Wednesday, December 29, 2010

BLACK SWAN YOGA

"There's no such thing as simple.Simple is hard." Martin Scorsese

1. THANX LONGSHOT O'lEARY
2.just a simple revue of what i saw yesterday and what i think they have in common.
BLACK SWAN
this years Xmas art house circuit darling
even showing on two screens here in sleepy S'Cruz.
I LOVED IT.
in rereading three local published revues i note that some peeps can't tell the diff betwixt artifice,archetypes and stereotypes..even tho all agreed it is a great movie. Soul Mate asked me to describe the film and whether she would like it,given her feminist labor oriented ex Catholic views.
(how did i get trapped in all Italics???

i found it hard to describe its unique intensity, i was reminded of Carlos Saures (sp?) great dance films of the 70's CARMEN & BLOOD WEDDING, neither of which she has seen. i finally settled on"its a warped coming of age story" and if the film would inspire young girls to take up ballet as a career, one which is both beautiful and heartbreaking from my conversations with former ballerina,"it is a good Bad Example" of why you shouldn't.dancers are athletes as this movie points out just as it points out the dedication and routine infantilization of wimmin, much like stunted growth gymnasts who also break down en route to center stage. i saw many feminist issues raised in this film which apparently escaped the revue i read, c'est la vie  SIGH.

YOGA INC
this was a 90 min doc i saw on the Docu channel last nite as i was still coming down from the high of Black Swan. this is a very gritty look at the history of Yoga in the USA, since the 1890s apparently and how it has become copyright infringement lawsuits Big Business today, along the way the spiritual and morals principles have been abandoned in favor of profits.one thing which particularly galled me was the YOGA COMPETITIONS... the same eagerness in please while literally tying oneself into knots was evident as in Black Swan..
in our quest to be Perfect (sic) we must be wary lest
we lose our way and lose our true selves in the process.

as a visual artist, writer and wannabe screenwriter i toil against my own standards and sometimes,rarely, i reach or exceed them...in that way i compete. i am not THE BEST anything but i can strive to be The Best Me i can be,despite everything falling apart around me.

3.i wish you all the best 2011 possible but it doesn't auger well.
..if you are still working take a few moments each day to savor nature,
if you live near an ocean or lake try to visit it
at least once a week and listen to what it has to tell...

peace
namste
mega

Monday, December 27, 2010

IINNOCENT BYSTANDERS?

"How can a bystander be guilty? No such thing.Have you ever heard of a guilty bystander?
No, because  you cannot be a bystander and be guilty.Bystanders are, by defination,
innocent.That is the nature of bystanding."  Jacki Chiles character on SEINFELD


"When i use a word" Humpty Dumpty said., in a rather scornful tone.
 it means just what I choose it to mean-neither more nor less."  Alice in Wonderland"
Social Security INSURANCE anyone?

aloha 2u again,
 one problem with the LINKS Tag format is the restriction of fonts and type face unlike regular blog pages where u can go crazy! but that's just technical stuff.

being recently turned 63 and a Genuine Bay Boomer (b.1947)
all this chipping away at SSI has both and me and Soul Mate
moderately perturbed,after all there is always a quick relatively
pain free suicide alternative  SIGH.
but as usual we worry that like Humpty Dujmpty the American Dream is FUBAR
(i.e Military Slang fucked up beyond all repair) which means our kids have
'screwed the pooch' (gone shit outta luck-SOL etc etc).

i am, by nature, NOT an optimist but even i am
mildly stunned how quickly it has all unraveled.
a similie;
you are a young terrified child in the back seat,
before seat belts, and your father is a drunken
rage-a-holic madly careening down an icy dirt road in sleeting
pitch blackness with perhaps one intermittently working headlight,
and you and your Mom both know there are cliffs and washouts somewhere ahead
but your screams to slow down or look at a map fall on deaf ears
as the powerful V-8 engine hurtles like a missile into Hell.

we are all that child, here in the Untied Snakes of Amnesia.
O BOMBER is the third term of the Bush Crime Family admin,
Bush Tax Cuts for The Elites-check
Death Tax decreased -check
Social Secureity wounded-check
Medicare usurped by corporate friendly
mandatory Obamacare-check
Mortgage fraud & foreclosures undeterred-check
the Middle Class crumbling-check
FDR social  reforms disolving-check
Bill of Rights and Constitution still raped-check
Gitmo Gulag, still open for biz-check
Police powers still unchecked-check
Drone attacks in foreign lands proceed-check
anti Arab/Muslim racism continues-check
US Empire still far flung and malicious-check
hunger in america-unchecked
real Wall Street reforms-unchecked
confidence restored in the USA-unchecked FAIL.

did i miss anything?
 i voted for O Bomber given the limited "choices" we are given
i thot "maybe just maybe"...FAIL!
NOT FDR in black face -FAIL.

i am am perplexed by the massive shopping spree workers
went on for Xmas, i doubt the massess of unemployed & often homeless
had a "Merry Xmas"...
we had limited gifting as our SSI COLA
(Cost of Living -sic) was frozen yet again.
but it is a brisk beautiful day
perfect for magical thinking that
THE BEST IS YET TO COME..yeah right.

i probably have repeated the statemtnt that having the fedgove reform Wall Street
is like hiring the arsonist who burned down your house to supervise rebuilding it.
STILL TRUE
incoming KALIfornia Guv Jerry Brown has already pormised
UGLY CUTS
like the marrow deep savagery of Guv Groper were beauty pageants?
prisons are overcrowded with non violent "felons"
schools are overcrowded with pre-felons (esp. blax & browns)
hospitals are overcrowded with the uninsured and sick "illegals"

the US is technically broke
Main Street is drowning in debts
while Wall Street is taking itas money overseas.
the EU is a harbringer of Hard Times a coming

cuts in basic wages, pesnions stifled then ended,
entire nation states sinking into red ink
at the 'tender mercy' (nonesuch) of the IMF and World Bank moguls.

The Buddha (now showing on PBS)
said
all life is suffering
due to ignorance greed, and anger
STILL TRUE
what lil have we,as a people learned in this the Kali Yuga,
the age of Iron & Blood...

i leave you with the quoute i gave my dear depressed freind in Arkansas

"We are all in the gutter..but some of us are looking at stars."
Oscar Wilde

look up, to our higher selves & energies,
we are all but a kernel of "GOD"
shine on
my peeps,
shine on

peace
namaste
mega

2011 – The beginning of the End of America – Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

2011 – The beginning of the End of America –
Double Dip Recession turns into 10 year Depression | Pakalert Press

aloha 2u,
back to basics.

SOCIAL SECURITY INSURANCE is "on the table".
used as a bargaining chip with O BOMBER'S Payday Tax cuts (sic).
if i understood the sound bite right, NJ Guv Chris Christie sez to NJ pensioners
SCREW U, WE BROKE!

IN THE DAILY FISHWRAP THIS AYEM IS A COLUMN RAILING
AGAINST BABY BOOMERS AND SAYING HOW WE'LL HAVE TO
sacrifice THE ssi BENEFITS WE PAID INTO ALL OUR WORKING LIVES sigh.
(damn Caps Lock)

are The Elites being asked to Sacrifice, to eat domestic caviar instead of imported?
IMHO..well, u know what i think.if not, go to and play the
YouTube vid on the above link, it is quite succinct and factoid filled.

as Paul Krugman predicted months ago
chronic high unemployment will be deemed "structural" as in,
'ain't shit we (fedgov) can do bout it'.
the vid claims that 17& is the Actual US Unemployment,
that seems to tally with what i have read elsewhere.
despite The Best Holiday Shopping Day EVER
the US economy is in the toilet as a Robert Reich col pointed out Sunday last.
corporations are making gret profits overseas and soon India
and we have become a Rust Belt Country to them
in terms of Global Economics...kicked to the kerb,
left to age ungracefully and slowly starve.

thot i was being Paranoid, who me?, until i talked to a dear friend
settled in Bible Belt Arkansas, he has reached the same dire conclusions.
"we live in a dying Police State, much like Rome when it fell."
to condense a two your mutual rant to its core.

BTW did you note O Bomber's parting Xmas gift before Hawaii
excutive order for "indeterminate incarceration" for
the forlorn prisoners at our Gitmo Gulag who were kidnapped,
tortured, kept doped up now and forever without a trial or judge to hear them,
calling Franz Kafka or Joe Stalin to the front desk please.

was Rev. Jerimiah Wright right?
here in "Paradise" with eyes wide shut.
Happy New Year?

namaste
mega




namaste
mega






the Gitmo Gulag prisoners, kidnapped, tortured and doped up for eternity withoput a trial or judge, it could be any of us next.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

SANTA IS A COMMIE...?

Psssst..SANTA IS A COMMIE, OR AT LEAST A SOCIALIST.

why is he always sooo jolly,
what is he smoking in that pipe
or stirring up behind closed doors?
is he cooking meth with all those inbred "elves"?
why are there NO Female Elves, what kinda sexist garbage is this?

why does he always wear RED isn't that a Commie color?
whats with him and all these children on his lap?
seems like another Micheal Jackson type to me.
whats with all this redistribution of wealth with presents?

he knows whose been Naughty or Nice?
isn't that Homeland Security's job?
who checks his papers at the border?
and where exactly is the North Pole,
can Sarah Palin see it from her house?

why is he REALLY sneaking into people's house?
to plant Commie listening devices
or to poison our gingerbread cookies and egg nog?

who is behind this nefarious plot?
it's gotta be the Commies,
still sore after they lost the Cold War....

doesn't the "X" in XMAS
look like the hammer & sickle?
doesn't Trotsky look more than a lil like Santa,Comrade?

"Faith  may be defined briefly as an illogical belief in the occurrence of the improbable."
H.L.Mencken

Merry Xmas,good will to men  and all that good shit.
mega

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

SINE GRAVITY OCTAVE 2

"Many desire to kill me, 
and many wish to spend an hour 
chatting with me.The Law protects me
from the former." Karl Kraus, misanthrophe

aloha 2u,
this new insulin is REALLY messing with my head so i will attempt to be coherent here.

1.in am generally NOT a fan of Post Apocalyptic movies, since i fear we are living thru one.
Mad Max,I Am Legend,Book of Eli,Terminator ;Salvation ,Soylent Green and so on. you all know the gig..CIVILIZATION IS DESTROYED AND THE REMAINS OF HUMANITY  LIVE LIKE  RATS TRYING TO REBUILD IT AGAIN THRU AN ANARCHY OF CHAOTIC SEXIST SAVAGE BARBARISM...(see KALI YUGA referrals)

FACT despite Conventional Wisdom there is surviving megalithic structures around the planet,from turkey to mesomerica and peru we find massive massive structures of indestructible granite and diorite which tell us we are NOT the first worldwide civilization on this planet.just friendly reminders from the past? or ominous warnings?
FACT you all know the work of  supergenius NIKOLA TESLA ..
you say you don't?
in almost every FRANKENSTEIN movie there is a large metal device which crackles with electrostatic energy,that device is a TESLA COIL (look it up)
FACT we are entirely wrong in our usage of finite fossil fuels and wasteful explosive internal combustion engines.heard recently the best car engines are about 70 percent efficient. we are killing our planet to drive to jobs we often despise.so we are committing needless planet wide genocide...for a profit.
FACT last week or so PAKALERT PRESS published a story " UFOS are Tesla' flying saucers".and strangely enuff if you scope Tesla's Wikipedia mention it does mention that Tesla proposed flying devices of discs and cigar shapes which were powered by "teleforce", his version of what science is now calling Dark Energy or Dark Matter. the thing with so called Dark Energy is that it makes up about 85 percent of the known universe, which means for human purposes it is infinite.
FACT Conventional Wisdom sez TIME TRAVEL IS IMPOSSIBLE DUE TO ENERGY CONSTRAINTS, YOU'D NEED ALL THE ENERGY PRODUCED ON PLANET EARTH TO POWER SUCH A DEVICE...what if you weren't limited to planet earth??? we will return to this and the Theory of Time Traveling Nazis, i promise.

FACT NIKOLA TESLA   july 1846 -jan 1943
(see Wiki bio for more details) born in Serbia  and generally recognized as :the father of the second Industrial Revolution" ,worked with Edison and Westinghouse among others.in 1895 he designed the first hydroelectric power plant at Niagra Falls, fought Edison's choice of DC (direct current) with his own invention of AC (alternating current) which we still use today.then in 1891 he invented the Tesla Coil still used in radio and tv electronics, he also developed flourescent light ( can't win em all), laser beams,wireless communication, wireless transmission of electrical energy!   the principles of remote control and robotics.
FACT TESLA NEVER FAILED he just got into fueds and got his funding yanked or inventions proved too disastrous for the current energy cartels to manage.

THEORY Tesla's "teleforce" is tapping into Dark Matter as channeled by the World Energy Grid (straight ley lines, which are man made NOT natural) as relayed thru our humble planet and sun. Tesla predicied that the energy of our sun is electric NOT nuclear, we live in an ELECTRIC UNIVERSE (see aerther,prana, chi etc etc) which some Quantum Physics are just now tiptoeing around.newspapers often asked Tesla if he had invented a "death ray" like in the dime novels, in fact he had.

BTW WILHEM RIECH,a rogue disciple of Freud, broke away to discover what he called ORGONE ENERGY based upon his own work with human orgasms.generally regarded as a quack his ORGONE BOX (basically a coffin filled with earth, like vampires use..?) promised to cure all ills and energize you tremendously. on the flipside was DOR Deadly Orgone Radiation, which he demonstrated could break up clouds,change the weather and possibly kill from a distance..a death ray. a cheap affordable death ray that almost anyone could build...for his work Reich was by fedgov imprisoned and his books  burned.if he was such a quack why take the then unusual task of tossing him in jail and burning his books????(and yes, i have read some of his books which survived)
THEORY  TESLA & REICH WERE ON THE SAME PAGE....A VERY DANGEROUS AND INNOVATIVE PAGE...

BTW 2 speaking of book burning,the Germans were the supreme orientalists of their era,please note  the swastika faces left -a sign of the LEFT HAND PATH or THE SHORT PATH , what we'd call EVIL (see THE SHADOW with Alec Baldwin for a superb depiction of this).
 Hitler spend millions on expeditions to Tibet and India,researching a so called Aryan Race but also finding old Vedic tech manuals and translating them into German, this they augmented with Tesla's public inventions,***Werner von Braun was an esp big fan of Tesla...

FACT as early as 1911 Tesla spoke openly about airships without wings or propellars powered by electrical energy,note this was b4 World War One  and planes were made mostly of baling wire and canvas AND HE DID NOT MENTION ZEPPLINS..

IMHO what got Tesla into trouble was his proto socialist notions that energy was a human right and should therefore be provided by govt for FREE(see Bryrclifffe sp?)

OVER-UNITY TECH
if you've ever heard the rumors of car engines running on water then being bought up and yanked by the car companies or take the latest example of COLD FUSION which was mocked and derided here and ultimately its inventor killed..meanwhile in Europe and Japan Cold Fusion is still being bench tested and found to work, anyway Tesla's concept of OVER UNITY is like that.

it either
A)produces more energy,often much more energy, than it consumes 
or B) it uses no visible energy at all ,using rotating often counter spun magnetism and principles of harmonics we have mostly lost. remember that MUSIC IS THE MOST MATHEMATICAL OF THE ARTS thus the most scientific, computers can write music as well as play chess...
i admit a bias as Tesla is one of my fave SCIENCE HEROES but
FACT when he died Hoover's FBI had 80 crates of his writings seized and classified,never to see the light of day?

ROSWELL one thing that has always bothered me about Roswell is that the military had a PLAN IN PLACE for squelching all info gathered there, leave out the lil green men crap, the tech was found then cordoned off, classified then trucked off the Wright Patterson in Ohio.i have seen mention of the so called Blue Berets, crash retrival teams...there are usually reports of odd markings like hieroglyphs found on this tissue thin but durable UFO skins.
History and History Internal has a lot of documentaries about Nazis,UFO and general fortean weirdness.
some peeps are just kooks and ET is behind everything from the Ice Ages to Mammal evolutions (more on that later too) when the only toll you have is a hammer than you treat everything you find as a nail SIGH.
lets leave ET out of the equation until we have too okay?

one recent docu caught my eye, NAZI SECRET SUPER WEAPONS or something which mention things like jet engines, VTOL Nazi fighters,the New York Killer bomber and ballistic missiles projects and just plain old batshit crazy stuff. one which caught my eye was dubbed The Bell, a metallic dome about ten feet high and five feet wide with no weapons or wings, what could it be?
built in Poland it consumed enormous amounts of energy but for what purpose..? the excited announcer said that this was the exact device found on 9 dec 1965 in Kecksberg,Pa (see Wikipedia entry) which blazed across several states then was found and removed by the army in record time.hmmmmmm.....the excited announcer then said this is how Hitler Escaped Berlin, which is nonsnense.

1.Hitler did not die in the bunker, there are too many stories and details which do not match beside there were several "Hitler doubles" ,just as Churchill and possibler FDR had theirs ,to foils assassins.several were placed at the bunker b4 the alleged 'suicides'.
2.FACT the Hitler Skull the Soviets found in the Hitler Bunker is DNA female...
3.Hitler possibly escaped Berlin via subway to Templehof airport where his fave female,
WHO JUST 'HAPPENED' TO BE IN TOWN THAT DAY ***sigh , pilot flew him to safety in Italy or Swizterland.
FACT Hitler had Parkinsons and was probably lil more than a figurehead to ODESSA & DER SPINNE...there are vague rumors that Hitler and Eva Braun had a son who ended up being a jazz player in the Netherlands and wanted nothing to do with the Fourth Reich...
4.TIME TRAVELING NAZIS...am still trying to wrap my head around it, but The Bell and the Kecksberg UFO seem to be identical right down to the mystery runes of script along the rim, was it just a test or did some few Nazis escape to....
5. FACT you are aware that OPERATION PAPERCLIP (as referenced on the X FILES) did indeed bring thousands of unrepentant Nazis over here to help fight 'the Cold War'? well we did, and not just non-combatant rocket scientists,in one of the more shameful acts in us history,which is saying a lot...
6. what was six...1947, the year i was born saw the creation of the CIA and the first appearance of UFOs Over America and Roswell.Tesla had been dead and buried 4 years and AREA 51was being mapped  with the longest modern runways on earth for expanded super top secret programs...
THEORY  TESLA WAS RIGHT!


ET GO HOME?
"GEN 6:2 That the sons of God saw the daugthers of men
that they were fair;and they took them wives of all that they chose."

THEORY
okay okay this has been bugging me for a week, what kinds of Angels did Lot have to protect from lusty towns people? Angels with physical sexual organs?

 Angels apparently who like to fuck human wimmin and spawn offspring?
 who exactly are these SONS OF GOD?
FACT it is predicted that we can spawn with chimps since we share 98% of their DNA
THEORY what if we go up the food chain and some peeps decide to take a dip in our gene pool,bestiality much?
who or what the Sons of God were/are is unknown but they apparently share enuff of our DNA to breed, like dogs we are off the same species Homo Sap.

speaking of breeding
seen in tow places now that our universe has FOUR BRUISES from possible bumps in the Membrane of the cosmos spawning 4 daughter universes with laws of physics different than ours, if you do any research of Fairie Lore you will note the time dilation effect,a human spends a few days or week with the faerie (who are not all Disney Tinkerbell saccahrine cuteness) and returns to find years or even generations have passed here on earth, this is across all the cultures i have surveys about 50 i think.also common them of the CHANGELING child and breeding with human wimmin
like various warped UFO Abducitee contacts,
are the Sons of God still out there?
what is their motive other than survival as a species???
some researchers are getting hip to NOT E.T. but E.D.-Extra Dimensionals or Exo Dimensionals

THEORY instead of dying off maybe our ancestors shifted to an adjacent dimension where they could keep tabs on us and give a nudge when needed? was ATLANTIS maybe a spaceship or shift-ship across The Bleed (see prior blog) i am still digesting this one,stay tuned.
heads hurt now?, more to come...

next, back to our irregularly scheduled vitriol and abuse...

namste y'all
mega

Monday, December 20, 2010

GIMME MORE

"What we have heah,is a Failure ta Communicate!" a sweaty Strother Martin as he clubs COOL HAND LUKE senseless...

aloha 2u,
good morning katz N jammers,
what have we here?

as Gov.Groper deserts the scene hopefully back  into
a well deserved anonimity the new Guv has proposed UGLY CUTS  yet again.
did u do your homework kiddies?
did you faithfully read every word of DISASTER CAPITALISM by Naomi Klein???
toldja so.

here's the Cliff Notes version, or precis

Cyclopean cuts leading to "temporary emergency measures",
which soon become Permanent,
leading to Draconian Cuts to human services and welfare
.it's the Secret Soauce of World Bank and IMF loans.
who loses-we all do,
who wins..just look uphill...
hoo doo voodoo economics,
Trickle Down snake oil   TAX Cuts (sic)
just sold to us by Clinton and O Bomber
and their cronies on Wall Streert who ecscape this whole sticky "crash"
not only unsacthed but RICHER THAN FUCKING EVER!

HUGE WEEPY SIGH.
this new thrice a day insulin is bad for my mental health,
i see things all too clearly when i should be sleeping.
are we waiting for Pinochet,Peron,Franco and some other
greasy thick necked jackbooted
Man On Horseback to "rescue" us????

if it is the Antichrist come
how will we know?
at this point we've been humped & dumped,
gangraped by some many Economic Theories and wasted efforts,
balm to cover the Giant Sucking Sound,
as Ross Perot so aptly called it...
a sucking chest wound really.
so we lie here in the gutter
bleeding from every orifice
a Denver Boot on the car we live in.
after the phantom mortgage rapists
foreclosed on our dreams,
dreams,
our all too fragile
pitiful middle class
dreams of dignity &
selfhood....now
we fight the rats in the gutter
over the last scraps,
flung there by rich Philantropists
-rapists with tinsel halos...
where is our Dickens
or Upton Sinclair
or Steinbeck
to crystallize our suffering,
where o where?

helpless or hopeless
or down so far
we have nothing left to lose.
it's time to put a greasy
work hardened hand
around some well bred neck
and wring it until he
bleeds
equality,
real equality,
not the usual
mind numbing
propapaganda

O BOMBER
saw himself as the FDR for our times,
instead we get the new Hoover
Hoovervilles of tarp and steel.
the myth is
THIS USEDTA BE A GREAT COUNTRY,
i think we have always been
the mean eyed rats at the door
ready to steal
the Baby and the Bathwater
or anything else not
nailed down.

some TV gilded throat
proclaimed
ARE WE NOW A BANANA REPUBLIC?
ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
IF YOU ASK ME...
they killed JFK ya know
and how many others on that bloody list...
maybe i have lived too long,
seen to much,
bled too much.
is Dubya our
Nero,Claudius
or more ominiously
our Caligula????

basement level;
shattered dreams and
shards of the middle class,
the working wounded are lined up
outside the toilets
waitng for relief,
relief my black ass.
WHAT WE HAVE HEAH, IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE...
yes Boss,
picking it up hereBoss,
we say to THE MAN WITH NO EYES...

NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP
& SLURP YOUR RUNNY
GODAMNED PORRIDGE.,
jesus died for
whose sins exactly?

despairing in da dark
mega