Tuesday, March 30, 2010

NURSE'S EYE VIEW

March 25, 2010

Okay, We've Got an Insurance Reform Bill

On to Health Care Reform!

By ROSE ANN DeMORO

Passage of President Obama's healthcare bill proves that Congress can enact comprehensive social legislation in the face of virulent rightwing opposition. Now that we have an insurance bill, can we move on to healthcare reform?

As an organization of registered nurses, we have an obligation to provide an honest assessment, as nurses must do every hour of every day. The legislation fails to deliver on the promise of a single standard of excellence in care for all and instead makes piecemeal adjustments to the current privatized, for-profit healthcare behemoth.

When all the boasts fade, comparing the bill to Social Security and Medicare, probably intended to mollify liberal supporters following repeated concessions to the healthcare industry and conservative Democrats, a sobering reality will probably set in.

What the bill does provide

-Expansion of government-funded Medicaid to cover 16 million additional low income people, though the program remains significantly under funded which limits access to its enrollees as its reimbursement rates are lower than either Medicare or private insurance with the result some providers find it impossible to participate. Though the federal government will provide additional subsidies to states, those expire in 2016, leaving the program a top target to budget cutting governors and legislatures.

-Increased funding for community health centers, thanks to an amendment by Sen. Bernie Sanders, that will open their doors to nearly double their current patient volume.

-Reducing but not eliminating the infamous "donut hole" gap in prescription drug coverage for which Medicare enrollees have to pay the costs fully out of pocket.

-Insurance regulations covering members' dependent children until age 26, and new restrictions on limits on annual and lifetime on lifetime insurance coverage, and exclusion of policies for children with pre-existing conditions.

-Permission for individual states - though weakened from the version sponsored by Rep. Dennis Kucinich -- to waive some federal regulations to adopt innovative state programs like an expanded Medicare.

All of these reforms could, and should, have been enacted on their own without the poison pills that accompanied them.

Where the bill falls short

-The mandate forcing people without coverage to buy insurance. Coupled with the subsidies for other moderate income working people not eligible for Medicare or Medicaid, the result is a gift worth hundreds of billions of dollars to reward the very insurance industry that created the present crisis through price gouging, care denials, and other abuses.

-Inadequate healthcare cost controls for individuals and families. 1. Insurance premiums will continue to climb. Proponents touted a "robust" public option to keep the insurers "honest," but that proposal was scuttled. After Anthem Blue Cross of California announced 39 percent premium hikes, the administration promised to crack down with a federal rate insurance authority, an idea also dropped from the bill. 2. There is no standard benefits package, only a circumspect reference that benefits should be "comparable to" current employer provided plans. 3. An illusory limit on out-of-pocket medical expenses. But even in the regulated state exchanges, insurers remain in control of what they offer and what will be a covered service. Insurers are likely to design plans to attract healthier customers, and many enrollees will likely find the federal guarantees do not protect them for medical treatments they actually need.

-No meaningful restrictions on claims denials insurers don't want to pay for. Proponents cite a review process on denials, but the "internal review process" remains in the hands of the insurers, and the "external" review will be up to the states, many of which have systems now in place that are dominated by the insurance industry with little enforcement mechanism.

-Significant loopholes in the much touted insurance reforms: 1. Provisions permitting insurers and companies to more than double charges to employees who fail "wellness" programs because they have diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol readings, or other medical conditions. 2. Permitting insurers to sell policies "across state lines", exempting patient protections passed in other states. Insurers will likely set up in the least regulated states in a race to the bottom threatening public protections won by consumers in various states. 3. Allowing insurers to charge three times more based on age plus more for certain conditions, and continue to use marketing techniques to cherry-pick healthier, less costly enrollees. 4. Insurers may continue to rescind policies, drop coverage, for "fraud or intentional misrepresentation" - the main pretext insurance companies now use.

--Taxing health benefits for the first time. Though modified, the tax on benefits remains, a 40 percent tax on plans whose value exceeds $10,200 for individuals or $27,500 for families. With no real checks on premium hikes, many plans will reach that amount by the start date, 2018, rapidly. The result will be more cost shifting from employers to workers and more people switching to skeletal plans that leave them vulnerable to financial ruin.

--Erosion of women's reproductive rights, with a new executive order from the President enshrining a deal to get the votes of anti-abortion Democrats and a burdensome segregation of funds, that in practice will likely mean few insurers will cover abortion and perhaps other reproductive medical services.

--A windfall for pharmaceutical giants. Through a deal with the White House, the administration blocked provisions to give the government more power to negotiate drug prices and gave the name brand drug makers 12 years of marketing monopoly against competition from generic competition on biologic drugs, including cancer treatments.

Most critically, the bill strengthens the economic and political power of a private insurance-based system based on profit rather than patient need.

As former Labor Secretary Robert Reich wrote after the vote "don't believe anyone who says Obama's healthcare legislation marks a swing of the pendulum back toward the Great Society and the New Deal. Obama's health bill is a very conservative piece of legislation, building on a Republican (a private market approach) rather than a New Deal foundation. The New Deal foundation would have offered Medicare to all Americans or, at the very least, featured a public insurance option."

Unlike Social Security and Medicare which expanded a public safety net, this bill requires people - in the midst of the mass unemployment and the worse economic downturn since the Great Depression -- to pay thousands of dollars out of pocket to big private companies for a product that may or may not provide health coverage in return.

Too many people will remain uninsured, individual and family healthcare costs will continue to rise largely unabated and private insurers will still be able to deny claims with little recourse for patients.

If, as the President and his supporters insist, the bill is just a start, let's hold them to that promise. Let's see the same resolve and mobilization from legislators and constituency groups who pushed through this bill to go farther, and achieve a permanent, lasting solution to our healthcare crisis with universal, guaranteed healthcare by expanding and improving Medicare to cover everyone.

Leaders of the National Nurses United have raised many of these concerns about the legislation for months. But, sadly, as the healthcare bill moved closer to final passage, the space for genuine debate and critique of the bill's very real limitations was largely squeezed out.

Much of the fault lies with the far right, from the streets to the airwaves to some legislators that steadily escalated from deliberate misrepresentations to fear mongering to racial epithets to hints of threatened violence against bill supporters.

For its part, the administration and its major supporters shut out advocates of more far reaching reform, while vilifying critics on the left.

Both trends are troubling for democracy, as is the pervasive corruption of corporate lobbying that so clearly influenced the language of the bill. Insurers, drug companies, and other corporate lobbyists shattered all records for federal influence peddling and were rewarded with a bill that largely protected their interests, along with a Supreme Court ruling that will allow corporations, including the health care industry, to spend unlimited sums in federal elections.

Rightwing opponents fought as hard to block this legislation as they would have against a Medicare for all plan. As more Americans recognize the bill does not resemble the distortions peddled by the right, and become disappointed by their rising medical bills and ongoing fights with insurers for needed care, there will be new opportunity to press the case for real reform. Next time, let's get it done right.

Rose Ann DeMoro is executive director of the 150,000-member National Nurses United.


YAK YAK

'YOU CAN'T SCARE ME, I HAVE CHILDREN.!"
bumper sticker i bought upon becoming a parent...

aloha
finally had my Procedures done.

first you can't eat from the previous night's meal until the procedures around one monday ,so i was Starving.

second CNN/HLN decided to run a spiel - ARE FATTY FOOD AN ADDICTION? featruing ebery BAD FOOD i love, over & over and MSNBC was no better.

third, ever choke on a piece of food?
no i mean REALLY CHOKED where you yak and yak and yak trying to get it back up.....so they lubricate my left nostil to numb it then they insert a SENSOR ATTACHED TO A 2 FOOT LONG SPEGHETTI THIN HOSE down my un numbed gullet...and leave it there 15-20 minutes while they analyze readings.

they were SO PROUD i didn't gag or throw up, i wanted to but only a supreme act of will ( or masochsim) kept the damn tube down. next they knocked me out with VERSED & FENTANYL for the Endoscopy ( tv cam down the gullet for a peek) i will know in about two weeks what the results are, maybe.

BTW
O BOMBER
SNUCK INTO AND OUT OF KABUL LIKE A THIEF IN THE NIGHT...did KARAZI tell him the war is unwinnable and his shabby government is hopelessly corrupt or that KANDAHAR will be FALLUJAH in Pashtun? or did he stroke him like a john in a seedy brothel and only tell him what he wanted to hear? huge sigh....3000 dead in the WTC so now how many soldiers "have to die"?

BTW 2
did you hear about O BOMBER'S MORTGAGE RELIEF PLANS ahead, too little and too late and such actions are VOLUNTARY. yup, just like putting CONSUMER PROTECTION in Treasury, the same peeps who drove us over the economic watefall to begin with. HUGE HUGE SIGH... there are signs being put up outside small towns in the Deep South of a monkey grinning W saying MISS ME YET? only the raging TEA BAGGERS & other astroturfed out idiots oh and Sarah Palin who IMHO should get Rep. Michelle Bachmann (sp?) as a running mate so that they could both share the same heavily padded cell...

BTW3
KARL ROVE GOT HECKLED BY CODE PINK AT A BOOK SIGNING AND HAD TO FLEE...IMHO run like the cowardly scumbag u are KR.HA!

i am still slightly hungover and my nostril hurts, i gotta go.

MINISTRY OF TRUTH
namaste y'all
mega

Saturday, March 27, 2010

GOT PUZZLES?

"Think twice before you speak to a friend in need." AMBROSE BIERCE

aloha,

MORE ON COPPER PENNY
as i said she came from Marysville and a Very Religious family so when her belly began to swell in High School she was branded WHORE by all she knew, so her belly got bigger and bigger and bigger and she gave birth to A 16 LB OVARIAN TUMOR(yes, she was still a virgin)...but by then she had already begun to hand out with THE BAD GIRLS and sharpen her passive aggressive ways then KFC after HS...

there is a GAHAN WILSON cartoon which shows the Frankenstein Monster dragging a terrified blonde to a JUSTICE OF THE PEACE in the middle of the night, the caption is SURPRISED? i gave this cartoon to COPPER PENNY as a marriage proposal in my attempt to get fired and it worked (by the way this is NOT illegal), yes i knew she was squirrrely but most of the details came later...

RSVP B J?
when we worked at the TRIADS HOTEL Thanksgiving came around and my mother's family was having a FAMILY REUNION in LOS ANGELES, my mother couldn't afford to come and the hotel was in chaos, at the opening then Mayor DiFi was speaking out front while we dragged a corpse out the back (natural causes). i lived three blox from the hotel and COPPER PENNY lived in Contra Costa and the end of a BART line, i offered her my place to stay while i flew down to LA ( i had already paid my mother's trip and this was THE LAST FLIGHT OPEN FOR THAT DAY!).
being passive aggressive CP waited until the very last minute to show up then sent signals of how she intended to show her gratitude (on her knees). i literally had NO TIME to even consider this and rushed out to catch my plane...just like when DEBRA KNOTTS had responded to my overtures after her BF left i was going to work fulltime,college fulltime and had KORAK AND HIS FAMILY living with me, there was NO TIME.

HOW I GOT HIRED
so i had graduated college and had gone to a MASS HIRING for the TRIADS HOTEL to shepherd KORAK thru the interview process ( so he could repay me the thousand i loaned him to move next door), as a result I GOT A JOB AND HE DIDN'T huge sigh. the week i started the interesting guy who hired me was fired leaving me with a dithering ex cop boss who hired a rich cokehead (who rebuilt vintage Porsches, a trust fund baby) to be his assistant who brought in COPPER PENNY as his sex toy and scapegoat (apparently).

i met MY EX while i worked at the TRIADS HOTEL and crushing on COPPER PENNY. KORAK and i ran the GRAVEYARD SHIFT and MY EX joined late in the adventure so she was sitting in the office one night when KRIS (kristaki-lover of waterfalls) the attractive but brassy SWING SHIFT Supervisor started recounting the details of her shift while stripping off her uniform to c -thru bra and pantyhose, (KRIS has HUGE FURRY BUSH and never wore panties) .MY EX WAS STUNNED BUT PLEASED ...later going from Swing to Graveyard .

now KRIS was half black and half Japanese, her parents called her BLACKIE because of her deep caramel color whereas he sister was smarter, lighter,more beautiful and a doctor/slash catalog model.like COPPER PENNY she had issues which she worked out sexually and drugwise. now KRIS had been severely poisoned at a previous jobsite and i think it was UC who was paying for her medical care as nobody else had ever lived thru such a BODY BURDEN (think a PG& E transformer blew and she and another woman had to stand in the spray to keep others away, KRIS miscarried after that and UC kept the fetus). anyway KRIS had never slept with a black guy and decided that i would be her FIRST...except KRIS was married with two adorable biracial kids (both boys i babysat them) and I DON'T SCREW MARRIED WOMEN.

so KRIS had slowly escalated the nudity, first peeking half dressed from the office bathroom then more and more the finally undressing in front of us and once taking off her bra to show her rat chewed bra, (we bought her another one at Macy's and watched her put it on). being a DOG and studly, it was easy enuff to steer KORAK to KRIS so i could deal with our nightly chaos ( we were trying to adapt a lengthy bean counter statisitical (sp?) spreadsheet format to reality) and reassure SLUT PUPPY our queeny high maintainence openly gay guard, we were all very well paid security guards at this time (that would soon end).

so i got to be FATHER CONFESSOR and accomplice to KORAK & KRIS SCREWING LIKE CRAZED WEASELS. when it ended i was still friends with both until me and MY EX BECAME A COUPLE & KORAK LEFT HIS FAMILY FOR AN ASIAN WOMAN WITH A YACHT...saw KRIS decades later, me and SOUL MATE were outside the ALAMEDA COUNTY BLDG protesting IHSS cuts and KRIS was there with her healthcare worker, looking very much the same just more tired.

when i knew her KRIS & HER HUSBAND snorted so much cocaine the dealer delivered to their house, KRIS USED IT FOR THE PAIN AND HER DOCTOR SAID IT WAS SO PURE IT WAS "ALMOST PHARMACEUTICAL QUALITY" (basically uncut). her husband made beautiful but toxic lead fumes stained glass in the living room of their rented Victorian, no masks or air filters involved.

when i met MY EX2B she had a terrible SUPERCUTS do which made her look 40ish ( she was then 30 and i 38) and she was married to THE MANCHILD whose phone tantrums were a regular event, she and MRS.BUTTERWORTH (shaped like the syrup bottle) a cow slow dim black woman who eventually would go on to critically stab one of her lovers in OAKLAND- were some of the few women on the @40 person crew.

TRIADS HOTEL
when it was built our snotty Mayor DiFI made them promise to hire locally, one third from the nabe, one third from the city etc etc.this they did and within six months they had whittled the @40 person crew to less than 20, which was totally inadequate for a high rise hotel in a bad nabe of Market Street.so it goes...

there i think about covers everything, at least the highlights.

namaste y'all
it's all true!
mega

Friday, March 26, 2010

SHRINKAGE

"We don't know what we want, but we are ready to bite somebody to get it." WILL ROGERS


aloha,
SHRINKAGE is BIZSPEAK for loss by theft, usually by damages, shoplifting or employees.

surveys have shown that UNHAPPY EMPLOYEES STEAL, mostly to get the wage they feel they deserve.how can i put this delicately? i can testify to the veracity of these surveys....in my 30 years as a member of the workforce EVERY SINGLE JOB I EVER HAD HAD THEFTS. except maybe PG&E HQ but i was only there a month.
when i worked at PACIFIC BELL HQ back in the 70s people were stealing electric typewriters,industrial sweepers and even employee cars from the attached parking lot. the company i worked for brought in people to man every door and stop it, we did. then the next rotating clowns in Company Security came and looked around WHY ARE WE PAYING ALL THIS MONEY FOR SECURITY? NOTHING EVER HAPPENS HERE. sigh...so it goes, by then i was out the door ready to drive a cab (circa 1975).

i have had some TERRIBLE BOSSES (see COPPER PENNY blog) the coked up, the paranoid, the usual incompetents,the drunks, the senile, the dictators, the sexists (including some females) and the penny pinching.i have been duped or hungry when i took some jobs and often bailed as soon as i could....under THE RIGHT CONDITIONS I CAN BE AN EXCELLENT WORKER.(i.e. leave me alone and let my do my damn job)

from an article i found and told MY BOYZ about,
when you get a new job it has three facets;
1. the job you were hired to do (usually by someone who does NOT Know the job)
2. the job requirements as they really are
3. the job YOU WANT TO DO.

yeah, each reasons i hated being a temp.
i was going to write more about this but my train of thot got derailed by a phone call from the hospital where i was last monday about my insurance for my procedure NEXT MONDAY huge huge sigh.God(s) help us...

BTW YEA DETROIT
Detroit, the wounded and long suffering city, is proposing to follow an idea many city planner suggest whose time has come.CONTRACTING THE CITY LIMITS, CONCENTRATING THE POPULACE TO BETTER UTILIZE PUBLIC TRANSIT AND CONVERT BLIGHTED NABES INTO PARKS AND URBAN FARMS.we in KALIpornia have hectars of ugly ugly suburbs atop some of the finest more fertile farmland on this aging planet...

speaking of common sense, my friend O WISE HOWARD has sent me pictures of steel container housing units in Shanghai (i think) which have been converted into...affordable "surplus workers housing" .so i am not a lone voice of sanity crying out to the igorant wilderness.

ON TV,
waiting for WEEDS to return meanwhile NURSE JACKIE IS BACK and a new show on FX shows promise JUSTIFIED based on ELMORE LEONARD Short stories, if you're a fan.
saw ROBERT REICH on LINK TV as i prophesied, of the 8 MILLION LOST AMERICAN JOBS some jobs may start trickling back within 3-4 years BUT SOME JOBS ARE GONE GONE GONE (unless u speak Chinese and are willing to emigrate).

namaste y'all
semper grumpy
mega

Thursday, March 25, 2010

COPPER PENNY

"SO?!" famous Dick Cheney response to war atrocities....

aloha,
went to a meeting this ayem and was told this was the sacto insiders basic response to PEOPLE WILL DIE IF YOU CUT THESE BUDGETS!
HUGE LONG SIGH,thot so...is there a number that is TOO MANY?
so far unknown, will keep you posted.

@ REDHEADS
was meditating on redheads this morning then met a new one at the meeting ,dyed or not unknown, any way i thot of DEBRA KNOTTS a redhead with freckles i sat behind at CCSF, nice lady,very very sweet but in a relationship.

COPPER PENNY i met later at a hotel job.born in Marysville i think.she met her future husband at KFC where they both worked, he demanded that she get a better paying job so that they could marry....so she went to Police Academy and became a cop then he dumped her for the girl he was cheating on while she attended class.
COPPER MIND LOST HER MIND then quit her cop job and rolled like tubmleweed to frisico where i met her. now my Biological Clock was kicking into over drive and like one of those monster from ALIEN i was looking for a female to lay eggs.

COPPER PENNY was one of those conflicted submissives who gave off flirty signals until you responded then got all huffy and offended , found out she was also a casual but skilled fellatrice at local clubs. soa after doing a lil STAB & DANCE i used our non relationship to get myself fired from a REALLY TERRIBLE JOB. my immediate supervisor was a cokehead who never read our daily reports, i kept firing a lazy guy over and over who was related to another supervisor (my Bad?), the Housekeeping supervisor stole the overtime pay of his minions when not flushing their heads in 'dirty' toilets,MY EX (*) 2 B was screwing co workers in stairwells, three separate coke rings were competing inside the hotel which was probably owned by Triads (Chinese Mafia) and my ex shift supervisor was a mercenary who boasted about working for the CIA after a career in the Marines SIGH.

not one of the best times in my life, i was foolish then calculating. i got a years worth of unemployment for an ILLEGAL FIRING, natch.plus i got KORAK A JOB as my assistant and of course he got fired too, then there was another woman there who was Interesting and usually half naked...i will give her a NOM DE BLOG later.

despite this i was less leery of PENNY when MY EX brought her home....c'est la vie.what was the worst that could happen?? HA! (see prior blogs)


namaste y'all
semper grumpus
mega

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

LOOSE ENDS

"You are NOT defeated until you STOP resisting."
PLO & Intifada maxim on LINK TV today.

aloha
24% of Republicans surveyed think that OBAMA IS THE ANTI CHRIST...sigh, how can u fight this? probably the same 24% who think W WAS THE GREATEST PRESIDENT EVER! we need more padded cells and anti psychotics in the water supply..(thanx O Wise Howard)

http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/article25058.htm

HALF BLACK, BIPOLAR, WITH ASPERGERS LIVING IN UTAH...sounds like the punchline of a really filthy joke but it's just my youngest son M. still okay in Mormon land.
my oldest son who had THE ADULT EQUIVALENT OF SHAKEN BABY SYNDROME and was in a coma after his auto accident about two years (?) ago is relearning our crazy world one mistake at a time, sometimes i envy him but mostly i don't.

SIGH.
my GI procedure has been postponed AGAIN until next week, doctors crisis again.when i had an ultrasound last monday the first thing the radiologist asked was DO YOU HAVE COLON CANCER?! NOT YET! i yelped back. HUGE HUGE SIGH.so that is THE BIG WORRY APPARENTLY, either colon or stomach cancer to explain the mystery internal bleeding.
we shall see...the readiologist laughed when i toled her the deark joke about THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THAT CEMETERY HEALTHIER THAN I AM...

SCREW THEM I BOUGHT SOME FLOWERS THIS MORNING ANYWAY, some lavender to help fertilize the zucchini & squash we plan to grow and some lobelia from seed for PRETTY.after all IT IS SPRING.

i am exhausted, SOUL MATE dragged me out into THE BEAUTIFUL WEATHER YESTERDAY and we played tourists without ever leaving the coastline,as usual we forgot our cameras and the cellphone is down, met many locals playing tourists too SMILES ALL AROUND.today is cooler and cloudy, back to cccooning...

HOPE U ALL ARE WELL?

namaste y'all
semper grumpy
mega

Sunday, March 21, 2010

CRIPS 4 SEX?

ON HUMAN NATURE;
"The nature of men and women-their essential nature-is so vile and despicable that if you were to portray a person as he really is, no one would believe you." W.SOMERSET MAUGHAM, but he was Gay in Jack The Ripper Victorian times.

aloha,
yesterday i watched MONSTER VS.ALIENS (a female empowerment cartoon and a pretty good one) while Soul Mate did taxes. so she came in demanding SOMETHING DISTRACTING to watch. it took awhile but we got in THE BOOK GROUP on Ovation TV, a bittersweet 7 ear old Britt com starrjng ANNE DUDEK (HOUSE , Wilson's dead blonde gf) as a depressed american single in Scotland who forms a Book Group to meet peeps. she meets three very vain Footballers Wives (soccer trophy wives),a closeted gay soccer buff, a knowitall heroin addict and KENNY a paraplegic survivor of a mountain climbing accident.

KENNY quickly becomes the sexual focal point of the series as several women in and out of the group pursue him. Kenny is VERY AMBIVALENT ABOUT SEX, ESP. WITH OTHER CRIPS. this is the dark side of Cripdom that too many crips, much like too many blax in one location, seem to cheapen the experience for those secretly embaressd by their AFFLICTION. eventually Kenny finds a busty blonde para that he has sex with then he dumps her when he becomes semi famous for a trashy novel, the audience knows its just another excuse as then he starts having sex with an underage girl...

the series is directed and written by a woman ANN ELDRDIGE? ENGLISH??? ( i forgot) who knows women and crips apparently. a good friend who, like Kenny is a very virile para, told me about WHEELIES-groupies for people in wheelchairs. a lot of this is shown in TBG as THING F*CKERS but others who play THE PITY CARD too heavy are also rejected.the one scene that made me CRINGE is when Kenny is patted on the head, dog fashion, by a prospective publisher...

GOT SKIN?
the first season was okay but lil or no nudity, season two had ass, anal gay sex, olive oil missionary sex and funny daytime fellatio observed by a pissed off sister.the characters are well played and the directing is good but Not Great, it holds you after awhile.

@ CRIP SEX
we had a book about it which we loaned to a mediation group and never got back ( ONE CUE- BE PATIENT!) . when i went to CCSF in the 80s there was a HUMAN SEXUALITY CLASS which had a LIVE DEMO of a quad having sex with his AB ( able bodied, a crip term) GF by swinging his one good arm against her clit until Climax , unfortunately my class was full of virgins and not as much fun.they giggled much too much. SEX I INSIDE THE BRAIN NOT JUST THE SEX ORGANS and most crips i know are still Horny, over 20 years worth not counting my Pre CRIP life. so we, as a group, have not lost that which makes us most human- a LUST FOR LIFE....

BTW
i am NOT TALKING about the so called "HEALTHCARE REFORM" just now
1. because it will not do what it says.
2. i am sick of all the lies & B.S.
3. did not enjoy seeing Dennis Kucinich humiliated on national MSM TV...

BIG SIGH!
maybe i am just totally pissed because my much anticipated massage therapy session tomorrow is canceled because my MT has Pneumonia ...SHEESSSHHH!


namaste y'all
semper gumby
mega