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Friday, December 27, 2013

Did Quantum Physics Just Prove The Existence of An Afterlife? ~ RiseEarth

Did Quantum Physics Just Prove The Existence of An Afterlife? ~ RiseEarth

Einstein spoke that energy is Eternal
and,despite what The Bible says, matter cannot be created NOR destroyed.
the souls has physical wgt about 3.2 grams at last report
and so.....

These Disturbingly Creative Snowmen Would Make Calvin And Hobbes Proud

These Disturbingly Creative Snowmen Would Make Calvin And Hobbes Proud

it's 72 here today and ,no lie, every Xmas they truck in snow downtown for the kiddies.
daily fishwrap noted today "people are working on their Xmas tans".....
and so it goes.

1968 from texASS to Kali Xmas

hola,
this is a fave Xmas memory but the set up is a bit twisty.

1964 graduated high school at 16,
expelled from an All Negro college partial scholarship
in North Carolina and return to NYC.
meanwhile Mother's hassles with second hubby escalated so she
decides to move me and half brother with her
back to the texASS of her childhood
that she could not wait to leave when younger.
(she met my future father in frisco,what irony)

so we stay briefly with her money grubbing
soon to be millionaire kid sister and her family
then to some black projects nearby.
i get a job via fedgov and my Uncle Charles
paying 65 cents per hour minim wage
at Lackland AFB handing out wool overcoats
 in 100 degree heat to new recruits.

later i bounce into a Surveyor class
then out again to St.Phillips Jr.College,
once again All Negro and substandard.
i give up on that and get another minim wage job at Joske's
a dept.store next door to The Alamo.

Mother decided to bounce back to NYC and i say
BYE BYE which stuns her that i do not
automatically follow in her wake
and actually think i can survive
on my own two feet.
she leaves and i stay.

now what i did not know was that
texASS is a RIGHT TO WORK
(i.e. right to starve) state
so when they minim wage went up i
naturally looked for more coins in my pocket
WRONG.
pre Walmart my hours were slashed and breaks extended
so that i made not one penny more.
so impetuously i quit
and was told by my boss Neal
"If you quit without notice
you'll never work in Texas again."
fuck it.
that same day a co worker asked if i was going to Kali-pornia
since everyone she knew was going there.
why the fuck not?
had a female cousin in L.A. and
all it took was one phone call to confirm
that she had room on her couch so...

anyway one Greyhound bus later i was in L.A.
and looking forward to turning 21 in
KALIpornia.
things did not go as i expected.
my cousin, who was accepted as a slutty barmaid nearby,
one day brought home and ex-con lesbian thug
who seemed like a younger version of Mother's
second husband but we managed to tolerate each other
and one day amidst moving from cousin's studio
to a two bedroom in Inglewood
a rich white woman in a Buick ran the red light and T Boned
the dyke's little Corvair, my cousin was between
wrecking Mustangs at the time,
in an instant i went from six-five to six foot and my
history of back problems began.

so we got to Inglewood and
i got one of the worst jobs of my life
working alongside many ex cons and miscreants.
this was fall of 1968 and the deal was
we each paid a third of the rent
except
after the first month my cousin and
her thugette managed to disappear for
several days whenever the rent was due,
leaving me to absorb it all.
i was never repaid
and spent that fall and 21st birthday eating
baloney on raisin bread sandwiches with mayo,
which was all i could afford.

so my Xmas gift to myself in 1968
was i got my own studio elsewhere,
$65 a month with a creepy snoop landlord and owner.
so whenever my cousin and her thug returned
they found me gone.
sweet.

so knowing no one and L.A. being L.A.
on Xmas it was like here today in Paradise
in the low 70s. so i took a bus and
a transistor radio to Venice Beach
and lay on the warm clean sand
watching girls in bikinis play
volleyball as Xmas carols played on the radio.
IT WAS WONDERFUL!

i have done a lot of good and bad
in this life and have some major regrets
BUT have never once regretted leaving texASS
for Kali.

MERRY XMAS 
& HAPPY HUMBUG TO Y'ALL.

namaste
mega

bah humbug 2014

i tried.
honestly i tried...
bought and wrapped and mailed presents to the grandchild.
bough some Xmas cookies and cards then...then...
the dreaded moment last week when we looked at our Xmas card list
at all the names crossed off due to death
usually by suicide
and like some bad movie we found out
 another friend had killed herself the day before in L.A.

on average we lose one friend a year to suicide
on bad years two or more,most
are frail elderly and/or disabled
none are dying of AIDS,
that we know of.

it is disheartening
Xmas is for children
and not suicide.
when i go hope it's a wonderful summer day
with a cool breeze and surf crashing in the background
not like the crappy one bedroom black mold
which almost did us both in 11 years ago.
i tried to be merry
but it's disheartening and sad
that people are dying while
The Rigth sqaubbles over the
weak tea profit driven Obamacare.
have a happy whatever....

namaste
mega

Noah’s Ark Has Been Found. Why Are They Keeping Us In The Dark? | Pakalert Press

Noah’s Ark Has Been Found. Why Are They Keeping Us In The Dark? | Pakalert Press

in my opinion the OT is mostly badly mangled hisotry
NOT any decent relgion.

quick name Cain's wife and the name if her tribe
who built Tubalcain...
yeah, thot so.

6 Secrets "They" Don't Want You to Know ~ RiseEarth

6 Secrets "They" Don't Want You to Know ~ RiseEarth

on a related note
in the recent link to the Moon article
the shape shifting Reptoids who
own/brought the Moon
(Niburu??) were called the "Chitauri"
which was the name of the aliens in The Avengers movie
and were an updated version of the
shape shifting alien reptilian Skrulls
of the 60s...Jack Kriby and Stan Lee
have blown my mind,forever.

Simulations back up theory that Universe is a hologram ~ RiseEarth

Simulations back up theory that Universe is a hologram ~ RiseEarth


H8 it H8 it, H8 it......Hindu say the world is MAYA  all vaporware and illuisons
and damnit, seems they are right once again H8 it.

today is,as promised, 72 degrees and PERFECT.
saw doc about future colonscopy
ate a fast food lunch where i could see the Bay & Ocean
and am now drudging awy on my steampunk PC
for your pleasure?

you're worth it.IMHO

Friday, December 13, 2013

just chillin' 2

hola,
forgot why the blog yesterday was called that "just chillin'"
nite time temps here tied a 1972 rrecord of
21 or 27 degrees depending upon your source.
now most college towns have a conflict of
"town N gown" whereas her in S'Cruz
its "town n gown n surf"
where surfing is more a lifestyle than a sport
and 2 Hawaiian princes introduced it in the 1890s or so.

here people wear flip flops and shorts all year long
and standing in line behind a bikini clad beach bunny or
"bikini mommy" is not unusual altho
some switch to yoga pants now and then.
flip flops are no biggie
even at UCSC graduations.
so this udden cold snap,aside from killing some homeless
north and south of us was somewhat
of a Big Deal (BFD)
but now.....
temps in the low 70s are promised
for the weekend and all is well in Surf City.
and me, i find out that i shall see
 yet another new doc next week...sigh.
a long forgotten pre cancerous (one hopes)
condition reminder check up.

"Paradise"..... I LOVE LIVING HERE!

and in other news
"Two things are infinite: the universe and
human stupidity;and I'm not so sure 
about the universe."
often attributed to Albert Einstein

namaste
mega

Thursday, December 12, 2013

just chillin' dec 2013

" (There is) no right way of doing wrong." 
Kevin Mitchell, comic?

hola,
the usual hodgepodge today.

1. been on a dead run most of this month from doc to doc...
a.Obamacare passes me by as i turned 66 and am
no longer"considered disabled" by Social Security
yeah right.

2.GOOD NEWS
the test results are in and...
my "heart function is within normal range"
with lil evidence of artery clogging or mucho damage
so guess i'll be blogging awhile longer.
(that IS good news right?)

3. watched ON THE ROAD on pay cable
and Soul Mate and she declared my analsysi of
"sidekicks" as inaccurate,as per the movie et al,
she declares the portraits of wimmin and gays and browns as
"Background Noise" to be ignored at will.
scary but most likely right...

4.what was the fourth thing? oh right
G Man has nudged me into getting the
speak 'n write Dragon software,which i
have yet to unpack for Xmas
so if this blog asuddenly turnes into
more gibberish than usual, you'll know why.
my rapidly benumbed fingers will soon make it mandatory anyways...

Happy Humbug to all concerned.

as you were?
namaste
mega

Sunday, December 1, 2013

1970 NYC,Elwasz,Red + A

(or how the NY Mafia came to offer me a job)

hola,
i am stubborn and despite being burned by
 GIMME communes in KALIpornia,i figured the
only way i could survive in NYC was in
 a communal "clean hippie" setting.
so i placed in ad in the then lefty
Village Voice and evetually got two replies,
two in NYC.(sigh)
one was Elwasz,a Sicilan American who had
anger issues and met his wife Red
while in a psych ward...

so Elwasz was going to attend another commune rally
in Lil Italy and invited me to come along.
i did and was the only brown face to attend
but that was cool. then Elwasz announced he
was a proud bisexual and exposed his
wife's veiny flaccid white breastss to all.
she was uncomfortable but made no move
to object or cover herself.(maybe as an Irish American
she was resigned to male boorishness?)

so like Noah's Ark the commune to be was
pairing off and most of the men announced fears about some
six foot tall wild haired amazon street theater woman.....A.

now i had been a fan of Andy Warhol's
genre esp. VIVA a profane wild haired small breasted brat
and when A entered she seemed like a milder taller
 less cynical version of her. contrary to the male
portrayal; i found her a bit shy and standoffish so
so i began grooming her as a possible GF.

also uncoupled,aside from A, there was Marilyn
 a forlorn broken chew toy of a blonde
who would later ask why neither Elwasz
or i wanted to fuck her as all the other men had.
as i said, broken and her almost homeless self esteem
she only desired a warm bed and another stiff dick in the dark.
sigh...

anyway a weasley type male from Brooklyn
let's call him Ratboy had designs to be
a wanna be cultish pimp of sorts and would
end up with half the wimmin who attended.
but i got A,lost $100 invested and
 the Lil Italy arranger got
a hair cut,took a job with Daddy and
got engaged to one of the wimmin after
fucking and fucking over Marilyn.
so it went...

meanwhile i had coaxed A slowly into
appreciating me and when i later moved in
with Elwasz and Red,and he displayed her chest again,
A came to dinner and after boasting
how much she  could drink
promptly passed out.
so i took her to bed and half undressed her
and she snored all night in my arms.
the next morning when she woke up
and found she had not been raped
she fucked my brains out happily.

we would later go on to live together
at an SRO in frisco
after Elwasz,Red and i drove across country to
....wait for it, San Jose.
say what? now unknown to me
Elwasz had deserted Red for a year to
explore frisco with another woman
so out of Catholic guilt or whatever he was reluctant
to live in frisco again.it took me
six months at a low paying job to strike out alone for frisco
which everyone in L.A. hated
and since i hated L.A.....

so a few weeks before this, after A had
gone back to Seattle and college
(after dropping out of The Sorbonne
after one semester to live sybaritic  naked for a year
in the caves of Crete).
Elwasz had told me..over his wife's bared breasts
over dinner,
that his uncle was a Don in the NY Mafia
and that they were looking for a few good men
(just like Korak the Killer who thot
i'd be a better mercenary than he)
and he'd put in a few good words about me.

now in the projects my next door nabe was
a NYPD cop named Sammy
who schooled me about the
dark underbelly of NYC
crime,which it turns out he knew
firsthand as he was later fired for being on
the take from same.
so i know the depth of the abyss into
which i had been invited...and
i did give it some serious thot...

me being a Harlem raised "clean hippie"
becoming a stone killer for The Mob
and ready to be killed in return
(like Jack Ruby).
so like the time i turned down a job
 with Pinkerton to be
a union busting industrial snitch..
i gave a polite Thanx but No.

"Birds born in a cage think flying is an illness."
Alejandro Jodoroswski  70s Zen filmamker(see El Topo)

namaste
mega

turkey day cranky pants




WWJD? What would Judas do? 
Think about it."  Ho Chi Zen

hola,
spent four hours yesterday with my arms crossed behind my head
so that some fancy computer could inspect my heart's arteries
so of course today my back is killing
or at least crippling me.

ah, the Season of Sharing when everyone else is
drunk and/or driving like maniacs.
when we re-discover the joys of helping,
howsoever briefly, the single mom
and the homeless discarded vet and the frail eldery
dementia patient who shat himself outside Starbucks.
New Years can't come fast enuff for us to discard this false piety
and return to the worship of Mammon (money).

when we celebrate the number of people
Trampled and Killed
during Black Friday.....
how many would their white blue eyed Jesus sacrifice?
c'mon, take a wild guess...

still alive and bitching.
namaste
mega

thanx 4


 "Ask not what you can do TO your country, 
   ask what your country can do TO you."..... Ho Chi Zen

thanx for...(NOT in order of importance just as it comes to me as usual)

-bacon lip balm,makes every thing you kiss and who you love taste like bacon.

-earthing pads (Google it) a birthday present, seems to work so far.
as a diabetic am not allowed to walk barefoot on the sand or elsewhere so...

-was unable to avoid having people in public sing Happy Birthday to You
and thankful this does not happen more often.

-am thankful for having a blog to vent and share and maybe
sometimes pry open a few minds, a meeting i went to on my birthday
refers to it as "infecting minds with new information"
of course i liked that.

-am thankful for Soul Mate putting up with my shit for these last third of my 66 years.

-am thankful that both of my sons are relatively healthy and
not wanted for any serious crimes ,yet (just kidding i hope).
i love them BOTH despite what one thinks.

-G Man thanx for being you and allowing me to be me without artifice.
your are a BFF in word and deed, love ya man.

-am thankful i live in "Paradise" which offers Beauty daily
and a plethora of great doctors.

- even after all these decades and a bad marriage to The Mirage
have never once regretted leaving NYC & TexASS
for KALIpornia,long may it reign as the land of "fruits and nuts"...

-am thankful that the Kennedy necrophilia fest will end after today, hopefully

- am thankful for each and every one of you, esp.Chriss
my first non family fan.
live long & prosper-pretty please?

aloha2utoday,
namaste
mega at 66

Saturday, November 16, 2013

▶ LastHours.org - YouTube

▶ LastHours.org - YouTube

G Man suggests we watch this then blow our brains out..what brains?
i consider another Mass Extinction inevitable,don't you?
pays to be a Science nerd sometimes....

The 14 Habits of Highly Miserable People | Alternet

The 14 Habits of Highly Miserable People | Alternet


yes i have fucked this archtype more than once in my grim past
but i got over it
 and frequently quit jobs which offered more of same...

so is this a mirror or rear vision sidelight for you now?

thanx Alernet

JFK + 50 still NOT Oswald....

"When you point a finger at the moon
 then remove the finger, the moon still remains."
from a Zen classic

hola,
as i said this morning to SM while watching yet another
TV multi hour Kennedy-thon (on CSPAN this time),
i have no desire to become a common scold
or have my head explode from all the lying
or recite a laundry list of evidences generated thru out the decades but...
this is like an open wound to my psyche which
the narrow minded keep sticking their grubby fingers into.

everytime soemone declares "The Warren Commison got it right"
or "that pathetic loser Oswald acted alone"
(actual quotes from CSPAN today)
i cringe as tho salt was thrown afresh into an open wound.
i have Zero Tolerance for such and have blocked
several sites which i was fond of when they declared
 Oswald acted alone...such hidebound thinking is
usually not limited to one area or concept as i have found.

to illustrate, this is from that era
a dirt poor ignorant Klansman was asked about NIGGERS
who he defined as "low class trash who ain't got no book learning"
so the CBS reporter posed the GUESS WHO'S COMING TO DINNER
argument about a well educated and articulate black man and what might he be.

the Klansman looked like this was some
Yankee loving  fancy pants trick question
"he's still a Nigger!" saith he.

there is some quote in the Bible relating to faith
and to those with "confidence in the system",
many of whom took the mic at CSPAN,
they like things plain and simple like a Pop Mechanics DIY
whereas The Truth,or at least many facets of same,
are more like those monochromatic jigsaw puzzles of the 60s
which have no discernible theme to make things easier.
like UFOs i was hesitant to jump into the fire
and check out real from hoax
or disinformation and
once you get pass the ype and character assassinations
what you'll find in both is apppaling
and you almost literally feel the ground
disappear from beneath your feet..
it is not for the meek nor faint of heart i....

oh wait,
think i just answered my own question.
never mind
as you were?
move along nothing to see here
"These are not the droids you're looking for".

BTW if you ever want a JFK reading list
 i kept a few books i did not give away...

namaste
mega

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Democracy Now!

Democracy Now!

Thom Hartmann on his latest book
'THE CRASH OF 2016"
and JFK +50
and his 1000 page book being made into a movie
"Legacy of Secrecy"

the Mafia killed Kennedy period.

In Unprecedented Move, Spent Fuel Rods To Be Removed from Fukushima Reactors

In Unprecedented Move, Spent Fuel Rods To Be Removed from Fukushima Reactors

so what if IT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE.
what could possibly go wrong......?
yeah right, end of civilization (sic) as we know
it above the equator.....