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RNC hogwash

i want to rinse my eyes and mind out with bleach from an open sewer.
watching the RNC on TV and learned that the Mitt Bot is
 loved/praised by the Ann Bot and and they lived in a basement once (oh really)
and that Mitt will walk and water and do a Good Job as opposed to
the AntiChrist O Bomber who causes businesses to fail before he even holds office.
i will gag if i hear once again how some emigre with humble origins
spawned a race of vociferous tax cutters all the while
attaining THE AMERICAN DREAM.

want a good RNC drinking game?
count the delegates with brown skin,
oh all right throw in the staff too,
not counitng the onstage TOKENs (South Park)
i am up to SIX over 2 nites.
if you want to drink yourself blind or dead
take a shot every time some GOP solon LIES.
we turn to MSNBC after each session where they keep score
and will do the same for the DNC.
has anybody else noticed how most GOP speakers
are in serious need of a Charisma Implant?

i was underwhelmed by Condi and the
Ryan the Medicare Slashing Bot,
maybe i am just too olde as i have been
watching this crap since the 50s
when conventions usedta actually mean something
aside from funny hats and too much make up.
had a along meeting today about Voter Access
if anyone out there is still voting,
like that really means anything anymore.
other than the guy in the wheelchair and the blonde vet
was there any real mention of our foreign plicy
of ENDLESS WAR,how Wall$treet crashed then
burned the world econmy and how millions face job loss
 and foreclosure and needless suffering?
and maybe drone strikes,can't forget about those
coming soon to the skies near/above you....


still trying to get my arms around CHF.

"I didn't say it was your fault.I said I was blaming you."
Churchill via G Man

namaste
mega

Democracy Now!

Democracy Now!


a whole hour spent on BOSS ROVE book and how they have and intend
to continue stealing elections in the USA.
Mitten$ for POTUS?
we are so screwed either way IMHO.

i am

i am told that i am not as bad off as i thot
but my body says otherwise.

are we there yet?
is this goddamn shitheel election over yet?
maybe because i am ill but this
crap seems unusually fetid.
O BOMBER is a liar,murderer and economic hypocrite
and Mittens is even worse and Ryan....
you rich guys just go ahead and still the election
just like the last two
and be done with it.

"legitimate rape"? gimme a break
why are Mitts and the Bomber tied
are we that stupid?
as RUSH trumpets we should just drop our
pants(or skirts) and grab our ankles....
if you behave perhaps a large dollop of spittle on the anus
or not.

i feel like my country
betrayed by internal enemies
and slowly unraveling unto death.

"The last thing I don't want to do is hurt you.
But it's still on my list."
from Churchill via G Man


BTW just when i was getting my arms around this CHF crap
 my V Pap apena machine died,took a week to replace it
 with a spiffy chrome side 5G dreamboat.

namaste
mega

A Single Electron View of The Universe | Scienceray

A Single Electron View of The Universe | Scienceray


this is inded mind boggling and yet much of Tesla Tech
springs from Robert Maxwell's ignored perceptions.so.........

U.S. Super Soldiers Of The Future Will Be Genetically Modified Transhumans Capable Of Superhuman Feats | Pakalert Press

U.S. Super Soldiers Of The Future Will Be Genetically Modified Transhumans Capable Of Superhuman Feats | Pakalert Press


in the comix efforts to replicate the Captain America "super soldier serum" 
resulted in a breed of psychotic killers,without remorse or compassion.....
now looming just beyond the horizon like the new Bourne Legacy movie.
sigh & shuddery

Right-Wing Plan for Defeating Obama: Gin Up the Hate | Alternet

Right-Wing Plan for Defeating Obama: Gin Up the Hate | Alternet


i could very easily see NOT JUST ME at this conference.
he went on and on about his rabid hatred for Mexicans
(who are taking the half of their country back that we stole
from them one anchor baby at a time)
and "endocrine disrupting chemicals"
which the Dittoheads say is causing sterility among white males
so that the fertile brown hordes can...you get the idea.
don't get between a threatened white male and his penis...

Mountains of Evidence | thunderbolts.info

Mountains of Evidence | thunderbolts.info

about the "plasma mythos'
saw a docu last nite which mentioned the "God particle" Higgs boson
and made it sound exactly like the 'aether' of the 17th century etc etc.

USA slip sliding away

"There's nothing wrong with America that abolishing MULTICULTURALISM and Re -Segregating the races won't cure." NOT JUST ME in Lil Rock


sigh.
i have only two GOP stalwarts as freinds
THOSE WHO KNOW in Hawaii and
NOT JUST ME in Lil Rock.

spoke with NJM for two hours yesterday
and my head still hurts,
he is a talk radio addict too
only his drug of choice is Rush and Hannity
so i should not be too surprised by paens of praise to
David Duke but those to
Saddam,Hitler and Stalin
still rock me.

like Alice Through the Looking Glass
Life is very strange in his world
where you kill a few million Jews and 30 million
of your own peeps and you are regarded as rational
and yea even heroic.

WTF?
somewhere deep inside is a kind heart
and NJM has a gay brother who lives nearby
here,so i know that NJM is not a total headcase
but he moved from relatively tolerant San Diego
to hardrock Bible Belt Lil Rock
and he is drifting further and further rightwards.

odd thing is he is not voting for Romney either...
O Bomber is still a Kenyan Muslim
socialist communist fascist
but Mitt is a phony
and even the Free Market loving pre-millionares
 Right can see it.

and on a related story ABC had
a newstory yesterday that
25% of military recruits are too fat
to go kill peeps for US economic interests
so they are changing the grade school food choices
NOT  US foreign policy......
sigh.

namaste
mega

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Los Angeles 2.0

My Mother's criticism @skin color
" you're just like your father-you like them light,bright and Damn Near White!"

per my earlier blog
G Man described me as "the go-to guy for white girls"
well i was cute but had my self esteem so crushed
 by my Mother i did not realize it.(luckily?)

in the 60s "clean hippies", like me employed and kempt,
were maybe 5-9% of the action
and prior to L.A. i had not hit on
nor been hit on by white wimmin.

the 50s era of BEAUTY was Betty Page,Marilyn,
Playboy and European  softcore
and i was a child of that era BUT
it was never my goal to bed white wimmin.

almost all my school teachers were white wimmin
and some were even attractive
but pulling their panties down was not even a fantasy
so to be honest being seen as a sexual partner by
strange white wimmin was unsettling,
not unpleasant just unsettling.

i was not "snowblind" (white skin obsessed)
until after L.A. as i became too educated
for most black wimmin (exc Bev)
the dirty lil secret in the blakc community is that
"talking white"-being too educated
is still frowned upon.
so altho i got the flirty glances and even a clothed lap dance
once by a black college girl
after L.A. it was almost as tho black wimmin could tell
and white wimmin became bolder.
i was NOT Casanova  by any means
 but i did have my fans...

maybe it was just the changing times?
maybe it was just white wimmin
safely "experimenting"
'oh i'm not a phony liberal i even fucked one once'
(a big topic on the American Left)
i dunno. so i was not bragging merely telling a
truthful episode of my past.

hope that clears thing up
not a Revenge Fuck for slavery
or any bullshit like that
they just fell inot my lap
literally.

namaste
mega

Los Angeles 1968-69

"Fool me once,shame on you.Fool me twice...won't get fooled again.Hehehehehe"....W

the year was 1968 and i had a crappy low wage job pulling plastic wigheads from a molding machine while getting wet from the nipples down and getting the gritty plastic particles stuck everywhere.all this after losing 5 inches (no not There) in a T bone car crash that summer.

so i spent my 21st birthday alone eating raisin bread and salami sandwiches,which i had three times a day since that was all i could afford. meanwhile my female cousin and her ex-con dyke lover were doing sex shows in the Hollywood Hills for money and coke,which they did not share. this judging by my cousins disabling prolapsed vagina,extreme fisting or insertions were involved.my Xmas gift to myself that years was a $65 a month studio apartment on what is now MLK Blvd near the LA Coliseum.it was the third month in a row both had gone missing for several days when the rent was due and the landlord had a zero tolerance policy on unpaid rentals.

anyway the black manager at the apartments was shifty and as soon as possible i found the owner and paid my rent directly to him,an older black man who lived nearby. a few months later the shifty manager skipped out with all the rents,except mine, and the owner came to bitch and had the then racist all white L.A.County Sherriff's evict everyone except me and the sad ghost who lived under the stairs.so for many months i was the only tenant in and eight unit building,the next manager used to sneak in and go thru your stuff,esp.porn,while you were at work.a houseguest of mine caught him when she came out of the tub naked... I have a right to be here.I'm the manager!"

my life was different after i discovered LSD.i became a better different person, one causality of this was my dream of joining Mensa-the organization of geniuses....i had taken the test in NYC and passed but had been rejected for being too young so i waited and went West.when i took the second test at UCLA i had been up about 36 hours on an unplanned alcohol and LSD fueled bender,shit just happened.so i failed....unknown to me a private detective in the poor foothills of Beverly Hills had begun a group for ALPHA,peeps smarter than 90% of the populace and not 98% like Mensa.in those days Mensa had a rep for being stuffy and academic whereas Alpha liked to drink,party and screw.

so at the first gathering of Alpha there was this short blonde and i noticed that everywhere i sat i found myself staring up her skirt,a technique i wound notice often in the future.later she called and invited me out,i went on several platonic dates with her to movies and the beach,more staring up her skirt...so when i suggested sex she told me that she had to consult her shrink first-say what?  apparently he had advised her to act on her lustful impulses towards black men but only so far,so i did not wait around to see if he approved penetration.


when i became political Anti War etc etc there was a pretty brunette in my group named Susan who invited me to dinner,i went. her son Mark was one of three of the most terrible children i have ever met.unbeknowst to me Susan and her hubby,who were in the same group, were in the process of divorcing.
so one late night meeting before a really crucial rally of 10,000 or more,Susan threw herself at me sexually which-as the leader of the group was a really really bad time for me-so she threw herself at another guy,a UCLA student,who was overjoyed to accept.it was a rebound fling which sound ended much to the UCLA student's evident dismay,both wound up dropping out of the group.

found a girl in Alpha who i had some real chemistry with,we would talk for hours about everything-too bad our schedules were never in sync and i fled L.A. before we ever met in person.

now back to our regularly scheduled misery....

OCC PY
namaste
mega

The Raw Story | Archive | Pandagon

The Raw Story | Archive | Pandagon

Ark cops say nigger shot himself in head
despite being handcuffed behind his back,
maybe he was triple joined or Houdini ?