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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

BLACK SWAN YOGA

"There's no such thing as simple.Simple is hard." Martin Scorsese

1. THANX LONGSHOT O'lEARY
2.just a simple revue of what i saw yesterday and what i think they have in common.
BLACK SWAN
this years Xmas art house circuit darling
even showing on two screens here in sleepy S'Cruz.
I LOVED IT.
in rereading three local published revues i note that some peeps can't tell the diff betwixt artifice,archetypes and stereotypes..even tho all agreed it is a great movie. Soul Mate asked me to describe the film and whether she would like it,given her feminist labor oriented ex Catholic views.
(how did i get trapped in all Italics???

i found it hard to describe its unique intensity, i was reminded of Carlos Saures (sp?) great dance films of the 70's CARMEN & BLOOD WEDDING, neither of which she has seen. i finally settled on"its a warped coming of age story" and if the film would inspire young girls to take up ballet as a career, one which is both beautiful and heartbreaking from my conversations with former ballerina,"it is a good Bad Example" of why you shouldn't.dancers are athletes as this movie points out just as it points out the dedication and routine infantilization of wimmin, much like stunted growth gymnasts who also break down en route to center stage. i saw many feminist issues raised in this film which apparently escaped the revue i read, c'est la vie  SIGH.

YOGA INC
this was a 90 min doc i saw on the Docu channel last nite as i was still coming down from the high of Black Swan. this is a very gritty look at the history of Yoga in the USA, since the 1890s apparently and how it has become copyright infringement lawsuits Big Business today, along the way the spiritual and morals principles have been abandoned in favor of profits.one thing which particularly galled me was the YOGA COMPETITIONS... the same eagerness in please while literally tying oneself into knots was evident as in Black Swan..
in our quest to be Perfect (sic) we must be wary lest
we lose our way and lose our true selves in the process.

as a visual artist, writer and wannabe screenwriter i toil against my own standards and sometimes,rarely, i reach or exceed them...in that way i compete. i am not THE BEST anything but i can strive to be The Best Me i can be,despite everything falling apart around me.

3.i wish you all the best 2011 possible but it doesn't auger well.
..if you are still working take a few moments each day to savor nature,
if you live near an ocean or lake try to visit it
at least once a week and listen to what it has to tell...

peace
namste
mega

Monday, December 27, 2010

IINNOCENT BYSTANDERS?

"How can a bystander be guilty? No such thing.Have you ever heard of a guilty bystander?
No, because  you cannot be a bystander and be guilty.Bystanders are, by defination,
innocent.That is the nature of bystanding."  Jacki Chiles character on SEINFELD


"When i use a word" Humpty Dumpty said., in a rather scornful tone.
 it means just what I choose it to mean-neither more nor less."  Alice in Wonderland"
Social Security INSURANCE anyone?

aloha 2u again,
 one problem with the LINKS Tag format is the restriction of fonts and type face unlike regular blog pages where u can go crazy! but that's just technical stuff.

being recently turned 63 and a Genuine Bay Boomer (b.1947)
all this chipping away at SSI has both and me and Soul Mate
moderately perturbed,after all there is always a quick relatively
pain free suicide alternative  SIGH.
but as usual we worry that like Humpty Dujmpty the American Dream is FUBAR
(i.e Military Slang fucked up beyond all repair) which means our kids have
'screwed the pooch' (gone shit outta luck-SOL etc etc).

i am, by nature, NOT an optimist but even i am
mildly stunned how quickly it has all unraveled.
a similie;
you are a young terrified child in the back seat,
before seat belts, and your father is a drunken
rage-a-holic madly careening down an icy dirt road in sleeting
pitch blackness with perhaps one intermittently working headlight,
and you and your Mom both know there are cliffs and washouts somewhere ahead
but your screams to slow down or look at a map fall on deaf ears
as the powerful V-8 engine hurtles like a missile into Hell.

we are all that child, here in the Untied Snakes of Amnesia.
O BOMBER is the third term of the Bush Crime Family admin,
Bush Tax Cuts for The Elites-check
Death Tax decreased -check
Social Secureity wounded-check
Medicare usurped by corporate friendly
mandatory Obamacare-check
Mortgage fraud & foreclosures undeterred-check
the Middle Class crumbling-check
FDR social  reforms disolving-check
Bill of Rights and Constitution still raped-check
Gitmo Gulag, still open for biz-check
Police powers still unchecked-check
Drone attacks in foreign lands proceed-check
anti Arab/Muslim racism continues-check
US Empire still far flung and malicious-check
hunger in america-unchecked
real Wall Street reforms-unchecked
confidence restored in the USA-unchecked FAIL.

did i miss anything?
 i voted for O Bomber given the limited "choices" we are given
i thot "maybe just maybe"...FAIL!
NOT FDR in black face -FAIL.

i am am perplexed by the massive shopping spree workers
went on for Xmas, i doubt the massess of unemployed & often homeless
had a "Merry Xmas"...
we had limited gifting as our SSI COLA
(Cost of Living -sic) was frozen yet again.
but it is a brisk beautiful day
perfect for magical thinking that
THE BEST IS YET TO COME..yeah right.

i probably have repeated the statemtnt that having the fedgove reform Wall Street
is like hiring the arsonist who burned down your house to supervise rebuilding it.
STILL TRUE
incoming KALIfornia Guv Jerry Brown has already pormised
UGLY CUTS
like the marrow deep savagery of Guv Groper were beauty pageants?
prisons are overcrowded with non violent "felons"
schools are overcrowded with pre-felons (esp. blax & browns)
hospitals are overcrowded with the uninsured and sick "illegals"

the US is technically broke
Main Street is drowning in debts
while Wall Street is taking itas money overseas.
the EU is a harbringer of Hard Times a coming

cuts in basic wages, pesnions stifled then ended,
entire nation states sinking into red ink
at the 'tender mercy' (nonesuch) of the IMF and World Bank moguls.

The Buddha (now showing on PBS)
said
all life is suffering
due to ignorance greed, and anger
STILL TRUE
what lil have we,as a people learned in this the Kali Yuga,
the age of Iron & Blood...

i leave you with the quoute i gave my dear depressed freind in Arkansas

"We are all in the gutter..but some of us are looking at stars."
Oscar Wilde

look up, to our higher selves & energies,
we are all but a kernel of "GOD"
shine on
my peeps,
shine on

peace
namaste
mega

2011 – The beginning of the End of America – Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

2011 – The beginning of the End of America –
Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

aloha 2u,
back to basics.

SOCIAL SECURITY INSURANCE is "on the table".
used as a bargaining chip with O BOMBER'S Payday Tax cuts (sic).
if i understood the sound bite right, NJ Guv Chris Christie sez to NJ pensioners
SCREW U, WE BROKE!

IN THE DAILY FISHWRAP THIS AYEM IS A COLUMN RAILING
AGAINST BABY BOOMERS AND SAYING HOW WE'LL HAVE TO
sacrifice THE ssi BENEFITS WE PAID INTO ALL OUR WORKING LIVES sigh.
(damn Caps Lock)

are The Elites being asked to Sacrifice, to eat domestic caviar instead of imported?
IMHO..well, u know what i think.if not, go to and play the
YouTube vid on the above link, it is quite succinct and factoid filled.

as Paul Krugman predicted months ago
chronic high unemployment will be deemed "structural" as in,
'ain't shit we (fedgov) can do bout it'.
the vid claims that 17& is the Actual US Unemployment,
that seems to tally with what i have read elsewhere.
despite The Best Holiday Shopping Day EVER
the US economy is in the toilet as a Robert Reich col pointed out Sunday last.
corporations are making gret profits overseas and soon India
and we have become a Rust Belt Country to them
in terms of Global Economics...kicked to the kerb,
left to age ungracefully and slowly starve.

thot i was being Paranoid, who me?, until i talked to a dear friend
settled in Bible Belt Arkansas, he has reached the same dire conclusions.
"we live in a dying Police State, much like Rome when it fell."
to condense a two your mutual rant to its core.

BTW did you note O Bomber's parting Xmas gift before Hawaii
excutive order for "indeterminate incarceration" for
the forlorn prisoners at our Gitmo Gulag who were kidnapped,
tortured, kept doped up now and forever without a trial or judge to hear them,
calling Franz Kafka or Joe Stalin to the front desk please.

was Rev. Jerimiah Wright right?
here in "Paradise" with eyes wide shut.
Happy New Year?

namaste
mega




namaste
mega






the Gitmo Gulag prisoners, kidnapped, tortured and doped up for eternity withoput a trial or judge, it could be any of us next.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

SANTA IS A COMMIE...?

Psssst..SANTA IS A COMMIE, OR AT LEAST A SOCIALIST.

why is he always sooo jolly,
what is he smoking in that pipe
or stirring up behind closed doors?
is he cooking meth with all those inbred "elves"?
why are there NO Female Elves, what kinda sexist garbage is this?

why does he always wear RED isn't that a Commie color?
whats with him and all these children on his lap?
seems like another Micheal Jackson type to me.
whats with all this redistribution of wealth with presents?

he knows whose been Naughty or Nice?
isn't that Homeland Security's job?
who checks his papers at the border?
and where exactly is the North Pole,
can Sarah Palin see it from her house?

why is he REALLY sneaking into people's house?
to plant Commie listening devices
or to poison our gingerbread cookies and egg nog?

who is behind this nefarious plot?
it's gotta be the Commies,
still sore after they lost the Cold War....

doesn't the "X" in XMAS
look like the hammer & sickle?
doesn't Trotsky look more than a lil like Santa,Comrade?

"Faith  may be defined briefly as an illogical belief in the occurrence of the improbable."
H.L.Mencken

Merry Xmas,good will to men  and all that good shit.
mega

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

SINE GRAVITY OCTAVE 2

"Many desire to kill me, 
and many wish to spend an hour 
chatting with me.The Law protects me
from the former." Karl Kraus, misanthrophe

aloha 2u,
this new insulin is REALLY messing with my head so i will attempt to be coherent here.

1.in am generally NOT a fan of Post Apocalyptic movies, since i fear we are living thru one.
Mad Max,I Am Legend,Book of Eli,Terminator ;Salvation ,Soylent Green and so on. you all know the gig..CIVILIZATION IS DESTROYED AND THE REMAINS OF HUMANITY  LIVE LIKE  RATS TRYING TO REBUILD IT AGAIN THRU AN ANARCHY OF CHAOTIC SEXIST SAVAGE BARBARISM...(see KALI YUGA referrals)

FACT despite Conventional Wisdom there is surviving megalithic structures around the planet,from turkey to mesomerica and peru we find massive massive structures of indestructible granite and diorite which tell us we are NOT the first worldwide civilization on this planet.just friendly reminders from the past? or ominous warnings?
FACT you all know the work of  supergenius NIKOLA TESLA ..
you say you don't?
in almost every FRANKENSTEIN movie there is a large metal device which crackles with electrostatic energy,that device is a TESLA COIL (look it up)
FACT we are entirely wrong in our usage of finite fossil fuels and wasteful explosive internal combustion engines.heard recently the best car engines are about 70 percent efficient. we are killing our planet to drive to jobs we often despise.so we are committing needless planet wide genocide...for a profit.
FACT last week or so PAKALERT PRESS published a story " UFOS are Tesla' flying saucers".and strangely enuff if you scope Tesla's Wikipedia mention it does mention that Tesla proposed flying devices of discs and cigar shapes which were powered by "teleforce", his version of what science is now calling Dark Energy or Dark Matter. the thing with so called Dark Energy is that it makes up about 85 percent of the known universe, which means for human purposes it is infinite.
FACT Conventional Wisdom sez TIME TRAVEL IS IMPOSSIBLE DUE TO ENERGY CONSTRAINTS, YOU'D NEED ALL THE ENERGY PRODUCED ON PLANET EARTH TO POWER SUCH A DEVICE...what if you weren't limited to planet earth??? we will return to this and the Theory of Time Traveling Nazis, i promise.

FACT NIKOLA TESLA   july 1846 -jan 1943
(see Wiki bio for more details) born in Serbia  and generally recognized as :the father of the second Industrial Revolution" ,worked with Edison and Westinghouse among others.in 1895 he designed the first hydroelectric power plant at Niagra Falls, fought Edison's choice of DC (direct current) with his own invention of AC (alternating current) which we still use today.then in 1891 he invented the Tesla Coil still used in radio and tv electronics, he also developed flourescent light ( can't win em all), laser beams,wireless communication, wireless transmission of electrical energy!   the principles of remote control and robotics.
FACT TESLA NEVER FAILED he just got into fueds and got his funding yanked or inventions proved too disastrous for the current energy cartels to manage.

THEORY Tesla's "teleforce" is tapping into Dark Matter as channeled by the World Energy Grid (straight ley lines, which are man made NOT natural) as relayed thru our humble planet and sun. Tesla predicied that the energy of our sun is electric NOT nuclear, we live in an ELECTRIC UNIVERSE (see aerther,prana, chi etc etc) which some Quantum Physics are just now tiptoeing around.newspapers often asked Tesla if he had invented a "death ray" like in the dime novels, in fact he had.

BTW WILHEM RIECH,a rogue disciple of Freud, broke away to discover what he called ORGONE ENERGY based upon his own work with human orgasms.generally regarded as a quack his ORGONE BOX (basically a coffin filled with earth, like vampires use..?) promised to cure all ills and energize you tremendously. on the flipside was DOR Deadly Orgone Radiation, which he demonstrated could break up clouds,change the weather and possibly kill from a distance..a death ray. a cheap affordable death ray that almost anyone could build...for his work Reich was by fedgov imprisoned and his books  burned.if he was such a quack why take the then unusual task of tossing him in jail and burning his books????(and yes, i have read some of his books which survived)
THEORY  TESLA & REICH WERE ON THE SAME PAGE....A VERY DANGEROUS AND INNOVATIVE PAGE...

BTW 2 speaking of book burning,the Germans were the supreme orientalists of their era,please note  the swastika faces left -a sign of the LEFT HAND PATH or THE SHORT PATH , what we'd call EVIL (see THE SHADOW with Alec Baldwin for a superb depiction of this).
 Hitler spend millions on expeditions to Tibet and India,researching a so called Aryan Race but also finding old Vedic tech manuals and translating them into German, this they augmented with Tesla's public inventions,***Werner von Braun was an esp big fan of Tesla...

FACT as early as 1911 Tesla spoke openly about airships without wings or propellars powered by electrical energy,note this was b4 World War One  and planes were made mostly of baling wire and canvas AND HE DID NOT MENTION ZEPPLINS..

IMHO what got Tesla into trouble was his proto socialist notions that energy was a human right and should therefore be provided by govt for FREE(see Bryrclifffe sp?)

OVER-UNITY TECH
if you've ever heard the rumors of car engines running on water then being bought up and yanked by the car companies or take the latest example of COLD FUSION which was mocked and derided here and ultimately its inventor killed..meanwhile in Europe and Japan Cold Fusion is still being bench tested and found to work, anyway Tesla's concept of OVER UNITY is like that.

it either
A)produces more energy,often much more energy, than it consumes 
or B) it uses no visible energy at all ,using rotating often counter spun magnetism and principles of harmonics we have mostly lost. remember that MUSIC IS THE MOST MATHEMATICAL OF THE ARTS thus the most scientific, computers can write music as well as play chess...
i admit a bias as Tesla is one of my fave SCIENCE HEROES but
FACT when he died Hoover's FBI had 80 crates of his writings seized and classified,never to see the light of day?

ROSWELL one thing that has always bothered me about Roswell is that the military had a PLAN IN PLACE for squelching all info gathered there, leave out the lil green men crap, the tech was found then cordoned off, classified then trucked off the Wright Patterson in Ohio.i have seen mention of the so called Blue Berets, crash retrival teams...there are usually reports of odd markings like hieroglyphs found on this tissue thin but durable UFO skins.
History and History Internal has a lot of documentaries about Nazis,UFO and general fortean weirdness.
some peeps are just kooks and ET is behind everything from the Ice Ages to Mammal evolutions (more on that later too) when the only toll you have is a hammer than you treat everything you find as a nail SIGH.
lets leave ET out of the equation until we have too okay?

one recent docu caught my eye, NAZI SECRET SUPER WEAPONS or something which mention things like jet engines, VTOL Nazi fighters,the New York Killer bomber and ballistic missiles projects and just plain old batshit crazy stuff. one which caught my eye was dubbed The Bell, a metallic dome about ten feet high and five feet wide with no weapons or wings, what could it be?
built in Poland it consumed enormous amounts of energy but for what purpose..? the excited announcer said that this was the exact device found on 9 dec 1965 in Kecksberg,Pa (see Wikipedia entry) which blazed across several states then was found and removed by the army in record time.hmmmmmm.....the excited announcer then said this is how Hitler Escaped Berlin, which is nonsnense.

1.Hitler did not die in the bunker, there are too many stories and details which do not match beside there were several "Hitler doubles" ,just as Churchill and possibler FDR had theirs ,to foils assassins.several were placed at the bunker b4 the alleged 'suicides'.
2.FACT the Hitler Skull the Soviets found in the Hitler Bunker is DNA female...
3.Hitler possibly escaped Berlin via subway to Templehof airport where his fave female,
WHO JUST 'HAPPENED' TO BE IN TOWN THAT DAY ***sigh , pilot flew him to safety in Italy or Swizterland.
FACT Hitler had Parkinsons and was probably lil more than a figurehead to ODESSA & DER SPINNE...there are vague rumors that Hitler and Eva Braun had a son who ended up being a jazz player in the Netherlands and wanted nothing to do with the Fourth Reich...
4.TIME TRAVELING NAZIS...am still trying to wrap my head around it, but The Bell and the Kecksberg UFO seem to be identical right down to the mystery runes of script along the rim, was it just a test or did some few Nazis escape to....
5. FACT you are aware that OPERATION PAPERCLIP (as referenced on the X FILES) did indeed bring thousands of unrepentant Nazis over here to help fight 'the Cold War'? well we did, and not just non-combatant rocket scientists,in one of the more shameful acts in us history,which is saying a lot...
6. what was six...1947, the year i was born saw the creation of the CIA and the first appearance of UFOs Over America and Roswell.Tesla had been dead and buried 4 years and AREA 51was being mapped  with the longest modern runways on earth for expanded super top secret programs...
THEORY  TESLA WAS RIGHT!


ET GO HOME?
"GEN 6:2 That the sons of God saw the daugthers of men
that they were fair;and they took them wives of all that they chose."

THEORY
okay okay this has been bugging me for a week, what kinds of Angels did Lot have to protect from lusty towns people? Angels with physical sexual organs?

 Angels apparently who like to fuck human wimmin and spawn offspring?
 who exactly are these SONS OF GOD?
FACT it is predicted that we can spawn with chimps since we share 98% of their DNA
THEORY what if we go up the food chain and some peeps decide to take a dip in our gene pool,bestiality much?
who or what the Sons of God were/are is unknown but they apparently share enuff of our DNA to breed, like dogs we are off the same species Homo Sap.

speaking of breeding
seen in tow places now that our universe has FOUR BRUISES from possible bumps in the Membrane of the cosmos spawning 4 daughter universes with laws of physics different than ours, if you do any research of Fairie Lore you will note the time dilation effect,a human spends a few days or week with the faerie (who are not all Disney Tinkerbell saccahrine cuteness) and returns to find years or even generations have passed here on earth, this is across all the cultures i have surveys about 50 i think.also common them of the CHANGELING child and breeding with human wimmin
like various warped UFO Abducitee contacts,
are the Sons of God still out there?
what is their motive other than survival as a species???
some researchers are getting hip to NOT E.T. but E.D.-Extra Dimensionals or Exo Dimensionals

THEORY instead of dying off maybe our ancestors shifted to an adjacent dimension where they could keep tabs on us and give a nudge when needed? was ATLANTIS maybe a spaceship or shift-ship across The Bleed (see prior blog) i am still digesting this one,stay tuned.
heads hurt now?, more to come...

next, back to our irregularly scheduled vitriol and abuse...

namste y'all
mega

Monday, December 20, 2010

GIMME MORE

"What we have heah,is a Failure ta Communicate!" a sweaty Strother Martin as he clubs COOL HAND LUKE senseless...

aloha 2u,
good morning katz N jammers,
what have we here?

as Gov.Groper deserts the scene hopefully back  into
a well deserved anonimity the new Guv has proposed UGLY CUTS  yet again.
did u do your homework kiddies?
did you faithfully read every word of DISASTER CAPITALISM by Naomi Klein???
toldja so.

here's the Cliff Notes version, or precis

Cyclopean cuts leading to "temporary emergency measures",
which soon become Permanent,
leading to Draconian Cuts to human services and welfare
.it's the Secret Soauce of World Bank and IMF loans.
who loses-we all do,
who wins..just look uphill...
hoo doo voodoo economics,
Trickle Down snake oil   TAX Cuts (sic)
just sold to us by Clinton and O Bomber
and their cronies on Wall Streert who ecscape this whole sticky "crash"
not only unsacthed but RICHER THAN FUCKING EVER!

HUGE WEEPY SIGH.
this new thrice a day insulin is bad for my mental health,
i see things all too clearly when i should be sleeping.
are we waiting for Pinochet,Peron,Franco and some other
greasy thick necked jackbooted
Man On Horseback to "rescue" us????

if it is the Antichrist come
how will we know?
at this point we've been humped & dumped,
gangraped by some many Economic Theories and wasted efforts,
balm to cover the Giant Sucking Sound,
as Ross Perot so aptly called it...
a sucking chest wound really.
so we lie here in the gutter
bleeding from every orifice
a Denver Boot on the car we live in.
after the phantom mortgage rapists
foreclosed on our dreams,
dreams,
our all too fragile
pitiful middle class
dreams of dignity &
selfhood....now
we fight the rats in the gutter
over the last scraps,
flung there by rich Philantropists
-rapists with tinsel halos...
where is our Dickens
or Upton Sinclair
or Steinbeck
to crystallize our suffering,
where o where?

helpless or hopeless
or down so far
we have nothing left to lose.
it's time to put a greasy
work hardened hand
around some well bred neck
and wring it until he
bleeds
equality,
real equality,
not the usual
mind numbing
propapaganda

O BOMBER
saw himself as the FDR for our times,
instead we get the new Hoover
Hoovervilles of tarp and steel.
the myth is
THIS USEDTA BE A GREAT COUNTRY,
i think we have always been
the mean eyed rats at the door
ready to steal
the Baby and the Bathwater
or anything else not
nailed down.

some TV gilded throat
proclaimed
ARE WE NOW A BANANA REPUBLIC?
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
IF YOU ASK ME...
they killed JFK ya know
and how many others on that bloody list...
maybe i have lived too long,
seen to much,
bled too much.
is Dubya our
Nero,Claudius
or more ominiously
our Caligula????

basement level;
shattered dreams and
shards of the middle class,
the working wounded are lined up
outside the toilets
waitng for relief,
relief my black ass.
WHAT WE HAVE HEAH, IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE...
yes Boss,
picking it up hereBoss,
we say to THE MAN WITH NO EYES...

NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP
& SLURP YOUR RUNNY
GODAMNED PORRIDGE.,
jesus died for
whose sins exactly?

despairing in da dark
mega

Sunday, December 19, 2010

ADDENDUM

NOTE TO SELF
new thrice daily insulin makes me mean..er.

okay okay,
DO NOT DRIVE INTO A LARGE TREE,  
I NEED MY READERS
BESIDES WITH AIRBAGS AND SUCH
ALL YOU'D GET IS A BLOODY NOSE,
WRECKED CAR AND DUI POINTS ON YOUR LICENSE.

STAY HOME AND SULK, DRINK IF YOU MUST,
AVOID CHEERY PEEPS THEY'LL ONLY AGGRAVATE YOU.
do not KICK SMALL CHILDREN, THEY TEND TO BITE.

if you have a cure for a sticky caps key which does not require home made explosives..let me know.
i have CDS from G Man with the acerbic Ricky Gervais and the immortal George Carlin to keep me amused until this season passes.

ENJOY?

namaste
mega

TREPIDATIONS

"Nothing is more damaging to a new truth than an old error."
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

aloha 2u,
i am NOT a Luddite BTW look up Luddite,its fascinating...)
if you're in a Good Mood then skip this
until you're dyspeptic...more scroogy.


ROBOTICS
i first read about Robotics in the 50s, probably in I,ROBOT by super-genius Isaac Asimov, whom we named my second son after.and his FIVE LAWS OF ROBOTICS are still in usage today, see the Will Smith movie for more details altho it is Very Loosely based on the book.
but it was the novel which became the film COLOSSUS:THE FORBIN PROJECT
WHICH AFFECTED ME MOST. IN IT TWO SUPERCOMPUTERS,
BOTH DESIGNED ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF "THE COLD WAR" UNITE TO STABILIZE HUMANITY BY BECOMING "god",SOMETHING REFLECTED IN THE MORE POPULAR  WAR GAMES.

"SKYNET" anyone? behind me TERMINATOR 2:JUDGMENT DAY is playing with a buff Linda Hamilton kicking some serious ass etc etc.
what has this to do with Asimov? this brings us to the
genius and immortalist RAY KURZWEIL, look him up this man is both fascinating and scary.

1. the guy wants to live Forever, no i mean really.not downloading his thots into computer storage or into some as yet to be perfected cyborg, he wants his body to last physically intact for at least 500 years and there is some nut in England who sez 1000 years is desirable...HUGE DESPAIRING SIGH.
if this perfected the starving masses in america,africa and Bangladesh won't even get a chance in line for this millionares elxir or whatever, more of the same if you ask me. More ELITISM uber alles..

2.but it is his second idea which troubles me most. SINGULARITY ORIGINALLY THIS ONLY DESCRIBED THE EVENT HORIZON OF BLACK HOLES AND NOTHING ELSE, OUTSIDE OF GRAPHIC NOVELS AND HIGHBROW SCI FI...(damn Caps Lock key, i blew compressed air into it last week and it seemed better briefly.)

where was i? oh right Kurzweil,
he has reformatted SINGULARITY to mean the day,
in the very near future when according to MOORE'S LAW,
COLLECTIVE A.I.  'ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE'
will make individual computers smarter & faster than humans, smart humans.

IMHO this is not a Good Idea.
Kurzweil also invisions robots designing,
creating and building the next generations of robots
-without human interfernce....
philosophically we are playing "god" and how could we,as imperfect as we are, somehow manifest Perfection? what if they decide keep us around as stupid pets, too malicious to let roam the universe or maybe just this orb. what if they put us in Quarantine until we grow up,if ever...

also, lets assume for a moment that THE RAPTURE & 2012
don't happen....lets assume we have to ride it out here on this single damaged planet.

you realize by now that i am a human Data Aggregator and i what i find scares me,
as i have children,otherwise fuck it.
what the CLIMATE CHANGE DENIERS
seemed to have missed with all their bluster is that
Climate Changer Estimates have mostly been
Too Conservative about the RATE OF CHANGE...
we just had a weather front last week which effected 30 states
and now a huge weather front is bringing death and disaster from the Yukon to Mexico.

what if? we have Missed the Tipping Point
and the damage is irreversible while we argue over
corporate profits and seating arrangements on the Titanic?
SOUL; MATE got pissed at a local candidate becuz he thot Electirc Casrs would solve Everything, just plug in and go,
as i may have mentioned most COAL FIRED POWER PLANTS
POLLUTE WHILE GENERATING PRECIOUS ELECTRICITY...
THATS A LOSE-LOSE AS I SEE IT
while smug preening faux environmetalists pat themselves on the back,
hope they dislocate something.

and another thing while i'm at it..
.if you celebrate anything this season,
no JC was NOT born on 12-25 it is a long been a  festive pagan holiday,

I WISH YOU AND YOURS WELL-GOOD HEALTH ,
RELATIVE SANITY AND TRUE LOVE
otherwise go out,get fucked up and drive into a large tree at high speed...
i object to being ordered to BE HAPPY as an old cartoon once said
"no thanks, i have other plans" say it with a mean hard glare...

fuck all this consumerism,
Eat The Rich, lotsa of tasty marbling in their flesh,
not all stringy like we poor.

Enjoy your holi-daze.SIGH, if u can.

namste y'all
mega

Friday, December 17, 2010

SINE GRAVITY OCTAVE

"Reality is what bites ya when delusions,drugs and mediation fail.:  Ho Chi Zen

aloha2u...
1. yes i am still watching the Ancient Aliens series of History Channel amd i concded some of their ideas and theories are overly simplistic, here's what i theorize...

FACT? the Common Wisdom believes &  teaches, without evidence, that 8,000 years ago we went from simple hunters gatherers to beer makers who built cites and domesticated both animals and grains.
FACT there are cyclopean ruins of granite or diorite, the eternal sturdy stones, in turekey dated at least 10,00 years and in Peru dated at 14,000 plus but both may be far far older. ruins attributed to the Incas actually precede them and are of far greater workmanship as is the 100 ton temple rock at Baalbek, Lebanon.

the sound gravity octave is a term i found back in the 70s when i first began exploring this stuff.
now it is called THE WORLD ENERGY GRID THEORY that ley lines are electromagnet or even electrostatic conduits which can be enhanced and amplied with the usage of sacred stones on what we now call sacred sites

FACT gravity is not spread equally around this planet, there are permanent bumps and depressions in the oceans..
FACT Royal Rife, yes that is his name, developed a series of electrostatic frequencies which he claimed could destroy ALL disease.his theory is still being tested and accept by thousands of peeps, me i can't afford it but..lets posit as fact that there are HARMONICS WHICH CAN NEUTRALIZE GRAVITY.using the World Energy Grid for power...( see Bermuda Triangle, Devil's Sea near Japan and Vile Vortices)

FACT everything we do is wrong using fossil fuel; explosive/extractive power sources.
FACT using clreean electric cars powered bvy dirty coal power plants,
FACT 'CLEAN COAL IS A PR MYTH"
THEORY  older civilizations on this earth used sustainable  "Subtle Power"
which did not pollute or stink up the planet and left eternal stone markers in case we 'forgot'
see civiliztions like the HARAPPA IN INDIA or the vast unknown cultures in South America who built impossible ruins which are still standing to mystify us eons later.BTW the language of called  Senzar is a precursor of modern day Sanskrit which experiments have shown to be a computer friendly language with no alterations made in grammar or thot construction, this should make Vedic and pre Vedic translations faster...
FACT they have found evidence of five colors of cotton grown in pre Incan  cloth, we can only grow one color.and when exactly was corn first cultivated? we don't know.

it is my THEORY that this World Energy Grid is eternal and i believe that both the genius Nicola Tesla and the eccentric Wilhem Reich tapped into it.which in THEORY why thew fedgov shut them down and later stole or burned their research sinc it was a threat to Big Energy interests.
FACT both thot that energy was a human right and should be given FREE to everyone.

MORE TO COME
next i will try to get my head around mind-blowing  time traveling Nazis and how fairies might be real and extra dimensional...

LOVE YOUR MOTHER-EARTH
namaste y'all
mega

Thursday, December 16, 2010

GUSH V. BORE

"SOS   U$A  FOS!" 
local wall graffiti,
G Man i totally totally agree.

aloha 2u, just a quickie tonight.
a few days ago was the tenth anniversary of Bush V. Gore
so nautrally the slightly left media got their panties in a twisr
over it, since they seem powerless to think about anything else.
about the Supremes, Antoine Scalia the current spark plug of the Supremes
,who never met a conflict of interest-like his son and his firm testifying b4 the Supremes..SIGH.

anyway Scalia considers himself an "Origanalist"
when it comes to the Constituion(sp?)
apparently wrote in B V.G
that there is NO CONSTITUIONAL RIGHT TO VOTE...WTF?
and therefore NO RIGHT TO HAVE YOUR VOTE 
COUNTED AT ALL OR EVEN ACCURATELY...hullo Florida!


so Bush stealing one election, a coup d' tat via the Supremes and
Florida disinfranchisement or yet another via Michigan vote juggling and discouragements
were NOT ILLEGAL...per se  SIGH & CRY.

so in essence, we do not live in a democracy but a plutocracy
and what the Elites say goes, even one of the Tea Bag leaders proclaims that Voting should be restricted to Property Owners and not the common rabble.
so following that Originalist interpretation we should now abolish voting rights for wimmin and rerun to an openly  slave owning culture?

THERE IS A JEFFERSON QUOTE ABOUT TREMBLING FOR HIS COUNTRY WHEN HE FEARS THAT GOD IS JUST AND HIS PATIENCE NOT BEING INFINITE OR SOMETHING, yeah right sIGH.

 i tell ya that Canada is looking better n better, esp. for this Oreo cpl...

namaste y'all
love each other
mega

Friday, December 10, 2010

side salads

"would you like a side salad with your cyanide?"
my BFF G Man, in response to some gloomy
foreign news i sent him today about the us economy.

SIGH.
aloha 2u,
these are the time which drive men & wimmin to drink, cheap vodka if they can still afford it.
gotta love Sen.Bernie Sanders who is still filibuster for justice vs.tax cuts for the rich. i already sent an e mail to my two sham reps supporting his efforts.

had  along talk with with an OS Software engineer who described his method of a trifurcated approach to net security.
1. THERE IS NO,repeat NO,privacy online due to fedgov,hackers and foreign hackers etc etc etc.you remember i have been 'phished' twice recently and once had to have my twice rebuilt steampunk PC rebuilt yet again..$igh.
2. next we talked about having fedgov 'tails"/dossiers on us from past activities.i think i won for having the after school Russian Language Club i was a member of during the '63 Cuban Missile Crisis shut down by the FBI.. there were less than a dozen of us plus a teacher...plus i was wiretapped in the late 60s for my anti-war activities.in olden days you could hear the hollowness of the tap and often them typing on clicking away during your call, Freedom Of Speech anyone?
3.next we talked about how in the 1960s in nyc all high school boys were forced to swim naked at high school and at the Y..he said nobody ever believed him when he said this but i can testify to the truih of this, naive me thot it was Normal everywhere and that girls swam naked too-they didn't. sigh, will i ever know the whys and whereas' of this world?

Soul Mate asked me recently
"Why are the rich doing this? to what purpose
are they pauperizing the middle and working class?"
good query
i have no answer.
one foreign headline is about 'watching the american economy turning into another Detroit"...

YIKES!
SM is insisting that i be more Positive in my worldview...okay
I AM POSIITVE that i will NOT live long enuff to see the worst of this....
howz that?

please try and find Love where u can, if the world does NOT end in 2012
we still have to live amongst the debris.

we are now 3rd World 'merica
get used to it.
namaste
mega

Thursday, December 9, 2010

MY BLK LTHR JKT

"HAPPINESS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU EXPERIENCE,
IT'S SOMETHING YOU REMEMBER."OSCAR LEVANT

ALOHA 2U,

I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET... 
AND MY CAPS LOCK KEY NOW SEEMS TO BE BROKEN...SIGH.

WHEN MY BACK FINALLY COLLAPSED I COULD NOT WORK,
I GOT TWO DOCS TO AGREE TO THAT AND
I GOT CALIF DISABILITY INSURANCE FOR A YEAR, NO BIG.
I WAS TOLD TO APPLY FOR FEDERAL
SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY INSURANCE (I.E. NOT AN "ENTITLEMENT") WHICH I DID...

FIRST OFF THEY SEND YOU TO TWO DOCTORS U HAVE NEVER MET, IN MY CASE A FOOT DOC AND KIDNEY DOC, BOTH OF WHOM AGREED I WAS FUKT UP-EVEN THO THEY WERE BEING PAID TO SAY OTHERWISE.THEY ARE ALWAYS PAID TO SAY YOU CAN GO BACK TO WORK...HUGE LIMPING SIGH.

NEVERTHELESS MY CLAIM WAS DENIED AND AFTER CAL DIS RAN OUT I WAS FORCED INTO THE HUMILIATING GRIND OF APPLYING FOR WELFARE AND FOOD STAMPS WITH SINGLE MOMS AND FLASHY PIMPS TROLLING FOR NEW TALENT.(SHUDDER)

..THEY HOPE TO BREAK U WITH THIS,
NO REALLY. SOUL MATE AND I RAN INTO A DRUNK SSD CLAIMS AGENT ,
AT THE OAKLAND AIRPORT,WHO SAID THEY ROUTINELY DENY ALMOST  EVERYONE IN HOPES THAT A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE WOULD GIVE UP AND SOME EVEN COMMIT SUICIDE..THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO PROVE IT. HUGE HUGE SIGH...

SO I GOT A LAWYER FROM A LIST AT CIL-BERKELEY. SHE WAS A SMALL SHREWISH PARANOID WHITE WOMAN CONVINCED I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW FUCK HER OUTTA HER SHARE,ALMOST HALF OF THE SSD BACKPAY.HOW EXACTLY DO U PROVE A NEGATIVE?

ANYWAY IT TOOK ANOTHER YEAR AND SHE WON THE CASE AND SHE GOT HER MONEY B4 I DID AND THE WELFARE PEEPS GOT REPAID ALL THE MONEY I WAS FORCED INTO OBTAINING..SIGH..

EVENTUALLY I GOT A CHECK AMOUNTING TO SEVERAL THOUSAND DOLLARS AFTER LIVING ON FOOD STAMPS & GRISTLE, SOUL MATE SOMEHOW KEPT ME ALIVE AND YES I DID CONSIDER SUICIDE, I.E. SELF DELIVERY, QUITE OFTEN.

FIRST THING I DID WAS LIMP DOWN THE STREET TO A SMALL  TIBETAN SHOP ON UNIVERSITY BEHIND BURGER KING,BOTH NO LONGER THERE, AND GET A HANDFUL OF VARIOUS BRASS BUDDHAS AND GANESHAS AND SOME CARVED IVORY EXPLICIT NETSUKE FIGURINES.

NEXT SOUL MATE AND I WENT TO HILLTOP MALL AND GOT ME A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET AND MY FIRST ALOHA SHIRT,& STILL THE MOST BEAUTIFUL IMHO.SO IT IS WITH MIXT FEELINGS OF DESPAIR AND PRIDE THAT I LOOK AT BUT SELDOM WEAR MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...

SO NOW U KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT
FROM FEDGOV LACKIES AND DISABILITY CLAIMS.
Y'R WELCOME.

namaste
mega

Sunday, December 5, 2010

kick da can

"IF YOU WOULD ONLY RECOGNIZE THAT LIFE IS HARD,
THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER FOR YOU." Justice  Louis D.Brandeis

aloha 2u, yeah well...
am i more bummed out than usual,hard to tell..
just read the sunday papers and even the funnies aren't today.

WTF?
after a third quarter that was the RICHEST IN BIZNESS HISTORY
The Elites still spent millions demonizing O BOMBER
and handcuffing him with a GOP "Hell NO,you can't!" House...
his response was to freeze fedgov wages and treat the workers like they were pissy dogs to his hydrant.
SIGH, why is it that the only peeps who still believe in his pledge of "Change' are the very Elites
that put O BOMBER into ofc?

OUTSIDE OF THE TOP 1 PERCENT WHO IS BETTER OFF THAN THEY WERE UNDER DUBYA'S OILY HAMFISTED PLUTOCRACY????

i read Krugman and lately Robert Reich and i just wanna weep...during The Great Depression The ELITES still made out well, snapping up industries for a pittance. squelch the Unions and stiff the workers Amen.

i was going to wrtie today about SIDEKICKS
lets see if i can seque this in...
1.like cinema most white guys have a minority race sidekick,usually black,
so i was regarded as a sidekick-not a complete person, by most of my male white friends and even some of the females,b4 i learned to expect more.when i turned out to be smarter and more complex than they the friendship was over..was i to play dumb to soothe the fragile male egos as most females have learned? no, i am the star in my own life-movie.

1a. ODDITY
most sociopaths and serial killers take this ti an extreme and reduce most of the world to disposable one dimensional cut outs, oddly enuff they seem pleased to find someone like me who sees thru their bullshit..am still working on this aspect of interactions.

2.the USA as i see it has all the hallmarks of a Sociopathic Empire
a self-inflicted victim of Imperial Hubris/Overreach
with bases in over 100 countries and a rotting infastructure and workforce at home.
www.TomDisaptch.com
was talking about this on CSPAN yesterday and came up short
when it came to efforts to stop the US Permanent War footing.unlike most human sociopaths the US of Empire seems immune to truth telling and fault finding, see recent WiKiLeaks tantrum.
the COLD WAR was a scam to keep the war profiteeroing industries in high gear while the Soviets worried we were try8ing for a First Strike KNOCK OUT capability, they still don't have any version of the interstate highway system partly due that it would make it easier for future invasions.SIGH & CRY.

3.THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/MEDICAL COMPLEX OWNS OUR PUNY ASSES... and there ain't a goddamn thing we can do about it.   huge fetid sighs...


3a. its like going to Vegas to find the liquor strong, the wimmin willing and all the games rigged,just ask "The Supreme Court".$$$$$ equals Free Speech bullshit...'equal justice' for all is even more bullshit, just ask the poor,raped wimmin and abused children how "just" this society is.the great RICHARD PRYOR often joked that when niggahs go to jail all they find is JUST US...


3b.for example..if you are raped and even lose a body part, like the nipple trophy rapist in L A..about 85-90% go unreported, i never told the cops, and of that say 10 percent the number who go to trial and get their reps slimed the winning average is maybe 2 % less if the rapist is a good looking wealthy white male.the current story arc of DEXTER follows up on this scenario, personal revenge? most of us don't have the aptitude to become serial killers..some times i almost wish i didn't. when The Mirage informed me that the babysitters ex-con son had sexually abused our children;my first thot was knives,surgical gloves,nylon rope and body dumping spots..unfortunately she had told the cops first...sigh.


4.took a half assed Personality Test on FB last week, despite answering honestly i came out a NORMAL (sic) if i with my ultra dark malignant lethal directed turbulent moods am Normal then God(s) Help the US of A. i gave this more thot, i could go Postal quite easily but as i grow older the thot of gunning down innocents is less attractive, there is a scene in the much maligned WATCHMEN movie where a pair of superheroes take apart Max Security prisoners during a prison riot..yeah, i'd want a piece of that vigilante mayhem.


5.eh,Sidekicks as i say the US Empire is treating the rest of the world like Sidekicks and they resent it and they,like jackals around an ailing lion, see our flaws and weakness...they wait to pounce and i promise it won't be pretty.speaking of UGLY read an obit of democracy about SARAH PALIN as a Hitleresque faux populist prexy in 20102 or 2016......guess all that cartel drug massacres violence & femicide in Mexico ain't THAT BAD or maybe with Climate Change/Global Warming Canada wouldn't be THAT Cold. watching from the sidelines of infirmity as the American Collossus stumble and falls prior to the HOMELAND (Heimat is the original Nazi) rising again under the Tea Bag freak flag of Sarah Palin bogus Home Style mama grizzly fascism....lets just say i liked how that movie wended the first time..except for all that bringing the Nazis over here and getting Gestapo head Gehlen to start Interpol stuff.
shit, i should be drunking ber and enjoying (?) football insrtead of bumming you guys out...


6.why "kick da can"? cuz thats what O BOMBERS fedgov is doing instead of solving the Real Problems of this unequal society, see Gov.Gropers inane futile lease on Sacto expire with the shit still dripping from the corroded fan, Made in China label still attached.
more unemployed means more cannon fodder when the UI runs out?    sigh


yes G Man i can sometimes out gloom even you,agree or disagree?
Chriss, it all stinks except u and a few others growing like a lotus thru the excrement...keep a flowering please.


go team?
namaste
mega


Friday, December 3, 2010

IHSS ....IN DEEPER SHIT

"FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES BUT
REMEMBER THEIR NAMES." JFK

aloha 2u,

feeling better, returning to my normal level of misery.
meditating again and soon will return to yoga and maybe walking too.

BACKSTORY
IHSS is a fed/state /local program designed to keep sick
and elderly peeps in thir homes and not strapped to their pissy beds in some nursing home.
FACT peeps live longer at home and tend to die sooner in nursing home.
FACT there are not enuff nursing homes to accommodate
the roughly 400,000 peeps statewide in the program.
FACT ever since i hit s' cruz the state has been robbing the counties of monies used to keep peeps in the program and leaving them with a whores promise of repayment.yeah right.

FACT in good years the tasks of the Advisory Group and county locals is to improve services and accountability and in lean years its just keeping peeps alive.
FACT we hit Lean Years five years ago and now the shit has hit and broken the fan...sigh.

NOW
FACT things have gotten So Bad that last election the general populace passed a Proposition,
no not That kind,to stop the scrotes and screw ups in sacto from ever doing this again.
FACT even with this a letter is going out from sacto to tell all 56 counties in KALIpornia to cut IHSS hours by 3.6% and halt or cut workers wages too.
FACT THIS SHIT WILL KILL PEOPLE!

THINGS COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE EH?
wrong..huge huge fucking sigh.

yesterday the daily fishwrap delivered yet more cheery news
some facelss bean counter in the Census Bureau
has decided,unilaterally, that an area from the tiny pimple of a town .davenport,
on the northern edge of s'cruz county..south to the gang infested environs of salinas,
should be considered one big metro complex ( i.e.super city)
1. this is insane
2. this means massive fedgov cuts in cash allocation..namely
public transit and paratransit, public works projects and IHSS funding,
the majority of which is fedgov dispensed..
THIS SHIT WILL KILL EVEN MORE PEOPLE!!!

HAVE A MEETING LATER TODAY TO DISCUSS 
HOW MANY BODY BAGS WE WILL NEED....SIGH & CRY.

other than that it is bright sunny and cold outside, Soul Mate finally has a diagnosis of what ails her and my new heart doc is giving  me yet more pills and tells me i may be a candidate for STINT CITY a la Cheney and lose weight of course.i went on a new program bout a month ago
NO REFINED SUGARS & NO ENRICHED WHITE FLOUR,
WHOLE GRAINS ONLY YADA YADA.sounds good eh?
I HAVE GAINED 7 Pounds damnit....SIGH.

please have a better day than mine.

namaste y'all
mega