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hola,
apologize if today's blog is murkier than usual.
the first dark currents of Obamacare have thrown
a monkey wrench into my meds delivery system
so am operating on 20% of what i am required to be
taking until oversight snafu can be ironed out
"any day now" they lie...

THE KILLERS MEME
but thats not what i wanted to blog about..
THE FOLLOWING is a new gritty gory intense series on Fox
where the main villain,so far, is a brilliant serial killer-blogger(?!)
also saw an Angelina Jolie semi classic TAKING LIVES
where she plays and FBI profiler who falls in love with
...a serial killer.

if you listen to talk radio,as i OFTENdo,
all the NRA apologists /2nd Amendment nuts
sprout the same party line
"guns don't kill people only "lunatics" kill people."
LUNATIC apparently being the talking point de jour
as well as the usual distancing meme between Sanity & Otherness.

many of the hit tv shows like Criminal Minds or CSI
state that at least 300 active serial killers
roam the USA and if you beleive tv they are all
brilliant,clever,crafty,canny
methodical,premeditated,
inventive, sadistic yada yada yada

i have lost track of the number of killers,sadists,
soldiers,mercenaries,spree killers
i have met over these past 65 years.
just cuz you're a cold heartless sociopath
who would soon eat a sandwich as cut a throat
does NOT make you brilliant.
neither does that make you a "lunatic"
as aside from being inhumane they are fairly ordinary,
sometimes even banal,what i have noticed is
 the LACK OF IMPULSE CONTROL
to a degree resembling hard core addiction.

when KORAK THE KILLLER
was my roomie for five years
there were many many times when his first response
to any situation was homicidal.
there are many people alive today beacuse i said NO to Korak
(including a few i now regret)...

in some freakish ways resembling the autism spectrum,
sociopaths never know they have gone too far
while at the same time they crave recogntion and respect,
but on their terms.
i worked with a Golden Boy at a famous frisco
hotel, a handsome blond ex Navy guy
on the fast track to wealth and living large.
he had everybody snowed,except me,
and one night he called me into his office where
a large array of illegals pills were spread across his desk.
"You're not buying any of this bullshit are you?"
"Nope."
"So what are you gonna do about it?"
"Nothing,Guys like you always trip themselves up sooner or later
and when you do i'll be around to document it."

he laughed yet despite my warning a few months later he was caught
red handed in the top boss's office with two half naked whores and more pills.

as was common in the hotel industry
he was allowed to find a job on Nob Hill
where he was the main pill pusher at his new hotel
where a co-worker OD'd one night while he was out
making a drug run.think he went to jail behind that one.
yet another hotel i worked at a supervisor told me
about his life as a Marine then mercenary
the first shift we worked together.

he was both so dumb and so open about this
even Korak assumed he was just a liar
and not lethal,it was only after he lost his job
over some Chinese whore that
we found out he did indeed train Reagan's Contras
and work with merc base camps in Texas and New Orleans.

of all the lethality i have encountered
only Korak and maybe one other
could match me in sheer brainpower
and even Korak fell to pussy power and
lack of impulse control,like many of the Nam vets he often hired.

so the addiction to violence,serial murder and merc
"wet work" i found went hand in hand will drugs,sex,
booze or other compulsions.introspection was
rarely part of the package,altho Korak did pen a voulme of
maudlin poetry which i have around here somewhere.

have also noticed most of the screenplays are written by wimmin
so there may be an element of groupie-ism involved,
when i first met The Mirage she plainly stated that she figured to die
at the hands of a serial killer,which in retrospect
should have been a klaxon warning to me
on so many many levels 
but she got pregnant quickly and my biological clock
was ticking as i neared 40,so...

think that covers most of what i wanted to say.
aloha2u today

"The only thing I want to know is whether
 a person is kind or unkind."actress Butterfly McQueen

namaste
mega

Sunday, January 20, 2013

the Light

the light

the light
the light at the end
of the tunnel
is
the sun,
blinking.
blinking between
shovels of earth

falling.

*more delays
possible Flu relapse.
namaste
mega

Iran

Iran

NO NUKES! sez IAEA inspectors
good to know before we invade
or Israel,as i said before
one Iran nuke vs 300-400
Israeli nukes.no contest
Iran/Persia NOT suicidal .....

The Making of "Untold History of the United States"

The Making of "Untold History of the United States"

have watched this and actually learned some things
am at the age (65) where i have lived thru ever
POTUS since Truman so....

Activist Post: Globalist Hollywood Puppets Concoct Laughable Cinematic Recreation of Bin Laden Death Hoax

Activist Post: Globalist Hollywood Puppets Concoct Laughable Cinematic Recreation of Bin Laden Death Hoax


okay right wing bias or more alphabet agency
(CIA,FBI,NSA,DIA etc)
disinformation?
getting so hard to tell
have posted prior links from like minded sources
that OBL did indeed die a decade ago

Deaths

Deaths

assassinations & witnesses killed
per link sent by Soul Mate.

Obama's America Expands Its Global Overreach | Alternet

Obama's America Expands Its Global Overreach | Alternet

THE BANKRUPTCY DECLINE AND EVENTUAL FALL
OF AMERICAN EMPIRE
as mentioned in Oliver Stone's last episode of
Untold History of the United States....
they don't call it AFGHASNISTAN;GRAVEYARD OF EMPIRES
FOR NUTHIN

35 Statistics About The Working Poor In America That Will Blow Your Mind | Pakalert Press

35 Statistics About The Working Poor In America That Will Blow Your Mind | Pakalert Press


BTW i was making $8 to $15 per hour 30 years ago
and wages have been frozen and DECLINING ever since
 while corporate profits of The Elites
skyrocket, (see prior links today ).

Twilight Language: Dutch Clowns Attack

Twilight Language: Dutch Clowns Attack

one of the many crime shows i watch
had a episode where a 'flash mob'
of costumed clowns were used to cover a murder or robbery.
maybe they too watch too much TV?

DARK AGES AMERICA -- Blog for Morris Berman

DARK AGES AMERICA -- Blog for Morris Berman

collective guilt for NOT stopping criminal acts
are we not all Good Germans?
or like Sgt.Schultz on Hogan's Heroes (atv show young'uns)
"I know nuthink,nothink."

we sigh while they die...

Neanderthals....

hola, somewhat recovering.

several of you loyal readers have commented on my fasciantiion
with giants etc etc.
by way of example
NOVA (pbs.org) had a show
last week  DECODING NEANDERTHALS
in which they mentioned that conventional wisdom
and Mainstream Science held that
Neanderthals,who survived several glaciations in Europe,
had
NO LANGUAGE
NO RITUALS
NO SKILL SETS
this despite having a cranial capacity larger than
our own, which BTW was not mentioned.

so given our current patriarchal chauvinism
scientists believed that these humans were incapable
of progress,invention and mourning their loved ones.
apparently it is only in the last few years that this has begun to change.
so one might imagine the resistance that giants existed,
despite a mention in the Christian Bible,
in the pantheon (ever expanding)
of human ancestors.

i posted a link,last year i think,
to a radical theory that Neanderthals
were black brutish rapists
(racism much?) whereas
the current theory is that they were pale with red
or blond hair and freckles.

thru out mythology i have encountered
giants are usually depicted with pasty white skin
cannibals (man eaters) with red or blond hair.
no mention i have yet found
about the double rows of teeth,six fingers and toes
(altho Sumerians used a 12 based counting system
handed down by their Annunaki mentors).

so just a few thots from me on the subject.

"It is better to be hated  for what one is than
to be loved for what one is not." Andre Gide

progress on webcam blog delayed due to
persistent illness,coming soon?

namaste
mega

Inside Mechanical Brains: What Do Robots Dream Of? - MessageToEagle.com

Inside Mechanical Brains: What Do Robots Dream Of? - MessageToEagle.com

the movie BLADE RUNNER
was based on the prescient Phillip K.Dick
story
"Do androids dream of electric sheep?"
and we're jsut now catching up
to some of this twisted imaginings....

Daily Kos: The One Comic That Explains Just How Screwed America Is

Daily Kos: The One Comic That Explains Just How Screwed America Is


found by G Man.....thanx mucho.

BTW have the webcam video working,
now to work on audio and connecting to Google
"coming soon" ....please
stay tuned