. Shame
NUDIST VISIT A DUTCH MUSEUM, NAKED TO SEE
NAKED ART. KINDA LONG AND ODD BUT I LIKED IT.
MEGA

Vagina Facial Spa Treatment - Peach Smoothie Vajacial - Harper's BAZAAR

Vagina Facial Spa Treatment - Peach Smoothie Vajacial - Harper's BAZAAR

okay okay, why NOT just walk around naked to show it all off.
when we were married The Mirage and i did, mucho Fun.
mega

IN DREAMS

aloha 2u,
yes i am back.
as is becoming a holiday tradition,PG & E gave us a mini blackout for my birthday, nov 21st, this time our DSL router was merely scrambled NOT fried.

i was UNDERWHELMED by the recent election results,
these United Snakes of Amnesia SIGH.
will have plenty to say about this as time goes on, O BOMBER seems to be back in Compromise Modes,yup-that worked so well b4..HUGE SIGH.

WIKI-LEAKS saw something on BBC News which said if Iran got THE BOMB one third of Israelis vowed to crap their pants then leave and Israel wound cease to be A JEWISH STATE as the fertile but bedraggled Palestinians, 4 mil inside and 6 mil outside,would soon return and overwhelm the Israeli apertheid state.that is the real reason Iran is a threat,Israel having 200 plus nukes..not a threat? if the Zionist would lighten up all would be well,see ROBERT FISK is you have Link-TV or online.the man has a love of the language which rivals that of Chris Hitchens (and IMHO my own).

but, in honor of the DVD of INCEPTION being released either today or tomorrow i will recount one of my more elaborate dreams, not entirely a side effect of my sleep meds...

IN DREAMS
i am driving down a dark road, the trees so thick and tall they crowd out the sun. it is a narrow one lane dirt road which comes to an abrupt end.atrypically i get out to look around and ask directions, as i have no maps..also atypical.
i walk uphill along the road to find five white men in camo,crouched  with shotguns,waiting to kill bears..several are eating thick juicy delicious looking club sandwiches. i ask where they got them, one whispers back "over that at the college, in the cafeteria".i look uphill where to points and see a gleaming white brick and glass modernistic college building..i walk to a glass enclosed stairwell and open an outisde door and enter, i smell food so i enter and descend four floors of white tiled walls to the basement. along the way i acquire "my Stalker" a 20s brunette in pigtails,watch cap, flannel,denim and hiking boot. i recognize her as stalking me...
at the cafeteria i find a harried waitress inside a window to the busy kitchen, i ask for a club sandwich. she tells me they only serve off the menu via table service, she tells me to take a seat...there are twenty or so large round tables,all of which are full except for a small one where my stalker sits...SIGH.
i decide to take the elevator to the surface, en route i see an incomplete outline of a bison with a pigs bristle art brush nearby, i complete the outline and take an elevator to the surface.

i come out somewhere else, on a busy city street near a police station.. i see a group of Bolivian indios in derbys and colorful serapes heading up the hill behind me, so i join them. we are soon trudging up fine grit volcanic sand along a cliff side which has a beautiful view of a red sun in the reflecting clouds. no one speaks or asks why i joined them.we soon come to a narrow dirt road with a guard shack where the indios check in for their janitor shifts, next to the guard shack and blocking the road is my car, a four door hatchback VW navy blue with gaffer tape on the driver side door(??)

i drive downhill to the busy street and turn left, i soon hear two female voices in my head commenting on my driving skills and motives.i enter the town of Live Oak, which looks like Felton and Ben Lomond on Highway 9 smooshed together,i drive along S curves and several female oriented stores. the voices are driving me crazy, commenting on my tattoos and Daddy issues.i pull over and stop, the is a condo complex next to where i stop and the voices get louder. i go inside and the voices belong to two attractive brown latina wimmin sitting at a sunny patio by the bank of elevators,they comment that, judging by my tats i would be happiest with "a busty black woman from the Southwest". i take the elevator down and come out at a basement level which is a huge round pool full of wimmin. i look up into an inverted bowl where each condo has a balcony which overlooks the pool below.i think "we should have one of these in berkeley".
it is only then i realize that half the wimmin in the pool are naked and the others topfree or suited.
a tall latina, bikini  tanlines naked with a Frieda Kahlo unibrow and faint mustache above bad teeth, climbs out and confronts me kindly."can i help you?"
"just trying to get outta here" i respond.
she directs me to another bank of elevators halfway around the pool, i circle the pool help a woman open a stuck door tot the elevators then take an elevator up. it opens to a sunny patio covered in astroturf with many older wimmin stting and sunning themsleves while totally ignoring a wailing woman with long grey hair cloppased in a heap blocking my exti. i help her to her feet an she clings to me like a lifeboat as she crys and crys and crys, i notice her hair turning from grey to boren as her crying concludes. then she grinds her pelvis against me suggestivley as exhales hot breath into my ear.
"want to?" she purrs.
"what?" i respond before she turns and slinks away.
i go outside to find my car....
fin.

this is a fairly typical dream sequence for me, several times i have dreamt a sequence one nite then continued it the next nite, i have been recording my dreams for several decades which helps with detail and memory. sometimes i am the protagonist and others just a fly on the wall.this is why i loved INCEPTION most likely.

sweet dreams
namaste
mega

Saturday, November 20, 2010

PSI FI?

aloha 2u,

NEW WORD?  "PRE-CAVE"
per MSNBC this what the O BOMBER admin does versus the GOPublicans
to discard strategic items from negotiations as OFF THE TABLE
see SINGLE PAYER HEALTHCARE,PUBLIC OPTIONS,
PERMANENT TAX CUTS FOR THE SUPER RICH and so on.

BTW saw two movies about ESP (sic) on cable recently.
1.THE GIFT with Cate Blanchett and a str filled cast Goivanni Ribisi,Keanu Reeves etc.
2.PUSH with Chris Evans (the new Capt.America in 2011) and Dakota Fanning, set in Hong Kong.
(STILL PLAYING ON SHOWTIME)

the Gift has Cate using a deck of RHINE CARDS (developed by Dr.Rhine in the 60s at Duke Univ.)
to access her prophetic and revelatory powers.i once had such a deck in the 70s, found it worse than useless. thot is was  fedgov ANTI-PSI disinformation.

BTW2
heiro-phant
interpreter of the sacred mysteries . (ufos,geomancy, sacred sites?)
this is a card in the Major Arcana of Tarot Cards.
in the 70s everyone was reading cards, i got a Celtic Cross reading in NYC and wrote it down,
good thing cuz the reading turned out to be incorrect.had my own cards Waite deck,wrapped in raw silk inside a rosewood box.have lost track of them,maybe The Mirage has them now.
back in the day when i was heavy into LSD and the consnesus reality we agree on was breaking down
i did trip sitting,seances,card reading and a taste of prophecy.i see why hallucinogenic drugs are common to most shamanic practices.

PSI (so called ESP)
anyway PUSH is more action oriented (in Hong Kong get it?)but no less real in that pre-cogs don't always see clearly and that our future is malleable, it branches like a DECISION TREE DIAGRAM depending on our actions.they called pre-cogs WATCHERS, psychokinetics MOVERS and psychometrists SNIFFERS whereas one person can have one or many aspects to their Talent or Gift. KORAK THE KILLER'S WIFE was a ghost whisperer, she talked to dead peeps..a medium if you will,as opposed to a well done?

THE BLEED
there is a series of graphic novels featuring a super hero team called The Authority, i advise you to take a peek,this is a tangent of that. they have an interdimenzsional vehicle which is located in THE BLEED, i like this concept.in quantum physics MEMBRANE THEORY this would be the "aether" wherein all the manifestations of dimensions / membrane would be located.
lets take this as a given,shall we? otherwise all these Membranes are hanging in nothingness and the 'Brane Theory of the Big Bang, the Big Jostle?, become untenable.

THEORY  THE BLEED IS AN ACTUALITY
and that things seep from one 'Brane to another,
sometimes intentionally? Mainstream Science is not yet  looking that far ahead yet but i predict they will.
i think in PSI/ESP we all have access to The Bleed and whatever secrets it may hold, see AKAHASIC RECORDS from The Vedas..what we know as REALITY IS BUT THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG
in what shall we call it? Hyper Reality? Bleed Reality?
told you i once saw a glowing transparent image of Jesus as a child in Harlem,
all these images of JC or the Virgin Mary (Earth Mother Isis?)
or tortillas,trees,paint stains what have you
are called ANOMALIES meaning WTF?
 i think human consciousness and human desire opens The Bleed...
think about this before you scoff.
i think that prayer or meditation is a non drug avenue to...
something else, elsewhen?

just a few random thots on this windy rainy day in "Paradise"...

"PERHAPS I KNOW BEST WHY IT IS MAN ALONE WHO LAUGHS;HE ALONE SUFFERS SO DEEPLY THAT HE HAD TO INVENT LAUGHTER."  Nietzsche

what about hyenas?
namaste
mega

Friday, November 12, 2010

WHY BOTHER?

"AUSTERITY;
the poor will have to tighten their belts long before eating them.' Ho Chi Zen


aloha 2u
just a few words
about the Presidents Deficit Ommisson
their verdict;

CODDLE THE RICH (& SUPER RICH) THROTTLE THE POOR.
heard on CNN or Rachwel that
the US Defense Budget (sic)
is Larger than that of
THE WHOLE WORLD COMBINED
(that includes China,
we have troops in over 100 countries,so far)
like Rome we seem destined to topple
under our own weight.SIGH.
they want to cripple Social Security
(thats some nasty Socialism there)
make Medicare unbearble
end child care help
(what lil there is)
and so on.
why don't they just shit in our face
and write FUCK YOU in it,
oh right they already did that
with the Wall Street bailouts
and the more recent $700 Bn
GIFT to the banksters again.
HUGE SORDID SIGH.

i am confused
some peeps and pundits
seem to think that
O BOMBER,
WHO HAS MEANWHILE EXTENDED
TOURS IN AFGHANISTAN BY FOUR YEARS
AND HASN'T MENTIONED GITMO IN AGES,
"will grow a spine" and stand up on his hind legs
against the 1% Elites...
c'mon Get Real.
as a fat lame half blind
enlarged heart panting
exhausted diabetic
fragile curmudgeon,a
fibromyalgia & Lyme disease &
carpal tunnel suffering crip
i'd like to see them place me in a job
which dosen't exist and won't ever agin.
no, i will be laying dead on
a sidewalk somewhere
after
i do a Bernie Goetz on their asses!

a last shard of sanity
read the tea leaves, what the Wall Street Elites
are proposing with
PERMANENT BUSH CRIME FAMILY
TAX CUTS and offshore banking and
so called Negative Taxes for Corporations
(meaning some get Refunds on Taxes They Don"t Pay)
is exactly what Hoover did
and FDR did briefly before seeing
that it would drive the US economy into a ditch then off the cliff.
lets paraphrase Kanye West...
"the Rich don't care about Poor Peeple."

during The Great Depression the rich still partied
and bought businesses for lil more than a song,
they got richer
they did not suffer from The Depression
just as
dirt poor black/sharecroppers
like my grandpaents on both sides
didn't suffer from it for opposite reasons.

like G Man sez, we are well and truly fukt
as the formerly Middle Class,
now jobless flotsam. move from
tract homes to shabby motels
to permanent homelessness
and see their listless lives run out
without hope
or even a Negro prayer
of Salvation "someday".
we are all The Rust Belt now
aging abandoned  discarded
left to the cruelty of time and rust,
and once they have totally shredded the "safety net"
what do they expect us to do?
go into the forest like the Maya and North Koreans
to queitly starve to death?
or will there military turn there guns on us
like Ike and McArthur did on COXIE'S ARMY?
in the30S
or they could always have Blackwater do it...
SMIRKY SIGH.

given the state of everything
i think tis better
to be closer to Death
these days, my memory
of the Past Century
is still too fresh to just lay down
and let the tanks roll over me...

TGIF?
namaste
mega
(not affiliated with MEGAMIND,
MEGA SALES or any other
commerical entitiy misusing my name)
SIGH.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A "LEVEL PLAYING FIELD" 2

"A casual stroll thru the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything." Nietzche

aloha 2u
and another thing or three
...
1940s-60s NYC
where i grew up, nyc, u knew where the ehtnics lived -niggers in Harlem (formerly where the Dutch had been b4 pushed into then out of HAARLAM), Brooklyn,Bed-Stuy around Coney Island and tiny parts of Queens,"spics" (mostly puerto ricans in Spanish Harlem and parts of the South Bronx,middle class and rich jews along Fordham Road and Grand Concourse,Italians in Lil Italy and Hells kitchen and the few Chinese in Chinatown near the Bowery and Greenwich Village-which was often racially and sexually mixt and whites just about everywhere else.

1960s San Antonio TEXass
niggers on the east side,wetbacks got the shitty south side (which looked worse than Tiajuana when i was there but was near jobs at  Lackland Air Force Base),rich whites got the north side near the airport and less rich to middle got the west side.

1960s L.A.
niggers in Central and South L.A.,Compton and Watts, latinos got the entire east side, some Koreans in KoreaTown (near Crenshaw???) which was south of Central but above Compton and Watts,middle class whites to the west and the rich whites in the north west side-Hollywood Hills and San Fernando Valley( home of the Valley Girl). i lived in Inglewood briefly near the Felt Forum which was apparently mixt racially then at Central near the L.A. Coliseum and USC (nicknamed the University of Spoiled Children..OJ is a famous  alum)

1970s to 1980s frisco
black peeps talk and it doesn't take long to know where
you can safely rent and where you'll only get your feelings hurt.
North Beach was originally the Italian sector until Chinatown encroached on it then they fled  south  to San Mateo County,flipinos and latinos got Daly City, while the blax got Hunters Point ( with its WWII contamination issues still unresolved) the Other Third (bleak post industrial squalor),ButcherTown nearby, the Filmore and West Addition west of City Hall and parts of the seedy shabby Tenderloin, the Haight was mixt since the hippies and the Avenues were lily white until the elderly Chinese  moved in then White Flight kicked in again, the Marina (crippled during Loma Prieta) was lily white with a very few Chinese and SoMa south of Market was elderly filipino and white sea mean and of course Redeveloped for rich peeps in highrises...the latinos owned the Mission from the Central  Freeway all the way south to Daly City with a few whites sprinkled along San Jose Avenue and elsewhere( SM lived there too).

i lived in the Haight when speed was king then later in the Tenderloin at Geary and Leavenworth, i just realized that i integrated my building...my white friend Bill V told me about upcoming vacancy next to his place and i was the second to see the place before noon (the woman b4 had not liked the color of the walls or the offer by the manager Clyde to DIY) Clyde asked me what i thot of the walls, a pinkish salmon. i said IT HAS FOUR RIGHT,OKAY WITH ME. peeled off the rent and security deposit and began moving in that day. lil did i know that most of the lil olde lady retirees were terrified of me....as they were of the Korean couple who moved in to replace the sticky fingered Clyde.

1975 frisco
found out that two of the five cab companies at that time did NOT hire wimmin, black and brown, i can name them since there was a lawsuit-Luxor and Desoto, the third company hired mostly Chinese that its owner Guy Wong could bully.so it was a choice of Yellow or Veterans (began by WWII vets natch) so i got hired by Veterans...didn't take long to find out where to go if you wanna get robbed...

1986 frisco oaktown
i had a pregnant white wife and four cats, so we all moved to Oakland which has a frothy mix of all ehtnicities in the flat lands and the snobby white rich perched on the hills above. it you are white with a black or tan partner you soon learn that your skin color counts for nothing when you move and in The Mirage's case she soon learned that black wimmin would taunt and hate her until she produced a cute lil chocolate child...she and i would play the skin game when it came to deal with shopping,door to door hucksters,Jehovah Witnesses and the many moves we had to endure,some even voluntarily.one point, i never met my in laws, they sent only enuff for The Mirage and the kid then kids but never me, and The Mirage got called WHORE for Her Trick Babies by many in the whites of the Mid west.. SIGH.  her sister and husband in frisco,being 'liberals' seemed to accept me okay.but what do i know?

1990s Mendocino County
jusy pretend that everything from the 1950s to the mid 1990s NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED
yes it was That Bad.i have touched on this before...LONG DEPRESSED SIGHS.

2000s
even tho s'cruz has exactly the same racial mix as Mendo i have only faced blatant racism here once when a white kid played stupid when i asked for a Marianne Faithful CD at a nearby store , now defunct record store, i know it was racism cuz SM went in the very next day and got the CD minus any hassle.
we recently went to HENFLINGS  a notorious biker bar along Highway 9, i was half expecting trouble but we went with friends.and soon saw latinos, polynesians and a couple of mixt breeds and aside from the spine-unfriendly bar stools we had a nice time.

i was working toward a point somewhere...
oh, right
was listening to RUSH LIMBO on KSCO as i waited for Soul Mate outside the doctors office today, he was proposing a punitive tax ONLY ON KALIpornia cuz we had the audacity to pass AB32 in the face of Big Oils attempt to squash it. with Prop 25. he was in full throated  bloviation mode as i turned it so i never found out what set him off. of course the DITTOHEADS called in to regurgitate this party line LEVEL PLAYING FIELD NONESENSE.
speaking of nonsense this is one i forgot, when i went back to college as an old fart in my mid 30s i could tell that everyone around me that i was some kinda AFFIRMATIVE ACTION  BABY( altho i never took a cent in fedgov student  loans and paid cash all the way thru to my aptly named B.S.

DATING
okay okay,
not   so much, had white and jewish and even a hungarian tourist who liked me,
from nyc to l.a. to frisco.also had chances with chinese and even a native american  wimminor two.
older younger it didn't seem to matter.SOUL MATE calls it looking to The Twinkle
i necver had a name for it, i could just see within a minute or two SOMETHING
changed behind their eyes and sex and possibly Love was INEVITABLE.
thanx to my mother crippling my self esteem
i never thot of myself as handsome.still don't...
old pictures tell a different story  SIGH.

if you're looking for Racism Everywhere-u will find it
if you're like me and mostly Not Looking you will still find it.

WE ARE NOT A COLOR BLIND SOCIETY, NO MATTER WHO IS IN THE WHITE HOUSE OR ON THE RADIO, BUT LIKE RODNEY KING SAID "CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?" IS THAT TOO DAMN MUCH TO ASK? look in the Ten Suggestions in the christian Bible etc etc u know the drill..sigh.

FASCINATING as Mr.SDpock would say
that Mystery Missle launch 35 miles off the coast of KALIpornia
the Pentagon denies all knowledge of this undersea missle launch
then HOME LAND (HEIMAT in the original Nazi German) Security
sez they don't know either BUT
it's not a threat to national security..oh really?

FACT  contrails from planes do NOT launch from the oceans,
only missiles or UFOs can do that, to our meager knowledge.
are we so stupid we can be lied to like shortbus children?
has the dysfunctional education and drugging network
finally succeeded in reducing our grey amtter
to the wattage of rocks???
DUMBASSIFICATION TRIUMPHS
while we all lose..HUGE HUGE HUGE SIGH.

i gotta go
namaste
mega

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

A "LEVEL PLAYING FIELD"?

"cur -mud -geon (origins unknown)
1.(archaic)a crusty,ill tempered ,churlish old man.
2.(modern) anyone who hates hypocrisy and pretense
and has the temerity to say so;anyone with the habit 
of pointing out unpleasant  facts in an engaging and humorous manner.
foreword from THE PORTABLE CURMUDGEON
a book of quotes and salty observations complied by Jon Winokur,
i am so defined and stand guilty as charged!


Aloha 2U,
SIGH.

our car radio is broken and all we get on
this cheap emergency radio is KSCO, a local Fox affliliate.
the owner and radio host were both gloating about the DIMS "Shellacking"
then the owner gave the usual Conservative claptrap about cutting the Defict
and creating a LEAN GOVT by cutting "entitlements"
like social security,Medicare,Medicaid, Food Stamps and everyhting
else the poor and elderly depend on.

they olde "Level Playing Field" argument was rolled out like some dusty zombie pony.
let me tell you about the LPF as it pertains to the "liberal SF Bay Area"
where i lived for two plus decades.
1. found out pretty damn quick which areas i could and Could NOT live,
asked around after getting a series of rejections and no call backs,and i had the ca$h!
racist bastards but at least they didn't flat out lie to my face..
2.hotel jobs
as i have mentioned i worked in a two high priceded
Union Square area hotels for almost nine years..
my first boss was a well dressed ex-cop Paranoid Alcoholic
who got fired for repeatedly hitting on the Uber Boss' blonde mistress,
despite many warnings he eventually drove her to tears.
and it cost him his job...the Director of Personnel Trish,
"Trash" behind her back as she wobbled by drunkenly
atop pricey Come Fuck Me heels,
this grotesque scrawny Punch & Judy pallid Trust Fund Baby
told me they didn't "need a new Director of Security"
i could do the job with a minor pay bump..
okay, now i was replacing both a non-cop bra less shirt open
to the belt non-cop lesbian
and my PA boss, so did...then Trash rewrote
every schedule i produced ging more hours to
her ex fireman fave who only wanted to
work a few hours NOT full time.
Trash kept on giving him more hours
until he quit..which she blamed me for.

a few weeks later FAT BOY waddled in,
a morbidly obese retired ex sheriff
as the new director of Security.
he was white breathless and florid,
again i was told they weren't hirng any Asst
which i took with my usual gracelessness...sigh.
okay, i was working full time and
going to college full time so i put up with it.
plus it paid really well, at least $15 and hour
plus profit sharing back in the 80s.
so one day this lazy dumb ass wanders into
the Security Office and intriduces himself
as the New Asst Director, so now i have
to train yet another white guiy how to be my boss.
time passes
i see him punch in but i never spot him in the lobby or on the floors
neither do the gay and pinoy guards, how odd.
maybe six seven weeks later a waitress tells me how
she spotted in in the lobby of a nearby hotel wearing their uniform!
i check the schedule and he was paid for working that nite,hmmmm.
double dipping, how  nice for him.

now the hotel had a policy that upper managemnt
had to spend the weekends there in case of
emergenices but really it was just a perk,
Security and the Engineering handled all that.,
the Uber Boss his blonde wife and blonder
mistress spent a romantic weekend there once or twice...
so once or twice FAT BOY got the perk and didn't bring his wife
took him awhile to notice that his ASST was nowhere to be found,
so natch he starts riding me about it.
like he couldn't just ask the Dumb Fuck himself?
one of the perils of competency
is that peeps thing you know Everything about the job,
which i did come close to.
so one day i was in a bad mood when he fielded this query again
and i told him where to  go...
across the street and one block down.

FAT BOY was Astonished and told Trash,
they secretly took a picture of him and
stapled it to his timecard
then they shut the back-house early
to force him to come thru the lobby and be fired.
which he did and was....

yet again i was told they didn't need an Asst..SIGH.
Trash thot herself sooo convincing" and me a fool apparently
and so two weeks later Cheatin' Catholic a notoriouosly cowardly ex cop showed up
( i had freieds on the force, esp. nabe nite cops who knew
that it they got a call from the hotel it was a legit beef and
bring handciffs cuz some motherfucker was going ta jail. )
i had what is know as Street Cred among cops,whores and crazies...
anyway C-C turned out to be both lazy and a coward
who was Never around when u needed him, i found out why later...
a Nicaraugan woman ran the hotel laundry in the basement next to Security
and one day her eldest son showed up for a summer job, no biggie
i can work with anyone not on crack,boozing outta cotrol
or terminally stupid  USUALLY.
his Mom was cool so i went easy on him, showed him around
and he Took Notes which showed he was no dummy and
the waitresses hormones all went on High Alert as he was handsome
in his gold neckchains and jewelry...so i told him to wander around, find the Detex
punch keys on his own,which he did.
he came back a bit later,puzzled.
he'd found a couple of employees
screwing in one of the suite/confrenece rooms.
okay, that was actually normal for both str8s and gays
not to mention drug dealing and purchases.his
Mom had warned him to always Be Discrete
so when the woman saw him he'd backed out discretely.
i asked for descriptions and he gave good ones
esp."short bald tanned bulbous nose,loud grunting"
so i responded that Ms.X was the Asst Director of Catering
and C-C was his new boss.(MS X who i was eying for a minor fling myself,
later came and apolojized for disappointing me and herslelf,
she quit soon thereafter, hotel staff can be viscious gossips & a good source of info)

the way i knew he was Catholic is that one Xmas
his wife came to the holiday party and was stunned
to learn the Knights of Columbus group met on Saturdays
NOT the Wednesdays her cheatin spouse had told her for years,
can i get an amen somebody?
so C-C took my days off forcing me to mid week
meaning i had NO days where i didn't have to be anywhere,
despite him i graduated Cum Laude,so there.
SPEAKING OF XMAS, GOT THE PERFECT GIFT ONE YEAR AS
FAT BOY AND TRASH WERE CAUGHT FUCKING 
IN THE WIDE OPEN TRASH-ROOM BY FAT BOY'S CURIOUS WIFE .
THIS WAS ODD SINCE TRASH HAD AN OFFICE
THAT LOCKED LESS THAN 20 FEET AWAY AND
THE HOTEL HAD MAYBE 12% OCCUPANCY
SO THERE WERE PLENTY OF ROOMS AVAILABLE,
(BOTH SECURITY AND ENGINEERING HAD PASSKEYS TO EVERYTHING).

i chortled with delight as both were summarily fired,
then C-C became my boss and was useless,as expected.
so i went to another newer 1000 room hotel where i met The Mirage
and another trust fund baby, his hobby was restoring wrecked
Porsches near his Nob Hill abode,there was also a
coke pipeline which ran ran str8 from Columbia up his nose,
he was the pissy kinda rich snob who was sooo whacked
out he NEVER read the nitely reports we worked so deligently on
and so was constantly surpised as the morning meetings,
which hethen  took out his frustration on us with whacky
commanda and promise of COMP TIME for all the unpaid OT we put in.
NOBODY EVER GOT A CENT,INSTEAD WE ALL GOT FIRED
OVER SOME PETTY SHIT OR OTHER, which were his marching
orders as he told The Mirage b4 he fired her too.

that is the LPF from my perspective,
had other jobs when younger where you
had to fuck the crabby grabby shrew of a boss
to get a raise, NO THANX.

BTW
one of the signs of a true sociopath is
a LACK OF TRUE COMPASSION
they can mimic it but as SOUL MATE calls it,
in some of us THE BULLSHIT DETECTOR
GOES OFF & WE ARE NOT AMUSED.
Mad Tea Party anyone?

all i know is wahts out there,et tu?

namaste
mega

FASCISM MUCH?

"When a man wants to murder a tiger he calls it sport;
when a tiger wants to murder him he calls it ferocity." 
George Bernard Shaw, when fedgov wants to murder men...

ALOHA 2U,
damnit where are the protests?
where are the riots in the streets?
where is the rage at being shafted yet agian?
where is..where was i? (bleak humor there)

1.US Intel Agencys spooks and Special Forces have had the 'right;' to kill anyone,any time anywhere-whom they regarded as speedbumps "on the road to deocoracy" SIGH.
2.O BOMBERS DJ is defending John Ashcroft and other members of the BUSH CRIME FAMILY with the fraudulent concept of ABSOLUTE IMMUNITY for some high ranking public officials.

O BOMBER could rape and kill a child on Live TV
and walk away uncharged..HUGE HUGE SIGH.

3. now the DOJ wants to legalize O BOMBERS RIGHT TO KILL AMERICANS WHO ARE "ENEMIES OF THE STATE", by their definitions-anyplace,anywhere,anytime. the American Iman in Yemen for example but why stop there? protesters,anti war peace groups,green party members, ..snarky bloggers???

BTW the $600Bn the Fed Reserve just dumped into
the banking industry "to help small biz",
define SMALL...everything i read sez it will be used
to destabilize the economies of the EU and China
in a bid to make IMPORTS MORE EXPENSIVE
FOR US CITIZENS- OMG! (snark)
in a spurious effort to PROMOTE AMERICAN JOBS.
JUST LIKE THE SPURIOUS STIMULUS EH?

the FEDERAL RESERVE IS
A QUASI GOVERNMENT AGCY
RUN BY & FOR THE BANKS,
IF THEY BURN THE COUNTRY DOWN
AROUND US WILL O BOMBER PROTEST?
efforts of a responslbe national bank have
repeatedly been overturned in us history.
much like Single Payer Healthcare here in KALIpornia
...SIGH & CRY.

BTW2 the Evil Empire is promoting ( per CNN mouthpieces)
JEB BUSH as the ANTI OBOMBER over nutcase
Sarak Flailin and Palin LONG DEPRESSED SIGH.

gotta stop now before i pike all over my shiny new keyboard,
the typos i often make are apparetnly caused by
some variety of brain damage, possibly a whipser stroke
like my buddy Tomas has frequently.for example
BLAKC is how it comes out typing,
(hows that 4 irony?)
even a new keyboard with larger one inch
square keys has NOT solved anything
even with a slower hunt & peck style SIGH.
THIS IS NOT THE BEST I CAN DO UNDAMAGED,
i m just sayin'

BTW3
have resumed anti-drepressants
at half dosage
minus medical advice as
i would like to stay married-i am now
IMPOSSIBLE  To Live With without them..
even i couldn't live with myself like that...
HUGE CRANKY SIGH.

be good to each other
namaste
mega"

Saturday, November 6, 2010

SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

aloha 2u
this is NOT an exhaustive survey and i will try to keep THEORY & FACT clearly delineated but often the line blurs,feel free to Wiki or Google anything herein...some of this is from ANCIENT ALIENS (sic) on the History Channel, a pinch of Charles Fort and dozens of books & copies of Nexus magazine i have read on these topics over the decades.

FACT
Mars has two moons,over the last two hundred plus years astronomers have had trouble following them,why?to my knowledge EVERY attempt to land on either of these two small moons have failed,as have many missions to Mars.
the FACE ON MARS..Fact or Theory?
troubling aspect to me are the visible pyramids nearby, pyramids have STRAIGHT LINES,straight lines are ALWAYS Man Made..Nature doesn't do straight lines,keep this point in mind.

FACT OUR MOON
\when NASA landed on our moon, it rang like a bell.is our moon Hollow??? NASA seismographs have noted the Moon ringing with each landing.FACT moon dust is rich in HELIUM 3,as are our oceans, this is a powerful non radioactive power source.

FACT/THEORY...i found it odd that when NASA landed on the moon and then quit, none of the Apollo landings were anywhere near several craters where astronomers have reported lines of clearly visible moving lights since the late 1800s,neither were so called "bottomless craters" targeted nor explored..

FACT the MODERN ERA of Flying Saucers began about the year i was born..1947
the crashes at ROSWELL & SOCORRO New Mexico and the death of Maj.Kenneth Arnold over Washington chasing what were soon dubbed "Flying Saucers".....

FACT STONEHENGE
and Avebury and other monolithic structures are built atop and along what they call in Europe LEY LINES,DRAGON LINES IN China,if our planet were a person and you gave it acupuncture to increase stamina and  longevity then you would do it along THESE STRAIGHT LINES.
THEORY the Pyramid Code on the Docu channel had a THEORY that rather than our hierarchial notions of these massive structures as royal tombs PERHAPS they were built to empower the peeps around them with a "now lost Subtle Energy Technology"...i like this idea,more on these energies later.

FACT/ THEORY  ATLANTIS
there was a theory that the reason Egypt developed first in the Lower Nile and the Nubian Desert is because there was once a Sahara River which made trade with Atlantis easier,decades later NASA satellites found evidence of just such a major river.it is a curious FACT that Egypt seems  more advanced the further you go BACK into pre-Pharonic history.FACT there is some evidence that Egyptiian heiroglyphs MIGHT PREDATE SUMERIAN CUNEIFORM...unfortunately the Egyptian fedgov has been recently tightfisted with their micro-managing discoveries as some of the luster removed might damage the tourist industry.

FACT THE SPHINX
EDGAR CAYCE,the Sleeping Prophet, predicted long before his death in the 1940s, that a vast Hall of Records could be found between the paws of the SPHINX,also somewhere in the Yucatan-he also predicted the discovery of the BIMINI WALL.anyway back to the Sphinx..various researchers and TV crews using ground penetrating radar have found that there is indeed a vast cavity beneath the left paw of the Sphinx and a passageway on its left side..the response of the Egyptian fedgov was to build a high fence,deny all access and post armed guards to deter the curiousity seekers.

FACT-A COMMON THREAD
if you are a fan of Comparative Religions/Mythology-as am i- one cannot help but ntitce that MOST CIVILIZATIONS attribute their advance from the caves to "SKY GODS" who taught them the Basics...Sumer.Egypt,Maya.Aztecs,Toltecs,the Vikings, the Vedic Empires of India,Ancient China,Polynesia,Native Americans,you get the idea.
now i often write fiction and i have found over the years that if you write about an ancient culture and seek a counterpart to Zues,Thor,Apollo or whoever..it only takes one of two reference books to find them.
Example../a tall pale white man with long flowing blond hair-KUKULCAN of the Maya? QUEZTLCOATL of the Aztecs? VIRACOCHOA of the Incans? all of the above but also alleged VENUSIANS first contacted by GEORGE ADAMSKI in the 1950s-initially viewed as a crackpot Adamski is now recognized as among the first CE3K contactees, his book and the books of GREY BARKER are fairly level headed in their approach to mystifying events.

FACT STARS ABOVE
can you name the ONLY CONSTELLATION MENTIONED IN THE BIBLE?
ITS THE PLIAEDES (sp?)
if you are asked to name three constellation studied by any ancients with astronomy choose The PLIAEDES,ORION AND SIRIUS.the Sphinx,which orginially had a Lions Head( FACT) is oriented toward Sirius and the placements of the three pyramids on the Giza Plateau mirror the stars in Orion's Belt..

FACT THE ANNUNAKI (sp?
okay, if you want to accept SUMER in Babylon (modern Iraq) as the Cradle of Civilization, they claim they were kick started by the Annunaki roughly translated  "those who come from the sky above".when a child grows it has to crawl before it can walk then run..civilizations are like that too.it's like finding a Neanderthal,whose brains were actually larger than our own FACT, coming out of a cave and stepping into a Stealth jet fighter.NOT VERY LOGICAL IS IT? but its precisely what we are lead to think-rather not think.

FACT MODERN MAN has been around since before the last Ice Age..what has he been doing?running naked in Africa as a hunter-gatherer yet the Neanderthals had jewelry and buried their dead with religious ceremony but we are asked to think that peeps in a more favorable climate than Ice Age Europe had NO Culture?what were they doing???

FACT THERAPODS-INTELLIGENT DINOSAURS
Velocoraptors,if you saw any of the Jurassic Park series you know that these were the baddest motherfuckers on the planet for millions of years, T Rex didn't have shit when it came to their pack mentality.recent evidence have found that most of the smaller quicker dinosaurs were Warm Blooded-just like us, bipedal and curious-just like us,predators-just like us,nurtured their young-just like us...now dinosaurs REIGNED FOR MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF YEARS
just let that sink in
MILLIONS AND MILLIONS, NOT MERELY 400,000 or so.
THEORY what if,in all that time, these therapods being both intelligent wand bipedal
EVOLVED INTO A MORE HUMANOID DISPOSITION?
forgot where i saw this theory but why not?
bear with me there is a point ahead....
supposed they build cities and then spacecraft
capable of HYPERSPACE DRIVE (more on this later)
given what lil i understand of Einstein's flawed theories
the closer you go to the speed of Light ( SoL)and even faster into FTL and Hyperspace
there is a Time Dilation Effect
whereas to you it seems than ten years have passed
but back on Earth maybe a thousand or a Million years have passed.

WHAT IF THESE SO CALLED "ALIENS" AREN'T REALLY
BUT MERELY INADVERTENT TIME TRAVELERS?

ADAMSKI reported communicating with the tall blond regal Nordic looking VENUSUIANS (sic),which i at first attributed to 50s racism, and a species now commonly  known as THE REPTILIANS..both possess FTL space flight and much advanced technology.both seek to manipoulate humanity,or have Always been?

FACT-THEORY TACHYONS
love Theoretical Physics Concepts but hate the math.
MEMBRANE THEORY ("BRANE THEORY)
asserts for Einstein & Quantum Physics to be valid
we must be operating in six or more Dimensions.
thus the BIG BANG can be explained a energy transfers between dimensions
REMEMBR THAT ACCORDING TO OUR CURRENT LAWS
OF PHYSICS MATTER CANNOT BE EITHER CREATED OR DESTROYED...
so, as i understand it, these Membranes bump each other like twins in the womb
and WHITE HOLES rip a new one and a NEW UNIVERSE IS BORN.
LETS AVOID IN WHAT context THESE''BRANES EXIST WHICH GOES FROM COSMOLOGY TO MYTHOLOGY METHINKS.(if MYTH is a slightly exaggerated History or Racial Memory-see AKAHASIC RECORD/MT.MERU/SHAMBALLA.

FACT EINSTEIN WAS SOMETIMES WRONG
Einstein claimed that the Speed of Light is finite and immutable,
that seems to depend upon the medium thru which it travels,
scientists at UC have slowed the SoL down to about 300 mph.
so lets take the other direction
TACHYONS have long been a THEORY in Quantum Physics
and seems to fit neatly into 'Brane Theory.
as i understood it, a Tachyons's normal speed is FTL
and when it slows down or decays it becomes photon within the SoL range.
think WARP DRIVE on STAR TREK, which is based on surprisingly good science.
so Tachyons live in HYPERSPACE in the limbo
of WORMHOLES BETWEEN 'BRANES PERHAPS?

FACT  vs.THEORY? EXACTLY HOW OLD IS MANKIND?
GO TO www.mcremo.com for more details
he has a Forbidden Archeology Museum onsite
with dates and times of recent discoveries outside the
realm on conventional thinking.
one is a mortar and pestle found during the California Gold Rush
dated as Possibly 33-55 MILLION YEARS
due to the strata it was found in..
Cremo also reports that in 1979 a team lead
by the world famous Mary Leakey
found fossil human footprints
in old volcanic ash, not just Humanoid
but Modern Human by every definition..
certified as being at least
3 MILLION PLUS YEARS OLD.how can that be?

see ICA Peru link, so which is it ?100,000
or 1 million or perhaps even 4-5 million years
of lost human history (sic) PREHISTORY.
is the ATLANTIS or MU myth a remannt of
our distant past and acomplishments?
that's my THEORY.

FACT vs THEORY THE PROBLEMS OF GENESIS
have covered parts of this before but have recently
come across new relevant data,see above.
have a Bible handy?
1.this has always gnawed at me
GEN 1 depicts a fairly scientific sequence of the creation of the Universe,
in exact order of complexity,how odd.
2.GEN 7 why does ALMIGHTY GOD have to 'rest'?
this Being from The Time Before Time has to Rest?
made too many billions of galaxies,strs,planets and species?
moving on, this is also the FIRST CREATION OF MANKIND
GEN 2:7 then the Garden of Eden is concocted and MAN is put into it?
where exactly was MAN/WOMAN before this?
most MYTHS are plagarized from earlier sources in Sumer and India, example
ADAMA is Sumerian for Man,mankind but also Slave.AD-HAM
in the old tongues meant 'red man',why?
myths of The Great Flood and the First Couple are also fairly common .
like the first human couple which emerges from The Ice (Ice Age?)
..after the Norse Ragnorok,Twilight of the Gods (see Wagner et al).

BTW NASA recently found the missing Third River of Eden,Pison is now a dry river bed
in lower Saudi Arabia, a virtual Paradise before the devastating Ice Age ending Flood.
which 'Brane Theory would not contradict nor Modern Biology.
Eden Found-A PERFECT MATCH to the Biblical description except...
"THE LAND OF NOD"..now NOD translates out as STRANGERS,
so when Cain slew Abel hethen  fled Eden to impregnate
an unnamed  woman of Nod then built the first cities..
but if Adham and Heva were the first humans then WTF?
why were humans created Twice,was "God" disappointed?see GEN 5
speaking of which..YAWEH/ JEHOVAH allegedly had a wife SOPHIA
who graduated to becoming a major Goddess amongst a myriad of cultures,
see Astarte in all her permutations. now when The Serpent told Heva
that "ye shall be as gods,knowing good and evil"really? GEN 3:5
GODS as in Plural, just as the "original" word ELOHIM is Plural. a family of Gods perhaps?
also what got me kicked out of Sunday School,at a tender age,
why would ALMIGHTY GOD create
THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL,
another seemingly worldwide motif..the Bodhi tree,
the Norse Yggdrasil (sp?)
then FORBID the humans to taste it yet allow The Serpent to tempt them,
the Serpent a worldwide symbol of ancient religions,
knowledge and immortality-look just about everywhere
from the Naga Cults of India to Meso and South America to the 'dragons' of China.
one cultures God is another's Demon...

where was i? right GEN 3:8
how is ALMIGHTY GOD,creator of the Universe
WALKING IN THE GARDEN in the cool of the evening?
this makes no damn sense Unless...
aside from SATANISTS there are many
relgions that accept that our version of LUCIFER
is the Real God of this material world.
exactly how do a THIRD OF "GODS" ANGELS REVOLT???
ALMIGHTY,ALL SEEING & ALL KNOWING
REMEMBER?
MAYBE THEY'RE NOT REALLY "ANGELS"?

FACTS VS THEORY ANGELS & GIANTS

GEN 6:2
"That the SONS OF GOD (emphasis added)
saw the daughters of Men were fair; and they took them wives
of all which they chose."
OMG sexless ethereal angels fucking human wimmin,
just like the lusty Greco-Roman or Native Americans Sky People.
also the whole "giants in the earth" thing.
NEPHILIM or fallen angels, Lucifer, in
the "original" is this just a Myth like Golaith,Jack in the Beanstalk
and ancient Moundbuilder and Southwest traditions of giants being both red haired and cannibals?
WELL...on the History Channel lately
they recounted old PIUTE legends of the tribes forcing
these bastards into a deep cave then shooting arrows into
them before setting the whole mess afire
GUESS WHAT?
WHITE SETTLERS MINING BAT GUANO FOR THEIR FARMS
in the deep Lovelock Nev Caves found human remains,
very very old human remains.
experts date them as possibly from 1500 BCE
and aside from being red haired most were seven to eight
feet tall, so much for my Theory of Lost Marauding Vikings...
did i mention yet that archeologists in Israel found the
moat around an ancient Philistine city with potchards.
indicating some belonged to someone named GOLIATH...
BTW the ANCIENT ALIENS docu showed the PHYSICAL REMAINS,
"hard evidence" like the sceptics ususally demand,
of these giants compared to Normal Man, these skulls a
nd other bones are NOT ON DISPLAY TO THE PUBLIC
yet they allowed an expert with TV cameras to view and touch them.why?


so like the Vedic SANSCRIT  lit the RAMAYANA & MAHARABATA
much of what has previous ignored or dismissed as Myth has found
a very firm basis in Truth,as we define it.
VITIRIFIED GLASS  fused from sand is clear evidence of
Nuclear Explosions, a technique often used to encase
nuclear waste for burial-see GLASSIFCATION, not surprisingly found
in the same regions where the Vedas described the massive air war between
Ancient India and Atlantis,go figure.

BRACE YOURSELF, THERE IS MORE TO COME...

watch the skies
namaste
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