"Fool me once,shame on you.Fool me twice...won't get fooled again.Hehehehehe"....W
the year was 1968 and i had a crappy low wage job pulling plastic wigheads from a molding machine while getting wet from the nipples down and getting the gritty plastic particles stuck everywhere.all this after losing 5 inches (no not There) in a T bone car crash that summer.
so i spent my 21st birthday alone eating raisin bread and salami sandwiches,which i had three times a day since that was all i could afford. meanwhile my female cousin and her ex-con dyke lover were doing sex shows in the Hollywood Hills for money and coke,which they did not share. this judging by my cousins disabling prolapsed vagina,extreme fisting or insertions were involved.my Xmas gift to myself that years was a $65 a month studio apartment on what is now MLK Blvd near the LA Coliseum.it was the third month in a row both had gone missing for several days when the rent was due and the landlord had a zero tolerance policy on unpaid rentals.
anyway the black manager at the apartments was shifty and as soon as possible i found the owner and paid my rent directly to him,an older black man who lived nearby. a few months later the shifty manager skipped out with all the rents,except mine, and the owner came to bitch and had the then racist all white L.A.County Sherriff's evict everyone except me and the sad ghost who lived under the stairs.so for many months i was the only tenant in and eight unit building,the next manager used to sneak in and go thru your stuff,esp.porn,while you were at work.a houseguest of mine caught him when she came out of the tub naked... I have a right to be here.I'm the manager!"
my life was different after i discovered LSD.i became a better different person, one causality of this was my dream of joining Mensa-the organization of geniuses....i had taken the test in NYC and passed but had been rejected for being too young so i waited and went West.when i took the second test at UCLA i had been up about 36 hours on an unplanned alcohol and LSD fueled bender,shit just happened.so i failed....unknown to me a private detective in the poor foothills of Beverly Hills had begun a group for ALPHA,peeps smarter than 90% of the populace and not 98% like Mensa.in those days Mensa had a rep for being stuffy and academic whereas Alpha liked to drink,party and screw.
so at the first gathering of Alpha there was this short blonde and i noticed that everywhere i sat i found myself staring up her skirt,a technique i wound notice often in the future.later she called and invited me out,i went on several platonic dates with her to movies and the beach,more staring up her skirt...so when i suggested sex she told me that she had to consult her shrink first-say what? apparently he had advised her to act on her lustful impulses towards black men but only so far,so i did not wait around to see if he approved penetration.
when i became political Anti War etc etc there was a pretty brunette in my group named Susan who invited me to dinner,i went. her son Mark was one of three of the most terrible children i have ever met.unbeknowst to me Susan and her hubby,who were in the same group, were in the process of divorcing.
so one late night meeting before a really crucial rally of 10,000 or more,Susan threw herself at me sexually which-as the leader of the group was a really really bad time for me-so she threw herself at another guy,a UCLA student,who was overjoyed to accept.it was a rebound fling which sound ended much to the UCLA student's evident dismay,both wound up dropping out of the group.
found a girl in Alpha who i had some real chemistry with,we would talk for hours about everything-too bad our schedules were never in sync and i fled L.A. before we ever met in person.
now back to our regularly scheduled misery....
OCC PY
namaste
mega
the year was 1968 and i had a crappy low wage job pulling plastic wigheads from a molding machine while getting wet from the nipples down and getting the gritty plastic particles stuck everywhere.all this after losing 5 inches (no not There) in a T bone car crash that summer.
so i spent my 21st birthday alone eating raisin bread and salami sandwiches,which i had three times a day since that was all i could afford. meanwhile my female cousin and her ex-con dyke lover were doing sex shows in the Hollywood Hills for money and coke,which they did not share. this judging by my cousins disabling prolapsed vagina,extreme fisting or insertions were involved.my Xmas gift to myself that years was a $65 a month studio apartment on what is now MLK Blvd near the LA Coliseum.it was the third month in a row both had gone missing for several days when the rent was due and the landlord had a zero tolerance policy on unpaid rentals.
anyway the black manager at the apartments was shifty and as soon as possible i found the owner and paid my rent directly to him,an older black man who lived nearby. a few months later the shifty manager skipped out with all the rents,except mine, and the owner came to bitch and had the then racist all white L.A.County Sherriff's evict everyone except me and the sad ghost who lived under the stairs.so for many months i was the only tenant in and eight unit building,the next manager used to sneak in and go thru your stuff,esp.porn,while you were at work.a houseguest of mine caught him when she came out of the tub naked... I have a right to be here.I'm the manager!"
my life was different after i discovered LSD.i became a better different person, one causality of this was my dream of joining Mensa-the organization of geniuses....i had taken the test in NYC and passed but had been rejected for being too young so i waited and went West.when i took the second test at UCLA i had been up about 36 hours on an unplanned alcohol and LSD fueled bender,shit just happened.so i failed....unknown to me a private detective in the poor foothills of Beverly Hills had begun a group for ALPHA,peeps smarter than 90% of the populace and not 98% like Mensa.in those days Mensa had a rep for being stuffy and academic whereas Alpha liked to drink,party and screw.
so at the first gathering of Alpha there was this short blonde and i noticed that everywhere i sat i found myself staring up her skirt,a technique i wound notice often in the future.later she called and invited me out,i went on several platonic dates with her to movies and the beach,more staring up her skirt...so when i suggested sex she told me that she had to consult her shrink first-say what? apparently he had advised her to act on her lustful impulses towards black men but only so far,so i did not wait around to see if he approved penetration.
when i became political Anti War etc etc there was a pretty brunette in my group named Susan who invited me to dinner,i went. her son Mark was one of three of the most terrible children i have ever met.unbeknowst to me Susan and her hubby,who were in the same group, were in the process of divorcing.
so one late night meeting before a really crucial rally of 10,000 or more,Susan threw herself at me sexually which-as the leader of the group was a really really bad time for me-so she threw herself at another guy,a UCLA student,who was overjoyed to accept.it was a rebound fling which sound ended much to the UCLA student's evident dismay,both wound up dropping out of the group.
found a girl in Alpha who i had some real chemistry with,we would talk for hours about everything-too bad our schedules were never in sync and i fled L.A. before we ever met in person.
now back to our regularly scheduled misery....
OCC PY
namaste
mega
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