O WISE HOWARD SPEAKS

aloha 2u
O Wise Howard on the road,quote

If mountain lions or bears invade my campsite I am prepared!  A special high powered/high potency pepper gas dispenser guaranteed to drove off Grizzly Bears!  Shoots out to 50 yards.  Also good against car jackers and invaders of isolated campsites for purposes of theft and rape.  Remember what happened to the fat city guy in the novel Deliverance who went into the North Georgia mountains?  "Make him squeal like a pig"!  "He's shore got a purty mouth".  Turned him into a gurl!

By the way, that book and movie was the most potent weapon ever devised in the long campaign to demonize us hillbillies.  Even today urban people who travel into rural hilly areas shrink into their locked moving 4 wheel drive vehicles fearing the sight of a porch swing upon which is seated an albino playing a banjo and two unwashed men dressed in overalls and carrying rifles lurking nearby.

I still have a sealed bundle of sage to burn while I dance around my campfire chanting incomprehensible invocations to the spirits of the water and clouds.  When I bought that from a young woman who came into the nice restaurant in Berkeley I went outside, lit it and waved the smoke around, then danced around chanting nonsense.  Two young men and one young woman joined me.  Only in Berkeley.  Possibly I can invoke some of the ancient forest and mountain gods to descend down to Santa Cruz and punish the corporate criminals and phony politicians (and class-collaborationist union leaders).

One must always keep up hope and don't miss any chance to strike a blow for social justice.

BRING BACK THE GUILLOTINE!

Taga Bundok (Tagalog for "hillbilly")

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NAMASTE
MEGA

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C'MON GET HAPPY?

ALOHA 2U,

just a short  observation today..
The Senile, our local daily snotrag has its collective panties in a twist over two new drugs which elude daily drug testing on the job.both are available legally OTC at smoke shops...SPICE a synthetic marijuana and a new to me psychedelic SALVIA DIVONRUM a shamnic herb grown in Oaxaca,Mexico.the latter causes symptoms similar to a heroin overdose and can be fatal when you nod out and stop breathing..

our local leaf blowers in blue, the cops, want the DEA or somebody to declare
both of these things illegal HUGE SIGH.. liken that will stop anything..
rather this misses the deeper point
WHY ARE AMERICANS,AS A WHOLE, SO DEEPLY UNHAPPY?

we are about five percent of the world pop yet we consume more illegal drius than everyone else, the american drug empire has mad Mexico a narco-state and our empty promises show no signs of stopping the violence.Mexico has proposed making ALL DRUGS LEGAL ,like that will solve anything here in Gringolandia. think of all the tops and creative outlets available here while other peeps starve for even the basics, just think a moment...WHY ARE WE AS A PEEP SO UNHAPPY?

now,given my personal history of hullicinagens, am the last person to put the onus on illegal drugs but i have watched enuff docu tv and done enuff research to know that GETTING HIGH IS NATURAL HUMAN INCLINATION ACROSS ALL STRATA OF HISTORIC SOCIETIES..

 .LOOK UP SHAMANIC HEALERS, DIVINATION,.ORACLES ET AL. SINCE PRE HISTORY MAN HAS EXPLORED INNER SPACES VIA THE NATURAL WORLD AVAILABE TO HIM..

but SIGH that was getting high with a purpose.
i used drugs becuz
1.it was happening all around me since birth
2.i was deeply deeply unhappy & often suicidal
3. i wanted to see if what i thot i believed in, was my inner truth ((it was SMILES)
4. i was intensely curious after reading its effects in chemical tech journals while in TexASS

but,as you might have noticed by now, I AM NOT NORMAL in most respects.i worked with a guy who was given LSD by his mom at age four, he was employable but permanently Fucked Up,luckily he was white and could fake it briefly.i have been with hippie families where their six years wanted a hit...plus the peeps when i worked retail near Wall Street had access to the finest shit and purest shit around..

as the american empire we have crippled many countries and ruined many lives with our addictions to drugs,oil. conquest,corruption,rogue capitalism. listen to the GOP saying we've have the highest standard of Living in the world, this is a LIE.according to the WHO we are 36th or something in that region. peeps kill themselves with cigs and cars with alarming frequency, thousands go missing every year-no one knows and after a few weeks no one looks for them

 WHY IS THE AMERICAN HEART SO HOLLOW?
the Get Happy Hucksters have created a 7 billion dollar industry built on unhappiness, which is bigger than porn another addiction i missed,WTF peeps wassup? we live in a big,rich, beauttful country where The Elites treat us like chattel and have decided we are Collateral Damage in their economic world view (TOO BIG TO FAIL VS, TOO SMALL TO SURVIVE)-Wiki BILDIERBERGERS.. it toook less than 8 years to reduce the Middle Class gains built after WWII to over leveraged mortgage ashes.

i joked with a local county employee last week that if Queen Meg the Witless buys into being GUV then all county building will be empty and she homeless so she sould keep the keys for future sheltert, i got a weak laugh in response.
THE AMERICAN DREAM HAS DIED, KILLED BY BIG EVERYTHING...why are peeps not rioting, carrying pitchforks and torches to take down the Monsters that feed on us like bloated parasites?
why why why?

i will write more in this topic in the future...

MINISTRY OF MYSTERIES
namaste
mega

WASSUP DOLL FACE?

"Patience,n.A minor form of despair disguised as a virtue." Ambrose Bierce

ALOHA 2U,
this will be brief as i spent hours yesterday exploring the dark reaches of human consciousness...our friend PANDORA THE PARANOID'S delusion. found most of them via Google Search.
as i asked before,what did the deluded do for details of these vast worldwide conspiracies before Google?

so i decided to cleanse my mental palate by going to CNN.
what would they be talking about today..40 million homeless in pakistan?
72 migrants in the mass grave in mexico..was it really the Zetas?
the trapped miners in Chile?
Karzai firing the anti corruption DA?
the fifth anniversary of Katrina and the uncounted for victims washed out to sea?
the effects of the BP  toxic oil dispersents on the gulf wetlands?
the failed stimulus of O Bomber as predicted by Paul Krugman months ago?
why anybody still listens to half-gov Palin?
is Glenn Beck insane , a canny huskster,a new Elmer Ganrty or just a whacked out populist/racist  fear monger?
it was as the military sez "a target rich environment"...

HUGE HUGE SIGH
. hope  there is enuff room in the Handbasket to Hell for the CNN management.
the doll face host and three talking heads were doing a ISN'T THIS TERRIBLE Dance becuz,wait for it,
TOYS R US has placed its display of DEXTER dolls (the ethical serial; killer on Showtime) in the same ailse as ELMO (from Sesame Street)  WTF?

if a parent is dumb enuff to let a pre schooler watch both Sesame St and Dexter IMHO Child Protective Services should be called asap..now i watch and enjoy DEXTER,WEEDS, TRUE BLOOD,CRIMINAL MINDS,SPARTACUS,ROME and other adult fare.would i let a pre adolescent watch it? NO.
am not advocating Censorship just PLAIN OLD COMMON SENSE which seems to gettimg less and less common every day.

oops gotta run SM just found some guy who wrote a book DEPARTMENT OF MAD SCIENTISTS ON  CSPAN...
namaste
mega

:THE MIRAGE LIKES DA BLOG

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aloha 2u

........C . .. . keep doing what you are doing .. . .there are a lot of blogs out there and I feel that ppl read them because they want to hear the personal experiences of that particular blogger . . .Bryan in Missoula, MT wrote in such detail that it felt as if you were there with him . . . .because of your intelligence, you get indignant about things that some of us do not even know about . . .. or do not know about it in such detail as you provide . .. .as you know, you cannot please everyone but you have always been full of words and those of us that are not much for talking LIKE to hear the talkers talk . . .(when I talk, I am painfully aware of many verbal contradictions so I'd rather do actions .. .) . . .I say keep doing what you are doing . .. .do you like Howard Stern?  I do because he is funny and totally himself . . . .confidence is attractive ..  .take care ..

...Wit consists of seeing the resemblance between things which differ and the difference between things which are alike . . .~Madame de Stael

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EVEN PARANOIDS...

'EVEN PARANOIDS HAVE REAL ENEMIES.:" said about Richard M..Nixon.

aloha 2u,
this is a short one,a Post Script really.
in Google search on Smart Meters for Soul Mate i came across something odd..a PDF which i can read but NOT copy nor Attach to send

Google
www._basset-2005 pdf (application)

the title refers to IMPLANTABLE DEVICES AND SMART DUST, 
it has drawing & schematics and altho most of it was too tech for me the idea seems to be suggest  imlanting peeps with RFID type chips and smart dust, which was UC berkeley device used for spying and watching crowds and cities.

WOW,OH WOW..

first they chipped the cats and dogs,for their own good,
then they chipped store items, for our own good,
then they chipped criminals, for our own good,
then they chipped the Alzheimers patients for their own good,
so when they kicked in my door to chip me, in the name of Public Safety,
..it was also for my own good...


MINISTRY OF ALARMS
namaste
mega

CRYPTOMUNDO: BEING PARANOID?

"I'VE STAYED IN THE FRONT YARD ALL MY LIFE.
I WANT A PEEK AT THE BACK WHERE IT'S ROUGH AND UNTENDED AND HUNGRY WEEDS GROW.
A GIRL GETS SICK OF A ROSE."Gwendolyn Brooks, c'mon & take a peek...

aloha 2u,

SIGH..i am a Big Fan of Fringe, The X Files,True Blood,BSG & Sci Fi, the History and Documentary channels etc etc etc
of late some of punditry (sic) & analysis about Life have proven to be alarmingly accurate...almost Prescient (psi High anyone?)

CONTEXT

Soul Mate has been involved of late in the fight to stop SMART METERS in s'cruz county.,last tuesday i was trying to explain the dangers, aside from the monetary costs and scams, to the owner of the shop i'd just bought a used printer at.
"imagine you live in a house which is built atop a very very powerful WiFi transmitter which runs 24/7-365..and you have NO CONTROL over its power output.." i could tell when his eyes got big that my venture into NerdSpeak had been effective.

BTW i also bought a Brand New 20 inch flat screen to help my ailing eyes plus it matches my new Lo Vision Keyboard  SMILES.

anyway met a Danish woman whom she had seen around at various other demos..it was 101 degrees  in s'criz that day, so peeps crowded in what meager shade there was...here is her story.
she was asleep in some government highrise townhouse(?) she and her dottir has recently moved into, they slept on separate floors.

NIGHT TERRORS

NOW NIGHT TERRORS AND EITHER A FUGUE OR HYNOGOGIC STATE HAVE BEEN USED TO EXPLAIN AWAY UFO ABDUCTEES EXPERIENCES WHEN THEY HAVE BEEN TRANSPORTED AWAY FROM THEIR HOMES FOR ONGOING, OFTEN MUILTI -GENRATION, SCIENTIFIC (?) EXPERIMENTS...
usually the adventure begins when you are half asleep and fell a looming ominous presence next to your bed , the Dansh woman , the conversation began with THE GIRL WHO PLAYED WITH FIRE novels and the authors mysterious death after writing 3 of a planned ten novels-as an investigative journalist he must've had lotsa dirt,said she thot it had a knife,the common belief is that when you open your eyes SOMETHING TERRIBLE WILL HAPPEN...(i'm a lil fuzzy on details here as aside from PC peripherals shopping i had to see my 5th doctor in two days despite 95-100 degree temps..) anyway things passed and she fell into a deep sleep and awoke to find her TV on, she had NOT turned it on.

BTW this woman lives near and wants to start a dark side of reality discussion group..I AM SOOOO THERE!

so she told her dottir who, bring young,poo poo'd her sad another anxious lil old lady, so they switched bedrooms...soon the dottir began to develop unusual symptoms not liked to any disease and when her young dottir's hair turned grey and she began aging prematurely the mom got worried. the dottir reported that it felt like some sort of ENTITY was emerging from her TV (see the near classic Videodrome with James Wood or that THEY'RE HERE haunting movie) and draining her Life Force.the mom sought out consultants and was eventually told to remove ALL electronics from the bedroom..TV,clock radio,laptops,cell phones..LO! after she did this her dottir started improving and is almost back to normal today,years later...

okay i believe that demons of some sort exist and that their methods and motives are Very Old Testament., they may be one of several explanations for the on going CATTLE MUTILATIONS PROBLEM in the west and southwest, but that\s for another blog.

TAP TAP TRAP
but what has all this to do with Smart Meters you ask?
now Smart Meters operate using a form of WiFi and the human brain operates at a certain number of Hertz (unit of EMF measurement) and the human brain is very malleable and sensitive...

SIGH.what if,WHAT IF the CIA covert program MK-ULTRA (mind control) had been sheep dipped (Agency code for whitewashing any IDor bad rep) and was till Alive & Well buried ever so deep in the Black OPs budget....as my thots raced half asleep i wondered if the CIA had taken the step step beyond drugs (see Charlie Manson & Vacaville prison) into electronic warfare and civilian pacification....

SYNARCHY
now when a bunch of wimmin work together,soon all their periods will coincide with the Alphabraib using  Female of the group...

you can do the same thing with the human electronics, it's called ENTRAINMENT, i have some data on that buried amidst the clutter of my Bat Cave.(you can see this with the head bopping to loud rap or rock music.)
there is a book called ALTERNATIVE THREE which posits that Earth has too many peeps and that The Elites plan to solve that with climate change,toxic food and water and new virulent unheard of diseases (Streph or Ebola.maybe? see Laurie Garret's classic THE COMING PLAGUE).
WHAT IF the Secret Government decided to use entrainment to make us all Really Crazy via cellphones,Smart Meters and our beloved TVs? martial law declared, detention and extermination camps..sites like PRISON PLANET and the old Art Bell show must lead to many a sleepless nite over this..me i just take my sleep meds.SIGH.

BTW that Something Terrible sensation, i shared it whit a Rita Whitecotton back in the 60s and we held a seance ti see if he was okay, seems he was descended  from a long line of voodoo priests,anyway too much LSD on both our parts had left us wide open and vulnerable to Some Thing which came to my apartment door and hovered radiating hatred and murder, i say Thing cuz the apt building i lived in was old and the floor squeaked everything weight was put on it and i felt that something dark lived under the stairs..IMHO THE WORST HORROR IS WHEN YOU CONFRONT SOMETHING so terrible THAT YOU REALIZE THAT not even death is an escape...HUGE HUGE SIGH.

A BRIEF WORD ON UFOs

NOT EVERYONE CAN SEE UFOs...


a crowd can be standing,staring upwards and some will see UFOs and some won't (but cameras will,strange)..anyway is was watching  UFO FILES and saw a vid about a UFO, no big except as i watched i saw it transform from a UFO into an ordinary unmarked black helicopter (Wiki /google BLACK HELICOPTERS & CONSPIRACY) but the narrator made No Mention of this.
hmmmmmm, which reminded me that altho most humans are alike in many respects some of us are not...now in most of the food you should be eating
the molecules have a RIGHT HAND TWIST
in most artificial food,man made and some GMOs, 
they mostly have a LEFT HAND TWIST.
now Korak the Killer loved Diet Soda
and could not tell if he had gotten regualr soda or not, i can.
since childhood saccahrin and other phony sweeteners have tasted bitter to me, with no explanation,so i took a food &nutrients class when i went back to college and found that TEN PERCENT OF THE POPULATION has this ability,maybe its something like that with UFOs & faerie lights too?    plus like Sookie Stackhouse in TRUE BLOOD (on HBO)   my reactions to meds tends to be a bit idiosyncratic..recently i found out i was HALF OF ONE PERCENT of humanity who reacted badly to a med i had just stopped taking.   just askin'




"ALL THE PEOPLE LIKE US ARE WE, AND EVERYONE ELSE IS THEY."Rudyard Kipling


in mind and body
stay
semper gumby
namaste
mega




BTW  ANON
think of this as an online extended external/internal autobiogrophy..
this blog is like JEOPARDY not WHEEL OF FORTUNE,OKAY? 


'BLOGS,.BLOGS BLOGS.BLOGS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES..ALMOST EVERYONE HAS ONE. THERE WAS A BUTTON IN THE 60S."everyone is entitled to my opinion"HA.- allegedly said by Ho Chi Zen


BTW you havenoticed the change in frequency in this blog,guilty as charged.
i am now taking pharmacuetical strength iron pills for my mystery anemia and it acts like..a turbo boost to my brain..apparently flushing out old gunk and restoring the clogged neutrons to almost full power.SOUL MATE disputes thisd saying that i've always been funny and smart and inciteful as i porotest that she has rarely seen me at my best and that my diabtic coms in ;91 has robbed of both brain power and acuity.SIGH  guess it's open to debate.
so i feel more myself of hold but now my hands shake a lil bit more than before and my handwriting is nearly illegible which means my journals, going back to the 60s ,will be worthless to any library that gets them SIGH....

Building a Nation of Know-Nothings - NYTimes.com

Building a Nation of Know-Nothings - NYTimes.com

HUGE HUGE HUGE SIGH
..FOR THE FUTURE OF WHAT DEMOCRACY WE HAVE LEFT..
MORE TO COME ON THIS

mega
 PS to ANON,
as usual i am late in responding to Comment but the new template
i just added should help remind me to look more often.

i have several readers plus two more who are paranoid of being an official FOLLOWER (go figure)
so far i have not seen a Gadget from Google which gives me a demographic, but i noticed just like week that 142 peeps have viewed my Profile, whether they are regular readers or not-i do not know...
i have linked to  my Facebook page, so i can talk to my boyz, and used it to advertise my blog, has it worked???
also i do not know.

if you are new reader this blog was formulated as a local crip community forum effort,
an outreach of the Santa Cruz County Commish on Disability
of which i 've been a member for nine plus years (five more years elsewhere).

it was supposed to be a community forum on crip issues and the crip lifestyle...
FAIL.
1. THE  CRIP CO- FOUNDER DIED SUDDENLY WITHIN MONTHS OF THE BLOG RUNNING.
2.COUNTY LEGAL SEZ NO NO AND HELL NO! afraid of the liability issues related to a big mouth like spouting off too frequently...
3.NOBODY EVER WROTE BACK EXCEPT PIGANI ( GOTTA LOVE HER) AND MY EX AND A FEW FRIENDS I BADGERED INTO READING THIS.
4.I ALSO SET UP A NON SNARKY CRIP BLOG ON YAHOO! THIS YEAR AND THAT WAS AN EVEN BIGGER FAIL.

SIGH.

demographics vs giving the peeps what they want...
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT THE DEMO WANTS IF NO ONE WRITES BACK?

i am 62 going on 63,black in still white america, disabled in a country where The Elites have kicked the poor to the curb and i am not of the disposition to be trampled without resistance (like Terminator & The Borg).RESISTANCE IS NOT FUTILE?

look at the Quotes i added to the WELCOME Y'ALL tag.take it or leave it. you don't like what i say then get off your ass and write back.
there are more blogs out there than a feral dog has fleas, if you only read what you agree with (FAUXNEWS) you live in constant fear and never leave your comfort zone.
me as an ACA (Adult Child of Alcoholics) i have been "tormenting" myself, in Pagaini's opinion, since early childhood..if my view of Reality offends you and you want a larger demo..go watch MSM TV or whatever.

according to Wikipedia blogging is a niche market, i have no idea how big a niche is supposed to be....,
in my MEAT SPACE LIFE i am a cranky XLLL disabled old fart and i offend peeps without even trying but i am SMART and despite some of my quirks some peeps like me.

i am NOT seeking to be Popular, was never among the Popular kids in any school or clique,
you want Popular then go somewhere else.

what i am is Authentic and HONEST, it's the way i help raised my kids and the way i have lived my life since the 60s.some peeps don't like that and yes i have bee fired often but praised equally often.
.like my Aspergers son  i have my Skills.

this started out as a short aside but looks like its risen to the level of a personal attack,
sorry if it lands that way.

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD BE WRITING ABOUT...
AND IF YOUR IDEAS SUCK AND  I  WILL TELL YOU
AND INVITE YOU TO WRITE A GUEST BLOG OR TWO IN THE MAIN TEMPLATE, UNCENSORED UNLESS YOU SAY SOME LIBELOUS.
THAT SOUND FAIR?

mega
out.