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Friday, January 31, 2014
Record-Breaking Long-Term Unemployment in Virtually Every State, and Obama Turns to Big Business? | Alternet
Record-Breaking Long-Term Unemployment in Virtually Every State, and Obama Turns to Big Business? | Alternet
"20 years of schooling and they put you on the day shift." Bob Dylan
yeah right,as if....
"20 years of schooling and they put you on the day shift." Bob Dylan
yeah right,as if....
10 Most Essential 1970s Conspiracy Thrillers | Pakalert Press
10 Most Essential 1970s Conspiracy Thrillers | Pakalert Press
and yes, i have seen each and every one...
and yes, i have seen each and every one...
Ancient Alien Invaders - The Archons | Educating Humanity
Ancient Alien Invaders - The Archons | <b><i><a href="http://www.educatinghumanity.com">Educating Humanity</a></i></b>
villains in my Capeheart superhero series...
villains in my Capeheart superhero series...
17 California Towns Will Run Out of Water in the Next 60 to 120 days ~ RiseEarth
17 California Towns Will Run Out of Water in the Next 60 to 120 days ~ RiseEarth
Lompico is in s'cruz county about 50 minutes away .
dying of thirst next to the world's largest ocean
the irony is not lost on me.
Lompico is in s'cruz county about 50 minutes away .
dying of thirst next to the world's largest ocean
the irony is not lost on me.
poaching 2014
hola,
okay this was odd, having been thinking of this while
not sleeping and today it appears on the front page of today's Senile
(aka Santa Cruz Sentinel).
the article was on wood poaching
people druggies,loose cannons, hill muffins et al
who cut down trees on public lands to dry and sell
for firewood without the required permits or permission.
since the sawmills closed in Mendocino county
30 odd years ago (about the same as s'cruz logging ops)
this has been a major off books occupation along with
copper pipes rustling and mushroom poaching for fancy frisco restaurants.
so you have homel;ss camps despoling the environment quickly and poacher doing the same
over a longer time span and adding to soil erosion and beetles infestations.
i see this as Ayn Randian tribute to selfishness
and a ruthless disregard for the Common Good
versus money 4 nothing profits.
in amore humane and sane society this would not be
necessary and being Homeless would not be
a de facto criminal act.
but what do i kno?
namaste
mega
"Necessity is the plea for every infringement
of human freedom.It is the argument of tyrants,
it is the creed of slaves." William Pitt 1783
okay this was odd, having been thinking of this while
not sleeping and today it appears on the front page of today's Senile
(aka Santa Cruz Sentinel).
the article was on wood poaching
people druggies,loose cannons, hill muffins et al
who cut down trees on public lands to dry and sell
for firewood without the required permits or permission.
since the sawmills closed in Mendocino county
30 odd years ago (about the same as s'cruz logging ops)
this has been a major off books occupation along with
copper pipes rustling and mushroom poaching for fancy frisco restaurants.
so you have homel;ss camps despoling the environment quickly and poacher doing the same
over a longer time span and adding to soil erosion and beetles infestations.
i see this as Ayn Randian tribute to selfishness
and a ruthless disregard for the Common Good
versus money 4 nothing profits.
in amore humane and sane society this would not be
necessary and being Homeless would not be
a de facto criminal act.
but what do i kno?
namaste
mega
"Necessity is the plea for every infringement
of human freedom.It is the argument of tyrants,
it is the creed of slaves." William Pitt 1783
pull my finger 2014
WARNING **** offensive rape "joke" ahead.
have heard this "joke" over 20 years from
several male co workers,so i have a point to this.
****
a busty blonde woman in a low cut dress walks into
a local bar where 8-12 men are playing pool and watching sports.
she says she's new in town and order a Scotch rocks double and tells the bartender to
"keep'em coming".
soon she has collapsed face down on the bar
(sometimes one bra-less breast is thus exposed)
so the bartender picks her up and dumps her
atop the pool table where he finds she is also lingerie less
(going commando is some versions)
so he strips then rapes her and invites
the other men present to do likewise which they do.
afterwards she is dumped in a booth until
she wakes up which she does then staggers out.
next week more or less the same thing happens
except now the bar is half full of horny men
numbers range from 24 to 36 this time
as she blacks out then is raped repeatedly
in every available orifice.
once again dumped in a booth and sobers up
enough to stagger out.
third week a line of horny men around the block
await and part like the Red Sea as she enters
and takes a bar stool.
"Scotch rocks double?" the bartender leers?
"No make it bourbon, Scotch makes my pussy
and asshole hurt/bleed."
****
that was the "joke" and i never laughed
so why am i telling you all this?
my insomnia is back and sometimes
my sleepless brain makes odd and unforseen connections.
ARMY GIRL was a schizophrenic who was
possibly molested by her father like her pretty sister
(yes I met both to form this theory)...Army Girl like to drink
Army Girl would drink and black out only to wake up
naked or missing parts of her clothing. this happened here
at high school and at Army bases at home and abroad
and the first time she got pregnant (no birth control)
she thot it was a "virgin birth" like Jesus
(Southern Baptist Christianity plus schizophrenia).
Army Girl never wore underwear, no bra and no panties
and when i found her naked an unconscious after
being raped by a brutal bunch of janitors
she blamed herself for not wearing lingerie
as tho that meant anything.
she was soon fired for drinking on the job but
nothing ever happened to the janitors...sigh.
she was the butt of a series of leering dirty jokes
after she was gone. i still did not laugh.
Soul Mate says my Sidekick Theory is of fbase
and that the term "background noise" is
more accurate as if The Other was a shdow puppet
not worthy of sympathy,respect or regard.
is she right? is it that bad?
if you're female,black,brown,gay or Amish
are you an Un-Person???
what do you guys think?
Namaste
mega
"...when the gods wish to punish us
they answer our prayers." Oscar Wilde
have heard this "joke" over 20 years from
several male co workers,so i have a point to this.
****
a busty blonde woman in a low cut dress walks into
a local bar where 8-12 men are playing pool and watching sports.
she says she's new in town and order a Scotch rocks double and tells the bartender to
"keep'em coming".
soon she has collapsed face down on the bar
(sometimes one bra-less breast is thus exposed)
so the bartender picks her up and dumps her
atop the pool table where he finds she is also lingerie less
(going commando is some versions)
so he strips then rapes her and invites
the other men present to do likewise which they do.
afterwards she is dumped in a booth until
she wakes up which she does then staggers out.
next week more or less the same thing happens
except now the bar is half full of horny men
numbers range from 24 to 36 this time
as she blacks out then is raped repeatedly
in every available orifice.
once again dumped in a booth and sobers up
enough to stagger out.
third week a line of horny men around the block
await and part like the Red Sea as she enters
and takes a bar stool.
"Scotch rocks double?" the bartender leers?
"No make it bourbon, Scotch makes my pussy
and asshole hurt/bleed."
****
that was the "joke" and i never laughed
so why am i telling you all this?
my insomnia is back and sometimes
my sleepless brain makes odd and unforseen connections.
ARMY GIRL was a schizophrenic who was
possibly molested by her father like her pretty sister
(yes I met both to form this theory)...Army Girl like to drink
Army Girl would drink and black out only to wake up
naked or missing parts of her clothing. this happened here
at high school and at Army bases at home and abroad
and the first time she got pregnant (no birth control)
she thot it was a "virgin birth" like Jesus
(Southern Baptist Christianity plus schizophrenia).
Army Girl never wore underwear, no bra and no panties
and when i found her naked an unconscious after
being raped by a brutal bunch of janitors
she blamed herself for not wearing lingerie
as tho that meant anything.
she was soon fired for drinking on the job but
nothing ever happened to the janitors...sigh.
she was the butt of a series of leering dirty jokes
after she was gone. i still did not laugh.
Soul Mate says my Sidekick Theory is of fbase
and that the term "background noise" is
more accurate as if The Other was a shdow puppet
not worthy of sympathy,respect or regard.
is she right? is it that bad?
if you're female,black,brown,gay or Amish
are you an Un-Person???
what do you guys think?
Namaste
mega
"...when the gods wish to punish us
they answer our prayers." Oscar Wilde
Saturday, January 25, 2014
burnt 2014
"The early bird gets the worm but
the second mouse gets the cheese."
a meme heard twice this week in episodic TV dramas
hola,
me again.
i am,by nature,a naturally gloomy person
so when i got "the galloping Crud"as my
WW II father called it around Thanksgiving
didn't think much of it.
then when it persisted thot it might be
the infamous Swine Flu but it wasn't....
and then memories of the 80s came back and i
realized that 20 years of volunteer Crip Activism
had taken their toll and
i didn't really give a shit anymore
that The Great Recession has
decimated all programs for the homeless,
sick,disabled and frail elderly
and that these losses coupled with
a stingy anemic recovery
meant that almost everything i'd spent
two decades fighting for was now wiped out
and worse those supposedly fighting for these changes
had devolved into shortsighted basically selfish
me-me-me whiners so
fuck it, i pulled the pin
threw the baby under the bus and
resigned most of the things that had gotten my
tired broken body
out of a nice warm bed to twenty years.
did i feel a sense of relief?
yes for about 36 hours and now
i just feel burnt out again and still.
so now i have my writing and this blog
and an unquenchable? thrist for knowledge
to sustain me (oh yes and SM)
hope that will be enuff.
so now y'all know...
namaste
mega
the second mouse gets the cheese."
a meme heard twice this week in episodic TV dramas
hola,
me again.
i am,by nature,a naturally gloomy person
so when i got "the galloping Crud"as my
WW II father called it around Thanksgiving
didn't think much of it.
then when it persisted thot it might be
the infamous Swine Flu but it wasn't....
and then memories of the 80s came back and i
realized that 20 years of volunteer Crip Activism
had taken their toll and
i didn't really give a shit anymore
that The Great Recession has
decimated all programs for the homeless,
sick,disabled and frail elderly
and that these losses coupled with
a stingy anemic recovery
meant that almost everything i'd spent
two decades fighting for was now wiped out
and worse those supposedly fighting for these changes
had devolved into shortsighted basically selfish
me-me-me whiners so
fuck it, i pulled the pin
threw the baby under the bus and
resigned most of the things that had gotten my
tired broken body
out of a nice warm bed to twenty years.
did i feel a sense of relief?
yes for about 36 hours and now
i just feel burnt out again and still.
so now i have my writing and this blog
and an unquenchable? thrist for knowledge
to sustain me (oh yes and SM)
hope that will be enuff.
so now y'all know...
namaste
mega
Twilight Language: Mass Shootings Are Epidemic, As 2014 Begins
Twilight Language: Mass Shootings Are Epidemic, As 2014 Begins
as i sit here Al jazeera reports yet another in our daily slo mo genocide shootings..
as i sit here Al jazeera reports yet another in our daily slo mo genocide shootings..
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
What In the World Is This Weird Object On The Moon? | Pakalert Press
What In the World Is This Weird Object On The Moon? | Pakalert Press
guess this one.... do recall that straight lines are rarely,
if ever,found in nature....
guess this one.... do recall that straight lines are rarely,
if ever,found in nature....
What I Learned from a Week on Food Stamps: Paul Ryan Couldn’t Be Any More Wrong | Alternet
What I Learned from a Week on Food Stamps: Paul Ryan Couldn’t Be Any More Wrong | Alternet
please stay tuned,
will be blogging again soon
suffering from BURN OUT
after 20 years
of Crip Activism
decompressing & healing now.
please stay tuned,
will be blogging again soon
suffering from BURN OUT
after 20 years
of Crip Activism
decompressing & healing now.
We’re All Suspects in Barack Obama’s America | Alternet
We’re All Suspects in Barack Obama’s America | Alternet
Hell Yeah, we've been classified as "pre terrorists"
Pap Joe Stalin must be so proud...
Hell Yeah, we've been classified as "pre terrorists"
Pap Joe Stalin must be so proud...
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Something's Deeply Wrong With the Economy When Right-Wingers Start Talking About a Minimum Wage Increase | Alternet
Something's Deeply Wrong With the Economy When Right-Wingers Start Talking About a Minimum Wage Increase | Alternet
hoping to forestall Bastille 2.0?
bring out the tumbrels....
hoping to forestall Bastille 2.0?
bring out the tumbrels....
Isn't It Ironic? The 1% Battles Economic Inequality at a Swiss Resort Gathering | Alternet
Isn't It Ironic? The 1% Battles Economic Inequality at a Swiss Resort Gathering | Alternet
just hope they tip The Help....yeah right,as if.
just hope they tip The Help....yeah right,as if.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Saturday, January 11, 2014
2014 what the fuck y'all?
"I HATE EVERYONE"
seen in an online tee shit catalog,i could paint one cheaper...
hola,
long time no blog
just links lots n lots of links.
since Xmas have benn fighting various flu strains
and a dulling malaise brought on by a natural sleep aid
melatonin.
it induces sleep yes
a blank slate dreamless sleep but the next day
i find myself sluggish more clumsy than usual
and dull witted IMHO.
a Faustian bargain of troubled unsatisfying sleep or
broken mostly sleepless nights.....
so the links today are more bleak and peckish than usual?
i am of the age where i no longer expect
a decent fedgov but am still young enuff
to be disappointed by their.....what?
what the fuck y'all.
words fail me.
i am older sick and disappointed
in almost everything.
but i have found a Soul Mate who still
seems pleased to have me around and
my one screenplay
that Everyone liked has gotten at best
a lukewarm reception
so i will soon offer another
untested in communal perceptions.
sigh.
i am tired and that shit
took all the piss & vinegar out of me.
watched a dumb show NAKED AND AFRAID
and one of the people there said
"THE KEY TO SURVIVAL IS MENTAL TOUGHNESS"
fine but i've benn toughing it out
my entire Life since birth in Harlem
until now and i am fucking exhausted.
have begun looking at my Life
thru an Aspergers lens
and not exactly like what i see
but it does explain a lot
A LOT.
too bad nobody was diagnosing
poor kids in Harlem with
Anything back in the day....
not Aspergers
not PTSD
not extended grief
nada
bupkiss.
i do not fear Death
lost that long ago like
some vestigial organ
or emotion
BRING IT.
i am so so sick of this shit
but
as usual i willl soldier on
until
i can't anymore then
i will smile and fade away.
colonoscopy next week gotta go
(heheheheeee)
"Everyone thinks of changing the world
but no one thinks of changing himself."
Leo Tolstoy
namaste
mega
seen in an online tee shit catalog,i could paint one cheaper...
hola,
long time no blog
just links lots n lots of links.
since Xmas have benn fighting various flu strains
and a dulling malaise brought on by a natural sleep aid
melatonin.
it induces sleep yes
a blank slate dreamless sleep but the next day
i find myself sluggish more clumsy than usual
and dull witted IMHO.
a Faustian bargain of troubled unsatisfying sleep or
broken mostly sleepless nights.....
so the links today are more bleak and peckish than usual?
i am of the age where i no longer expect
a decent fedgov but am still young enuff
to be disappointed by their.....what?
what the fuck y'all.
words fail me.
i am older sick and disappointed
in almost everything.
but i have found a Soul Mate who still
seems pleased to have me around and
my one screenplay
that Everyone liked has gotten at best
a lukewarm reception
so i will soon offer another
untested in communal perceptions.
sigh.
i am tired and that shit
took all the piss & vinegar out of me.
watched a dumb show NAKED AND AFRAID
and one of the people there said
"THE KEY TO SURVIVAL IS MENTAL TOUGHNESS"
fine but i've benn toughing it out
my entire Life since birth in Harlem
until now and i am fucking exhausted.
have begun looking at my Life
thru an Aspergers lens
and not exactly like what i see
but it does explain a lot
A LOT.
too bad nobody was diagnosing
poor kids in Harlem with
Anything back in the day....
not Aspergers
not PTSD
not extended grief
nada
bupkiss.
i do not fear Death
lost that long ago like
some vestigial organ
or emotion
BRING IT.
i am so so sick of this shit
but
as usual i willl soldier on
until
i can't anymore then
i will smile and fade away.
colonoscopy next week gotta go
(heheheheeee)
"Everyone thinks of changing the world
but no one thinks of changing himself."
Leo Tolstoy
namaste
mega
Why Is Radioactive Snow Falling In Missouri? ~ RiseEarth
Why Is Radioactive Snow Falling In Missouri? ~ RiseEarth
move along citizens
NOTHING TO SEE HERE!!!!!!!!!
move along citizens
NOTHING TO SEE HERE!!!!!!!!!
US to Spend $1 Trillion on Nuclear Weapons Over Next 30 Years | Pakalert Press
US to Spend $1 Trillion on Nuclear Weapons Over Next 30 Years | Pakalert Press
feed the hungry, heal the sick, clothe the naked....blah blah blah .
WWJD indeed.
feed the hungry, heal the sick, clothe the naked....blah blah blah .
WWJD indeed.
What do ex-spies do for a living? | The Raw Story
What do ex-spies do for a living? | The Raw Story
write heroic movies about themselves like Ian Fleming
or the usual TV cannon fodder?
write heroic movies about themselves like Ian Fleming
or the usual TV cannon fodder?
50 Years After the War on Poverty, Will the Middle Class Become the New Poor? | Alternet
50 Years After the War on Poverty, Will the Middle Class Become the New Poor? | Alternet
already thre, was mildly shocked to find
that me and SM qualify,just barely, as poor....
already thre, was mildly shocked to find
that me and SM qualify,just barely, as poor....
ehCops use armored military vehicles to deliver shock and awe during routine police work | The Raw Story
Cops use armored military vehicles to deliver shock and awe during routine police work | The Raw Story
eh BRING THE WAR HOME
this is not what we meant? we......oh nevermind.
eh BRING THE WAR HOME
this is not what we meant? we......oh nevermind.
W. Virginia Declares State of Emergency After Huge Chemical Spill | Alternet
W. Virginia Declares State of Emergency After Huge Chemical Spill | Alternet
hmmmmmmmmmm just like fracking.....tick tick tick....
hmmmmmmmmmm just like fracking.....tick tick tick....
Mysterious Signal From Outer Space - Is Someone Trying To Contact Us? - MessageToEagle.com
Mysterious Signal From Outer Space - Is Someone Trying To Contact Us? - MessageToEagle.com
Quarantined prison planet?
resources way station?
watering hole?
Quarantined prison planet?
resources way station?
watering hole?
Alien Message Can Be Hidden In Your DNA - Do We All Carry A Cosmic Greeting Card? - MessageToEagle.com
Alien Message Can Be Hidden In Your DNA - Do We All Carry A Cosmic Greeting Card? - MessageToEagle.com
DNA quantum computers are on the human horizon...
DNA quantum computers are on the human horizon...
Nuclear expert admits Fukushima reactors melted into the ground, contaminating hundreds of tons of groundwater daily : Dr. Leonard Coldwell.com
Nuclear expert admits Fukushima reactors melted into the ground, contaminating hundreds of tons of groundwater daily : Dr. Leonard Coldwell.com
i was mildly? concerned about this issue until
the MSM blitz this week reassuring me that
"all is well and our beaches are safe for tourists
and the fish is free of contamination" .
Glow in the Dark much? heheheeee
ready to die here
are you?
i was mildly? concerned about this issue until
the MSM blitz this week reassuring me that
"all is well and our beaches are safe for tourists
and the fish is free of contamination" .
Glow in the Dark much? heheheeee
ready to die here
are you?
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Friday, January 3, 2014
10 Things Porn Gets Horribly Wrong About Men | Alternet
10 Things Porn Gets Horribly Wrong About Men | Alternet
okay, let's all talk about our feelings..... oh wait.
okay, let's all talk about our feelings..... oh wait.
7 Fantastic New TV Shows That Hooked Us In 2013
7 Fantastic New TV Shows That Hooked Us In 2013
why Orphan Black,The Blacklist and Almost Human ROCK my world.
why Orphan Black,The Blacklist and Almost Human ROCK my world.
Isaac Asimov's Predictions For 2014 From 50 Years Ago Are Eerily Accurate
Isaac Asimov's Predictions For 2014 From 50 Years Ago Are Eerily Accurate
a GREAT Mind
and brilliant writer in several fileds
even name a son after him...
a GREAT Mind
and brilliant writer in several fileds
even name a son after him...