Tuesday, November 30, 2010

BBC News - Facebook U-turn over woman's breast cancer scar photo

BBC News - Facebook U-turn over woman's breast cancer scar photo
yeaaaa.....

Boijmans TV Episode 11. Shame

Boijmans TV Episode 11. Shame
NUDIST VISIT A DUTCH MUSEUM, NAKED TO SEE
NAKED ART. KINDA LONG AND ODD BUT I LIKED IT.
MEGA

Vagina Facial Spa Treatment - Peach Smoothie Vajacial - Harper's BAZAAR

Vagina Facial Spa Treatment - Peach Smoothie Vajacial - Harper's BAZAAR

okay okay, why NOT just walk around naked to show it all off.
when we were married The Mirage and i did, mucho Fun.
mega

IN DREAMS

aloha 2u,
yes i am back.
as is becoming a holiday tradition,PG & E gave us a mini blackout for my birthday, nov 21st, this time our DSL router was merely scrambled NOT fried.

i was UNDERWHELMED by the recent election results,
these United Snakes of Amnesia SIGH.
will have plenty to say about this as time goes on, O BOMBER seems to be back in Compromise Modes,yup-that worked so well b4..HUGE SIGH.

WIKI-LEAKS saw something on BBC News which said if Iran got THE BOMB one third of Israelis vowed to crap their pants then leave and Israel wound cease to be A JEWISH STATE as the fertile but bedraggled Palestinians, 4 mil inside and 6 mil outside,would soon return and overwhelm the Israeli apertheid state.that is the real reason Iran is a threat,Israel having 200 plus nukes..not a threat? if the Zionist would lighten up all would be well,see ROBERT FISK is you have Link-TV or online.the man has a love of the language which rivals that of Chris Hitchens (and IMHO my own).

but, in honor of the DVD of INCEPTION being released either today or tomorrow i will recount one of my more elaborate dreams, not entirely a side effect of my sleep meds...

IN DREAMS
i am driving down a dark road, the trees so thick and tall they crowd out the sun. it is a narrow one lane dirt road which comes to an abrupt end.atrypically i get out to look around and ask directions, as i have no maps..also atypical.
i walk uphill along the road to find five white men in camo,crouched  with shotguns,waiting to kill bears..several are eating thick juicy delicious looking club sandwiches. i ask where they got them, one whispers back "over that at the college, in the cafeteria".i look uphill where to points and see a gleaming white brick and glass modernistic college building..i walk to a glass enclosed stairwell and open an outisde door and enter, i smell food so i enter and descend four floors of white tiled walls to the basement. along the way i acquire "my Stalker" a 20s brunette in pigtails,watch cap, flannel,denim and hiking boot. i recognize her as stalking me...
at the cafeteria i find a harried waitress inside a window to the busy kitchen, i ask for a club sandwich. she tells me they only serve off the menu via table service, she tells me to take a seat...there are twenty or so large round tables,all of which are full except for a small one where my stalker sits...SIGH.
i decide to take the elevator to the surface, en route i see an incomplete outline of a bison with a pigs bristle art brush nearby, i complete the outline and take an elevator to the surface.

i come out somewhere else, on a busy city street near a police station.. i see a group of Bolivian indios in derbys and colorful serapes heading up the hill behind me, so i join them. we are soon trudging up fine grit volcanic sand along a cliff side which has a beautiful view of a red sun in the reflecting clouds. no one speaks or asks why i joined them.we soon come to a narrow dirt road with a guard shack where the indios check in for their janitor shifts, next to the guard shack and blocking the road is my car, a four door hatchback VW navy blue with gaffer tape on the driver side door(??)

i drive downhill to the busy street and turn left, i soon hear two female voices in my head commenting on my driving skills and motives.i enter the town of Live Oak, which looks like Felton and Ben Lomond on Highway 9 smooshed together,i drive along S curves and several female oriented stores. the voices are driving me crazy, commenting on my tattoos and Daddy issues.i pull over and stop, the is a condo complex next to where i stop and the voices get louder. i go inside and the voices belong to two attractive brown latina wimmin sitting at a sunny patio by the bank of elevators,they comment that, judging by my tats i would be happiest with "a busty black woman from the Southwest". i take the elevator down and come out at a basement level which is a huge round pool full of wimmin. i look up into an inverted bowl where each condo has a balcony which overlooks the pool below.i think "we should have one of these in berkeley".
it is only then i realize that half the wimmin in the pool are naked and the others topfree or suited.
a tall latina, bikini  tanlines naked with a Frieda Kahlo unibrow and faint mustache above bad teeth, climbs out and confronts me kindly."can i help you?"
"just trying to get outta here" i respond.
she directs me to another bank of elevators halfway around the pool, i circle the pool help a woman open a stuck door tot the elevators then take an elevator up. it opens to a sunny patio covered in astroturf with many older wimmin stting and sunning themsleves while totally ignoring a wailing woman with long grey hair cloppased in a heap blocking my exti. i help her to her feet an she clings to me like a lifeboat as she crys and crys and crys, i notice her hair turning from grey to boren as her crying concludes. then she grinds her pelvis against me suggestivley as exhales hot breath into my ear.
"want to?" she purrs.
"what?" i respond before she turns and slinks away.
i go outside to find my car....
fin.

this is a fairly typical dream sequence for me, several times i have dreamt a sequence one nite then continued it the next nite, i have been recording my dreams for several decades which helps with detail and memory. sometimes i am the protagonist and others just a fly on the wall.this is why i loved INCEPTION most likely.

sweet dreams
namaste
mega

Saturday, November 20, 2010

PSI FI?

aloha 2u,

NEW WORD?  "PRE-CAVE"
per MSNBC this what the O BOMBER admin does versus the GOPublicans
to discard strategic items from negotiations as OFF THE TABLE
see SINGLE PAYER HEALTHCARE,PUBLIC OPTIONS,
PERMANENT TAX CUTS FOR THE SUPER RICH and so on.

BTW saw two movies about ESP (sic) on cable recently.
1.THE GIFT with Cate Blanchett and a str filled cast Goivanni Ribisi,Keanu Reeves etc.
2.PUSH with Chris Evans (the new Capt.America in 2011) and Dakota Fanning, set in Hong Kong.
(STILL PLAYING ON SHOWTIME)

the Gift has Cate using a deck of RHINE CARDS (developed by Dr.Rhine in the 60s at Duke Univ.)
to access her prophetic and revelatory powers.i once had such a deck in the 70s, found it worse than useless. thot is was  fedgov ANTI-PSI disinformation.

BTW2
heiro-phant
interpreter of the sacred mysteries . (ufos,geomancy, sacred sites?)
this is a card in the Major Arcana of Tarot Cards.
in the 70s everyone was reading cards, i got a Celtic Cross reading in NYC and wrote it down,
good thing cuz the reading turned out to be incorrect.had my own cards Waite deck,wrapped in raw silk inside a rosewood box.have lost track of them,maybe The Mirage has them now.
back in the day when i was heavy into LSD and the consnesus reality we agree on was breaking down
i did trip sitting,seances,card reading and a taste of prophecy.i see why hallucinogenic drugs are common to most shamanic practices.

PSI (so called ESP)
anyway PUSH is more action oriented (in Hong Kong get it?)but no less real in that pre-cogs don't always see clearly and that our future is malleable, it branches like a DECISION TREE DIAGRAM depending on our actions.they called pre-cogs WATCHERS, psychokinetics MOVERS and psychometrists SNIFFERS whereas one person can have one or many aspects to their Talent or Gift. KORAK THE KILLER'S WIFE was a ghost whisperer, she talked to dead peeps..a medium if you will,as opposed to a well done?

THE BLEED
there is a series of graphic novels featuring a super hero team called The Authority, i advise you to take a peek,this is a tangent of that. they have an interdimenzsional vehicle which is located in THE BLEED, i like this concept.in quantum physics MEMBRANE THEORY this would be the "aether" wherein all the manifestations of dimensions / membrane would be located.
lets take this as a given,shall we? otherwise all these Membranes are hanging in nothingness and the 'Brane Theory of the Big Bang, the Big Jostle?, become untenable.

THEORY  THE BLEED IS AN ACTUALITY
and that things seep from one 'Brane to another,
sometimes intentionally? Mainstream Science is not yet  looking that far ahead yet but i predict they will.
i think in PSI/ESP we all have access to The Bleed and whatever secrets it may hold, see AKAHASIC RECORDS from The Vedas..what we know as REALITY IS BUT THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG
in what shall we call it? Hyper Reality? Bleed Reality?
told you i once saw a glowing transparent image of Jesus as a child in Harlem,
all these images of JC or the Virgin Mary (Earth Mother Isis?)
or tortillas,trees,paint stains what have you
are called ANOMALIES meaning WTF?
 i think human consciousness and human desire opens The Bleed...
think about this before you scoff.
i think that prayer or meditation is a non drug avenue to...
something else, elsewhen?

just a few random thots on this windy rainy day in "Paradise"...

"PERHAPS I KNOW BEST WHY IT IS MAN ALONE WHO LAUGHS;HE ALONE SUFFERS SO DEEPLY THAT HE HAD TO INVENT LAUGHTER."  Nietzsche

what about hyenas?
namaste
mega

Friday, November 12, 2010

WHY BOTHER?

"AUSTERITY;
the poor will have to tighten their belts long before eating them.' Ho Chi Zen


aloha 2u
just a few words
about the Presidents Deficit Ommisson
their verdict;

CODDLE THE RICH (& SUPER RICH) THROTTLE THE POOR.
heard on CNN or Rachwel that
the US Defense Budget (sic)
is Larger than that of
THE WHOLE WORLD COMBINED
(that includes China,
we have troops in over 100 countries,so far)
like Rome we seem destined to topple
under our own weight.SIGH.
they want to cripple Social Security
(thats some nasty Socialism there)
make Medicare unbearble
end child care help
(what lil there is)
and so on.
why don't they just shit in our face
and write FUCK YOU in it,
oh right they already did that
with the Wall Street bailouts
and the more recent $700 Bn
GIFT to the banksters again.
HUGE SORDID SIGH.

i am confused
some peeps and pundits
seem to think that
O BOMBER,
WHO HAS MEANWHILE EXTENDED
TOURS IN AFGHANISTAN BY FOUR YEARS
AND HASN'T MENTIONED GITMO IN AGES,
"will grow a spine" and stand up on his hind legs
against the 1% Elites...
c'mon Get Real.
as a fat lame half blind
enlarged heart panting
exhausted diabetic
fragile curmudgeon,a
fibromyalgia & Lyme disease &
carpal tunnel suffering crip
i'd like to see them place me in a job
which dosen't exist and won't ever agin.
no, i will be laying dead on
a sidewalk somewhere
after
i do a Bernie Goetz on their asses!

a last shard of sanity
read the tea leaves, what the Wall Street Elites
are proposing with
PERMANENT BUSH CRIME FAMILY
TAX CUTS and offshore banking and
so called Negative Taxes for Corporations
(meaning some get Refunds on Taxes They Don"t Pay)
is exactly what Hoover did
and FDR did briefly before seeing
that it would drive the US economy into a ditch then off the cliff.
lets paraphrase Kanye West...
"the Rich don't care about Poor Peeple."

during The Great Depression the rich still partied
and bought businesses for lil more than a song,
they got richer
they did not suffer from The Depression
just as
dirt poor black/sharecroppers
like my grandpaents on both sides
didn't suffer from it for opposite reasons.

like G Man sez, we are well and truly fukt
as the formerly Middle Class,
now jobless flotsam. move from
tract homes to shabby motels
to permanent homelessness
and see their listless lives run out
without hope
or even a Negro prayer
of Salvation "someday".
we are all The Rust Belt now
aging abandoned  discarded
left to the cruelty of time and rust,
and once they have totally shredded the "safety net"
what do they expect us to do?
go into the forest like the Maya and North Koreans
to queitly starve to death?
or will there military turn there guns on us
like Ike and McArthur did on COXIE'S ARMY?
in the30S
or they could always have Blackwater do it...
SMIRKY SIGH.

given the state of everything
i think tis better
to be closer to Death
these days, my memory
of the Past Century
is still too fresh to just lay down
and let the tanks roll over me...

TGIF?
namaste
mega
(not affiliated with MEGAMIND,
MEGA SALES or any other
commerical entitiy misusing my name)
SIGH.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A "LEVEL PLAYING FIELD" 2

"A casual stroll thru the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything." Nietzche

aloha 2u
and another thing or three
...
1940s-60s NYC
where i grew up, nyc, u knew where the ehtnics lived -niggers in Harlem (formerly where the Dutch had been b4 pushed into then out of HAARLAM), Brooklyn,Bed-Stuy around Coney Island and tiny parts of Queens,"spics" (mostly puerto ricans in Spanish Harlem and parts of the South Bronx,middle class and rich jews along Fordham Road and Grand Concourse,Italians in Lil Italy and Hells kitchen and the few Chinese in Chinatown near the Bowery and Greenwich Village-which was often racially and sexually mixt and whites just about everywhere else.

1960s San Antonio TEXass
niggers on the east side,wetbacks got the shitty south side (which looked worse than Tiajuana when i was there but was near jobs at  Lackland Air Force Base),rich whites got the north side near the airport and less rich to middle got the west side.

1960s L.A.
niggers in Central and South L.A.,Compton and Watts, latinos got the entire east side, some Koreans in KoreaTown (near Crenshaw???) which was south of Central but above Compton and Watts,middle class whites to the west and the rich whites in the north west side-Hollywood Hills and San Fernando Valley( home of the Valley Girl). i lived in Inglewood briefly near the Felt Forum which was apparently mixt racially then at Central near the L.A. Coliseum and USC (nicknamed the University of Spoiled Children..OJ is a famous  alum)

1970s to 1980s frisco
black peeps talk and it doesn't take long to know where
you can safely rent and where you'll only get your feelings hurt.
North Beach was originally the Italian sector until Chinatown encroached on it then they fled  south  to San Mateo County,flipinos and latinos got Daly City, while the blax got Hunters Point ( with its WWII contamination issues still unresolved) the Other Third (bleak post industrial squalor),ButcherTown nearby, the Filmore and West Addition west of City Hall and parts of the seedy shabby Tenderloin, the Haight was mixt since the hippies and the Avenues were lily white until the elderly Chinese  moved in then White Flight kicked in again, the Marina (crippled during Loma Prieta) was lily white with a very few Chinese and SoMa south of Market was elderly filipino and white sea mean and of course Redeveloped for rich peeps in highrises...the latinos owned the Mission from the Central  Freeway all the way south to Daly City with a few whites sprinkled along San Jose Avenue and elsewhere( SM lived there too).

i lived in the Haight when speed was king then later in the Tenderloin at Geary and Leavenworth, i just realized that i integrated my building...my white friend Bill V told me about upcoming vacancy next to his place and i was the second to see the place before noon (the woman b4 had not liked the color of the walls or the offer by the manager Clyde to DIY) Clyde asked me what i thot of the walls, a pinkish salmon. i said IT HAS FOUR RIGHT,OKAY WITH ME. peeled off the rent and security deposit and began moving in that day. lil did i know that most of the lil olde lady retirees were terrified of me....as they were of the Korean couple who moved in to replace the sticky fingered Clyde.

1975 frisco
found out that two of the five cab companies at that time did NOT hire wimmin, black and brown, i can name them since there was a lawsuit-Luxor and Desoto, the third company hired mostly Chinese that its owner Guy Wong could bully.so it was a choice of Yellow or Veterans (began by WWII vets natch) so i got hired by Veterans...didn't take long to find out where to go if you wanna get robbed...

1986 frisco oaktown
i had a pregnant white wife and four cats, so we all moved to Oakland which has a frothy mix of all ehtnicities in the flat lands and the snobby white rich perched on the hills above. it you are white with a black or tan partner you soon learn that your skin color counts for nothing when you move and in The Mirage's case she soon learned that black wimmin would taunt and hate her until she produced a cute lil chocolate child...she and i would play the skin game when it came to deal with shopping,door to door hucksters,Jehovah Witnesses and the many moves we had to endure,some even voluntarily.one point, i never met my in laws, they sent only enuff for The Mirage and the kid then kids but never me, and The Mirage got called WHORE for Her Trick Babies by many in the whites of the Mid west.. SIGH.  her sister and husband in frisco,being 'liberals' seemed to accept me okay.but what do i know?

1990s Mendocino County
jusy pretend that everything from the 1950s to the mid 1990s NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED
yes it was That Bad.i have touched on this before...LONG DEPRESSED SIGHS.

2000s
even tho s'cruz has exactly the same racial mix as Mendo i have only faced blatant racism here once when a white kid played stupid when i asked for a Marianne Faithful CD at a nearby store , now defunct record store, i know it was racism cuz SM went in the very next day and got the CD minus any hassle.
we recently went to HENFLINGS  a notorious biker bar along Highway 9, i was half expecting trouble but we went with friends.and soon saw latinos, polynesians and a couple of mixt breeds and aside from the spine-unfriendly bar stools we had a nice time.

i was working toward a point somewhere...
oh, right
was listening to RUSH LIMBO on KSCO as i waited for Soul Mate outside the doctors office today, he was proposing a punitive tax ONLY ON KALIpornia cuz we had the audacity to pass AB32 in the face of Big Oils attempt to squash it. with Prop 25. he was in full throated  bloviation mode as i turned it so i never found out what set him off. of course the DITTOHEADS called in to regurgitate this party line LEVEL PLAYING FIELD NONESENSE.
speaking of nonsense this is one i forgot, when i went back to college as an old fart in my mid 30s i could tell that everyone around me that i was some kinda AFFIRMATIVE ACTION  BABY( altho i never took a cent in fedgov student  loans and paid cash all the way thru to my aptly named B.S.

DATING
okay okay,
not   so much, had white and jewish and even a hungarian tourist who liked me,
from nyc to l.a. to frisco.also had chances with chinese and even a native american  wimminor two.
older younger it didn't seem to matter.SOUL MATE calls it looking to The Twinkle
i necver had a name for it, i could just see within a minute or two SOMETHING
changed behind their eyes and sex and possibly Love was INEVITABLE.
thanx to my mother crippling my self esteem
i never thot of myself as handsome.still don't...
old pictures tell a different story  SIGH.

if you're looking for Racism Everywhere-u will find it
if you're like me and mostly Not Looking you will still find it.

WE ARE NOT A COLOR BLIND SOCIETY, NO MATTER WHO IS IN THE WHITE HOUSE OR ON THE RADIO, BUT LIKE RODNEY KING SAID "CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?" IS THAT TOO DAMN MUCH TO ASK? look in the Ten Suggestions in the christian Bible etc etc u know the drill..sigh.

FASCINATING as Mr.SDpock would say
that Mystery Missle launch 35 miles off the coast of KALIpornia
the Pentagon denies all knowledge of this undersea missle launch
then HOME LAND (HEIMAT in the original Nazi German) Security
sez they don't know either BUT
it's not a threat to national security..oh really?

FACT  contrails from planes do NOT launch from the oceans,
only missiles or UFOs can do that, to our meager knowledge.
are we so stupid we can be lied to like shortbus children?
has the dysfunctional education and drugging network
finally succeeded in reducing our grey amtter
to the wattage of rocks???
DUMBASSIFICATION TRIUMPHS
while we all lose..HUGE HUGE HUGE SIGH.

i gotta go
namaste
mega

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

A "LEVEL PLAYING FIELD"?

"cur -mud -geon (origins unknown)
1.(archaic)a crusty,ill tempered ,churlish old man.
2.(modern) anyone who hates hypocrisy and pretense
and has the temerity to say so;anyone with the habit 
of pointing out unpleasant  facts in an engaging and humorous manner.
foreword from THE PORTABLE CURMUDGEON
a book of quotes and salty observations complied by Jon Winokur,
i am so defined and stand guilty as charged!


Aloha 2U,
SIGH.

our car radio is broken and all we get on
this cheap emergency radio is KSCO, a local Fox affliliate.
the owner and radio host were both gloating about the DIMS "Shellacking"
then the owner gave the usual Conservative claptrap about cutting the Defict
and creating a LEAN GOVT by cutting "entitlements"
like social security,Medicare,Medicaid, Food Stamps and everyhting
else the poor and elderly depend on.

they olde "Level Playing Field" argument was rolled out like some dusty zombie pony.
let me tell you about the LPF as it pertains to the "liberal SF Bay Area"
where i lived for two plus decades.
1. found out pretty damn quick which areas i could and Could NOT live,
asked around after getting a series of rejections and no call backs,and i had the ca$h!
racist bastards but at least they didn't flat out lie to my face..
2.hotel jobs
as i have mentioned i worked in a two high priceded
Union Square area hotels for almost nine years..
my first boss was a well dressed ex-cop Paranoid Alcoholic
who got fired for repeatedly hitting on the Uber Boss' blonde mistress,
despite many warnings he eventually drove her to tears.
and it cost him his job...the Director of Personnel Trish,
"Trash" behind her back as she wobbled by drunkenly
atop pricey Come Fuck Me heels,
this grotesque scrawny Punch & Judy pallid Trust Fund Baby
told me they didn't "need a new Director of Security"
i could do the job with a minor pay bump..
okay, now i was replacing both a non-cop bra less shirt open
to the belt non-cop lesbian
and my PA boss, so did...then Trash rewrote
every schedule i produced ging more hours to
her ex fireman fave who only wanted to
work a few hours NOT full time.
Trash kept on giving him more hours
until he quit..which she blamed me for.

a few weeks later FAT BOY waddled in,
a morbidly obese retired ex sheriff
as the new director of Security.
he was white breathless and florid,
again i was told they weren't hirng any Asst
which i took with my usual gracelessness...sigh.
okay, i was working full time and
going to college full time so i put up with it.
plus it paid really well, at least $15 and hour
plus profit sharing back in the 80s.
so one day this lazy dumb ass wanders into
the Security Office and intriduces himself
as the New Asst Director, so now i have
to train yet another white guiy how to be my boss.
time passes
i see him punch in but i never spot him in the lobby or on the floors
neither do the gay and pinoy guards, how odd.
maybe six seven weeks later a waitress tells me how
she spotted in in the lobby of a nearby hotel wearing their uniform!
i check the schedule and he was paid for working that nite,hmmmm.
double dipping, how  nice for him.

now the hotel had a policy that upper managemnt
had to spend the weekends there in case of
emergenices but really it was just a perk,
Security and the Engineering handled all that.,
the Uber Boss his blonde wife and blonder
mistress spent a romantic weekend there once or twice...
so once or twice FAT BOY got the perk and didn't bring his wife
took him awhile to notice that his ASST was nowhere to be found,
so natch he starts riding me about it.
like he couldn't just ask the Dumb Fuck himself?
one of the perils of competency
is that peeps thing you know Everything about the job,
which i did come close to.
so one day i was in a bad mood when he fielded this query again
and i told him where to  go...
across the street and one block down.

FAT BOY was Astonished and told Trash,
they secretly took a picture of him and
stapled it to his timecard
then they shut the back-house early
to force him to come thru the lobby and be fired.
which he did and was....

yet again i was told they didn't need an Asst..SIGH.
Trash thot herself sooo convincing" and me a fool apparently
and so two weeks later Cheatin' Catholic a notoriouosly cowardly ex cop showed up
( i had freieds on the force, esp. nabe nite cops who knew
that it they got a call from the hotel it was a legit beef and
bring handciffs cuz some motherfucker was going ta jail. )
i had what is know as Street Cred among cops,whores and crazies...
anyway C-C turned out to be both lazy and a coward
who was Never around when u needed him, i found out why later...
a Nicaraugan woman ran the hotel laundry in the basement next to Security
and one day her eldest son showed up for a summer job, no biggie
i can work with anyone not on crack,boozing outta cotrol
or terminally stupid  USUALLY.
his Mom was cool so i went easy on him, showed him around
and he Took Notes which showed he was no dummy and
the waitresses hormones all went on High Alert as he was handsome
in his gold neckchains and jewelry...so i told him to wander around, find the Detex
punch keys on his own,which he did.
he came back a bit later,puzzled.
he'd found a couple of employees
screwing in one of the suite/confrenece rooms.
okay, that was actually normal for both str8s and gays
not to mention drug dealing and purchases.his
Mom had warned him to always Be Discrete
so when the woman saw him he'd backed out discretely.
i asked for descriptions and he gave good ones
esp."short bald tanned bulbous nose,loud grunting"
so i responded that Ms.X was the Asst Director of Catering
and C-C was his new boss.(MS X who i was eying for a minor fling myself,
later came and apolojized for disappointing me and herslelf,
she quit soon thereafter, hotel staff can be viscious gossips & a good source of info)

the way i knew he was Catholic is that one Xmas
his wife came to the holiday party and was stunned
to learn the Knights of Columbus group met on Saturdays
NOT the Wednesdays her cheatin spouse had told her for years,
can i get an amen somebody?
so C-C took my days off forcing me to mid week
meaning i had NO days where i didn't have to be anywhere,
despite him i graduated Cum Laude,so there.
SPEAKING OF XMAS, GOT THE PERFECT GIFT ONE YEAR AS
FAT BOY AND TRASH WERE CAUGHT FUCKING 
IN THE WIDE OPEN TRASH-ROOM BY FAT BOY'S CURIOUS WIFE .
THIS WAS ODD SINCE TRASH HAD AN OFFICE
THAT LOCKED LESS THAN 20 FEET AWAY AND
THE HOTEL HAD MAYBE 12% OCCUPANCY
SO THERE WERE PLENTY OF ROOMS AVAILABLE,
(BOTH SECURITY AND ENGINEERING HAD PASSKEYS TO EVERYTHING).

i chortled with delight as both were summarily fired,
then C-C became my boss and was useless,as expected.
so i went to another newer 1000 room hotel where i met The Mirage
and another trust fund baby, his hobby was restoring wrecked
Porsches near his Nob Hill abode,there was also a
coke pipeline which ran ran str8 from Columbia up his nose,
he was the pissy kinda rich snob who was sooo whacked
out he NEVER read the nitely reports we worked so deligently on
and so was constantly surpised as the morning meetings,
which hethen  took out his frustration on us with whacky
commanda and promise of COMP TIME for all the unpaid OT we put in.
NOBODY EVER GOT A CENT,INSTEAD WE ALL GOT FIRED
OVER SOME PETTY SHIT OR OTHER, which were his marching
orders as he told The Mirage b4 he fired her too.

that is the LPF from my perspective,
had other jobs when younger where you
had to fuck the crabby grabby shrew of a boss
to get a raise, NO THANX.

BTW
one of the signs of a true sociopath is
a LACK OF TRUE COMPASSION
they can mimic it but as SOUL MATE calls it,
in some of us THE BULLSHIT DETECTOR
GOES OFF & WE ARE NOT AMUSED.
Mad Tea Party anyone?

all i know is wahts out there,et tu?

namaste
mega

FASCISM MUCH?

"When a man wants to murder a tiger he calls it sport;
when a tiger wants to murder him he calls it ferocity." 
George Bernard Shaw, when fedgov wants to murder men...

ALOHA 2U,
damnit where are the protests?
where are the riots in the streets?
where is the rage at being shafted yet agian?
where is..where was i? (bleak humor there)

1.US Intel Agencys spooks and Special Forces have had the 'right;' to kill anyone,any time anywhere-whom they regarded as speedbumps "on the road to deocoracy" SIGH.
2.O BOMBERS DJ is defending John Ashcroft and other members of the BUSH CRIME FAMILY with the fraudulent concept of ABSOLUTE IMMUNITY for some high ranking public officials.

O BOMBER could rape and kill a child on Live TV
and walk away uncharged..HUGE HUGE SIGH.

3. now the DOJ wants to legalize O BOMBERS RIGHT TO KILL AMERICANS WHO ARE "ENEMIES OF THE STATE", by their definitions-anyplace,anywhere,anytime. the American Iman in Yemen for example but why stop there? protesters,anti war peace groups,green party members, ..snarky bloggers???

BTW the $600Bn the Fed Reserve just dumped into
the banking industry "to help small biz",
define SMALL...everything i read sez it will be used
to destabilize the economies of the EU and China
in a bid to make IMPORTS MORE EXPENSIVE
FOR US CITIZENS- OMG! (snark)
in a spurious effort to PROMOTE AMERICAN JOBS.
JUST LIKE THE SPURIOUS STIMULUS EH?

the FEDERAL RESERVE IS
A QUASI GOVERNMENT AGCY
RUN BY & FOR THE BANKS,
IF THEY BURN THE COUNTRY DOWN
AROUND US WILL O BOMBER PROTEST?
efforts of a responslbe national bank have
repeatedly been overturned in us history.
much like Single Payer Healthcare here in KALIpornia
...SIGH & CRY.

BTW2 the Evil Empire is promoting ( per CNN mouthpieces)
JEB BUSH as the ANTI OBOMBER over nutcase
Sarak Flailin and Palin LONG DEPRESSED SIGH.

gotta stop now before i pike all over my shiny new keyboard,
the typos i often make are apparetnly caused by
some variety of brain damage, possibly a whipser stroke
like my buddy Tomas has frequently.for example
BLAKC is how it comes out typing,
(hows that 4 irony?)
even a new keyboard with larger one inch
square keys has NOT solved anything
even with a slower hunt & peck style SIGH.
THIS IS NOT THE BEST I CAN DO UNDAMAGED,
i m just sayin'

BTW3
have resumed anti-drepressants
at half dosage
minus medical advice as
i would like to stay married-i am now
IMPOSSIBLE  To Live With without them..
even i couldn't live with myself like that...
HUGE CRANKY SIGH.

be good to each other
namaste
mega"

Saturday, November 6, 2010

SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

aloha 2u
this is NOT an exhaustive survey and i will try to keep THEORY & FACT clearly delineated but often the line blurs,feel free to Wiki or Google anything herein...some of this is from ANCIENT ALIENS (sic) on the History Channel, a pinch of Charles Fort and dozens of books & copies of Nexus magazine i have read on these topics over the decades.

FACT
Mars has two moons,over the last two hundred plus years astronomers have had trouble following them,why?to my knowledge EVERY attempt to land on either of these two small moons have failed,as have many missions to Mars.
the FACE ON MARS..Fact or Theory?
troubling aspect to me are the visible pyramids nearby, pyramids have STRAIGHT LINES,straight lines are ALWAYS Man Made..Nature doesn't do straight lines,keep this point in mind.

FACT OUR MOON
\when NASA landed on our moon, it rang like a bell.is our moon Hollow??? NASA seismographs have noted the Moon ringing with each landing.FACT moon dust is rich in HELIUM 3,as are our oceans, this is a powerful non radioactive power source.

FACT/THEORY...i found it odd that when NASA landed on the moon and then quit, none of the Apollo landings were anywhere near several craters where astronomers have reported lines of clearly visible moving lights since the late 1800s,neither were so called "bottomless craters" targeted nor explored..

FACT the MODERN ERA of Flying Saucers began about the year i was born..1947
the crashes at ROSWELL & SOCORRO New Mexico and the death of Maj.Kenneth Arnold over Washington chasing what were soon dubbed "Flying Saucers".....

FACT STONEHENGE
and Avebury and other monolithic structures are built atop and along what they call in Europe LEY LINES,DRAGON LINES IN China,if our planet were a person and you gave it acupuncture to increase stamina and  longevity then you would do it along THESE STRAIGHT LINES.
THEORY the Pyramid Code on the Docu channel had a THEORY that rather than our hierarchial notions of these massive structures as royal tombs PERHAPS they were built to empower the peeps around them with a "now lost Subtle Energy Technology"...i like this idea,more on these energies later.

FACT/ THEORY  ATLANTIS
there was a theory that the reason Egypt developed first in the Lower Nile and the Nubian Desert is because there was once a Sahara River which made trade with Atlantis easier,decades later NASA satellites found evidence of just such a major river.it is a curious FACT that Egypt seems  more advanced the further you go BACK into pre-Pharonic history.FACT there is some evidence that Egyptiian heiroglyphs MIGHT PREDATE SUMERIAN CUNEIFORM...unfortunately the Egyptian fedgov has been recently tightfisted with their micro-managing discoveries as some of the luster removed might damage the tourist industry.

FACT THE SPHINX
EDGAR CAYCE,the Sleeping Prophet, predicted long before his death in the 1940s, that a vast Hall of Records could be found between the paws of the SPHINX,also somewhere in the Yucatan-he also predicted the discovery of the BIMINI WALL.anyway back to the Sphinx..various researchers and TV crews using ground penetrating radar have found that there is indeed a vast cavity beneath the left paw of the Sphinx and a passageway on its left side..the response of the Egyptian fedgov was to build a high fence,deny all access and post armed guards to deter the curiousity seekers.

FACT-A COMMON THREAD
if you are a fan of Comparative Religions/Mythology-as am i- one cannot help but ntitce that MOST CIVILIZATIONS attribute their advance from the caves to "SKY GODS" who taught them the Basics...Sumer.Egypt,Maya.Aztecs,Toltecs,the Vikings, the Vedic Empires of India,Ancient China,Polynesia,Native Americans,you get the idea.
now i often write fiction and i have found over the years that if you write about an ancient culture and seek a counterpart to Zues,Thor,Apollo or whoever..it only takes one of two reference books to find them.
Example../a tall pale white man with long flowing blond hair-KUKULCAN of the Maya? QUEZTLCOATL of the Aztecs? VIRACOCHOA of the Incans? all of the above but also alleged VENUSIANS first contacted by GEORGE ADAMSKI in the 1950s-initially viewed as a crackpot Adamski is now recognized as among the first CE3K contactees, his book and the books of GREY BARKER are fairly level headed in their approach to mystifying events.

FACT STARS ABOVE
can you name the ONLY CONSTELLATION MENTIONED IN THE BIBLE?
ITS THE PLIAEDES (sp?)
if you are asked to name three constellation studied by any ancients with astronomy choose The PLIAEDES,ORION AND SIRIUS.the Sphinx,which orginially had a Lions Head( FACT) is oriented toward Sirius and the placements of the three pyramids on the Giza Plateau mirror the stars in Orion's Belt..

FACT THE ANNUNAKI (sp?
okay, if you want to accept SUMER in Babylon (modern Iraq) as the Cradle of Civilization, they claim they were kick started by the Annunaki roughly translated  "those who come from the sky above".when a child grows it has to crawl before it can walk then run..civilizations are like that too.it's like finding a Neanderthal,whose brains were actually larger than our own FACT, coming out of a cave and stepping into a Stealth jet fighter.NOT VERY LOGICAL IS IT? but its precisely what we are lead to think-rather not think.

FACT MODERN MAN has been around since before the last Ice Age..what has he been doing?running naked in Africa as a hunter-gatherer yet the Neanderthals had jewelry and buried their dead with religious ceremony but we are asked to think that peeps in a more favorable climate than Ice Age Europe had NO Culture?what were they doing???

FACT THERAPODS-INTELLIGENT DINOSAURS
Velocoraptors,if you saw any of the Jurassic Park series you know that these were the baddest motherfuckers on the planet for millions of years, T Rex didn't have shit when it came to their pack mentality.recent evidence have found that most of the smaller quicker dinosaurs were Warm Blooded-just like us, bipedal and curious-just like us,predators-just like us,nurtured their young-just like us...now dinosaurs REIGNED FOR MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF YEARS
just let that sink in
MILLIONS AND MILLIONS, NOT MERELY 400,000 or so.
THEORY what if,in all that time, these therapods being both intelligent wand bipedal
EVOLVED INTO A MORE HUMANOID DISPOSITION?
forgot where i saw this theory but why not?
bear with me there is a point ahead....
supposed they build cities and then spacecraft
capable of HYPERSPACE DRIVE (more on this later)
given what lil i understand of Einstein's flawed theories
the closer you go to the speed of Light ( SoL)and even faster into FTL and Hyperspace
there is a Time Dilation Effect
whereas to you it seems than ten years have passed
but back on Earth maybe a thousand or a Million years have passed.

WHAT IF THESE SO CALLED "ALIENS" AREN'T REALLY
BUT MERELY INADVERTENT TIME TRAVELERS?

ADAMSKI reported communicating with the tall blond regal Nordic looking VENUSUIANS (sic),which i at first attributed to 50s racism, and a species now commonly  known as THE REPTILIANS..both possess FTL space flight and much advanced technology.both seek to manipoulate humanity,or have Always been?

FACT-THEORY TACHYONS
love Theoretical Physics Concepts but hate the math.
MEMBRANE THEORY ("BRANE THEORY)
asserts for Einstein & Quantum Physics to be valid
we must be operating in six or more Dimensions.
thus the BIG BANG can be explained a energy transfers between dimensions
REMEMBR THAT ACCORDING TO OUR CURRENT LAWS
OF PHYSICS MATTER CANNOT BE EITHER CREATED OR DESTROYED...
so, as i understand it, these Membranes bump each other like twins in the womb
and WHITE HOLES rip a new one and a NEW UNIVERSE IS BORN.
LETS AVOID IN WHAT context THESE''BRANES EXIST WHICH GOES FROM COSMOLOGY TO MYTHOLOGY METHINKS.(if MYTH is a slightly exaggerated History or Racial Memory-see AKAHASIC RECORD/MT.MERU/SHAMBALLA.

FACT EINSTEIN WAS SOMETIMES WRONG
Einstein claimed that the Speed of Light is finite and immutable,
that seems to depend upon the medium thru which it travels,
scientists at UC have slowed the SoL down to about 300 mph.
so lets take the other direction
TACHYONS have long been a THEORY in Quantum Physics
and seems to fit neatly into 'Brane Theory.
as i understood it, a Tachyons's normal speed is FTL
and when it slows down or decays it becomes photon within the SoL range.
think WARP DRIVE on STAR TREK, which is based on surprisingly good science.
so Tachyons live in HYPERSPACE in the limbo
of WORMHOLES BETWEEN 'BRANES PERHAPS?

FACT  vs.THEORY? EXACTLY HOW OLD IS MANKIND?
GO TO www.mcremo.com for more details
he has a Forbidden Archeology Museum onsite
with dates and times of recent discoveries outside the
realm on conventional thinking.
one is a mortar and pestle found during the California Gold Rush
dated as Possibly 33-55 MILLION YEARS
due to the strata it was found in..
Cremo also reports that in 1979 a team lead
by the world famous Mary Leakey
found fossil human footprints
in old volcanic ash, not just Humanoid
but Modern Human by every definition..
certified as being at least
3 MILLION PLUS YEARS OLD.how can that be?

see ICA Peru link, so which is it ?100,000
or 1 million or perhaps even 4-5 million years
of lost human history (sic) PREHISTORY.
is the ATLANTIS or MU myth a remannt of
our distant past and acomplishments?
that's my THEORY.

FACT vs THEORY THE PROBLEMS OF GENESIS
have covered parts of this before but have recently
come across new relevant data,see above.
have a Bible handy?
1.this has always gnawed at me
GEN 1 depicts a fairly scientific sequence of the creation of the Universe,
in exact order of complexity,how odd.
2.GEN 7 why does ALMIGHTY GOD have to 'rest'?
this Being from The Time Before Time has to Rest?
made too many billions of galaxies,strs,planets and species?
moving on, this is also the FIRST CREATION OF MANKIND
GEN 2:7 then the Garden of Eden is concocted and MAN is put into it?
where exactly was MAN/WOMAN before this?
most MYTHS are plagarized from earlier sources in Sumer and India, example
ADAMA is Sumerian for Man,mankind but also Slave.AD-HAM
in the old tongues meant 'red man',why?
myths of The Great Flood and the First Couple are also fairly common .
like the first human couple which emerges from The Ice (Ice Age?)
..after the Norse Ragnorok,Twilight of the Gods (see Wagner et al).

BTW NASA recently found the missing Third River of Eden,Pison is now a dry river bed
in lower Saudi Arabia, a virtual Paradise before the devastating Ice Age ending Flood.
which 'Brane Theory would not contradict nor Modern Biology.
Eden Found-A PERFECT MATCH to the Biblical description except...
"THE LAND OF NOD"..now NOD translates out as STRANGERS,
so when Cain slew Abel hethen  fled Eden to impregnate
an unnamed  woman of Nod then built the first cities..
but if Adham and Heva were the first humans then WTF?
why were humans created Twice,was "God" disappointed?see GEN 5
speaking of which..YAWEH/ JEHOVAH allegedly had a wife SOPHIA
who graduated to becoming a major Goddess amongst a myriad of cultures,
see Astarte in all her permutations. now when The Serpent told Heva
that "ye shall be as gods,knowing good and evil"really? GEN 3:5
GODS as in Plural, just as the "original" word ELOHIM is Plural. a family of Gods perhaps?
also what got me kicked out of Sunday School,at a tender age,
why would ALMIGHTY GOD create
THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL,
another seemingly worldwide motif..the Bodhi tree,
the Norse Yggdrasil (sp?)
then FORBID the humans to taste it yet allow The Serpent to tempt them,
the Serpent a worldwide symbol of ancient religions,
knowledge and immortality-look just about everywhere
from the Naga Cults of India to Meso and South America to the 'dragons' of China.
one cultures God is another's Demon...

where was i? right GEN 3:8
how is ALMIGHTY GOD,creator of the Universe
WALKING IN THE GARDEN in the cool of the evening?
this makes no damn sense Unless...
aside from SATANISTS there are many
relgions that accept that our version of LUCIFER
is the Real God of this material world.
exactly how do a THIRD OF "GODS" ANGELS REVOLT???
ALMIGHTY,ALL SEEING & ALL KNOWING
REMEMBER?
MAYBE THEY'RE NOT REALLY "ANGELS"?

FACTS VS THEORY ANGELS & GIANTS

GEN 6:2
"That the SONS OF GOD (emphasis added)
saw the daughters of Men were fair; and they took them wives
of all which they chose."
OMG sexless ethereal angels fucking human wimmin,
just like the lusty Greco-Roman or Native Americans Sky People.
also the whole "giants in the earth" thing.
NEPHILIM or fallen angels, Lucifer, in
the "original" is this just a Myth like Golaith,Jack in the Beanstalk
and ancient Moundbuilder and Southwest traditions of giants being both red haired and cannibals?
WELL...on the History Channel lately
they recounted old PIUTE legends of the tribes forcing
these bastards into a deep cave then shooting arrows into
them before setting the whole mess afire
GUESS WHAT?
WHITE SETTLERS MINING BAT GUANO FOR THEIR FARMS
in the deep Lovelock Nev Caves found human remains,
very very old human remains.
experts date them as possibly from 1500 BCE
and aside from being red haired most were seven to eight
feet tall, so much for my Theory of Lost Marauding Vikings...
did i mention yet that archeologists in Israel found the
moat around an ancient Philistine city with potchards.
indicating some belonged to someone named GOLIATH...
BTW the ANCIENT ALIENS docu showed the PHYSICAL REMAINS,
"hard evidence" like the sceptics ususally demand,
of these giants compared to Normal Man, these skulls a
nd other bones are NOT ON DISPLAY TO THE PUBLIC
yet they allowed an expert with TV cameras to view and touch them.why?


so like the Vedic SANSCRIT  lit the RAMAYANA & MAHARABATA
much of what has previous ignored or dismissed as Myth has found
a very firm basis in Truth,as we define it.
VITIRIFIED GLASS  fused from sand is clear evidence of
Nuclear Explosions, a technique often used to encase
nuclear waste for burial-see GLASSIFCATION, not surprisingly found
in the same regions where the Vedas described the massive air war between
Ancient India and Atlantis,go figure.

BRACE YOURSELF, THERE IS MORE TO COME...

watch the skies
namaste
mega



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In Amazon, traces of an advanced civilization

In Amazon, traces of an advanced civilization
i, for one, am not THAT surprised..
mega

Ica’s Engraved Stones: A Prehistoric Library? | Epoch Times

Ica’s Engraved Stones: A Prehistoric Library? | Epoch Times

THIS IS RELEVANT TO something completely different BLOG,COMING SOON...
mega

Friday, November 5, 2010

BIG BAD MEME,SAY WHAT?

WTF?

BAD MEME
a "MEME"per Thom Hartmann is a 'mindworm'
that constantly repeats itself until you think its Truth.
example 'WE HAVE THE BEST HEALTHCARE IN THE WORLD!"
an obvious and easily disapproved lie,
speaking of which Nazi Minister of Propaganda called it,
more baldy, THE BIG LIE.

the Elites have painted O BOMBER"S  electoral defeat
becuz he was just TOO FAR LEFT..SIGH.

as a Progressive and nominal Far Leftie
i look around and say
WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?
on YourCall radio today an Arab agnostic
european journalist described O BOMBER as CENTER RIGHT.
IMHO this is entirely too accurate.

remember the Change O BOMBER promised?
the discouraged Non Voters this time
thot he meant more than a toenails worth...HUGE SIGH.
BTW remember the BP Oil Disaster???
it was on the MSM edited news,
we are still operatinfg under the
DICK CHENEY SECRET OIL POLICY Rules,
in this "our democracy".
( the use of disperants,as i reluctantly predicted
did lil more than sinking the crude to the ocean floor-
for cosmetic and eventually legal reasons
.tho you'd be hard pressed to know it by the MSM
 silence.)
ditto O BOMBERS DOJ is currenlty Defending former AG
John Ashcroft on several charges with the Concept
of ABSOLUTE IMMUNITY FOR OUR RULERS IN FEDGOV,
which should make the cabal in The Bush Crime Family overjoyed.
NO War Crimes Tribunal for Dubya..
speaking of the bastard
KANYE WEST HURT HIS FUCKING FEELINGS?
"George Bush doesn't care about black people."
this while Dubya was ALLEGEDLY boning Condi Rice
didja know she had her own seperate cabin
on his so called  animal free "ranch"?
yup yup yup.

THE NEW UNTOUCHABLES CASTE
we have millions out of worker, and unfortunately,
as i and Paul Krugman mostly-predicted many will Never Work again.
for the 99ers who have run out of bemnefits and been evicted or
foreclosed on, Your Call mentioned that
THOUSANDS OF HOMELESS
are living in the service tunnels under Las Vegas.
much like abandoned children in Mongolia
and Morocco etc etc...HUGE PISSED OFF SIGH.

CNN LIES, THE WALL STREET JOURNAL LIES,
THE WASHINGTON POST LIES
they are happy "captives" of their Elite caste...

i could one like this nearly forever but
my numb carpal tunnel/neuroapthy fingers are protesting..

will probnbly bitch more about this in future rants,
am also preparing SOME THING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT
relating  to Tesla,Reich,UFOs, world cataclysms,
the Mayan Calendar and the Hopi/Navajo legends,
real giants and cannibalism et al.

namaste
mega

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

elections port mortem

rough paraphrasing...

SOUL MATE "..American Fascism,coming or here?"
MEGA "Already here."
SOUL MATE "So what's the diff between Hitlers collusion with the Krups, steelmakers,IG Fraben Pharmaceuticals and Big Business and the Congress kowtowing to astorturf lobbying Tea Party zealots and billionaire's lapdog GOPlicians?"
MEGA (after a looong pause) "I dunno, cuter Nazi uniforms maybe?"

HUGE HUGE EXASPERATED SIGH.....

what can i say?
go to www.democracynow.org and read what Micheal Moore had to say today, i agree about 99% (love his movies,like the man but not his EGO).
Bill Clinton ("THE best REPUBLICAN PRESIDENT WE EVER HAD"  sigh)
pointed out,correctly IMHO, that the BUSH CRIME FAMILY had 8+plus years to cripple the Economy but O BOMBER only had 20 months top dig us out of their hole,WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMNESIA (a Gore Vidalism).

asked SOUL MATE this ayem
"When precisely did we stop being called CITIZENS and become CONSUMERS?" all the punidts seem to do is yap about Consumers opening their wallets to benefit Bizness..but lil or no mention of job anxiety,foreclosures,bank frauds,homeless families, a ruptured and ruined Middle Class welcone back to 1938 eh?
some idiot in DC actually proposed that
O BOMBER START A WAR WITH IRAN
TO BOLSTER THE ECONOMY,
JUST LIKE FDR WITH WWII...
sigh & cry.OR MAYBE SIGH & SHUDDER.

why did Yemen(?) send printer bombs to the us,
drone strikes into Yemen for the last few years maybe?
killing the innocent and radicalizing their survivors?
so drone strikes in Afghanistan,Pakistan and Yemen, that we know of...

BLACKWATER,TRIPLE CANOPY,DYNCORP
and assorted other mercenary groups
still have us contracxts to FIRE AT WILL...
so again, why do they hate us?
we come as  liberators and Crusaders..
oh right,they hane long memrories of the Other Crusades...sigh.

btw HOW IS THAT "DEMOCRACY" IN iRAQ WORKING OUT?
and don't get me started on Karzai (Afghani for CORRUPTION?")
the floodwaters in Pakistan revealed what the Real Priorities of the
current regime are..villas of the super rich and us army secret bases
lets jut KATRINA THE POOR AGAIN,OK?

didja hear? O BOMBER is already kowtowing
to the GOP and his Real Masters on Wall Street and the 1& ELITE.
the so called STIMULUS PACKAGE ,
as economists like Krugman and Stieglitz have pointed out,
TOO FUCKING SMALL!
like a mouse fucking an elephant or better yet a grey whale.
WALL STREET WAS BAILED OUT AS MAIN STREET WAS SOLD OUT.

'aren't ya gonna kiss me first?i liketa get kissed before i get fucked!"
AL PACINO in Dog Day Afternoon


BTW look for MORE Grumpiness in future blogs,
turns out my anit-depressant is in conflict with my blood pressures meds,
part of how i wound up in the ER..SIGH.

so here i am again
teetering on the ragged edge
of sanity.
YELLING "FIRE" IN A CROWDED THEATER
(i.e.Blogosphere)
while AmeriKKKa crumbles around us...


'HOLD ON CHILDREN, IT'S GONNA BE A BUMPY RIDE!"
attributed to Gloria Swanson, who always went Commando...

aloha 2u
namaste
mega

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Council votes no on nude - The Santa Fe New Mexican

Council votes no on nude - The Santa Fe New Mexican


BOOO! HISSSS.....

BTW on the Sports Page about the World Series
was the headline "TOTURES OVER!'

it saddened me deeply that this was about baseball
and NOT us policy against foreign nationals and terrorist suspects, SIGH.


namaste
mega

Monday, November 1, 2010

Baseless Claims of Voter Fraud Whip Tea Partiers into a Paranoid Frenzy | | AlterNet

Baseless Claims of Voter Fraud Whip Tea Partiers into a Paranoid Frenzy | | AlterNet

SAME SHIT, DIFF DAT..SSDD

BTW
\ FORGOT TO MENTION HAD TO WALK 75 MINUTES (2-3 MILES?)
FORM DOMINICAN Hosp TO HOME,
NO TAXIS DUE TO HALLOWEEN FRENZY,
PLUS I HAD A VOUCHER,
NO BUS SERVICE AFTER ABOUT EIGHT.

SOUL MATE IS AILING
DUE TO SOME NEW MEDS
AND FRIENDS WERE OUT OR OLDER THAn we so...

after 2 plus hours and some idiot TV
i walked slowly home,
stopped often at bus stops...
Made it about 4 ayem, fell asleep happily Home.

mega

t r u t h o u t | Veteran Suicides Outnumber US Military Deaths in Iraq and Afghanistan

t r u t h o u t | Veteran Suicides Outnumber US Military Deaths in Iraq and Afghanistan

this is SO SO SAD,
IT IS TO WEEP...

LESS GOVT?
=MORE HOMELESS??
MORE SUICIDES?
TEA BAGS OR BODY BAGS..OUR CHOICE?

IT MAKES NO DAMN SENSE...


namste
mega

'LIFE IS NOT A MATTER OF HOLDING GOOD CARDS,BUT OF PLAYING A POOR HAND WELL."
Robert lOUSI sTEVENSON

The Supreme Court Sold Out Our Democracy -- How to Fight the Corporate Takeover of Our Elections | | AlterNet

The Supreme Court Sold Out Our Democracy -- How to Fight the Corporate Takeover of Our Elections | | AlterNet

+HALLOWEEN AT THE E.R.

nurses in scrubs dressed as angles,devils,demons,fairie and ladybugs..

"RAGING HYPERTENSION"
got me an ambulance ride and a front row seat
to the medical chaos which is Halloween here in "Paradise"...
202 over 110 with a racing pulse of 83 finally got me to call 911...

since i weigh in at 276 lbs (?kilos?)
i told the paramedics to be careful lifting me in and our of the ambulance.
they arrived at my front door while i was still on the phone to 911
and looking for my pants and manbag...

i carry a copy of ALL THE MEDS i'm currently taking
plus my Primary doc, ssa# card, medicare and medi-cal cards etc.
i was miserable and in pa9n but
the idea is NOT TO THINK JUST BE PREPARED,,,

I WAS, THIS TIME.IF NOT COHERENT I
ALSO WEAR A MecidAlert ID tag
with a lifetime membership.

they also have a current meds sheet copy...

lesson for today..don't think this can't happen to you,
BE PREPARED WITH THE FACTS
so all the docs have to do is
take care of you.
am waiting for a callback for some BP Meds, so i gotta fgo...


aloha 2u
namaste
mega