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BIG PHARMA is trying to kill me.

today, the daily fishwrap, ran an incomplete story about
 the dangers of statins,what it failed to mention that
they also attack the major muscles and consume them
 leaving long strands if undigested proteins to unravel
 and clog the heart...killing you.
neat trick.
did i mention i have been taking statin drugs to keep
my arteries clear these 9 years and this news,altho obscure,
was on one of the numerous medico e-newsletters i subscribe to?
did you think all i did was spend each and every day looking
for Doomsday shit?

another drug i have been taking,also very poplar
with ads on CNN & MSNBC among others
was originally billed as an antidepressant,
an imperfect antidepressant with one major drawback
...it causes near constant thots of suicide.
we're talking about one every 2-13 minutes on a Good Day..
 double blind clinical trials show it didn't even fare as well as the placebos
christ.
 a near fatal antidepressant i have been taking for 5 years...
but no more.
outside today is cold,grey,overcast between storms,
 it matches my mood. was out awhile
drowning my sorrows in a jalapeno double cheeseburger
 and HFCS soft drinks.back to diabetic reality
by dinner.

BIG PHARMA is trying to kill me,
but i won't let them.

"What you can't see can hurt you very very seriously."
from a deck of NINJA WISDOM
cards..

Occ py
namaste
mega

know when to RUN!

"..in my own way,i love you." sayeth various XGFs
RUN LIKE HELL!

1.when she fakes PMS and gets the symptoms wrong...
2.when she boasts of having unprotected sex with two lovers that day,as you're eating her..
3.when she attempts to kill you three times but it's All Your Fault....
4.when you have a threesome with Her GF then she gets jealous...
5.when you go to buy her booze and return to find her seriously flirty with some stranger...
6.when she gets jealous of wimmin She dreamt you were fucking...
7.when she gets angry you WON"T have anal sex with her co-worker you barely met...
8.when she mis-remembers herself and her exploits as pristine as the Virgin Mary....
9.when handguns and handcuffs aren't enuff...
10.when she provokes a fight just for the Drama...
11.when she brings home a crack ho GF she met thru an ad...
12.when she/he has Causal Sex which isn't really...
13.when she claims to be bipolar but is actually a borderline sociopath
14. when all you have to give is Never enuff...
15.when you realuze she is dead inside,up there.....
16.when you find she lies about being an addict,and they always do...
17.when a dead boyfriend,incestuous father and sex partner shrink
are all more important than you..
18.when you find out a friend drinks too much then
 always wakes up naked being fucked...
19.when you find out Friends With Benefits applies to all her exes...
20.when it gets too kinky too fast and you can't and don't want to keep up....
21.when she or you do anything remotely like the above list...

Happy Belated Valentines Day
aloha 2u
the is no Occ py without U.
namaste
mega

What Americans Don't Get About the Ravages of Addiction | | AlterNet

What Americans Don't Get About the Ravages of Addiction | | AlterNet


the lead of my latest screenplay is an epileptic alcoholic.
my Dad died of drink
and i have worked with oh so many
others,much to my regret....
it is NOT pretty
and i never make it so.
see SHAMELESS
for a fairly accurate portrayal.
the Nakedream docu article.


got a new kilt last week, it will be one year
in March i have been pants less
love it love it love it.
a not so secret pleasure...

35 sex tips for girls (from men) | iVillage UK

35 sex tips for girls (from men) | iVillage UK


okay okay time to fess up
(hold onto your panties G Man)
IMHO..Gays give the BEST blowjobs
becuz they like it!
many wimmin see it as a chore and duty
one or two ex lovers truly enjoyed it and one,
a sex addict, would often greet my sleeping
" morning wood" with a wet slurpy surprise
that said wimmin are better lovers overall,
being less brusque and goal oriented and selfish.
G Man agree or disagree????

Mr. Skin's 13th Anatomy Awards (NSFW) | Daily Loaf

Mr. Skin's 13th Anatomy Awards (NSFW) | Daily Loaf


love SHAMELESS rarely miss it and Spartacus
i have mentioned,a guilty gritty bloody pleasure
and yes i do see the irony of watching the decadence
of Rome from the decadence of NOW...sigh.

Throw Me Some Beads! Why Do Women Flash At Mardi Gras? [EXPERT] | Larissa Rzemienski | YourTango

Throw Me Some Beads! Why Do Women Flash
At Mardi Gras? [EXPERT] | Larissa Rzemienski | YourTango

at the Gay Day Parade and festivities in frisco
no booze needed, have seen many walk around
completely nude all day.
me being fat i wore a loincloth cowboy hat
and cape and only flashed "junk" by request,
which seemed to make a few men and wimmin happy
esp. Japanese tourists who followed me for blocks...odd that.

git happy git nekkid.

Frontiers of Zoology: Austrian Cave Encounter With Reptoids

Frontiers of Zoology: Austrian Cave Encounter With Reptoids


dinosaurs ruled this earth for what? 25 million or so years
and in all that time did NOT evolve into bipedal creatures
of human levels of intelligence.....
this would explain a LOT about UFO's and
maybe even Area 51?????/

2012 eschatology

"Men have been growing stupid for several 
thousand years; I myself shall waste no tears at his demise."
Earth Abides by George K.Stewart

aloha2u today,
this blog began,in my mind, while watching a tv DOCU
 IN 2011 AND HAS BEEN FESTERING EVER SINCE
 OR MAYBE SINCE a BOOK on the  HOPI I READ IN THE 1980S.
(just ignore the Caps ok? having a bad finger day...)

the Pueblo peeps believe we live in the Fourth World
whereas the Mayans thot it was the 5th,
(Olmec influence or Sundaland?)   this belief
seems to be based on the fact the Sun has "died " several times
which might be a reason for all the ritual bloodletting in Mesoamerica.
posit that myth is merely history stylized for verbal communications
and sustained human memory.
reading about the Tobu supervolcano and Krakatoa
today,reminded me of the Deccan Traps in India and...


29 jun 3123 BCE according to the latest science
is the date Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed
per Sumerian astronomy and evidence of a meteor
hitting the Austrian Alps and knocking the top off one.
its probably the date The Old Kingdom of Egypt fell or began
as the Sahara River dried up and became the Sahara Desert.

SANTORINI another supervolcano
blew up and blotted out the sun around 27500 years ago
which coincides with Precession of the Pleides ,
as Earth orbits our galaxy, and the
Yugas of Vedic lore and
the cycle of the Mesoamerica Long Count calendar.
is there perhaps some subtle gravitational Pull from our galaxy
supermassive black hole center which involves
the Sun and vulcanism here?

recent TV docs say the Mayan Long Count
is the equal to out atomic clocks today, why?
TIME MATTERS
esp. if the fate of humanity hangs in the balance.
(see links to Frontiers of Anthropology)

my theory is each "new Sun" is revealed
after a massive volcano or cometary strike
which blots out the Sun for days or weeks etc on end.
loss of life and crops would result,
much like Nuclear Winter.

thru myth the cycle of each Sun's "death" and rebirth
would be recounted and the Sun Worship would,
like astronomy, be the task of any recognized priesthood.
(see RA the Sun God of Egypt).
IMHO humanity and "civilization"
goes back possibly 250,000 years or more.
"there is nothing new except what has been forgotten."
i think we screwed up around 1900 when
 we dumbed down the 26 rules of EMF from Maxwell
and ignored what Tesla had to teach us.
it is possible the KALI YUGA
will end at 5pm, 21 dec 2012 and a
New Age of enlightenment will befall us.
pls stay tuned...

BTW found a "2012  End of the World" zine
 in the supermarket this week
which recycled a lot of apocalyptic insights in one slim zine.
a lil over priced at $9.99 but if you like this stuff...

Occupy Gog & Magog
namaste
mega

TROPHY NIGEERS n general fuckery

"I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered.
But I was not pleased to read the description in
 the catalog:-"No good in bed, but fine up against a wall." 
Eleanor Roosevelt (thanx 2 G Man)

aloha2u today,
in honor of Black History Month and
the Reg.D comedy i posted last sunday
 i have some thots...

my Mother's generation of blax, born in 1925
and so poor the Depression passed them by unnoticed,
did not believe there was a white person born of wimmin
 who was not racist, except blond blue eyed Jesus...

when she found out i was sexing white wimmin
she asked what lie or tricks i used to get them naked.
to further cripple my self esteem at that time she thot it
 impossible that white wimmin might acuatally like me or
find me attractive.
this is where it gets messy
the concept of Trophy Nigger is not new.

my college educated articulate cousin Jesse
used to go to Greenwich Village in the 50s
to hook up with and fuck rich white wimmin
as i may have mentioned before he was being used
as a Trophy Nigger pawn to get a trip to Europe
 or fancy Seven Sisters college out of tight fisted Daddy.
Jesse became very bitter than depressed as one white gurl
after another threw him under the bus then fled.

"some of my (best) friends are.." racism.
i have lost many male white friends when i
either turned out to be smarter than they or
 when i cried when one of my female friends
was brutally raped.(can you be non-brutally raped?)

my first yummy live in GF never saw beyond
 the stereotypes of blackness
and big dicks.granted she had her own problems
 but she never saw me for ME and so lost out
 in so much i had to offer.

on the flip side, many men of my own generation
are racists. black men who fuck whites for "revenge" about slavery
and whites who "get their freak on" with black wimmin and whores
because as one bisexual Sicilian friend once told me
 "there are certian things you can't ask your wife to do."

the news this week that 1 in 12 US marriages is so called
"interracial" is heartening
as usual with Asians being the most likely and
 black wimmin the least.
we are not yet Brasil which also has yet to
vanquish the dark vs. light matrix.
O BOMBER is biracial so obviously this will not
 solve all our problems.
but it's a start?


thats it from me.
OCCUPY our skins
namaste
mega

Rep. Speier: U.S. military ‘sweeps sexual offenses under the rug’ | The Raw Story

Rep. Speier: U.S. military ‘sweeps sexual offenses under the rug’ | The Raw Story

Jon Stewart did a semi funny bit last nite
about some nutbag (on Faux?)
complaining about wimmin being raped "too much"
then Sammantha Bee vamped on the topic.


TOO SOON?
yes indeedy.

What's Wrong with Cities' Fight Against Sex Shops, Strip Clubs, and Sleaze? | | AlterNet

What's Wrong with Cities' Fight Against
Sex Shops, Strip Clubs, and Sleaze? | | AlterNet

i lived in NYC but i grew up in Times Square
the old sleazy,porn infested double and triple
features crappy ethnic food TS
pre Guliani.
ever do LSD in
Times Square and visit peepshows
and Streisand movies.
it was AWESOME....

i'm just saying.

Why Was No One Punished for America's "My Lai" in Iraq? | | AlterNet

Why Was No One Punished for America's "My Lai" in Iraq? | | AlterNet


speaking of bloodshed and MY LAI
ex-Marine Korak the Killer
reported that massacres like My Lai
were common,maybe once a month or more.
am sure as time goes on we shall hear more
about Iraqistan atrocities...

DO0OMSDAY PREPPERS

aloha2u today,
watching the premiere episodes of NatGeo's new series
of the same name as above it did occur to me
1.these are the audience that PAKALERT PRESS targets.
2.there is some serious money to be made in scaring the shit outta sheeple.
these people have guns and school buses and GO Bags and Bug Out bags
and vehicles and INCH bag (i'm not coming home) and guns,tons of guns.
i admit i have a Go Bag in the car but i am not prepared for pole shifts,
fortress amerikkka and years and years of canned and freeze dried foods.
one Utah cpl had eight years of food for several peeple...and over $100K
invested in the process.
it is,like the Free Market,a matter of Faith
and it is hard to disapprove a negative
just ask the Catholic Church.
so i am NOT the most depressed and paranoid
SOB on the planet,
cold comfort this.

like the fat old trucker with the YouTube videos
fuck it.
i am old fat tired and sick
the odds of my survival are slim to none.
i am okay with this.
no really. i have lived a full life
if this here shit is IT
okay.
ready for the next chapter....

"Happiness, n. An agreeable sensation arising 
from contemplating the misery of another."  Ambrose Bierce


thanx Mitt roMONEY & Sick Santorum
and Mute GinGrinch

Occupy This!
namaste
mega


The 5 Stages of Collapse: Where Are We Currently? | Pakalert Press

The 5 Stages of Collapse: Where Are We Currently? | Pakalert Press


this is so sad.
NatGeo has a new show DOOMSDAY PREPPERS
its takes too much work and money.
i have told SM "save the last two bullets for us."
done & done.

Satan’s Nation | Pakalert Press

Satan’s Nation | Pakalert Press


a lot of this weird crap.
my Mother was in Eastern Star
and they were a boring
toothless organization.
about the Bilderberg and CFR...?
Ancient London Brothels token found
by the Thames.....

Porn Does Not Cause Rape

Porn Does Not Cause Rape


i agree, most times Rape is about POWER not Sex.
see prior post about Military rapes...

Sex Terms You Don't Dare Ask About - AskMen

Sex Terms You Don't Dare Ask About - AskMen

aha....a la Kevin Smith too ATM
whereas Rosario Dawson explains that it's sometimes OK.
to do ASS TO MOUTH
prior to a Dirty Sanchez?????

year of the draggin'

aloha2u today,
almost fin with my screenplay.
this week for sure.
trying to get my ass away from politics and
see a movie but my body is not cooperating,
as usual for 2012.legs fail me but words don't,yet.

PTB (Powers That Be) are doing
everything possible in their usual heavy handed manner
to force Occupy back into its genie bottle.
read a long article years ago about
tyranny in Red China and Tiahnemen Square (sp?)
the first and usually only reaction to any protest is
staat sponsored violence.
i give you OCCUPY OAKLAND.

when i lived there i lived a few blocks away
and when i shopped at the old 24/7 newstand there
i was less than a block away,so i know the area.
Gov. Jerry "Dirtbag" Brown was Mayor then and
suckling up to the Elites,same old story.

it is both fascinating and depressing to see the Spin
applied by CNN,MSNBC and others of the MSM
echo chamber about how horrible and destructive
Occupy is but not one peep about the banksters
and hedge funders who have raped and looted this country.
one hedge fund mgr. made FIVE BILLION USD
for himself in one year.he's a GOPer of course
funding the Newt or Mittens,hard to keep track of
all these SuperPACS and relentless billionaires.

CITIZENS UNITED UBER ALLES...
HAD SOMETHING IN PARTICULAR TO
BITCH ABOUT BUT READING ABOUT ANCIENT
PALEO CIVILIZTIONS IN THE ARTIC DISLODGED IT.
HYPERBOREA INDEED.(goddman these half dead fingers)

"Humanity is a pigsty where liars,hypocrites and 
the obscene in spirit congregate."   George Moore


Occupy.....
namaste
mega

Conspiracy Journal #657

Conspiracy Journal #657

ah, the wonders of science and paranoia...one of my fave reads.
almost fin with latest screenplay,
will be back blogging soon.
mega