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Thursday, February 28, 2013
Sexism Fatigue: When Seth MacFarlane Is a Complete Ass and You Don't Even Notice
Sexism Fatigue: When Seth MacFarlane Is a Complete Ass and You Don't Even Notice
which is why i never watch the Oscars anymore...
which is why i never watch the Oscars anymore...
YOURCALLRADIO.ORG
YOURCALLRADIO.ORG
topic :fracking yesterday
1.5 million gallons of water used,per well
2.toxic unregulated wastewater left in place to migrate
3.no methods known in place to clean wastewater
topic :fracking yesterday
1.5 million gallons of water used,per well
2.toxic unregulated wastewater left in place to migrate
3.no methods known in place to clean wastewater
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Never Do This In A Hotel: Naked Man's Debacle After Locking Himself Out Of Hotel Room (VIDEO)
Never Do This In A Hotel: Naked Man's Debacle After Locking Himself Out Of Hotel Room (VIDEO)
nudity and cross dressing lockouts, have seen plenty of both even in fancy hotels.
keyboard had a chip caught in spacebar somehow...
nudity and cross dressing lockouts, have seen plenty of both even in fancy hotels.
keyboard had a chip caught in spacebar somehow...
Nude For Pizza 7 - Video Dailymotion
Nude For Pizza 7 - Video Dailymotion
look, i know gay guys do this too.y no video?
in have had several males and females open then door nude
when in drovecab in the 70s.
onen n nofnthenn perkss...
kyboardn hasgonenhinky.
look, i know gay guys do this too.y no video?
in have had several males and females open then door nude
when in drovecab in the 70s.
onen n nofnthenn perkss...
kyboardn hasgonenhinky.
Tattoo girl pizza dare - a Sexy video - Video Dailymotion
Tattoo girl pizza dare - a Sexy video - Video Dailymotion
sometimes just drop the towel ruse and appear naked.
sometimes just drop the towel ruse and appear naked.
Sensational video of girl naked in supermarket - Video Dailymotion
Sensational video of girl naked in supermarket - Video Dailymotion
most supermartkets are too cold for this...
most supermartkets are too cold for this...
Dana Signs Australia - Video Dailymotion
Dana Signs Australia - Video Dailymotion
a nude interview show,another on i posted one from NYC years back
a nude interview show,another on i posted one from NYC years back
Full Nude for Room Service Guy - Video Dailymotion
Full Nude for Room Service Guy - Video Dailymotion
as mentioned last year, fairly common as i worked in hotels too.
as mentioned last year, fairly common as i worked in hotels too.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Chemtrail Flu: Have You Got It Yet? | Pakalert Press
Chemtrail Flu: Have You Got It Yet? | Pakalert Press
i had this Big Time, may have lost 30-40 lbs
S'Cruz is a Chemtrails hot spot
not quite as bad as Mendocimo
but super secret Vandenberg AFB
is due south of us,so...
i had this Big Time, may have lost 30-40 lbs
S'Cruz is a Chemtrails hot spot
not quite as bad as Mendocimo
but super secret Vandenberg AFB
is due south of us,so...
Lil Wayne’s “Love Me”: A Video Glamorizing Kitten Programming | Pakalert Press
Lil Wayne’s “Love Me”: A Video Glamorizing Kitten Programming | Pakalert Press
Illuminati or not, this shit is real y'all....
Illuminati or not, this shit is real y'all....
Friday, February 22, 2013
Time Reversal - A Science Fiction Technology That Is Becoming Real - MessageToEagle.com
Time Reversal - A Science Fiction Technology That Is Becoming Real - MessageToEagle.com
okay this might explain some of which is in my fey blog?
okay this might explain some of which is in my fey blog?
faerie the fey.... some random thots
"If I owned Hell and Texas I'd rent out Texas and live in Hell."
General Phillip H.Sheridan
i agree having lived in TexASS
in my research i have found some ideas that would leave me
to believe that the so called faerie worlds/realms are
actually hidden parallel dimensions.
there is a passage in The Bibles OT
about people like Enoch and other visiting angels
and returning hundreds is not thousands of years later
like Rip Van Winkle. there are also several Japanese
legends relating the same events.
of people visiting their "gods" and returning hundreds of years later.
as a rough yardstick it wouild seem that
one 'day" with the "gods/faerie"
is equal to 50 to 200 years here.
why the discrepancy?
unknown. different realms perhaps?
does this relate to the famous "missing time"of UFO Contactees?
i am reminded to a BABYLON 5 episode where they posit
civilizations so far advanced beyond ours
that our contextual reality was ant-like by comparison.
this is probably so but whatever context it is which presents itself
to us as gods,monsters,demons or UFOs is
extremely interested is our physical humanity.
they will not let us ignore them.why?
the djinn of Islam are sexually linked to humanity
much like the UGO Greys.
here's a thought
the incredible lifespans of The Bible might be possible
if the beings involved shuttled back and forth between realms.
look up THE BOOK OF ENOCH on YouTube
and you will find it sounds like science fiction eons
before there was anything we recognize as science.
on that note, i have published many links on giants
and ancient civilizations before our own,pre Deluge as it were,
what if...these adjacent realms had
retained all this knowledge that humanity forgot?
might not we think them divine or otherworldly?
in THE HITCH HIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY
some UFO visitors were referred to as"teasers"
how about TRICKSTERS?
like Coyote of Amerindian mythos
of Loki of Norse infamy
or others of this ilk. look hard enough and
you will always find one of this archetype.
George Adamski and Grey Barker
are the forgotten fathers of modern UFOology
and i found their books in used bookstores
for next to nothing. Adamski,the open hearted,
accepted everything he was told and was ridiculed
as a fool and charlatan.Barker took a more
clinical approach decades before Vallee.
tales of UFO obsessions leading to doom or ruin
are common fodder among the X Files set
(of which i am one) see CE3K
Close Encounters of the Third Kind
for a syrupy Spielbergian variant.
let us accept that UFO Contactees and watchers
are NOT crazy
and that something is going on...
in their minds,virtual reality,hallucinations,
adjacent realms or wherever.
(see the creepy The Fourth Kind film CE4K
for a dramatization of some of our deepest fears,
i loved it)
something that we have
documented since our Bronze Age at least,
something that demands/needs our attention.
something that effects our notions of reality
something that binds us to them via
myth,history and possibly religions.
something that may need us to reproduce or
sustain their own existence (like the mythical? djinn)
something that feeds on our fears or adoration.
Charles Fort recounted the legend of PIRIS
spiritual creatures which lived in the Moon who feed on our fears.
why not?
like the existence of Dark Matter and Dark Energy
which are allegedly 94% of the physical universe
i tend to go with the Gnostic notion that like visible light
there is much in our reality context which are
beyond our ordinary perceptions.
are prehuman inorganic intelligences (another Gnostic notion)
the Archons, the true rulers of this planet or are they
steering us towards our inevitable destruction?
or they merely beings driven insane by theit own immortality
wasting time by screwing with us?
teasers indeed.
when one attempts pattern recognition of these events over time
it seems to go in a thousand different directions,
even descriptions of UFO occupants is all over the map.
the only thing in common is that there is some version
of intelligence involved which has a need to overlap with humans.
like Satan tempting Jesus in the desert
are we not deceived?
there are many references across cultures
to The Watchers, angelic beings of some kind
who observe the Fate of Mankind.
maybe from adjacent realms?
what do you think?
just a few thots on a crisp winter's day.....
namaste
mega
General Phillip H.Sheridan
i agree having lived in TexASS
in my research i have found some ideas that would leave me
to believe that the so called faerie worlds/realms are
actually hidden parallel dimensions.
there is a passage in The Bibles OT
about people like Enoch and other visiting angels
and returning hundreds is not thousands of years later
like Rip Van Winkle. there are also several Japanese
legends relating the same events.
of people visiting their "gods" and returning hundreds of years later.
as a rough yardstick it wouild seem that
one 'day" with the "gods/faerie"
is equal to 50 to 200 years here.
why the discrepancy?
unknown. different realms perhaps?
does this relate to the famous "missing time"of UFO Contactees?
i am reminded to a BABYLON 5 episode where they posit
civilizations so far advanced beyond ours
that our contextual reality was ant-like by comparison.
this is probably so but whatever context it is which presents itself
to us as gods,monsters,demons or UFOs is
extremely interested is our physical humanity.
they will not let us ignore them.why?
the djinn of Islam are sexually linked to humanity
much like the UGO Greys.
here's a thought
the incredible lifespans of The Bible might be possible
if the beings involved shuttled back and forth between realms.
look up THE BOOK OF ENOCH on YouTube
and you will find it sounds like science fiction eons
before there was anything we recognize as science.
on that note, i have published many links on giants
and ancient civilizations before our own,pre Deluge as it were,
what if...these adjacent realms had
retained all this knowledge that humanity forgot?
might not we think them divine or otherworldly?
in THE HITCH HIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY
some UFO visitors were referred to as"teasers"
how about TRICKSTERS?
like Coyote of Amerindian mythos
of Loki of Norse infamy
or others of this ilk. look hard enough and
you will always find one of this archetype.
George Adamski and Grey Barker
are the forgotten fathers of modern UFOology
and i found their books in used bookstores
for next to nothing. Adamski,the open hearted,
accepted everything he was told and was ridiculed
as a fool and charlatan.Barker took a more
clinical approach decades before Vallee.
tales of UFO obsessions leading to doom or ruin
are common fodder among the X Files set
(of which i am one) see CE3K
Close Encounters of the Third Kind
for a syrupy Spielbergian variant.
let us accept that UFO Contactees and watchers
are NOT crazy
and that something is going on...
in their minds,virtual reality,hallucinations,
adjacent realms or wherever.
(see the creepy The Fourth Kind film CE4K
for a dramatization of some of our deepest fears,
i loved it)
something that we have
documented since our Bronze Age at least,
something that demands/needs our attention.
something that effects our notions of reality
something that binds us to them via
myth,history and possibly religions.
something that may need us to reproduce or
sustain their own existence (like the mythical? djinn)
something that feeds on our fears or adoration.
Charles Fort recounted the legend of PIRIS
spiritual creatures which lived in the Moon who feed on our fears.
why not?
like the existence of Dark Matter and Dark Energy
which are allegedly 94% of the physical universe
i tend to go with the Gnostic notion that like visible light
there is much in our reality context which are
beyond our ordinary perceptions.
are prehuman inorganic intelligences (another Gnostic notion)
the Archons, the true rulers of this planet or are they
steering us towards our inevitable destruction?
or they merely beings driven insane by theit own immortality
wasting time by screwing with us?
teasers indeed.
when one attempts pattern recognition of these events over time
it seems to go in a thousand different directions,
even descriptions of UFO occupants is all over the map.
the only thing in common is that there is some version
of intelligence involved which has a need to overlap with humans.
like Satan tempting Jesus in the desert
are we not deceived?
there are many references across cultures
to The Watchers, angelic beings of some kind
who observe the Fate of Mankind.
maybe from adjacent realms?
what do you think?
just a few thots on a crisp winter's day.....
namaste
mega
The Secret Sun: Alien Dreaming, pt. V: The Mithraic Liturgy
The Secret Sun: Alien Dreaming, pt. V: The Mithraic Liturgy
is this the Core Cult of The Elites
like Skull& Bones?
Mithrasism has been popping up a lot in my recent searches
and TV viewing.
how odd..
is this the Core Cult of The Elites
like Skull& Bones?
Mithrasism has been popping up a lot in my recent searches
and TV viewing.
how odd..
The Solar Satellite: MIB-UFO: Virtual Reality and Reality Tunnels
The Solar Satellite: MIB-UFO: Virtual Reality and Reality Tunnels
and now,for something completely different...
and now,for something completely different...
DARK AGES AMERICA -- Blog for Morris Berman
DARK AGES AMERICA -- Blog for Morris Berman
"Obama as sugar coated poison"
aha i am not alone in this...
"Obama as sugar coated poison"
aha i am not alone in this...
frack ME?
"...nothing wrong with Southern California that a rise in
the ocean level wouldn't cure." Ross McDonald
aloha2u today,
recently i read with mild distress a column which boasted of the coming KALIpornia
energy boom from fracking. it was PR, paid or unpaid,
which promised all budget problems in KALI could be solved via fracking
much like the booms in Montana and North Dakota.
now i have been following the evolutuon of fracking since i first saw GASLAND
which clearly showed the fracking byproducts of polluted undrinkable and Flammable water
this was long before the possible link to Earthquakes along the New Madrid Fault
due to fracking along the Gulf of Mexico.
the they started fracking along the Marcellus Shale Formation
along the East Coast with promises of instant riches to struggling farmers.
the usual treehuggers where the first to protest
that the entire east coast could soon be waterless
as far as potable water was concerned
as fracking uses an incredible amount of chemical laden steam driven water
(hydraulic fracturing) to release innate natural gas
and when the operations finish
this toxic soup is left behind untreated.
so my interest was purely academic so far until
last Xmas when i noticed a tiny article
that exploratory drilling for fracking
in the Monterey Shale Formation
below Aromas (Monterey County south of S'Cruz)
had begun then over the Xmas holidays
federal leases were auctioned off....
it should be noted that as of this date
KALIpornia has ZERO regulations vis a vis fracking
nada zip bumpkiss.
so even tho s'cruz is primarily river and well water
the so far unadressed issue of contamination looms
despite futile efforts to
build a de -salinisation plant for future water shortages.
my health is bad so i am unable to go marching
and protesting this future disaster but
i can still blog about it.
done.
what could possisibly go wrong?
it's not like we live in
EARTHQUAKE COUNTRY
oh wait....
done.
"I always pass on good advice.
It is the only thing to do with it.
It is never of any use to oneself." Oscar Wilde
namaste
mega
the ocean level wouldn't cure." Ross McDonald
aloha2u today,
recently i read with mild distress a column which boasted of the coming KALIpornia
energy boom from fracking. it was PR, paid or unpaid,
which promised all budget problems in KALI could be solved via fracking
much like the booms in Montana and North Dakota.
now i have been following the evolutuon of fracking since i first saw GASLAND
which clearly showed the fracking byproducts of polluted undrinkable and Flammable water
this was long before the possible link to Earthquakes along the New Madrid Fault
due to fracking along the Gulf of Mexico.
the they started fracking along the Marcellus Shale Formation
along the East Coast with promises of instant riches to struggling farmers.
the usual treehuggers where the first to protest
that the entire east coast could soon be waterless
as far as potable water was concerned
as fracking uses an incredible amount of chemical laden steam driven water
(hydraulic fracturing) to release innate natural gas
and when the operations finish
this toxic soup is left behind untreated.
so my interest was purely academic so far until
last Xmas when i noticed a tiny article
that exploratory drilling for fracking
in the Monterey Shale Formation
below Aromas (Monterey County south of S'Cruz)
had begun then over the Xmas holidays
federal leases were auctioned off....
it should be noted that as of this date
KALIpornia has ZERO regulations vis a vis fracking
nada zip bumpkiss.
so even tho s'cruz is primarily river and well water
the so far unadressed issue of contamination looms
despite futile efforts to
build a de -salinisation plant for future water shortages.
my health is bad so i am unable to go marching
and protesting this future disaster but
i can still blog about it.
done.
what could possisibly go wrong?
it's not like we live in
EARTHQUAKE COUNTRY
oh wait....
done.
"I always pass on good advice.
It is the only thing to do with it.
It is never of any use to oneself." Oscar Wilde
namaste
mega
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Prisoners abused/treated like dogs while police search for marijuana - YouTube
Prisoners abused/treated like dogs while police search for marijuana - YouTube
from G Man
still feeling FREE?
just you wait for your turn...
from G Man
still feeling FREE?
just you wait for your turn...
Upload Your Brain Into A Hologram: - Project Avatar 2045 - A New Era For Humanity Or Scientific Madness? - MessageToEagle.com
Upload Your Brain Into A Hologram: - Project Avatar 2045 - A New Era For Humanity Or Scientific Madness? - MessageToEagle.com
the Dream of the Elites?
(like the Borg of Star Trek?)
the horror the horror
the Dream of the Elites?
(like the Borg of Star Trek?)
the horror the horror
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Democracy Now!
Democracy Now!
Rape and "Miss Brave World"
includes Yale chant
"NO means YES & YES means Anal."
have we learned nothing?
Rape and "Miss Brave World"
includes Yale chant
"NO means YES & YES means Anal."
have we learned nothing?
Sunday, February 17, 2013
5 Outrageous Revelations from Matt Taibbi's Takedown on HSBC's Drug Money Laundering | Alternet
5 Outrageous Revelations from Matt Taibbi's Takedown on HSBC's Drug Money Laundering | Alternet
told you this as the banks mortgage bubble crashed...
told you this as the banks mortgage bubble crashed...
Friday, February 15, 2013
Talking Heads - Life during wartime LIVE - Stop making sense 1984 HQ - YouTube
Talking Heads - Life during wartime LIVE - Stop making sense 1984 HQ - YouTube
upbeat tunes, it it 80 degress here in Paradise today
was 73 yesterday.some winter?
upbeat tunes, it it 80 degress here in Paradise today
was 73 yesterday.some winter?
Twilight Language: Battle at Big Bear: Ends In Fire
Twilight Language: Battle at Big Bear: Ends In Fire
the LAPD and related agencies have a long hisotry of
fiery deaths,anyone recall
"the SLA bbq" related to the Patty Hearst kidnapping??/
the LAPD and related agencies have a long hisotry of
fiery deaths,anyone recall
"the SLA bbq" related to the Patty Hearst kidnapping??/
The Secret Sun: Revisiting the Temple: In Light of Recent Events...
The Secret Sun: Revisiting the Temple: In Light of Recent Events...
Knights Templars are a fascinating undercurrent of church history and infamy
Knights Templars are a fascinating undercurrent of church history and infamy
on Comments
yes,
1. i do not check Comments as often as i should as usually there are few or none.
2. am delighted to have such good feedback is this blog
is it hard work? no,more a labor of love.12-20 hours a week usually.
yes i do post to Facebook but mostly inconsequential fluff.
only on it cuz my children are.
3. i did the entire blog from concept to design templates to misanthropic quotes myself.
no idea what the role of an apprentice would be.
4. tips for new bloggers?
be yourself,be honest, don't put on airs or inflate you worth.
tell the truth -warts and all but have a few friends\relatives to keep you in check.
5. remember to have fun.
6.please stay tuned,webcam adventures loom.
1. i do not check Comments as often as i should as usually there are few or none.
2. am delighted to have such good feedback is this blog
is it hard work? no,more a labor of love.12-20 hours a week usually.
yes i do post to Facebook but mostly inconsequential fluff.
only on it cuz my children are.
3. i did the entire blog from concept to design templates to misanthropic quotes myself.
no idea what the role of an apprentice would be.
4. tips for new bloggers?
be yourself,be honest, don't put on airs or inflate you worth.
tell the truth -warts and all but have a few friends\relatives to keep you in check.
5. remember to have fun.
6.please stay tuned,webcam adventures loom.
ACA to PTSD
"The worst thing that can happen in a democracy-as well
as in an individual's life-is to become cynical
about the future and lose hope."
Hillary Rodham Clinton
yeah right.
"At least you've always worked."
a grudging summation of my Life
per my Mother
there was a popular book years ago
"How to deal with difficult people"
they must've have meant peeps like me
as GRUMPY seems to best describe
my general mood and tone.
ACA=Adult Children of Alcoholics
of which i am one,memories of going
into various Harlem bars looking for my Dad before dinner...
to me being an ACA is marked by HYPERVIGILANCE
like most post combat vets.
as a child, an pre ACA child,
you are constantly on the alert
as any careless moment might get you injured or killed.
up until i left, my mother
would beat me with an electrical cord-
naked- in the dining area next to the front door
so all the world could hear my screams.
these cord leave large red welts which
could be seen for days...more than once
while sleeping naked
i was wakened by her whipping me for some
long forgotten offense or another.
nowadays they would say my Mother
had Anger Issues,i always thot of her
as a Rage Queen,more scary than anything else
i encountered in Harlem.
so i was raped as a child,raised in a toxic home,
bullied in school and on the streets,
my father died suddenly before puberty
and my mother call me "overly sensitive"
and "a hermit'.
so i studied martial arts,lifted weights
and began researching the nature of EVIL
via the Nazis.so later in life,high school,
when i began to run inot
killers and sociopaths, i found
that i could study the facets of Evil
up close and personal.
PTSD=Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
so like anyone who has seen combat as an adult
someone like me who has lived in
Gladiator School Mode
most of my life
must fit like a glove.
people tell me things,
things they should probably never reveal to anyone.
i recall Korak the KIller telling me in loving
almost pornographic detail
the first throat he ever cut with a K Bar
one night in an ammo dump
where sappers (VC sabotuers)
had infiltrated.(he later traded up
to a better sharper Brit commando knife
-a Fairborn-Sykes?)
i recall a French Foreign Legion
mercenary telling me in detail,
on a long ride form the airport,
people he had killed in North Africa.
i recall a man telling me how his sister,a nun,
spent a month whoring out her body
to every man she met in Vegas...
and so on and so on.
"I am not the man I thought I was." G Man
only now in deep despair and pain
when i relive the worst moments of my life
do i know see how i would appear to most
normal people..i am not afraid to die,be killed or kill
and when i threaten someone i am prepared to
take the consequences.
i have been called "meticulous,stubborn,disobedient,
fearless and foolhardy".
i have been both praised and damned.
i had a Dirty Harry frame of mind,
when i found out my young children had been molested
my first thot was wear to dump the body
(too bad The Mirage had told the police before telling me).
was rasied a savage in a savage land
and that savagery is still withing me.
when G Man recently asked if i thot
i had the nerve to commit suicide
my answer was unequivicol
Hell Yes!
i am a creature both darker and more observant than most
both the brilliant Dr.Jekyll and the
monstrous Mr.Hyde.....
i am a creature of the night,
i am that which goes bump in the night
and wakens you to your worse nightmares
which are my daily dread.
the pulp hero The Shadow
used to say
WHO KNOWS WHAT EVIL
...LURKS IN THE HEARTS OF MEN?
i think i do.
like Sherlock Holmes and my other heroes
i both Look and See
there are pitfalls and fatal errors everywhere
and one must be ever vigialnt
and ever alert...and prpare
to kill or be killed
as need be.
looking at my rare notes
this is not the blog in intended to write
today but i stand by it,
every word without apology.
aloha2u today
namaste
mega
as in an individual's life-is to become cynical
about the future and lose hope."
Hillary Rodham Clinton
yeah right.
"At least you've always worked."
a grudging summation of my Life
per my Mother
there was a popular book years ago
"How to deal with difficult people"
they must've have meant peeps like me
as GRUMPY seems to best describe
my general mood and tone.
ACA=Adult Children of Alcoholics
of which i am one,memories of going
into various Harlem bars looking for my Dad before dinner...
to me being an ACA is marked by HYPERVIGILANCE
like most post combat vets.
as a child, an pre ACA child,
you are constantly on the alert
as any careless moment might get you injured or killed.
up until i left, my mother
would beat me with an electrical cord-
naked- in the dining area next to the front door
so all the world could hear my screams.
these cord leave large red welts which
could be seen for days...more than once
while sleeping naked
i was wakened by her whipping me for some
long forgotten offense or another.
nowadays they would say my Mother
had Anger Issues,i always thot of her
as a Rage Queen,more scary than anything else
i encountered in Harlem.
so i was raped as a child,raised in a toxic home,
bullied in school and on the streets,
my father died suddenly before puberty
and my mother call me "overly sensitive"
and "a hermit'.
so i studied martial arts,lifted weights
and began researching the nature of EVIL
via the Nazis.so later in life,high school,
when i began to run inot
killers and sociopaths, i found
that i could study the facets of Evil
up close and personal.
PTSD=Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
so like anyone who has seen combat as an adult
someone like me who has lived in
Gladiator School Mode
most of my life
must fit like a glove.
people tell me things,
things they should probably never reveal to anyone.
i recall Korak the KIller telling me in loving
almost pornographic detail
the first throat he ever cut with a K Bar
one night in an ammo dump
where sappers (VC sabotuers)
had infiltrated.(he later traded up
to a better sharper Brit commando knife
-a Fairborn-Sykes?)
i recall a French Foreign Legion
mercenary telling me in detail,
on a long ride form the airport,
people he had killed in North Africa.
i recall a man telling me how his sister,a nun,
spent a month whoring out her body
to every man she met in Vegas...
and so on and so on.
"I am not the man I thought I was." G Man
only now in deep despair and pain
when i relive the worst moments of my life
do i know see how i would appear to most
normal people..i am not afraid to die,be killed or kill
and when i threaten someone i am prepared to
take the consequences.
i have been called "meticulous,stubborn,disobedient,
fearless and foolhardy".
i have been both praised and damned.
i had a Dirty Harry frame of mind,
when i found out my young children had been molested
my first thot was wear to dump the body
(too bad The Mirage had told the police before telling me).
was rasied a savage in a savage land
and that savagery is still withing me.
when G Man recently asked if i thot
i had the nerve to commit suicide
my answer was unequivicol
Hell Yes!
i am a creature both darker and more observant than most
both the brilliant Dr.Jekyll and the
monstrous Mr.Hyde.....
i am a creature of the night,
i am that which goes bump in the night
and wakens you to your worse nightmares
which are my daily dread.
the pulp hero The Shadow
used to say
WHO KNOWS WHAT EVIL
...LURKS IN THE HEARTS OF MEN?
i think i do.
like Sherlock Holmes and my other heroes
i both Look and See
there are pitfalls and fatal errors everywhere
and one must be ever vigialnt
and ever alert...and prpare
to kill or be killed
as need be.
looking at my rare notes
this is not the blog in intended to write
today but i stand by it,
every word without apology.
aloha2u today
namaste
mega
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Sarah Berry Sues After Losing Thumb Dancing At Strip Club
Sarah Berry Sues After Losing Thumb Dancing At Strip Club
once lived above a sleazy strip club in frisco which had a piano on a hydraulic lift
which rose from the basement, of course a bouncer was killed having sex with a stripper..
once lived above a sleazy strip club in frisco which had a piano on a hydraulic lift
which rose from the basement, of course a bouncer was killed having sex with a stripper..
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Do We Live In A Computer Simulation Created By An Advanced Alien Civilization? - MessageToEagle.com
Do We Live In A Computer Simulation Created By An Advanced Alien Civilization? - MessageToEagle.com
one of my few years, no reason why
just don't like the concept
"God the puppetteer"
no Free Will etc etc
one of my few years, no reason why
just don't like the concept
"God the puppetteer"
no Free Will etc etc
Aurora Shooting Victims Now Being Harassed By Gun-Nut Conspiracy Theorists | Alternet
Aurora Shooting Victims Now Being Harassed By Gun-Nut Conspiracy Theorists | Alternet
as a confessed "conspiracy theorist"
i regard this as some sick sick shit...
as a confessed "conspiracy theorist"
i regard this as some sick sick shit...
Scary Flashes of Iraq and Afghanistan Wars in the LAPD's Manhunt for Chris Dorner | Alternet
Scary Flashes of Iraq and Afghanistan Wars in the LAPD's Manhunt for Chris Dorner | Alternet
one million plus Iraqistan vets returning
untreated and unemployed
"nothing to be alarmed about"....
one million plus Iraqistan vets returning
untreated and unemployed
"nothing to be alarmed about"....
Drug War Mexico, NAFTA and Why People Leave
Drug War Mexico, NAFTA and Why People Leave
even Nixon knew the WAR OF DRUGS was the least effective solution.
even Nixon knew the WAR OF DRUGS was the least effective solution.
about BABIES
"This is SPARTA!" from the movie 300
hola,
have been MIA of late due to heart problems.
hope this changes as i tend to fell guilty when not posting...
BABIES
what got me got of my sickbed this ayem was a report i saw on NBC last nite.
some current study advised that it was best to let your infant cry
and feel abandoned in its crib rather than tend to them and comfort them
to teach them "self reliance" and that fussy infants were mostly males....
WTF? one of the many things The Mirage and
i agreed on in child raising that the children;
1.no cribs in another room
2.slept in our bed next to us
3.we were always naked
4. let them see us having sex.
5.let them decide when to sleep in another room
(getting a color TV helped)
you do realize that most of the world doers not give infants
their own room and own crib,i have always regarded this
as a barbaric practice.when i was raised in the 50s parents
were warned not to "spoil" their children
with "too much affection".....yeah
too much affection.
what is this Sparta?
raising generations of isolated
children with abandonment issues.
if this is how one builds Empire
all well and good
but if you want to raise a concerned active citizenry
i think this all wrong.
i think LOVE is the coin of the realm when raising kids
and anything that distances you and your children
is totally fucked up.
namaste
mega
hola,
have been MIA of late due to heart problems.
hope this changes as i tend to fell guilty when not posting...
BABIES
what got me got of my sickbed this ayem was a report i saw on NBC last nite.
some current study advised that it was best to let your infant cry
and feel abandoned in its crib rather than tend to them and comfort them
to teach them "self reliance" and that fussy infants were mostly males....
WTF? one of the many things The Mirage and
i agreed on in child raising that the children;
1.no cribs in another room
2.slept in our bed next to us
3.we were always naked
4. let them see us having sex.
5.let them decide when to sleep in another room
(getting a color TV helped)
you do realize that most of the world doers not give infants
their own room and own crib,i have always regarded this
as a barbaric practice.when i was raised in the 50s parents
were warned not to "spoil" their children
with "too much affection".....yeah
too much affection.
what is this Sparta?
raising generations of isolated
children with abandonment issues.
if this is how one builds Empire
all well and good
but if you want to raise a concerned active citizenry
i think this all wrong.
i think LOVE is the coin of the realm when raising kids
and anything that distances you and your children
is totally fucked up.
namaste
mega
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
YOURCALLRADIO.ORG
YOURCALLRADIO.ORG
today's topic
"Will robots take your Job?"
or eat my blog,
is there an App for that?
today's topic
"Will robots take your Job?"
or eat my blog,
is there an App for that?
10 Questions Congress Should Ask Killer Drone Policy Architect John Brennan | Alternet
10 Questions Congress Should Ask Killer Drone Policy Architect John Brennan | Alternet
"land of the Free and the home of the Brave"?
"land of the Free and the home of the Brave"?
Barack Obama, Drone Ranger | Alternet
Barack Obama, Drone Ranger | Alternet
you too can be a target
anytime,anywhere for any reason.
cheaper than Gitmo talk radio asks??
you too can be a target
anytime,anywhere for any reason.
cheaper than Gitmo talk radio asks??
Monday, February 4, 2013
Why Are Suicides Climbing in the Military? Let's Look at the Drugs Being Prescribed | Alternet
Why Are Suicides Climbing in the Military? Let's Look at the Drugs Being Prescribed | Alternet
Big Pharma KILLS in oh so many ways
just so long as there are profits to be made...
Big Pharma KILLS in oh so many ways
just so long as there are profits to be made...
Obsolete Humans? Why Elites Want You to Fear the Robot | Alternet
Obsolete Humans? Why Elites Want You to Fear the Robot | Alternet
i proudly salute our coming Robot Overlords.....(snark)
i proudly salute our coming Robot Overlords.....(snark)
Revealing How A Fictional Character Can Affect Your Real Life - MessageToEagle.com
Revealing How A Fictional Character Can Affect Your Real Life - MessageToEagle.com
The Batman
Sherlock Holmes
Gully Foyle (from sci fi classic STARS MY DESTINATION by Alfred Bester)
The Batman
Sherlock Holmes
Gully Foyle (from sci fi classic STARS MY DESTINATION by Alfred Bester)
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
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