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Sunday, October 31, 2010

ME WORRY?

"If you REALLY want "smaller government" then..Vote for Midgets!" sly humor from SOUL MATE yesterday...


SIGH.
(just igore the Caps freeze ok?)
predictably the black helicopters/the sky is falling crowd is foaming at the mouth about a possible FALSE FLAG OP involving the Yemeni Printer Bombs. admittedly OSAMA BIB LADEN (Osama Been Hiding?) was a CIA asset against the Soviets in Afghanistan and might possibly be involved or complicit in the FASCIST TAKE OVER OF THE USA via 9-11 and convienient ready made Terror Alerts which stampede "we the sheeple" over the lemming ledge of sanity..HUGE SIGH.

okay take a sec and think,really think, what if they're right..no, not just Far Right, but O BOMBER has done lil or nuthin to counteract Dubya's war crimes,2 BOGUS WARS WITH COFFINS CHOCK FULL OF HAPLESS "HEROES", JINGOISM RUN AMOK, Gitmo, renditions or Constitiuion -crippling edicts has he?the DOJ (dept of "Justice" sick sick sick) IS STILL PROSECUTING MANY SPURIOUS CLAIMS AGAINST FAke terrorists and the gullible entrapped by FBI provocatuers...
O BOMBER promised us CHANGE...tell that to the record number of jobless, the foreclosed and homeless, the "99ERS" who have run out of time and Unemployment Insurance, the MAD AS HELL AT EVERYBODY Tea Party ..WE ARE A NATION IS FREE FALL CRISIS WHILE THE DIMOPUBLICANS ARE STILL SHOUTING ABOUT SEATING ARRANGEMENTS ON THE TITANIC...
what has Changed except putting on a burnt cork economy Minstrelized blackface on the same old,same old..just got out and do yore dance niggah, them white folks is payin good money ta see ya...HUGE HUGE SIGH.
as my friend G Man sez..WE ARE SO TOTALLY ROYALLY FUKT IT AIN'T EVEN FUNNY!

IT IS TO WEEP...but that's NOT what is worrying me.

even in a Mad Max Post Apocalyptic world we still need the basics..clean water, clean air and food.
with O BOMBER shilling for CLEAN COAL & CLEAN NUCLEAR POWER (sic) we may have to wrtie off the Clean Air..okay so Clean Water and Food...
have you heard of FRACKING YET? no not the Battlestar Galactica FRAK U , i mean deep mining,onland, for scarce resources which has a byproduct of contaminating the surrounding water table and making some water FLAMMABLE, YUP TAP WATER THAT BURNS!.. there's a docu about but the name escapes me now, check  out Democracy Now or BBC News for the relevant info. NYC and Philly and DC may loss All Acess to potable drinking water..the Pentagon (SIGH) has bee War Gaming water as a Scarce Resource for decades now...
okay, we can desal and maybe purify the fracked up water, if any Science survives Tea Party "democracy"...so that leavesa Food...

seen any bees lately? no really, when waas the last time you saw a bee. for me about 18 months ago and one was so sick i thot it a wasp.. COLONY COLLAPSE DISORDER has killed Billions of bees and we in KALIpornia are currently importing hives from New Zaeland we hope are clean.BEES ARE IMPORTANT TO MOST AGRICULTURE AND MOST FRUIT BEARING TREES...what causes CCD?
some peeps and pundits think GMO Crops and their UNNATURAL ATTRIBUTES are killing of bees as a byproduct of PROFIT$...SIGH. i'm still watching....so what if bees all vanish, no big right? hundreds of species go extinct every decade and we don't give a Good Goddamn, so what?

WHITE NOSE FUNGUS..is killing 90 to 100 percent of bat colonies back east, see todays SF Chronicle, bats eat their weight in insects every night, EVERY NIGHT. next time you are NOT stung by a mosquito, thank a bat.some bats are also pollinators,like bees,starting to see a linkage here bunkie?
no bats and no bees means No Food, not counting cannibalism like the Donner Party,Easter Island "long pig"et al.

THIS IS WHAT I WORRY ABOUT ,AS I THINK OF THE WORLD MY 20 SOMETHING SONS WILL FACE AFTER I GRATEFULLY EXPIRE.....and how is your day Mr.Rosewater?
( some Kurt Vonnegut trivia, read his ICE NINE for a tour de farce of writing genius)


aloha 2u
namaste
mega

Friday, October 29, 2010

BLOOD MOON

sunset,
the colors of
fresh dying
blood.

breath ghosts
from
aching lungs
as chill
winds bite
thru layers
of body armor.

rustles of
crisp fall
leaves
amidst the
spent .50 cal shells
and brittle
finger bones
in the long weeds.

waiting
waiting
waiting...

sometimes
the night
howls like
doomed souls,
under a
dull limping
moon.
Hunters moon
some
call it.

Widows Moon,
i call it
as i ready
waiting to
create more....

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2010!

mega

Fascist America: Is This Election the Next Turn? | | AlterNet

Fascist America: Is This Election the Next Turn? | | AlterNet


GEE, possible letter bomb components from yeman..JUST B4 THE ELECTION?

bET THAT WON'T EFFECT ANYTHING EH???????

HUGE DEFLATING SIGH

mega

Funny warning signs theCHIVE

Funny warning signs theCHIVE

HUMOR 4 FRIDAY...

Forecast: global warming may bring giant drought

Forecast: global warming may bring giant drought


having Too Good a day?

me neither...SIGH.

mega

NASA, DARPA Plan '100-Year Starship' -- InformationWeek

NASA, DARPA Plan '100-Year Starship' -- InformationWeek

hmmm,
lets see
$80Bn spent on US Intel agcys..check.
$18bn LOST en route to Afghani "contractors"..check.
@1 million homes foreclosed on in 2010..check.
still figHting 2 unwinnable wars..check.
O Bomber in Deep Shit at the polls...check.

yup sounds like the Perfect Time to plan ahead..SIGH.

namaste
mega

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

CHEAP HOTEL GODESS etc etc

PO8  TREE
4 adrianne @1973

CHEAP HOTEL GODDESS
she's just a cheap hotel goddess
her dirty panties on the floor,
and tho shy she's eldom modest
collecting lovers by the score.
her wardrobe is a Harlow movie
with pointy nipples showing thru
then she sez ANAL SEX IS GROOVY!
and that she'll make a man outta you.

she's pure of mind and body  & wouldn't touch a cola
dotes on rose hips tea,brewers yeast & crunch granola.
at the beach she is Diana,lying naked on the sand
electric eyes asparkle with Lust for every man.
some call her brash and fickle, which is true altho unkind
but then the darling clitoris,like Love,is often blind.
not that she adores them all, her blood's too pure for that
'cuz her grandsires were landed gentry beneath the Ascot hat.

she's beento Greece,Mexico,Poland & even the Sorbonne
tho you'd never know it as her clothes are seldom on..
she loves the dirty mattress,her legs up in the air,
and rolling on filthy carpets getting scum in her curly hair.
but its really okay tho' cuz her parents are to blame
and she's ever so careful not to sign her real name.
its Ann Smith or Sue Johnson or even Elsie Gooch
divorced parent would disown her,if they knew she was 'loose',
but its all in the name of Science
   B.S. in Anthropology dotcha know...
this avid loving of Greeks.Spades and maybe a Polack or so.
she gives them the snake oil of her body;fermenting sexual heat,
with her..Lust is just a hobby;PAIN is the real treat.

'cuz she's a cheap hotel goddess & a holy martyr too
lowered eyes & angel modest-to bring the Devil out in you.
you know it isn't easy, to wear that crown of thorns,
so please in counterbalance,accept the cuckolds horns,
'cuz she wears her scars like medals,polished with her tears
and tho you've left her body, she'll haunt yours yet for years.

her mother thinks her crazy
for dancing on without a stitch
truth is she's just plain lazy,
languid, selfish & often as pure bitch..
thoishe apes Isadore Duncan,
Pavlova or another illustrious she
or espouse Gloria Steinham
how wimmin too should be free.
truth is she loves to shock repairmen
opens the door in the nude,
then whines IT'S OVER THERE M,AN,
daring them to be lewd.

justa cheap hotel goddess & i did sacrifice
on the altar of her body; to the fire in the ice.
i came to fix her TV, a rental that went bust
i'd thot that Love meant friendship and maybe even Trust.
i stayed for dinner,salad,alfalfa sprouts & honey.
that meal cost me seven months & nearly all my money.
to watch her lying naked in a field of meadow grass
or just to watch her walk,undress & bounce her sweet ripe ass.
i waas toadty, fool,albatross &whipping boy
and she my Love Dealer,my lover's junkie joy.
broke,spent,defeated she left me in a slough
& to impress new proselytes, painted me the villain to the crew.

you see she's a cheap hotel goddess now, top a commune of seven
and as the only female there she must be in high heaven.
one for every weekday & another for every nite,
with seven different versions,they'll never know what's right.
just a cheap hotel goddess and tho i know the score
sometimes i feel a fondness now for dirty panties on the floor...


THIS IS ABOUT 95% TRUE, I WAS NEVER A TV REPAIRMAN AND I MET HER AT A COMMUNE FORMING THAT WENT BELLY UP.


I DO NOT LOVE YOU...    for Wolf Girl @1985

I DO NOT LOVE YOU
'CUZ YOU'RE
                   white
                   female
                   blonde & blue eyed
                   young
                   sexy & attractive
intelligent & athletic
small breasted
slender
saucy buttocked
leggy
          vulnerable
         'loving'
         passionate
         artist/writer/musical
         scientific/schizophrenic
photogenic
charming & comfortable
mysterious
naiive
innocent
wanton
a werewolf
magicke

No. i love you becuz
you're YOU
(but the rest don't hurt either)



WROTE THIS IN HONOR OF MY NAM VET (2 1/2 TOURS PLUS) ROOMIE OF 5 YEARS,KORAK THE KILLER.(pls excuse the lingo as this is how he recounted things)


ENEMY BABIES  @1981


WAR IS
      crawling out thru barbwire
      & tanglefoot to
     grab a piece of ass
      lining up,squad deep
      -alert-for some
       poxy good gash
       while her husband/brother crawls
      thru the gap to
       boobytrap your hooch.


WAR IS
      aiming a loaded M-16
       into a huddled crowd
      addressed
     'TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN...'



WAR IS

         being Short-Time &
         getting killed anyway.
         the fear of
         the dawn in the dirt
          the home made spit &"babykillers"
           plane home to
           an empty airport
           to watch the
           sunset of your life
          at twenty.


WAR IS
            My Lai.
           'seeds make weeds'
           nits make lice
           enemy babes make
good corpses....


THIS FROM A SERIES OF SPOKEN POEMS I CALLED "STAB & DANCE" AN ODYSESSY OF LIFE IN CHEAP HOTELS WITH PAPER THIN WALLS...


fandango


you brute.
you cunt.
you beat mer,
you asked 4 it!
i'm bruised...
you're lucky!
look at my clothes...
you're better off naked.
barefoot & pregnant,right?
what else are you good for?
you surely wouldn't know...
goddamn bitch,can't cook either.
fuck you!
fuck you too!
prick.
slut.
kiss me!
no, YOU kiss me...
mmmmmmmmmmm...
can i get on top this time?
dyke.




now just a taste of Zen...@1980




THE GATELESS GATE/THERE IS NO DEATH
death is not so bad
everything dies,
Life is a terminal problem;
rocks,fish,germs,
bugs,plants,dinosaurs, 
worlds,stars,galaxies
all die.
bless the rose
& its thorns too.
undying
is the song,
undying
is the dream.
Rejoice
for death is
but a 
pause in
the
dreaming
interrupted by
birth...


namaste
mega









Blüten und "tierische Besucher" - Sigrid-esha - Picasa Web Albums

Blüten und "tierische Besucher" - Sigrid-esha - Picasa Web Albums

just foolin'ound with Picasa...

Chasing SHERLOCK 2

"No doubt that JACK THE RIPPER excused himself on the grounds that it was human nature." A.A.MILNE

aloha 2u
oddly enuff, some FACEBOOK freiends,
no the real meat space kind, posted an AUTISM SPECTRUM QUIZ link today,
the average *(normal) score is 17..i scored 24...

speaking of tests,
majored in Abnormal Psych at SF State,
for obvious reasons, that's where i met Wolf Girl.
and other routinely disturbed peeps.
one test i took,among many,
was the STANFORD TAT (Thematic Aperception Test)
it was based on the wrongheaded assumption t
hat nobody could hold the then 500 questions
in their head and was thus LIE-PROOF...he he he.

WRONG. i saw the threads and avoided the pitfalls,
Wolf Girl and Korak's wife however answered honestly
and if it were a 5150 Sanity Quiz they'd both be rubber room bound..
i have heard they have since expanded the test to 1500 questions, 20 years ago no problem.
now if would be difficult but on a rare Good Day,maybe

speaking of Stanford, a Prof Terman did a longitudinal study of gifted (brainy) kids from about age 5 to 30
i think, the kids dubbed themselves Terman's Termites,in the 1970s i found the multi volume study in the SF Library and devoured it hungrily,recognized my self and my quirks thru out, a seminal moment.SMILES.

my teacher at State, a sweet puckish Prof recognized this and aimed me at his Grad students from UC who asked a series of open ended FAQs for their final, my GS was baffled as my honest answers fell outside any range he was familiar with, which was the general idea. sarcasm and honesty were apparently not factored in...SIGH.

"SMARTASS WANTED"
when i first met SOUL MATE,over the phone, we spoke for 5 hours and i took written notes for my journal and when we met in the flesh we spoke for another 5 hours and i took mental notes..when she read all this in my journal she was impressed rather than scared as shes had a personal history of brainy boyfriends...19 years next april 1st, a record for both of us. i still find her fascinating and a treasure!


IN DREAMS
in honor of my new Swedish reader Peter, i will recount a dream i had last nite.
i was late for a meeting a the County Bldg, i had some notes but no idea what the meeting was about, in reality i attend a LOT of mtgs,anyway i was scanning my yellow pad notes when a black janitor came up and called me Roscoe as he begged for some foolscap, i declined and rushed away..forgetting my cane, which he reminded me mockingly. i didn't know the mtg room but recognized other activists wtg outside one, so i left my briefcase with one and got my cane, talked to the janitor again who still called me ROSCOE and for some reason told him about my Herpes Donor ex half-brother...SIGH.

anyway the subject of the mtg, which included some high ranking soldiers a gospel choir and a black woman with a french accent in African garb, was the DANTEeque 9 Layer Construction of Reality and how would Society would react to this information which was due to be revealed openly shortly.i scribbled furiously with my mind racing with possible impacts...thats where the dream ended abruptly...why did i think it would be a county and Pentagon and church joint descison??? how odd.

BTW we have gotten Corrupt Elections in both "Liberated (sic) Iraq and Afghanistan,"
just like here with Dubya. guess they've learned their lesssons eh?

THATS IT FOR TODAY I GUESS.

namaste
mega

Monday, October 25, 2010

Chasing Sherlock...

"WHEN YOU HAVE EXCLUDED THE IMPOSSIBLE,
WHATEVER REMAINS,HOWEVER IMPROBABLE,
MUST BE THE TRUTH."
Sherlock Holmes, consulting detective 
(Sir Arthur Conan Doyle)  
FOR THE SAKE OF ARGUMENT,LET'S POSIT THIS A FACT...


this has been gnawing at me awhile...long after accusations from my youngest son.
in revues of the new modernized Sherlock Holmes on PBS yesterday Homes is described as "slightly sociopathic with evidence of Aspergers Syndrome" do tell? sounds a lot like me,no?

a decade plus ago i wrote several screenplays based on another angle of modernizing Holmes, when i read them recently i was truly surprised at how good they were and how ell they captured Conan Doyle's tone and reality..i ignored the obvious, like bad detective i ignored the evidence...

for years i have recognized i was Not NORMAL, my "normalcy" is not what is meant when others describe it, SOUL MATE has been telling me this for almost 19 years but like Watson she finds this oddity attractive and i have become less abrasive and less sarcastically abusive with age..SIGH.

Aurtism is a spectrum of mental illness/development.
lets posit that 1 to 78 are severe to moderate and 88 to 99.9 % are the mini spectrum of Asspergers, when i was younger this syndrome was mostly undiagnosed...esp. in black youths.

Aspergers sufferers usually have an Area of Competence, like the film Rain Man (based on a true story) as an artist/writer i have an acute,perhaps Ultra Acute Visual Memory a talent i have cultivated and nurtured,ironically enuff based on the exploits of Sherlock Holmes...a mainstay childhood hero after Batman. i have had half dozen "Nervous Breakdowns" from being wound too tight mentally plus some probable brain damage from possible 'whisper strokes'...hard to believe but what you see is what remains. i was Much Worse than this when younger...HUGE SIGH.

a psychic i dated brielfy in L.A.did a mind-meld of sorts
"do you always see things this way?" WHAT WAY? asked i.
"this bright and in such detail" YUP.
bneing young i thot lil of it, when i was heavy in LSD
i met many odd peeps and psychics
along The Path.

i did enuff navel-gazing with LSD that explored BOTH my inner and outer cosmos,
but its hard to examine things which you have no words for,
which is why some of my early childhood memrories are so fresh and precious to me.
the feelings of abandonment and alienation have haunted me thru all my years..
as subsequent poetry excerpts will show.. SIGH.

it has been a Task for me to become More Human,
to learn how to Love and Be Loved
in return...i hope my sons can learn this too...
but LIFE IS NOT FAIR,IS IT?

just a few recent thots on the matter,
aloha 2u all
namaste
mega

YouTube - Wall Of Voodoo - Far Side Of Crazy

YouTube - Wall Of Voodoo - Far Side Of Crazy

OH YEAH, C'EST MOI...
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Tentherism: The Bizarre Ideology Behind Tea Partiers' Plans to Kill Social Security and Child Labor Laws | | AlterNet

Tentherism: The Bizarre Ideology Behind Tea Partiers' Plans to Kill Social Security and Child Labor Laws | | AlterNet

okay this is downright fucking SCARY.
worse than any Horror movie.
lets go back to debtors prisons,almshouse and selling orphans to Fagins.
I GOT MINE,SCREW U sez the Tea Party.
cold cold hearted SOBs...

mega

t r u t h o u t

t r u t h o u t

if you're disabled or just bored you might want to infrom yourself via this.
i think i subscribe to a dozen or more news sources, have lost count..
this doesn't include vaRIOUS ufo AND bLK hELICOPTERS SITES.

namaste
mega

Tea Party Inc.: The Big Money and Powerful Elites Behind the Right Wing's Latest Uprising | | AlterNet

Tea Party Inc.: The Big Money and Powerful Elites Behind the Right Wing's Latest Uprising | | AlterNet

HUGE HUGE $IGH$....

Al Jazeera English - Watch live TV channel in high quality | Livestation

Al Jazeera English - Watch live TV channel in high quality | Livestation

What Make The Critics Of PBS’ Modern-Day SHERLOCK?? -- Ain't It Cool News: The best in movie, TV, DVD, and comic book news.

What Make The Critics Of PBS’ Modern-Day SHERLOCK?? -- Ain't It Cool News: The best in movie, TV, DVD, and comic book news.

Iran cash: Afghan president says Iran makes cash payments - latimes.com

Iran cash: Afghan president says Iran makes cash payments - latimes.com

yeah right..."donations" eh?

Sherlock (preview) | Masterpiece | PBS Video

Sherlock (preview) | Masterpiece | PBS Video

a cheeky romp, wrote something much like this about 15 years ago
only set in frisco..check it out if you like this sorta stuff,which i do.
mega

TAKE TEA AND SEE

"Elementary,my dear Watson." attributed to Sherlock Holmes Canon (sic)

Hmmm, i find it ODD that the vehement  TEA Party  screechers, who seek Less Government, want to station fedgov cops at everyone's genitals to insure that nobody masturbates and that rape victims/survivors of incest et al do not flee to back alley abortionists or out of the country.

so O BOMBER is a Kenyan MARXIST/SOCIALIST/COMMUNIST DICTATOR (all at once?) and if we simply PAY NO TAXES everything will be jake...SIGH.

www.democracynow.org

that brings me to The Pentagon and WikiLeaks, the Defense Budget (sic) of the usa is Larger than the next six countries in spending COMBINED.on CNN the Penta-liar opined that the Wikispill would reveal our military tactics and strategies,as if they aren't already taking notes, to "POTENTIAL FOES"..CNN guessed Iran and China...HUGE SIGH. OKAY OKAY SO THIS IS AN OBVIOUS LIE AND THE LIE THAT THE PREVIOUS wIKIlEAKS SPILL ON aFGHANISTAN "HAD BLOOD ON THEIR HANDS" DESPITE AN INTERNAL pENTA DOCU WHICH SHOWED THERE WAS no cOLLATERAL dAMAGE...(damn Caps lock aGain) where was i? so the Collateral Damage involved in the Propaganda Directed at the American Peeps is damaged, their credibility is blown to Hell.. think about it. Iraqi killed, their relatives know and tell, Iraqi Torture ditto,massive Drone Strikes kills ditto,helicopter gunship KIAs ditto... so who's zooming who?

speaking of lies Dinnerjacket, the President of Iran, has been routinely mistranslated, don't just trust me see AL JAZEERA, has been routinely accused of calling for the Destruction of Israel..but they let one slip thru, in the subtitles he called for the destruction of ZIONISTS...now ZIONISM calls for the pushing of ALL Palestinians into the Dead Sea,no compromise  no mercy.altho ZION was an ancient name for Israel the two terms are Not identical.you can be an Israeli who wants PEACEFUL COEXISTENCE, a 2 state solution, which would make you by definition NOT a Zionist.

BTW David Ben-Gurion and the Stern Gang routinely machine gunned Palestinian peeps before Isreal was declared a state over the bodies of the fallen., check your history peeps.

THOT PROBLEM  .say you are a Native American and you and your peeps have lived on the land for 10,000 years then suddenly white peeps arrive and tell you that their White God and his thunderous vengeful mythology sez you are squatters and they take your land and settle you into barren Batustans..oh wait...SIGH.

train of thot derailed again, where was i?
oh right, the usa had routinely deemed itself a NEUTRAL ARBITER (sic) between both sides, one who sends Billions in weapons to one side and sits on its hands when it comes to assisting the other.sounds fair no?

there is more but i feel my energy flagging, humor?
gotta go.
aloha 2u
namaste
mega

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Facebook Advertisers Can Glean Private Data - NYTimes.com

Facebook Advertisers Can Glean Private Data - NYTimes.com

ugly joke,of sorts


Q. How deos SARAH PALIN intend to stop WikiLeaks?
A.Tampons.
feelin' like crap this week as the abpve joke shows. cold and cloudy here, sky pissing rain at will, best to stay warm and take tons of Vita C &D.
luck to aall.

aloha 2u
namaste
mega

Thursday, October 21, 2010

LETS ALL DESTROY AMERICA....

*don't vote, its TOO Hard, all that reading and stuff
*don't volunteer for Anything,let the other guy do it...
*lets believe that Ronald Reagan was really "The Great Communicator"
*lets all remember that Bill Clinton was the Graet Liberal and forget about NAFTA and Welfare to Work cuts
*lets just SELECT,via a bogus Supreme Court decision and stolen elections, a dimwitted faux cowboy/oilman with a checkered history of driving his business ventures into bankruptcy
*lets just watch as he dismantles the Constitution after 9-11,no biggie
*lets watch as the GOP Congress discards decades old safeguards of hard earned lessons learned during The Great Depression...
*lets watch as Wall Street runs Wild...Enron Style
*lets vote for CHANGE..then not get it...
*lets take billions of tax dollars and BAIL OUT WALL STREET,wheeee
*lets outsource domestic jobs and manufacturing
*lets create a Rust Belt and Brain Drain which includes the whole country
*lets destroy education with new untested theories and run it "like a business" as 50 percent of minority males drop out or graduate to prisons
*lets destroy THE MIDDLE CLASS and decades of union employment and progress
*lets create a phony Housing Bubble of Predatory Lending and when that bursts, i know, lets have a Foreclosures Crisis that throws millions of jobless families into the streets
* i know lets make being homeless a crime and cut Unemployment Insurance after 99 weeks
*lets Privatize Social Security and give Wall Street another chance... BTW lets cancel Medicare too
*lets make fun of the lunacy of Tea Party extremists while the Dims cave to their racist sexist homophobic agenda
*lets NOT talk about Class Warfare while the Supremes let the richest 2 percent flush the thin veneer of Democracy away with Free Speech dollars...
*lets go back to feudalism,indentured servitude and oh yes,Payday Loans at 300 percent Interest Rates
*don't vote SOYLENT GREEN is just for Mad Cow, BSE downer animals so far
*"don't vote,it only encourages THEM" (sic)
*don't vote..join SECOND LIFE or some other RPG and get a sexy avatar
*don't vote,watch MINORITY REPORT or SURROGATES instead
*don't vote, get High and die
*don't vote
*don't vote
*don't vote
(end message)

"ALL THAT'S NECESSARY FOR EVIL TO TRIUMPH IS THAT ENOUGH GOOD MEN DO NOTHING"..EDMUND BURKE

aloha 2u
namste
mega

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

11 Freedoms that Drunks, Slackers, Prostitutes and Pirates Pioneered and The Founding Fathers Opposed | | AlterNet

11 Freedoms that Drunks, Slackers, Prostitutes and Pirates Pioneered and The Founding Fathers Opposed | | AlterNet

oh wow,really? (snarky)

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 3

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 3

IT IS TO WEEP.....

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 2

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 2

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 1

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 1

BTW this is LOU DUNN the cowboy environmentalist who works with Erin Brockovich,
met them both in Willits, the county clinic is in Leytonville and we also ate their often (sigh).
think Lou has cancer now from his work...

live & learn
mega

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 1

YouTube - Dark Harvest part 1

CLEAN WATER..WORLDWIDE,
THE COMING FIGHT..WATCH FOR IT,
THE PENTAGON ALREADY IS....
BE AFRAID,BE VERY VERY AFRAID!

mega

YouTube - John Legend - Used To Love U

YouTube - John Legend - Used To Love U

dedicated to The Mirage SIGH.

BTW
daily lung pain between end of asthma and auto accident,
not a day without..

my youngest intro'd me to this song years ago.
NIIIIICE and concise.
mega

YouTube - Fiona Apple - Criminal

YouTube - Fiona Apple - Criminal

remember this? i still like it too.
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YouTube - The Pretenders - My City Was Gone

YouTube - The Pretenders - My City Was Gone

such is Life...

YouTube - LAURIE ANDERSON - LANGUAGE IS A VIRUS

YouTube - LAURIE ANDERSON - LANGUAGE IS A VIRUS

I LOVE THIS SONG AND MOST OF HER WORKS, A TRUE GENIUS METHINKS.

BTW my pneumonia.asthma scarred lungs kept me out of Viet Nam.
volunteered after my first Nervous Breakdown in 1964,after being expelled
from shitty college in Raliegh,North Carolian where my Dad was born.
namaste
mega

Monday, October 18, 2010

CHRONIC PAIN....

'PAIN IS..GOD'S WAY OF TELLING YOU THAT YOU'RE NOT DEAD..YET!"
rough paraphrase from GEORGE CARLIN

aloha 2u,
i am on Facebook only becuz our kids regard e-mail as soooo last century,like me.
our friend THOMAS EQUALITY LEVITT is also on FB and a week or so back turned me on to the CHRONIC PAIN FORUM on FB,sigh.

so i have been thinking about Chronic Pain more than usual, which is usually a lot,so today while waiting to see my new kidney doc i was mentally reviewing what i know about Chronic Pain, now i know that SUBSTANCE P, how original, is one of the elements involved in Pain and your body becomes hypersensitive to it after prolonged exposure.
i know that Chronic Pain effects both personality and mood,usually for the worse. watching Dr.House on tv reminds me of this...maybe too much?
so exactly how long have i been in pain?

by now you know i have terabytes of organic memory so...my first clear memory is listening to my parents loudly fucking while i was imprisoned in my crib nearby. maybe 9 or 10 months old, before we moved to the projects.i vaguely remember trying to pet a rat thinking it was a cat,Mother intervened...so this was maybe 1948 when we moved into the Lincoln Projects, which had just opened in the middle of Harlem,are you taking notes Z Man?

contrary to popular opinion i was a rather quiet child,a late bloomer and slow to speak. the pediatrician said i was alert and inquisitive and not to worry, but my Mother did anyway.one afternoon i was playing with my dolls and Lone Ranger action figure,underneath the coffee table in our living room, while my Mother was ironing in the bedroom doorway nearby. i clearly recall standing up and walking to the bedroom and pointing at the light fixture..SEE LIGHT! sez i,not a question. stunned my Mother looked up and replied YES BABY, I SEE THE LIGHT. satisfied with her response i went back to my toys.

i watched a lot of tv, we might have been one of the first families to get one on our floor...SHARI LEWIS,PINKIE LEE,HOWDY DOODY, SKY KING, MY FRIEND FLICKA, BOZO THE CLOWN,BETTY BOOP & MAX FLEISCHER CARTOONS.its all kinda blurry until i got my first professional porrtait,a beaky Jewish guy with bad breath and long nose hairs put me atop the same coffee table.i was in a white short sleeve shirt and scratchy corduroy short pants with white sox and Buster Brown shoes ( i recall the photo and the event itself)..i was maybe three?
anyway i didn't like this guy or the too bright lights and keep kept demanding then weedling that i SMILE!
i didn't, the unsmiling pictures were in my Mother's treasure trove until my worthless ex Herpes Donar half -brother ruined them by his inaction.HUGE SIGH...

i often tell peeps that i was reading comix by age five but this can't be true, you see i had measles around age five which is when i started wearing glasses as nobody told my then young Mother that bright sunlight and tv were bad for measles juveniles SIGH. good healthcare was at a premium in Harlem for decades...
so between the photo session at three and getting fitted for glasses at five i have crystal clear memories of my Mother weeping outside my oxygen tent, one of the rare times i saw her weeping out of fear and sadness BUT NOT ANGER. i also have clear memories of reading comix inside the tent, Disney books,LIL GOLDEN BOOKS and when i devoured those BATMAN & SUPERMAN..Mother read to me at bedtime before this and i guess i picked it up as she explained the sounds et al...

so between three and five i had really bad pneumonia and was hospsitalized, the nurses told both my parents if i got it again i'd probably die, maybe she thot i couldn't hear them inside the tent or they thot i was sleeping, anyway i was out of hospital care about a WEEK OR TWO AND THAT'S WHEN I SAW MY mOTHER CRYING.( just ignore the caps ok?) so i didn't die but i had ASTHMA until puberty and spend many a nite being rushed to various ERs around Harlem, did not realize until recently that ASTHMA ATTACKS CAN BE FATAL! Mother used a common folk remedy of Vicks VapoRub with sugar and Chrsitian Bros Brandy when i had really bad congestion, if that didn't work then it was a taxi to the ER again.so amidst all this i went to pre -school in the Projects, in one of the short buildings basements, the projects came in two sizes 14 storys and 6 storys tall.liked the coloring well enuff but the alphabet drills were boring.

i remember on sundays, when my Dad wasn't drunk we'd got out and get a bag of newspapers, literally six or seven including many that have gone under now..THE DAILY NEWS,DAILY MIRROR,NY POST, NY TIMES, WORLD TELEGRAM & SUN, THE HERALD TRIBUNE.i thot everybody did this,silly me. then my DAD would make waffles, prepare breakfast in bed for Mother and make Sunday Dinner. later we'd listen to gospel music and church music on the two black radio stations and i'd drw pictures from the comic pages, or attempt to, on the wrapping paper the clean shirts came in,later Mother got me scratch pads from the new Woolworths and often complained about me going thru them so fast...

i have class photos of me in grades one thru JHS, i am wearing glasses and i was bored out of my mind. who were these Dick & Jane mooks and where was Batman and The Joker?  when you have Asthma it feels like you are suffocating in your own phlegm,becuz you are...so my lungs hurt everyday from about four until i expanded my lung capacity via martial arts around 12.wonder exactly how much PAIN changed me over a lifetime?if you've ever seen a DIRTY HARRY film you know the kinda guy i was, headstrong cynical sarcastic and unforgiving,i burned out on friends easily..still do.
IT IS NOTHING SHORT OF A MIRACLE THAT SOUL MATE AND I ARE STILL TOGETHER AFTER ALL THESE YEARS! (caps intentional this time)

THIS IS not THE KIND OF LIFE I WOULD RECOMMEND TO ANYONE UNLESS YOU ARE strong willed AND WANT TO HAVE A cLEAR cONSCIENCE, lsd HELPED MY FIND MY TRUE pATH..THAT AND TAXI-DRIVING...maybe i guess the pain helped too, i dunno.

BTW went from six foot four and a half, on my draft card recently unearthed, to six feet even after a ditzy older blonde in a Buick T- boned the tiny Corvair i was riding in, was 21 in the summer of 1968 and two months in Los Angeles. WELCOME TO L.A. BAM!

and now,
back to our regularly scheduled misery...
namaste
mega

Saturday, October 16, 2010

sexy skin?

'MODESTY FORBIDS"...OXYMORONIC?

aloha 2u again,
back to one on my usal obsessions, no not pubic hair this time.
WHAT EXACTLY IS PORN?

THOSE WHO KNOW has sent me a hundred links to navigate.
one is called FEMJOY which shows artisitic photos of nude wimmin, mostly shaved bare from eyebrows down.this and sites like it are ART but can also be found via porn links.
NUDE COLLECTIVE, mostly nudists in mostly non sexual positions also considered Porn...

BRITNEY in WOMANIZER vid rolls around oily and naked in some shots, no nipples or bush but this is not Porn? the range of outfits she wears in the vid is consistent of the range of attire of naked and half naked wimiin online so...
IF YOU LEAD A NAKED WOMAN DOWN THE STREET ON A LEASH, seen online, the goals is Public Humiliation apparently but what if she enjoys it and is NOT Humiliated at all?

The Mirage and i went to an Exotic Erotic Ball once,as i have described and she wore her tattoos,boots, sheer cape and opera gloves and she was happy as a pig in shit at all the attention. likewise it took to no encouragement to get her to shed her clothes at every oppurtonity even before she got into sex work.
NUDITY BUT NOT PORN...
aside from FEDGOV PROPAGANDA THIS COUNTRY HAS SOME SERIOUSLY PRUDISH AND FUKT UP IDEAS ABOUT NUDITY,SEXUALITY,HOMOSEXUALITY,BISEXUALITY AND SELF WORTH.

cops tasered a naked jogger this week. WTF? was he near a school? waving his weinie at school children? scaring pregnant wimmin and horses? aside from arousing prurient interests CNN declined to state...
the most common fearful dream in the usa is appearing absolutely naked in public, why?

have a friend Jack, who owns a local vitamin store, like me Jack has been to nude beaches and is about my age. Jack does not like nude beaches becuz THEY AREN'T SEXY, i told him they are NOT supposed to be sexy then we squabbled his argument CLOTHING MAKES WIMMIN SEXY whereas i argue SELF CONFIDENCE NOT CLOTHING MAKES A WOMAN SEXY...

to me HALLE BARRY IS SEXY, CLOTHED OR UNCLOTHED whereas BEYONCE IS NOT.
to me PINK is butch sexy whereas say TAYLOR SWIFT is not.
BRITNEY can flip flop either way.

if peeps work on their self worth issues and not crotch suffuocating jeans and water balloon bras...
i just want peeps to have the choice about walking around naked, in decent weather, without being tasered or hassled, not ALL of us are perverts..despite fedgov propaganda and NOW FEAR THIS! GOP fearmongering.
can hardly wait for summer to return...
namaste naked
mega

WHEN IN WILLITS....

90S bumper sticker in yellow and black
REMCO, PROUDLY POISONING WILLITS FOR OVER 50 YEARS!
i created this slogan

aloha 2u,
me and Soul Mate have yellow tee shirts WILLITS CIRTIZENS FOR ENVIRONMENTAL JUSTICE
from our campiagn work with concerned citizens of Willits KaliPornia, even ERIN BROCKOVICH came to visit.,

BACKSTORY

around the 90s lots of babies in tiny Willits were being born deformed..spines and internal organs outside the body, born with no eyes or no brain and other horrors.what on earth could be the reason.in the center of town was REMCO a war profiteer which for years had AN EXCLUSIVE FEDGOV CONTRACT to chrome plate the missile tubes for nuclear submarines.about thirty years tjhey did this before selling the company and moving to texASS....as the lumber mills started to die off it was the only good paying job in town, before pot farming and cooking meth came along.
now along comes LOU( last name forgotten)  who helped the troubled folks in HINCKLEY KaliPornia who were poisoned by PG&E for decades and he sees trend.so we got swept up in the investigation and subsequent lawsuit, not that we had any money to gain only vast experience as activists which was sorely needed.

HEX CHROME

turns out a necessary byproduct of chrome plating is toxic machine oils chock full of HEXAVALENT CHROMIUM which the body cannot process and which leads to both HEAVY METAL POISONING AND BIRTH DEFECTS...NOW REMCO HAD STARTED BEFORE THE EPA WAS IN EXISTENCEE BUT THE KaliPornia CLEAN AIR AND WATER BOARD HAD SUPINE LAISSEZ-FAIRE JURISDICTION.
now there was an approved Toxic Waste dumpsite ion Santa Rosa about 65 miles south in the next county but in all their years of local production REMCO HAD NEVER USED IT OR A LICENSED TOXIC WASTE HAULER (with trucks) instead they would make Midnite Runs (documented) around two or three ayem and dump toxic sludge ion ponds,lakes, by the side of roads, in the mountains and wherever else they could get away with it then they moved on.this resulted in a Toxic Footprint in the Willits aquifer, which was proved before concerned citizens sued...

WINNING IS?
long story short, the citizen 'won' in fedgov court..but after the site administrator, her staff and  bushels of experts and soil test labs took their cut the citizens got about $300 to $400 dollars each of the millions in punitive damages and thus could not afford to move away from the poisons.

THIS IS HOW 'THE SYSTEM' WORKS...SIGH.

woke up from an Escape From NYC labyrinth nitemare and thot of this, a daylite nitemare...

namaste
mega

Thursday, October 14, 2010

YouTube - Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

YouTube - Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

too much drama, this was the story of my miserable life until i met Soul Mate
almost 19 years ago.

I AM FINALLY HAPPY altho still Pessimistic about the world we live in..
namaste
peace be upon ye

mega

8 Ways to Fight the Right-Wingers and Corporations Buying Off Our Government | | AlterNet

8 Ways to Fight the Right-Wingers and Corporations Buying Off Our Government | | AlterNet

ALOHA 2U

i don't feel well plus the MSM is making me sicker.

2 and 1/2 MILLION HOMES HAVE BEEN FORECLOSED IN THE LAST THREE YEARS
(THE SAME NUMBER OF OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED PER JERRY BROWN DEBATE)

SO 2 AND 1/2 MILLION TIMES TWO OR THREE OR FOUR PLUS CHRONIC UNEMPLOYMENT
....hmmm, now O BOMBER is afraid of upsetting the moribund Housing Market per his Spokesliar Gibbs,
so we ARE JUST COLLATERAL DAMAGE LIKE THE CANNON FODDER TROOPS IN YET ANOTHER
UNWINNABLE WAR...SIGH& CRY.

megabucks meg wHITMAN IS RUNNING ON A CAMPAIGN TO CUT TAXES FOR THE UBER RICH
AND FIND NEW JOBS AFTER SHE FIRST FIRES 40,OOO UNSPECIFIED STATE WORKERS,EH?
(fucking sticky Caps Lock again) where was i?

KALIpornia, my beloved KALIpornia is in Deep Deep SHIT
due to Prop 13, which was sold on KEEPING GRANNY IN HER HOME
then the other shoe fell when BUSINESS TAXES WERE AXED,
another triumph of lawyers.
plus THREE STRIKES has made the prisons unions fat and sassy
while destroying the quality of life for inmates due to overcrowding.
SOFT ON CRIME became political quicksand.

now i am PRO Death Penalty for many reasons,
including the fact that one of my teachers at CCSF JOAN STEWART was murdered mid term
AND ONE OF THE SCUMBAGS ON dEATH rOW SINCE 1985 sigh
RAPED AND KILLED A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL
then called and taunted her parents how they would never see her again.

JOAN STEWART...was raped and killed by an inmate released for GOOD BEHAVIOR (sic)
in Prison...once released he raped and killed three wimmin to tow months, including my teacher.
i attended her funeral, wrote an elegy, attempted to comfort her grieving husband and three year old son...

look around you, name three things in stategov which AREN'T BROKEN..I CAN'T.

it is to weep...

mirthless today
namaste
mega

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

B&W Cat in Abstract | Pagani

B&W Cat in Abstract | Pagani


as usual i think her ART IS WONDERFUL,but
then i'm biased and i apprecciate her SO MUCH.

mega

Monday, October 11, 2010

Surprise -- The Very Dark Side of U.S. History | | AlterNet

Surprise -- The Very Dark Side of U.S. History | | AlterNet

SIGH, how apropos...

How the Phone Companies Are Screwing America: The $320 Billion Broadband Rip-Off | | AlterNet

How the Phone Companies Are Screwing America: The $320 Billion Broadband Rip-Off | | AlterNet

at least the word is finally getting out...to some.

mega

BANKING$ $CANDALS

"TOO BIG TO FAIL
VERSUS
TOO SMALL TO SURVIVE." ME in prior blogs

aloaha 2u,
O BOMBER HAS JUST DECLINE A NATIONWIDE MORATORIUM ON FORECLOSURES...desspite the fact one bank manager wrote 10,000 foreclosures a month and another admitted not reading any of the mortgage renogiatiations papers  HUGE HUGE SIGH.

on www.democracynow.org John LeCarre tells the dirty lil secret of capitalism and the banks..CARTEL MONEY BY THE BILLIONS KEPT THE US BANKING SYSTEM AFLOAT DURING THE RECENT MELTDOWN,he tells of Swiss and Brit banks who were fined a pittance for gross violations of UN Money Laundering edicts. 'VOLUANTRY COMPLIANCE" indeed..

these notions have been floating around the Black Helicopter crowd for years, NEXUS Magazine wound up on the Homeland Security Watch List  when they even stuck a toe into this festering morass..SIGH.

"FASCISM SHOULD MORE PROPERLY CALLED CORPORATISM  BECAUSE IT IS THE MERGER OF STATE AND CORPORATE POWER." ... MUSSOLINI

some sage last century wrote "FASCISM WITH A FRIENDLY FACE"..did he dream of O BOMBER?
meanwhile hundreds of thousands are now homeless and millions more jobless plus now  the GOP (Greedy Olde Patriarchs) want to balance a broken bloated budget on the broken backs of the poor and their Unemployment Benefits in the name of the Almighty Deficit SIGH.

LISTEN CLOSELY..do you hear it? do you hear anyone in DC proposing we cut WHITE COLLAR WELFARE to the war profiteers who run the Pentagon's obscene DEFENSE BUDGET???
BTW during WWII FMC, in what was to become went Silcon Valley, from making vending machines to tanks and armored vehicles ..a teat they have suckling on ever since.THE COLD WAR WAS MOSTLY A LIE..a device ti keep War Profiteers awash in money  SIGH.

watch THE MILITARY CHANNEL sometimes so see our wasted tax dollars and see the eager prep for THE NEXT WAR..Iran? Mexico? Columbia? pick a country, any country and they have plans,lots and lots of plans...SIGH.

BTW i am permanently disabled and after a long legal fight, being on Welfare and Food Stamps and groveling piteously etc etc i got SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY BENEFITS the amount has been frozen for the last FOUR years, the COLA (cost of living allowance) they are announcing that the COLA for 20111 will be Zilch too, the MSM explains the the COLA has only been frozen for TWO YEARS..A LIE.

i was cleaning out my crap recently and found a clipping i found for SOUL MATE....
"FORGET EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER SEEN OR HEARD"

i'm not going that far..YET!

your samisdat shaman
namaste
mega

Saturday, October 9, 2010

CITIZEN$ UNITED...FAIL

"for the Love of money is the root of all Evil..." The Christian Bible

aloha 2u,
just a quickie today as i am wasted
from a week of doctors and crip negotiations for better county access.

the MSNBC LIBS have their panties in a twist this week over allegation that the US CHAMBER OF COMMERCE is greenwashing foreign funds to fund TV attack ads versus various Dims.(see Citizen$ United case decided by the Supremes only this january)

okay okay i agree this is bad.
so lets take the next step, drug cartels have a major problermo transporting/smuggling hundreds of pounds of $100 bills back into Mexico and Columbia..there is only so much traffic US and off shore banks can handle.

WHAT IF? they decide to set us american shell companies and donate a chunk of this moolah into ads which determine us drug policy and other avenues which rip the scab of the BUSH CRIME FAMILY POLICE STATE, which O BOMBER had done nothing yet to repeal?
we could kiss the flimsy veneer of Democracy we have left good bye...HUGE HUGE SIGH.

THESE ARE THE THOTS WHICH FLOAT MY BOAT WHEN I AM SLEEPING IN ON A BEAUTIFUL SATURDAY MORN. 9sorry sticky cAPs lock again)

BTW did you see www.democracynow.org this week where they spent an entire hour talking about NAZI STYLE HUMAN EXPERIMENTATION s performed my our fedgov minions starting in the 1940sa thru 1970s, the Tuskegee Experiment were just a small part of these atrocities. what more lies undiscovered in dusty fedgov files????  SIGH & CRY.

your samisdat shaman
namaste
mega

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

IN DA HOUSE

 LOVE n,v..A TEMPORARY INSANITY CURED BY MARRIAGE. Ambrose Bierce, the fierce

aloha 2u,

I LOVE "HOUSE" on Fox, esp. cuz its loosely based
on Sherlock Holmes plus he's brilliant, gimpy and grumpy.
one day, after yer another doctors visit i told SOUL MATE
 that WebMD noted how CHRONIC PAIN makes most peeps grumpy.
her reply OH, SO THAT'S WHY YOU;RE LIKE THAT?
in all honesty NO, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS
since adolescence and suicidal 20s anyway.

so now the challenge to the long running series is how to keep
viewers now that Dr.House is unexpectedly HAPPY...
so far they seem to be doing fine plus the actrees playing
Cuddy is getting more lines and face time.

so where is the Ultra Yummy OLIVIA WILDE???

MINISTRY OF MEDIA
namaste
mega

Sunday, October 3, 2010

WHAT ME VISIONARY?

"THE WHOLE WORLD IS A SCAB. THE POINT IS TO PICK IT CONSTRUCTIVELY." Peter Beard


ALOHA 2U,
i have heard it said that when the Ottoman Turks sacked Alexandria they came upon the vast and Classical Age world famous Library of Alexandria with its million plus scrolls et al, their leader surveyed this vast treasure trove of knowledge and declared 'BURN IT ALL. IT ITS IN THE KORAN IT'S REDUNDANT AND IF NOT ITS BLASPHEMY!" they allegedly then used this vast wealth to heat their Turkish Baths ( actually invented by the Romans) for several years..HUGE HUGE SIGH.
okay, as a thot exercise insert TEA PARTY, AMERICA  and CONSTITUTION where as apropos...not a pretty picture is it?

last month i was called a NERD twice (by two diff guys) and a SHAMAN by The Mirage when i informed her and others that i had gone International..WOW.
since it is football season, am typing this as 49ers play, i was reading the SF Chrion Sporting Green and came across this definition of a VISIONARY in Scott Ostlers column
"A person with unusual powers of foresight"
hmmm maybe
"An impractical schemer"
IMHO not so much
"One who sees visons or phantoms"
okay, i'm down with that...

just a few thots on this football sunday

MINISTRY OF MELANCHOLY
namaste
mega
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