"Reality is what bites ya when delusions,drugs and mediation fail.: Ho Chi Zen
aloha2u...
1. yes i am still watching the Ancient Aliens series of History Channel amd i concded some of their ideas and theories are overly simplistic, here's what i theorize...
FACT? the Common Wisdom believes & teaches, without evidence, that 8,000 years ago we went from simple hunters gatherers to beer makers who built cites and domesticated both animals and grains.
FACT there are cyclopean ruins of granite or diorite, the eternal sturdy stones, in turekey dated at least 10,00 years and in Peru dated at 14,000 plus but both may be far far older. ruins attributed to the Incas actually precede them and are of far greater workmanship as is the 100 ton temple rock at Baalbek, Lebanon.
the sound gravity octave is a term i found back in the 70s when i first began exploring this stuff.
now it is called THE WORLD ENERGY GRID THEORY that ley lines are electromagnet or even electrostatic conduits which can be enhanced and amplied with the usage of sacred stones on what we now call sacred sites
FACT gravity is not spread equally around this planet, there are permanent bumps and depressions in the oceans..
FACT Royal Rife, yes that is his name, developed a series of electrostatic frequencies which he claimed could destroy ALL disease.his theory is still being tested and accept by thousands of peeps, me i can't afford it but..lets posit as fact that there are HARMONICS WHICH CAN NEUTRALIZE GRAVITY.using the World Energy Grid for power...( see Bermuda Triangle, Devil's Sea near Japan and Vile Vortices)
FACT everything we do is wrong using fossil fuel; explosive/extractive power sources.
FACT using clreean electric cars powered bvy dirty coal power plants,
FACT 'CLEAN COAL IS A PR MYTH"
THEORY older civilizations on this earth used sustainable "Subtle Power"
which did not pollute or stink up the planet and left eternal stone markers in case we 'forgot'
see civiliztions like the HARAPPA IN INDIA or the vast unknown cultures in South America who built impossible ruins which are still standing to mystify us eons later.BTW the language of called Senzar is a precursor of modern day Sanskrit which experiments have shown to be a computer friendly language with no alterations made in grammar or thot construction, this should make Vedic and pre Vedic translations faster...
FACT they have found evidence of five colors of cotton grown in pre Incan cloth, we can only grow one color.and when exactly was corn first cultivated? we don't know.
it is my THEORY that this World Energy Grid is eternal and i believe that both the genius Nicola Tesla and the eccentric Wilhem Reich tapped into it.which in THEORY why thew fedgov shut them down and later stole or burned their research sinc it was a threat to Big Energy interests.
FACT both thot that energy was a human right and should be given FREE to everyone.
MORE TO COME
next i will try to get my head around mind-blowing time traveling Nazis and how fairies might be real and extra dimensional...
LOVE YOUR MOTHER-EARTH
namaste y'all
mega
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Friday, December 17, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
GUSH V. BORE
"SOS U$A FOS!"
local wall graffiti,
G Man i totally totally agree.
aloha 2u, just a quickie tonight.
a few days ago was the tenth anniversary of Bush V. Gore
so nautrally the slightly left media got their panties in a twisr
over it, since they seem powerless to think about anything else.
about the Supremes, Antoine Scalia the current spark plug of the Supremes
,who never met a conflict of interest-like his son and his firm testifying b4 the Supremes..SIGH.
anyway Scalia considers himself an "Origanalist"
when it comes to the Constituion(sp?)
apparently wrote in B V.G
that there is NO CONSTITUIONAL RIGHT TO VOTE...WTF?
and therefore NO RIGHT TO HAVE YOUR VOTE
COUNTED AT ALL OR EVEN ACCURATELY...hullo Florida!
so Bush stealing one election, a coup d' tat via the Supremes and
Florida disinfranchisement or yet another via Michigan vote juggling and discouragements
were NOT ILLEGAL...per se SIGH & CRY.
so in essence, we do not live in a democracy but a plutocracy
and what the Elites say goes, even one of the Tea Bag leaders proclaims that Voting should be restricted to Property Owners and not the common rabble.
so following that Originalist interpretation we should now abolish voting rights for wimmin and rerun to an openly slave owning culture?
THERE IS A JEFFERSON QUOTE ABOUT TREMBLING FOR HIS COUNTRY WHEN HE FEARS THAT GOD IS JUST AND HIS PATIENCE NOT BEING INFINITE OR SOMETHING, yeah right sIGH.
i tell ya that Canada is looking better n better, esp. for this Oreo cpl...
namaste y'all
love each other
mega
local wall graffiti,
G Man i totally totally agree.
aloha 2u, just a quickie tonight.
a few days ago was the tenth anniversary of Bush V. Gore
so nautrally the slightly left media got their panties in a twisr
over it, since they seem powerless to think about anything else.
about the Supremes, Antoine Scalia the current spark plug of the Supremes
,who never met a conflict of interest-like his son and his firm testifying b4 the Supremes..SIGH.
anyway Scalia considers himself an "Origanalist"
when it comes to the Constituion(sp?)
apparently wrote in B V.G
that there is NO CONSTITUIONAL RIGHT TO VOTE...WTF?
and therefore NO RIGHT TO HAVE YOUR VOTE
COUNTED AT ALL OR EVEN ACCURATELY...hullo Florida!
so Bush stealing one election, a coup d' tat via the Supremes and
Florida disinfranchisement or yet another via Michigan vote juggling and discouragements
were NOT ILLEGAL...per se SIGH & CRY.
so in essence, we do not live in a democracy but a plutocracy
and what the Elites say goes, even one of the Tea Bag leaders proclaims that Voting should be restricted to Property Owners and not the common rabble.
so following that Originalist interpretation we should now abolish voting rights for wimmin and rerun to an openly slave owning culture?
THERE IS A JEFFERSON QUOTE ABOUT TREMBLING FOR HIS COUNTRY WHEN HE FEARS THAT GOD IS JUST AND HIS PATIENCE NOT BEING INFINITE OR SOMETHING, yeah right sIGH.
i tell ya that Canada is looking better n better, esp. for this Oreo cpl...
namaste y'all
love each other
mega
Friday, December 10, 2010
side salads
"would you like a side salad with your cyanide?"
my BFF G Man, in response to some gloomy
foreign news i sent him today about the us economy.
SIGH.
aloha 2u,
these are the time which drive men & wimmin to drink, cheap vodka if they can still afford it.
gotta love Sen.Bernie Sanders who is still filibuster for justice vs.tax cuts for the rich. i already sent an e mail to my two sham reps supporting his efforts.
had along talk with with an OS Software engineer who described his method of a trifurcated approach to net security.
1. THERE IS NO,repeat NO,privacy online due to fedgov,hackers and foreign hackers etc etc etc.you remember i have been 'phished' twice recently and once had to have my twice rebuilt steampunk PC rebuilt yet again..$igh.
2. next we talked about having fedgov 'tails"/dossiers on us from past activities.i think i won for having the after school Russian Language Club i was a member of during the '63 Cuban Missile Crisis shut down by the FBI.. there were less than a dozen of us plus a teacher...plus i was wiretapped in the late 60s for my anti-war activities.in olden days you could hear the hollowness of the tap and often them typing on clicking away during your call, Freedom Of Speech anyone?
3.next we talked about how in the 1960s in nyc all high school boys were forced to swim naked at high school and at the Y..he said nobody ever believed him when he said this but i can testify to the truih of this, naive me thot it was Normal everywhere and that girls swam naked too-they didn't. sigh, will i ever know the whys and whereas' of this world?
Soul Mate asked me recently
"Why are the rich doing this? to what purpose
are they pauperizing the middle and working class?"
good query
i have no answer.
one foreign headline is about 'watching the american economy turning into another Detroit"...
YIKES!
SM is insisting that i be more Positive in my worldview...okay
I AM POSIITVE that i will NOT live long enuff to see the worst of this....
howz that?
please try and find Love where u can, if the world does NOT end in 2012
we still have to live amongst the debris.
we are now 3rd World 'merica
get used to it.
namaste
mega
my BFF G Man, in response to some gloomy
foreign news i sent him today about the us economy.
SIGH.
aloha 2u,
these are the time which drive men & wimmin to drink, cheap vodka if they can still afford it.
gotta love Sen.Bernie Sanders who is still filibuster for justice vs.tax cuts for the rich. i already sent an e mail to my two sham reps supporting his efforts.
had along talk with with an OS Software engineer who described his method of a trifurcated approach to net security.
1. THERE IS NO,repeat NO,privacy online due to fedgov,hackers and foreign hackers etc etc etc.you remember i have been 'phished' twice recently and once had to have my twice rebuilt steampunk PC rebuilt yet again..$igh.
2. next we talked about having fedgov 'tails"/dossiers on us from past activities.i think i won for having the after school Russian Language Club i was a member of during the '63 Cuban Missile Crisis shut down by the FBI.. there were less than a dozen of us plus a teacher...plus i was wiretapped in the late 60s for my anti-war activities.in olden days you could hear the hollowness of the tap and often them typing on clicking away during your call, Freedom Of Speech anyone?
3.next we talked about how in the 1960s in nyc all high school boys were forced to swim naked at high school and at the Y..he said nobody ever believed him when he said this but i can testify to the truih of this, naive me thot it was Normal everywhere and that girls swam naked too-they didn't. sigh, will i ever know the whys and whereas' of this world?
Soul Mate asked me recently
"Why are the rich doing this? to what purpose
are they pauperizing the middle and working class?"
good query
i have no answer.
one foreign headline is about 'watching the american economy turning into another Detroit"...
YIKES!
SM is insisting that i be more Positive in my worldview...okay
I AM POSIITVE that i will NOT live long enuff to see the worst of this....
howz that?
please try and find Love where u can, if the world does NOT end in 2012
we still have to live amongst the debris.
we are now 3rd World 'merica
get used to it.
namaste
mega
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
MY BLK LTHR JKT
"HAPPINESS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU EXPERIENCE,
IT'S SOMETHING YOU REMEMBER."OSCAR LEVANT
ALOHA 2U,
I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...
AND MY CAPS LOCK KEY NOW SEEMS TO BE BROKEN...SIGH.
WHEN MY BACK FINALLY COLLAPSED I COULD NOT WORK,
I GOT TWO DOCS TO AGREE TO THAT AND
I GOT CALIF DISABILITY INSURANCE FOR A YEAR, NO BIG.
I WAS TOLD TO APPLY FOR FEDERAL
SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY INSURANCE (I.E. NOT AN "ENTITLEMENT") WHICH I DID...
FIRST OFF THEY SEND YOU TO TWO DOCTORS U HAVE NEVER MET, IN MY CASE A FOOT DOC AND KIDNEY DOC, BOTH OF WHOM AGREED I WAS FUKT UP-EVEN THO THEY WERE BEING PAID TO SAY OTHERWISE.THEY ARE ALWAYS PAID TO SAY YOU CAN GO BACK TO WORK...HUGE LIMPING SIGH.
NEVERTHELESS MY CLAIM WAS DENIED AND AFTER CAL DIS RAN OUT I WAS FORCED INTO THE HUMILIATING GRIND OF APPLYING FOR WELFARE AND FOOD STAMPS WITH SINGLE MOMS AND FLASHY PIMPS TROLLING FOR NEW TALENT.(SHUDDER)
..THEY HOPE TO BREAK U WITH THIS,
NO REALLY. SOUL MATE AND I RAN INTO A DRUNK SSD CLAIMS AGENT ,
AT THE OAKLAND AIRPORT,WHO SAID THEY ROUTINELY DENY ALMOST EVERYONE IN HOPES THAT A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE WOULD GIVE UP AND SOME EVEN COMMIT SUICIDE..THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO PROVE IT. HUGE HUGE SIGH...
SO I GOT A LAWYER FROM A LIST AT CIL-BERKELEY. SHE WAS A SMALL SHREWISH PARANOID WHITE WOMAN CONVINCED I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW FUCK HER OUTTA HER SHARE,ALMOST HALF OF THE SSD BACKPAY.HOW EXACTLY DO U PROVE A NEGATIVE?
ANYWAY IT TOOK ANOTHER YEAR AND SHE WON THE CASE AND SHE GOT HER MONEY B4 I DID AND THE WELFARE PEEPS GOT REPAID ALL THE MONEY I WAS FORCED INTO OBTAINING..SIGH..
EVENTUALLY I GOT A CHECK AMOUNTING TO SEVERAL THOUSAND DOLLARS AFTER LIVING ON FOOD STAMPS & GRISTLE, SOUL MATE SOMEHOW KEPT ME ALIVE AND YES I DID CONSIDER SUICIDE, I.E. SELF DELIVERY, QUITE OFTEN.
FIRST THING I DID WAS LIMP DOWN THE STREET TO A SMALL TIBETAN SHOP ON UNIVERSITY BEHIND BURGER KING,BOTH NO LONGER THERE, AND GET A HANDFUL OF VARIOUS BRASS BUDDHAS AND GANESHAS AND SOME CARVED IVORY EXPLICIT NETSUKE FIGURINES.
NEXT SOUL MATE AND I WENT TO HILLTOP MALL AND GOT ME A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET AND MY FIRST ALOHA SHIRT,& STILL THE MOST BEAUTIFUL IMHO.SO IT IS WITH MIXT FEELINGS OF DESPAIR AND PRIDE THAT I LOOK AT BUT SELDOM WEAR MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...
SO NOW U KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT
FROM FEDGOV LACKIES AND DISABILITY CLAIMS.
Y'R WELCOME.
namaste
mega
IT'S SOMETHING YOU REMEMBER."OSCAR LEVANT
ALOHA 2U,
I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...
AND MY CAPS LOCK KEY NOW SEEMS TO BE BROKEN...SIGH.
WHEN MY BACK FINALLY COLLAPSED I COULD NOT WORK,
I GOT TWO DOCS TO AGREE TO THAT AND
I GOT CALIF DISABILITY INSURANCE FOR A YEAR, NO BIG.
I WAS TOLD TO APPLY FOR FEDERAL
SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY INSURANCE (I.E. NOT AN "ENTITLEMENT") WHICH I DID...
FIRST OFF THEY SEND YOU TO TWO DOCTORS U HAVE NEVER MET, IN MY CASE A FOOT DOC AND KIDNEY DOC, BOTH OF WHOM AGREED I WAS FUKT UP-EVEN THO THEY WERE BEING PAID TO SAY OTHERWISE.THEY ARE ALWAYS PAID TO SAY YOU CAN GO BACK TO WORK...HUGE LIMPING SIGH.
NEVERTHELESS MY CLAIM WAS DENIED AND AFTER CAL DIS RAN OUT I WAS FORCED INTO THE HUMILIATING GRIND OF APPLYING FOR WELFARE AND FOOD STAMPS WITH SINGLE MOMS AND FLASHY PIMPS TROLLING FOR NEW TALENT.(SHUDDER)
..THEY HOPE TO BREAK U WITH THIS,
NO REALLY. SOUL MATE AND I RAN INTO A DRUNK SSD CLAIMS AGENT ,
AT THE OAKLAND AIRPORT,WHO SAID THEY ROUTINELY DENY ALMOST EVERYONE IN HOPES THAT A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE WOULD GIVE UP AND SOME EVEN COMMIT SUICIDE..THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO PROVE IT. HUGE HUGE SIGH...
SO I GOT A LAWYER FROM A LIST AT CIL-BERKELEY. SHE WAS A SMALL SHREWISH PARANOID WHITE WOMAN CONVINCED I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW FUCK HER OUTTA HER SHARE,ALMOST HALF OF THE SSD BACKPAY.HOW EXACTLY DO U PROVE A NEGATIVE?
ANYWAY IT TOOK ANOTHER YEAR AND SHE WON THE CASE AND SHE GOT HER MONEY B4 I DID AND THE WELFARE PEEPS GOT REPAID ALL THE MONEY I WAS FORCED INTO OBTAINING..SIGH..
EVENTUALLY I GOT A CHECK AMOUNTING TO SEVERAL THOUSAND DOLLARS AFTER LIVING ON FOOD STAMPS & GRISTLE, SOUL MATE SOMEHOW KEPT ME ALIVE AND YES I DID CONSIDER SUICIDE, I.E. SELF DELIVERY, QUITE OFTEN.
FIRST THING I DID WAS LIMP DOWN THE STREET TO A SMALL TIBETAN SHOP ON UNIVERSITY BEHIND BURGER KING,BOTH NO LONGER THERE, AND GET A HANDFUL OF VARIOUS BRASS BUDDHAS AND GANESHAS AND SOME CARVED IVORY EXPLICIT NETSUKE FIGURINES.
NEXT SOUL MATE AND I WENT TO HILLTOP MALL AND GOT ME A BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET AND MY FIRST ALOHA SHIRT,& STILL THE MOST BEAUTIFUL IMHO.SO IT IS WITH MIXT FEELINGS OF DESPAIR AND PRIDE THAT I LOOK AT BUT SELDOM WEAR MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK LEATHER JACKET...
SO NOW U KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT
FROM FEDGOV LACKIES AND DISABILITY CLAIMS.
Y'R WELCOME.
namaste
mega
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
kick da can
"IF YOU WOULD ONLY RECOGNIZE THAT LIFE IS HARD,
THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER FOR YOU." Justice Louis D.Brandeis
aloha 2u, yeah well...
am i more bummed out than usual,hard to tell..
just read the sunday papers and even the funnies aren't today.
WTF?
after a third quarter that was the RICHEST IN BIZNESS HISTORY
The Elites still spent millions demonizing O BOMBER
and handcuffing him with a GOP "Hell NO,you can't!" House...
his response was to freeze fedgov wages and treat the workers like they were pissy dogs to his hydrant.
SIGH, why is it that the only peeps who still believe in his pledge of "Change' are the very Elites
that put O BOMBER into ofc?
OUTSIDE OF THE TOP 1 PERCENT WHO IS BETTER OFF THAN THEY WERE UNDER DUBYA'S OILY HAMFISTED PLUTOCRACY????
i read Krugman and lately Robert Reich and i just wanna weep...during The Great Depression The ELITES still made out well, snapping up industries for a pittance. squelch the Unions and stiff the workers Amen.
i was going to wrtie today about SIDEKICKS
lets see if i can seque this in...
1.like cinema most white guys have a minority race sidekick,usually black,
so i was regarded as a sidekick-not a complete person, by most of my male white friends and even some of the females,b4 i learned to expect more.when i turned out to be smarter and more complex than they the friendship was over..was i to play dumb to soothe the fragile male egos as most females have learned? no, i am the star in my own life-movie.
1a. ODDITY
most sociopaths and serial killers take this ti an extreme and reduce most of the world to disposable one dimensional cut outs, oddly enuff they seem pleased to find someone like me who sees thru their bullshit..am still working on this aspect of interactions.
2.the USA as i see it has all the hallmarks of a Sociopathic Empire
a self-inflicted victim of Imperial Hubris/Overreach
with bases in over 100 countries and a rotting infastructure and workforce at home.
www.TomDisaptch.com
was talking about this on CSPAN yesterday and came up short
when it came to efforts to stop the US Permanent War footing.unlike most human sociopaths the US of Empire seems immune to truth telling and fault finding, see recent WiKiLeaks tantrum.
the COLD WAR was a scam to keep the war profiteeroing industries in high gear while the Soviets worried we were try8ing for a First Strike KNOCK OUT capability, they still don't have any version of the interstate highway system partly due that it would make it easier for future invasions.SIGH & CRY.
3.THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/MEDICAL COMPLEX OWNS OUR PUNY ASSES... and there ain't a goddamn thing we can do about it. huge fetid sighs...
3a. its like going to Vegas to find the liquor strong, the wimmin willing and all the games rigged,just ask "The Supreme Court".$$$$$ equals Free Speech bullshit...'equal justice' for all is even more bullshit, just ask the poor,raped wimmin and abused children how "just" this society is.the great RICHARD PRYOR often joked that when niggahs go to jail all they find is JUST US...
3b.for example..if you are raped and even lose a body part, like the nipple trophy rapist in L A..about 85-90% go unreported, i never told the cops, and of that say 10 percent the number who go to trial and get their reps slimed the winning average is maybe 2 % less if the rapist is a good looking wealthy white male.the current story arc of DEXTER follows up on this scenario, personal revenge? most of us don't have the aptitude to become serial killers..some times i almost wish i didn't. when The Mirage informed me that the babysitters ex-con son had sexually abused our children;my first thot was knives,surgical gloves,nylon rope and body dumping spots..unfortunately she had told the cops first...sigh.
4.took a half assed Personality Test on FB last week, despite answering honestly i came out a NORMAL (sic) if i with my ultra dark malignant lethal directed turbulent moods am Normal then God(s) Help the US of A. i gave this more thot, i could go Postal quite easily but as i grow older the thot of gunning down innocents is less attractive, there is a scene in the much maligned WATCHMEN movie where a pair of superheroes take apart Max Security prisoners during a prison riot..yeah, i'd want a piece of that vigilante mayhem.
5.eh,Sidekicks as i say the US Empire is treating the rest of the world like Sidekicks and they resent it and they,like jackals around an ailing lion, see our flaws and weakness...they wait to pounce and i promise it won't be pretty.speaking of UGLY read an obit of democracy about SARAH PALIN as a Hitleresque faux populist prexy in 20102 or 2016......guess all that cartel drug massacres violence & femicide in Mexico ain't THAT BAD or maybe with Climate Change/Global Warming Canada wouldn't be THAT Cold. watching from the sidelines of infirmity as the American Collossus stumble and falls prior to the HOMELAND (Heimat is the original Nazi) rising again under the Tea Bag freak flag of Sarah Palin bogus Home Style mama grizzly fascism....lets just say i liked how that movie wended the first time..except for all that bringing the Nazis over here and getting Gestapo head Gehlen to start Interpol stuff.
shit, i should be drunking ber and enjoying (?) football insrtead of bumming you guys out...
6.why "kick da can"? cuz thats what O BOMBERS fedgov is doing instead of solving the Real Problems of this unequal society, see Gov.Gropers inane futile lease on Sacto expire with the shit still dripping from the corroded fan, Made in China label still attached.
more unemployed means more cannon fodder when the UI runs out? sigh
yes G Man i can sometimes out gloom even you,agree or disagree?
Chriss, it all stinks except u and a few others growing like a lotus thru the excrement...keep a flowering please.
go team?
namaste
mega
THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER FOR YOU." Justice Louis D.Brandeis
aloha 2u, yeah well...
am i more bummed out than usual,hard to tell..
just read the sunday papers and even the funnies aren't today.
WTF?
after a third quarter that was the RICHEST IN BIZNESS HISTORY
The Elites still spent millions demonizing O BOMBER
and handcuffing him with a GOP "Hell NO,you can't!" House...
his response was to freeze fedgov wages and treat the workers like they were pissy dogs to his hydrant.
SIGH, why is it that the only peeps who still believe in his pledge of "Change' are the very Elites
that put O BOMBER into ofc?
OUTSIDE OF THE TOP 1 PERCENT WHO IS BETTER OFF THAN THEY WERE UNDER DUBYA'S OILY HAMFISTED PLUTOCRACY????
i read Krugman and lately Robert Reich and i just wanna weep...during The Great Depression The ELITES still made out well, snapping up industries for a pittance. squelch the Unions and stiff the workers Amen.
i was going to wrtie today about SIDEKICKS
lets see if i can seque this in...
1.like cinema most white guys have a minority race sidekick,usually black,
so i was regarded as a sidekick-not a complete person, by most of my male white friends and even some of the females,b4 i learned to expect more.when i turned out to be smarter and more complex than they the friendship was over..was i to play dumb to soothe the fragile male egos as most females have learned? no, i am the star in my own life-movie.
1a. ODDITY
most sociopaths and serial killers take this ti an extreme and reduce most of the world to disposable one dimensional cut outs, oddly enuff they seem pleased to find someone like me who sees thru their bullshit..am still working on this aspect of interactions.
2.the USA as i see it has all the hallmarks of a Sociopathic Empire
a self-inflicted victim of Imperial Hubris/Overreach
with bases in over 100 countries and a rotting infastructure and workforce at home.
www.TomDisaptch.com
was talking about this on CSPAN yesterday and came up short
when it came to efforts to stop the US Permanent War footing.unlike most human sociopaths the US of Empire seems immune to truth telling and fault finding, see recent WiKiLeaks tantrum.
the COLD WAR was a scam to keep the war profiteeroing industries in high gear while the Soviets worried we were try8ing for a First Strike KNOCK OUT capability, they still don't have any version of the interstate highway system partly due that it would make it easier for future invasions.SIGH & CRY.
3.THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/MEDICAL COMPLEX OWNS OUR PUNY ASSES... and there ain't a goddamn thing we can do about it. huge fetid sighs...
3a. its like going to Vegas to find the liquor strong, the wimmin willing and all the games rigged,just ask "The Supreme Court".$$$$$ equals Free Speech bullshit...'equal justice' for all is even more bullshit, just ask the poor,raped wimmin and abused children how "just" this society is.the great RICHARD PRYOR often joked that when niggahs go to jail all they find is JUST US...
3b.for example..if you are raped and even lose a body part, like the nipple trophy rapist in L A..about 85-90% go unreported, i never told the cops, and of that say 10 percent the number who go to trial and get their reps slimed the winning average is maybe 2 % less if the rapist is a good looking wealthy white male.the current story arc of DEXTER follows up on this scenario, personal revenge? most of us don't have the aptitude to become serial killers..some times i almost wish i didn't. when The Mirage informed me that the babysitters ex-con son had sexually abused our children;my first thot was knives,surgical gloves,nylon rope and body dumping spots..unfortunately she had told the cops first...sigh.
4.took a half assed Personality Test on FB last week, despite answering honestly i came out a NORMAL (sic) if i with my ultra dark malignant lethal directed turbulent moods am Normal then God(s) Help the US of A. i gave this more thot, i could go Postal quite easily but as i grow older the thot of gunning down innocents is less attractive, there is a scene in the much maligned WATCHMEN movie where a pair of superheroes take apart Max Security prisoners during a prison riot..yeah, i'd want a piece of that vigilante mayhem.
5.eh,Sidekicks as i say the US Empire is treating the rest of the world like Sidekicks and they resent it and they,like jackals around an ailing lion, see our flaws and weakness...they wait to pounce and i promise it won't be pretty.speaking of UGLY read an obit of democracy about SARAH PALIN as a Hitleresque faux populist prexy in 20102 or 2016......guess all that cartel drug massacres violence & femicide in Mexico ain't THAT BAD or maybe with Climate Change/Global Warming Canada wouldn't be THAT Cold. watching from the sidelines of infirmity as the American Collossus stumble and falls prior to the HOMELAND (Heimat is the original Nazi) rising again under the Tea Bag freak flag of Sarah Palin bogus Home Style mama grizzly fascism....lets just say i liked how that movie wended the first time..except for all that bringing the Nazis over here and getting Gestapo head Gehlen to start Interpol stuff.
shit, i should be drunking ber and enjoying (?) football insrtead of bumming you guys out...
6.why "kick da can"? cuz thats what O BOMBERS fedgov is doing instead of solving the Real Problems of this unequal society, see Gov.Gropers inane futile lease on Sacto expire with the shit still dripping from the corroded fan, Made in China label still attached.
more unemployed means more cannon fodder when the UI runs out? sigh
yes G Man i can sometimes out gloom even you,agree or disagree?
Chriss, it all stinks except u and a few others growing like a lotus thru the excrement...keep a flowering please.
go team?
namaste
mega
Friday, December 3, 2010
IHSS ....IN DEEPER SHIT
"FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES BUT
REMEMBER THEIR NAMES." JFK
aloha 2u,
feeling better, returning to my normal level of misery.
meditating again and soon will return to yoga and maybe walking too.
BACKSTORY
IHSS is a fed/state /local program designed to keep sick
and elderly peeps in thir homes and not strapped to their pissy beds in some nursing home.
FACT peeps live longer at home and tend to die sooner in nursing home.
FACT there are not enuff nursing homes to accommodate
the roughly 400,000 peeps statewide in the program.
FACT ever since i hit s' cruz the state has been robbing the counties of monies used to keep peeps in the program and leaving them with a whores promise of repayment.yeah right.
FACT in good years the tasks of the Advisory Group and county locals is to improve services and accountability and in lean years its just keeping peeps alive.
FACT we hit Lean Years five years ago and now the shit has hit and broken the fan...sigh.
NOW
FACT things have gotten So Bad that last election the general populace passed a Proposition,
no not That kind,to stop the scrotes and screw ups in sacto from ever doing this again.
FACT even with this a letter is going out from sacto to tell all 56 counties in KALIpornia to cut IHSS hours by 3.6% and halt or cut workers wages too.
FACT THIS SHIT WILL KILL PEOPLE!
THINGS COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE EH?
wrong..huge huge fucking sigh.
yesterday the daily fishwrap delivered yet more cheery news
some facelss bean counter in the Census Bureau
has decided,unilaterally, that an area from the tiny pimple of a town .davenport,
on the northern edge of s'cruz county..south to the gang infested environs of salinas,
should be considered one big metro complex ( i.e.super city)
1. this is insane
2. this means massive fedgov cuts in cash allocation..namely
public transit and paratransit, public works projects and IHSS funding,
the majority of which is fedgov dispensed..
THIS SHIT WILL KILL EVEN MORE PEOPLE!!!
HAVE A MEETING LATER TODAY TO DISCUSS
HOW MANY BODY BAGS WE WILL NEED....SIGH & CRY.
other than that it is bright sunny and cold outside, Soul Mate finally has a diagnosis of what ails her and my new heart doc is giving me yet more pills and tells me i may be a candidate for STINT CITY a la Cheney and lose weight of course.i went on a new program bout a month ago
NO REFINED SUGARS & NO ENRICHED WHITE FLOUR,
WHOLE GRAINS ONLY YADA YADA.sounds good eh?
I HAVE GAINED 7 Pounds damnit....SIGH.
please have a better day than mine.
namaste y'all
mega
REMEMBER THEIR NAMES." JFK
aloha 2u,
feeling better, returning to my normal level of misery.
meditating again and soon will return to yoga and maybe walking too.
BACKSTORY
IHSS is a fed/state /local program designed to keep sick
and elderly peeps in thir homes and not strapped to their pissy beds in some nursing home.
FACT peeps live longer at home and tend to die sooner in nursing home.
FACT there are not enuff nursing homes to accommodate
the roughly 400,000 peeps statewide in the program.
FACT ever since i hit s' cruz the state has been robbing the counties of monies used to keep peeps in the program and leaving them with a whores promise of repayment.yeah right.
FACT in good years the tasks of the Advisory Group and county locals is to improve services and accountability and in lean years its just keeping peeps alive.
FACT we hit Lean Years five years ago and now the shit has hit and broken the fan...sigh.
NOW
FACT things have gotten So Bad that last election the general populace passed a Proposition,
no not That kind,to stop the scrotes and screw ups in sacto from ever doing this again.
FACT even with this a letter is going out from sacto to tell all 56 counties in KALIpornia to cut IHSS hours by 3.6% and halt or cut workers wages too.
FACT THIS SHIT WILL KILL PEOPLE!
THINGS COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE EH?
wrong..huge huge fucking sigh.
yesterday the daily fishwrap delivered yet more cheery news
some facelss bean counter in the Census Bureau
has decided,unilaterally, that an area from the tiny pimple of a town .davenport,
on the northern edge of s'cruz county..south to the gang infested environs of salinas,
should be considered one big metro complex ( i.e.super city)
1. this is insane
2. this means massive fedgov cuts in cash allocation..namely
public transit and paratransit, public works projects and IHSS funding,
the majority of which is fedgov dispensed..
THIS SHIT WILL KILL EVEN MORE PEOPLE!!!
HAVE A MEETING LATER TODAY TO DISCUSS
HOW MANY BODY BAGS WE WILL NEED....SIGH & CRY.
other than that it is bright sunny and cold outside, Soul Mate finally has a diagnosis of what ails her and my new heart doc is giving me yet more pills and tells me i may be a candidate for STINT CITY a la Cheney and lose weight of course.i went on a new program bout a month ago
NO REFINED SUGARS & NO ENRICHED WHITE FLOUR,
WHOLE GRAINS ONLY YADA YADA.sounds good eh?
I HAVE GAINED 7 Pounds damnit....SIGH.
please have a better day than mine.
namaste y'all
mega
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