BOOOMER SUICIDES

"HOW DOES A BLIND SQUIRREL FIND HIS NUTS?
TECHNOLOGY WILL NOT SAVE YOU!"    Ho Chi Zen

"What do you REALLY do?"  from a rare Good Boss of mine in NYC

hola,
all in all i am Pro Suicide and Assisted Suicide,
i fact i truly savor the option as many crips do.
the local fishwrap here
(in ye olde days they used to wrap fish in newsprint)
has printed two articles on Boomer Suicides,
and now even the CDC has expressed interest,
esp. male of men who are confronted with
the bleak desolation that is their lives.

let's face it
MOST MEN ARE MINDLESS FUCKS
there i said it. in my experience most men
have virtually no inner life, they are do-ers
rather than be-ers like wimmin.
have not checked of late but recently
the Major Cause of Disability in wimmni was
...MEN (sigh).

so if you're a mindless fuck and your woman leaves you
and/or you lose you job and you have no genuine hobbies
or spiritual core...then you react with anger or rage,
as most men have been taught, and become a stalker
or GO POSTAL- workplace shootings.

to the average male
their job,however shitty, defines them.
i was asked many mnay times why i read
 newspapers at work and when they visited my home and asked
"why do you have so many books?"
(had barely one or two thousand in those days,
not counting comix)  i knew that they had no Inner Life.

"suicide by cop"is ironic as many cops commit suicide
when they retire ,worked with several ex-cops.
one Frank was always cheerful and sunny and
when his wife left him,killed himself.
another extreme is two frisco beat cops
(partners for many years) retired then worked security
at the same place and when both their wives died
they moved in together, rather than be alone.

what is it about the stillness
which is so scary?
and when wimmin earn more
than men.....EPIC disaster.

even "my first wife" Korak the Killer
who matched me in Intelligence but not spiritual growth
had to fill his days and the empty hole of his soul
with reflexive violence, mindless fucking and drugs.
why do we lead the world in Drug Consumption?
here's why.
(football style chanting
WE'RE NUMBER ONE!
WE'RE NUMBER ONE!")

i think that on a deep primal level
most hetero men are deeply fearful of wimmin and gays
because they represent an unfathomable rich emotional life
which they fear.

all this fundamentalist bullshit about
controlling wimmin and gays stems from that,
once you trim the verbiage and God Blaming.

Ursula LeGuin (sp?) wrote a sci fi book wherein
 there was only one sex.  kinda hard to find the Drama there.
as i was telling Soul Mate this week that they've known since the 50s
that you can fertilize a wonan's eggs using electricity
and this was dismissed because it would ONLY produces more girls.
and why not?

maybe the days of the caveman and sociopath
should end, for the good of society and the planet?
i'm just saying....

don't stalk me okay?

BTW initial reaction to latest screenplay
has been good albeit a mite confused.
the stripped down somewhat open ended
format has been met with the response
"I couldn't put it down but I have a few questions..."
this evokes a rare and treasured smile from me.

namaste
mega